stupid dumb-ass neighbors......

Well wasn't yesterday a "great" day.....hm.
Even though i live in the country i do have a neighbor whose property line runs right next to mine...they think they own the whole damn world and can take over wherever they damn well get a notion to.....

Yesterday i get home from work...i just got set down to drink a glass of water and i see a truck pulling in the gates to my pasture....so i get up..go outside and there's this neighbor,her man,and her family driving all over the place!!!...and they drove right over my septic tank and lateral lines....not once but twice!.....that whole tank & lines costs a couple thousand $'s...

they could see the freaking thing and they knew they had ran over it....i could have slapped the hell out of them...so i tried stopping them running out there to the fence...i yelled:"Hey! You ran over my septic tank!What in the hell are you doing on this property?!"...they acted like they couldn't hear..yeah right...whatever.

so i yelled:"YOU ran over my septic tank!..you have no business driving on this property!You don't own the whole world you know?!"...oh they got pissed off at me then...they yelled back:"We're looking for a $2500 dollar bull we lost!..we have permission to be out here from your uncle!"...

turns out that my uncle already looked for their damn bull,told them it wasn't on this place and told them to drive onto another pasture west and look for it...not on this one!...dumb asses!!!.....so then the woman comes up here and screams at me over this from the road and saying to me--" YOU hurt my family's feelings yelling like that at us! and if i drove over the septic tank i will pay for it! I would never treat you that way missy!"... i hate her that stupid bitch talking to me like i am a child!!!

yeah sure you will.....i thought:"Whatever you crack head bitch! You spend all your money on your drugs you buy from my hillbilly cousins..you don't have a sewer system!..you have a lagoon...because you're too cracked to do a damn thing right!..BUT.....i never said a word because she was out of it..i just said:"Well how about hurting my feelings driving on my land without permission and possibly damaging my sewer system!....if it's broken YOU WILL PAY FOR IT!"....and she kept standing there wiped out on that crap she's hooked on...i just ignored her meth face and went in the house..she wanted to fight me..she knows better than that shit...lol...

now my Uncle is pissed as hell and so is the rest of the family....we all spent most the night bitching/yelling about her at the kitchen table at grandma's house...it got bad..lol....this all stems from what's going on w/hillbilly kin because neighbor lady is friends with the crazy bitch from hell cousin....yeah...i expected this...it's all just to start a fight.....it's all just getting started i'm afraid...bring it!...LOL!....

god i hate all these stupid hillbilly people around..i'm sick and tired of all their stupid bitchy "my way or the highway" BS...losers...i could scream or cry everyday..it's getting bad..thinking they can take over every damn thing!!! the nerve of some people!!!...My uncle said we will take care of all new fence and locks and see how the bitch and her dumb ass man likes that...Bwahahaha!!!

nobody is going to run over me or take me over..i won't be pushed around like that...it doesn't fly with me...they know better....

oh hillbilly feuds...story of my life.

tomatos,jalapenos...and....petunias...

According to the latest weather outlooks the danger of a major frost has passed us.....so.....tomorrow after work i'm heading over to the gardening store...we had the garden spot plowed up today w/the tractor...
I think gardening is a great leisure activity to keep you focused and not so stressed on worrying about things/people....With all the craziness around here 24/7, the unbelievable goings on...we miss them so much and worry all the time..it's dangerous..but i have faith they will be ok and it will all be ok.

yeah,gardening is good for me lately.

BUT ANYWAY.(stop worrying julia!!! yes..i know..i'm trying to!)

Since our weather here in Oklahoma is so whack, i've about decided the ONLY flowers that can survive the crazy temps and elements is petunias!....lol....they grow like crazy and never fail.... ;)

they are usually available in these colors in stores here.

only just heard about the Phantom petunia...cool & spooky!..haha!

AND of course i will be on the look out for this Blue petunia..pretty.

also some tomato plants.

the jalapeno pepper plants that LOOOOVE our crazy weather as well!!!....

To dad---we love&miss you so much!!! and we know you can all do this...just be safe and come home soon...you've been over the edge to hell and survived it..and you can do it again....you're the toughest guy for miles as far as we can see...we're all cheering for you guys 100%....!!! go get those losers!..it's on my mind all day..all night...every minute/second of every day...

but i try to remember this line--

"It'll all change...hell, things don't stay the same forever!..They get better!,things change, people change,it takes time.....don't give up."--A tough guy in my family once told me that when i was doubting myself...lol...

 ;)

thanks for that...also thanks for loving us enough to take control and make that change in this dangerous situation...just for us..well...and because it needs to be dealt with.

we saw you when you drove through the parking lot at noon today all secret like in that truck...keeping a watch over us....haha!...but we miss ya..i can tell you must be as worried about us as we are you all...kinda comforting to know..in the midst of all this insanity..

love you dad.

nite.

sick with allergies......

Well, as much as i love spring......i dread the allergies that i get from all the pollen floating around...

Woke up coughing and sneezing this morning at 3am---took only a tylenol and have been miserable all day...it's only gotten worse!....i'm losing my voice,headache,hurt all over,sneezy,coughing....yes, i'm whining!

i feel like crap.

;(

Been working all day and when we turned out some cows on new pasture we had to go around the hay barn to get to the gates and oh man....everybody started sneezing and coughing afterward..the wind was blowing hay all over us and i guess everyone is gonna be sick....

i'm all out of inhaler for my asthma and i'm down to only a few things to combat this cold/allergy thing....i have these choices...all of which will help me sleep...maybe....lol

decisions..decisions....god i hate this!!! *squeaky,tired,sick voice*

nite nite.

had a bonfire.....

I just heard this song....i like powerful songs like this--to all my ex-boyfriends and people who have ever "tried" to break me down....haha!

Do you know how long it's been since we have been able to have a bonfire here in Oklahoma?....It seems forever!!!...After the horrible drought that has been long lasting all the recent rainfall has enabled us to have our ability to burn outdoors again.....it's about time!

My family&friends had the bonfire at my Aunt's house...we gathered all the dead tree limbs and any other kind of wood that we wanted to get rid of and we started a huge bonfire last night--cleaning up debris from the recent rains...

we cooked out on the grill,had beer/wine/margaritas,and toasted marshmellows....it was so fun...lots of laughter..we played guitar,sang stupid songs,talked,and looked at the stars til 2am....

my family& friends mean sooooo much to me!!!..I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! ;) and to the loved ones not able to be there last night?.....I love&miss you all so much it hurts!,and i thought of you the whole time...can't wait to give you all a hug!....

xoxo

storage box & friends.....

Posting this song because i found it yesterday on a cd in my storage boxes....from when i was in high school i think?...still a great one...love it.

Worked all day yesterday....i'm still tired this morning and hurt all over....oh boo freaking hoo...lol...i'm NOT whining!...work to do today...

Such an awesome surprise last night getting a call from one of my greatest best friends in the universe!!!...Morgan you rock!.....I'm so thankful & lucky to have real,true friends.....and i have been able to weed out the bad friends who are no good for me or anyone for that matter.....

The truth is, when people really love/care/and value you & your life they would NEVER introduce you to bad things or try to get you involved in anything that could potentially harm you or cause you danger,sadness,or pain.....AND that is what you have got to avoid to live a healthy/productive/safe...no drama filled life......because they can and will destroy you eventually..

The people who do invite distress/or hazards into YOUR life blatantly just don't care about you and are self-absorbed....you're disposable in every area of life to them..they just use you for whatever they can....real friends don't do that....they care/love/value you and want to protect you from harm--just like family does...they will be with you forever....

I like being this cool,crazy,dorky,silly,caring,loving person that i am.....then having friends all tell me that i am an amazing person...well...that makes me feel accomplished in my life much more....i don't care about money or any of those superficial things..doesn't matter to me one bit..i don't like fake/snobby people...i want no drama in any area of my life...no BS....laid-back chill......easy breezy....laughter 24/7...and although i know that may be difficult to achieve in anyone's life....i think it's possible...!!! ;)

most importantly,i like to take care of people...it's important to me to just know that they are safe/ok and not indangering their lives...then i can relax...i wanna be there for them,for every time they need a friend,someone to listen, or need help in whatever kinda crazy dark mess they may get involved in..i have to see them through the dark times..it's what i do..i wanna try and help them turn around and get better..9 times out of 10 i achieve that goal..they'll do whatever for me....and i don't know why?....maybe because they know i'm legit?....they respect me and know i do actually care about them?

everyone is flawed in some way..nobody's perfect!...sometimes all anyone really needs to know is that someone actually does care about them and adore them.....and to know that things WILL get better....no matter how bad things feel or seem..you can't roll around in misery!!!..throw back the curtains,and get over it....live your life for you and your loved ones...slap a smile on your face and laugh it all off..works for me anyway...it'll all pass in time.

saw this quote in a book i found in that storage box yesterday...it made me smile...i love quotes for some weird reason...lol...

"When you feel you are at the end of your rope..tie a knot and hang on..".~Franklin D. Roosevelt

storms and frogs.....

Well...we had thunderstorms, torrential rain, causing a flash flood here...not much damage...only to the gravel roads..washed out here....and the tornados close by our county...nothing ever came of the tornados..thank goodness!....close one...It rained so much it filled all the ponds and creeks/rivers....the grass is all green now...you look outside and it's a shock to your eyes....everything looks alive again......

i love to sleep.....i was serenaded to sleep last night by the sound of the frogs near the pond right out the backyard....frogs are so cute...THAT is better than anything to peacefully make you sleepy..listening to the frogs sing....the moon in the sky...pretty clouds floating around the moon....i'm so lucky to have that night sky and all those sounds as my home...so beautiful&peaceful... ;)

worked today and then went kick-boxing at 5pm today with friends....i like to kick box...i pretend i'm kicking the hillbilly cousin's asses!!!...Bwahaha!...something tells me a lot of that is already going on...already going down!.....lol...

all the craziness around here 24/7......the people in my life--family/friends/acquaintances..every single one of them are over the top colorful characters as they say....off the wall insanity........my life has never been boring....cowboys/bikers/indians/hillbillies/wild dangerous bad ass people/dangerous things they all do....

and me i'm stuck right in the middle of all of them....some people are VERY scared of them and are very intimidated by them all....lol...but i can't imagine living my life without all the madness because i'm used to it...i grew up with all these types of people and the insanity of them all.....their dangerous crap.....it's normal to me...

i know how to get outta the way and stay away from it all.....i think....haha....their threats and screaming all that other dangerous BS...doesn't scare me really it just makes me mad as hell and more annoyed.....i guess i'm probably just "a chip off the ol block"---just like my family.....i have that horrible temper just like they do....oh god it's awful....LOL...

someday it might all cool down with them around here...hope so anyway..... yikes...In the mean time i will just sit back with everyone else around here,keep my mouth shut,avoid them, and enjoy the funny as hell ass kicking that is going on/or about to really get wound up on those losers ....Bwahaha!

oh well....about to start raining again...

Nite-Nite.

i LOVE candy......

Trying to text on my phone and blog at the same time right now...isn't easy!...lol
looks like we are going to have thunderstorms tonight....sitting here thinking about how much i miss them right now....they must be thinking about me right now too....*tears* ;(

This weekend was kinda busy...we went to the meeting.....loooong!

then Eli had a huge birthday party last night......it was fun...we made him a birthday cake then went to the casino/bar afterward....haha!..i HOPE he had fun...i bought him a leather cuff bracelet w/ native tribe symbols in turquoise threads on it for his gift from me....since he got me those earrings for my birthday gift....he gots tons of cool gifts....

i boxed it in several boxes and wrapped it...big box,little box,medium box...so he would have to open all those boxes and be annoyed and confused!!!...i'm sneaky & mean like that!...lol..he kept laughing and joking he goes:"Oh god...sh*t this IS from Julie right?!...oh damn please don't let it be a shrunken head!"......LMAO!...we all just laughed so hard we cried....everybody kept laughing...i laughed:"No...i save those especially for Harrell,Steven or Frankie's gifts!"...Bwahaha! everybody was rolling....

anyway, yesterday we also went to Walgreen's...yeah..i know...yes,we went again...lol...I DID find a new lip stain in "nude" is the name of this color....it's natural looking and i like it...i want all the lip stain colors actually......

AND we went crazy on the Easter candy aisle and snatched up a ton of candy.....aren't we awful!...haha...i LOVE candy...who doesn't...i don't think anyone can resist easter candy in some form...it's fun and soooo good....haha!..i saw that brand Paas that we always decorated our easter eggs with!....oh the memories...just the brand made me remember all the colorful/cute decorating we all did....whimsical...

we bought of course-Russell-Stover marshmellow eggs,

caramel eggs,

Peeps marshmellow covered in milk chocolate,

and always a good favorite---Reeses' Peanut butter eggs...and you know how we all adore peanut butter....LOL....yeah so we bought that and me,Cody,Sarah have been being pigs all weekend....just have to do a few extra workouts to make up for it!!!..lol...how funny i just blogged about my candy purchases....lmao...

Nite.

home on the range.....

Good morning bloggy!....lol..

Well in 2 hours i have to get to work....today is sale day....a looooong day.....

i'm so tired but it's not like i can sleep anyway with all the crap that's going on....

i need coffee.

With them all gone doing that, we're in charge of all the cows and keeping things running around here...which is double the trouble....it's a lot of work and sale days make it much worse...but at least grandpa is here so he'll work with us....

home.

i just hope i can get those trailers loaded on time today.....

That was so sweet of  them telling my Grandma after meeting me:"That Julie is a very beautiful girl inside and out..wow..she's a beautiful soul."......whatever!...sweet but so embarrassing when i get complimented!!!....why do i get embarrassed?...shy i guess...

this weekend will be busy too and we have to go to a Cattlemen's meeting/luncheon saturday....i think it's a good thing to attend those and keep up to date on things and new "green" environment updates.....i like meeting new people young&old in the ranching/ag business...very sharp people and most of all nice people. ;)

supposed to rain all week they say....keep your fingers crossed!.....hopefully it does...i LOVE/appreciate rain so much....after that drought from hell it's always welcome....i've always loved thundery-rainy days more than sunny ones....something about them puts me at peace or calms me down..i just feel better and sleep better...isn't that weird?...i don't know if it's the sound of rain falling or the thunder that is so comforting to me....probably all of it...

i would really like to be able to find time to browse the makeup aisle at Walgreen's and look for a new lip stain...it's kinda like using a magic marker on your mouth!!!..LOL...i'm so silly and nerdy at the same time...obsessing over makeup...haha!.....i LOVE lip stain...lasts all day!..i just need a lighter shade than that Wild Berry one or whatever it's called...i need a mauve or something not so bright and wild....

kisses.

another day of confusion.....

this song says it all basically..i heard it today and cried....it's not a real life war like the video,but in a way it is a huge battle....it is something that has to be cleaned up and dealt with.....

Another day of total chaos......It's not that i'm mad about not knowing what is going on....it's just that the things i have figured out, i'm worried about them being ok....

It's just very stressful you know?....everyday i'm left wondering what the? what is going on?...where are they? and when is this all going to be over?..or the things i see...i'm tired of this stress and feeling like a total idiot....a clueless one...but we have figured some out..i think?....6 months of this crap...

random guy telling us that in the store....why a random guy?...weirdness all around...but the name mentioned..i know it's all under control legal by the right authority and will be ok...so we were right....but still there's worry....big stuff.

he said it's for us all so we can live our lives and be safe...when i heard he said that..it made me wanna cry that much more....it's so dangerous.....i'm so worried about them.....i miss them so much....

i have to pretend i'm all sunshine and smiles and also watch out....i'm strong because i have to be...i just wish i could hug them and say i'm sooooo proud and thank you for doing this for us...just be safe.....

we love you so much! and go get 'em!!!

bullies are losers.....

I slept in today!!!....finally a day i got to sleep ALL morning!......must be because of the time change,but rolling forward an hour caused this?....isn't it rolling back that gives you extra an extra hour of sleep?...oh well...everything i do is different.....lol...

i have to get right to the point of what is really on my mind today....so i have to blog about it to get it outta my mind....bullying.

Yesterday we were at a convenience store on the highway....Me & Sarah were with Grandpa and we both went in to pay for the gas we bought and get Grandpa some cigarettes.....We went in while he sat out in the truck...We get in line to wait to pay for our gas & buy his cigarettes...

there was a line of about 5 people ahead of us...only 1 cashier working...she was doing all she could to wait on people,take their dinner orders out of the fryer,and check people all at the same time....20 different things all at once....i felt so bad for her...i don't know why they had her working alone on a saturday anyway?...too busy for 1 person.

anyway we were maybe 3rd in line and this snobby, preppy,fake b*tch in line ahead of us starts shaking her head and rolling her eyes and being so freaking rude to the cashier...snobby girl kept saying loudly:"Oh please!....You can't be serious!...I cannot wait all day to pay for my gas and a drink!What kinda place are you trying to run in here....are you dumb? did you hear me?!.oh wait,you work in a convenience store that's why!Time is money honey!..I do not have the time!..I need to be checked out NOW!"......(she laughed and made fun of that cashier)

i mean she kept on...and i got really pissed at that stupid fake hooker for being so rude & bullying that girl behind the counter...I can't stand that snobby,preppy,spoiled bratty rude sh*t!!!..i won't tolerate people like that, it just gets all over me and really makes me mad....she was basically bullying the girl at the register,making fun of her...and i know she heard every word she said to her because she was about to cry.....

so...i had to say it and i did..i told rude preppy girl:"You think you could shut-up a minute!...You need to STOP being so F****** rude to that girl!..show some respect!...she's doing all she can right now...and if you think her job's so easy why don't you shut your damn mouth and get behind the counter and work it!" she looked at me:"Obviously don't know who i am..my Dad is blah blah...aka (crooked car dealer)".....Bwahaha!...

so i said:"I don't give a sh*t who you are or about your crooked car dealer dad either you rude b*tch!"...everybody busted out laughing and snobby girl threw $20 on the counter left her drink and ran out of the store!.....I WON!....Bwahaha!....every person in the store was laughing and telling me that was awesome i said that to her.....the cashier was laughing and crying:"Can i give you a hug for that?...Thank you so much"...she gave me a hug.

i'm sorry but that snobby/rude bullying crap has NEVER been ok with me and NEVER will be....Just because someone looks different,doesn't have money,dresses different,has different ideas about things or works a low paying job or whatever it is different, is NO REASON to bully or disrespect anyone...nobody is better than anybody else..we're all equal.....

I'd hate to think i had to go back to high school or enroll back at the college and put up with all that bullying/snobby crapola like that...again...but even adults can be bullies...can't stand it and won't put up with that...

bullies are low on the totem pole in my books....they can stay the hell away from me...and i will always take up for people who are mistreated,outcast, or bullied....If you see someone being bullied or mistreated rudely you should take up for them....be-little the bullies and shame their behavior...nobody deserves to be bullied like that...they only taunt people because they are very unhappy in their lives..LOSERS!

I took up for people all through high school..and i do to this day....a lot of kids in school told me that i saved their lives by taking up for them against that bullying crap and making friends with them.....i made lots of friends with the "so-called outcasts"..aka..COOL PEOPLE..and i can say that i am very proud of that fact....it was funny because the preppy bullies ended up looking like crap after i be-littled them in front of everyone for their behavior....Bwahaha...yesterday was a repeat...it'll probably happen again...i'll have to call some loser out for that......i don't care i will tell them off....

xoxo 

rainy days are beautiful.....

My wireless is working in the rain and wind right now!!!...YAY!....lol....

yep...it's been raining all morning since about 4am......i LOVE rainy days.

We had to get out there and hook onto the trailers this morning to get backed up to the pens at the corral and....got stuck in the mud.....Haha.....It wasn't getting any traction and just kept going deeper into the ground...we got covered in mud..we giggled so much we were crying!!!.lol...unable to get un-stuck we had to get Uncle Pete to help us out of that muddy mess.....in the pouring rain...then it started lightning right afterward...yikes!....that was a few hours ago.....

nothing like driving in 65mph wind,hail and torrential downpours of rain!!!.....i'm such a good driver...nerd. 

It's super windy right now and cold....i'm still sick w/this cold/allergy cough so they made me come home...codeine cough syrup!!!....lol...

something really crazy is going on around here.....everyday we see something/someone peculiar and you're just thinking..."Oh my goodness!" too weird and funny.....just let them handle this and STOP worrying about it all...it'll be ok sometime right?...revenge can be so hilarious.

have to go help grandma and the aunts make dinner today...we've been having a lot of at home dinners more often for the working crew cowboys and anybody who wants to stop by....today we're having cat fish dinner,hush puppies,cold slaw,french fries and homemade peach cobbler for dinner....i bet i'm gonna be the best cook someday!...i have the BEST teachers...lol!

kisses!

toss it all to the wind.....

Here i sit in bed..getting sleepy..another day done...

Today was a not so great day......the shower repair turned into a 4hr job for the plumber....he had to cut into the wall behind the shower to get to the leak to repair it with new pipes....such a mess.....he had to use an electric saw and then i had to get new shower faucets & a new shower overhead spray thing....whatever...that's probably gonna cost me $400 at least.....oh well...always something going wrong around this place.....

i missed half-day's work....but they picked up the slack so no worries there......Was it stressful when he said he had to do all that work on the shower!!!...i kept thinking:"OMG!...what if this costs me $1,000???!"......hopefully not....

then i had to call the internet company and fuss with the electronic billing department over a bill they NEVER mailed me that added up to this month's bill..so now i owe double this month!...god..i swear sometimes i could just forget the whole deal and never look back on technology.....somedays it seems it's just not worth it......just forget it all...i never watch tv much either......it's just all crap to me...

boy was it fun trying to talk to a damn robot phone voice about a bill.....can't we talk to real people anymore?...give people here jobs again?!!...i had to punch in my account# and all that other BS...it wouldn't work twice and i screamed...it kept saying:"Punch in your account #"....and i yelled into the phone:"Shut-up robot voice before i knock your lights out!"......LOL!..yeah..i was frustrated....

either someone is stealing my mail periodically or something is pretty fishy at the billing department or the post office...rural delivery ya never know what is going on.....more BS....

AND something that has been bothering me still and will until it is all over is all this family hillbilly feud stuff...that dumb crap they're all still screaming and all that stupid sh*t just really gets on my last nerve.....i have no answers to anything...i'm left in the dark about what is really going on...what is it all really about and why are they choosing sides and continually screaming and fighting...

and why does my name get thrown around by them?....good lord...i feel like i'm in the middle of an adult, child custody battle or something stupid weird like that!!!...what the hell is going on and WHY drag my name into any of their fighting?...i have nothing to do with whatever is going on..i do not ever go around those idiots!..it doesn't make any sense...i'm just so tired of all this stupid fighting and screaming,also the threatening...you can't talk to any of them about it because they are all insane/fried and on drugs......

then my immediate family are all too insane and fly off the handle about anything i may tell them has been said to me by the hillbilly cousins...so i have to keep it to myself so they won't go do something crazy to the hillbilly cousins and get thrown in jail..because they are so protective they would....

see,i can't get anything settled any way i turn...i get no relief from all this and feel like a stupid child.....i do not care about this and don't wanna deal with all this screaming/fighting...once again BS...i just wanna toss it all into the wind...just like everything else annoying...there's no reason to deal with BS.....and i don't put up with it...

but the family hillbilly cousin fighting will just have to run it's course on it's own.....and i gotta avoid it all like crazy.....it's too exhausting & stressful to deal with at times..but i'm a tough girl..so bring it and i will survive the sh*t storm...as usual i suppose...since i have to...lol..

also why just disappear and drive by all worried 24/7 and never let us know you are ok?...why not actually stop by,or call us and let us know you are ok?.....we really miss you and need a hug.....that's what is hurtful the most dad....

oh wow...a windy stormy week ahead....dust..dust..dust...

i gotta go to sleep...nite-nite  

went to a trunk show ....

And....so it's sunday...lazy sunday..

It was nice to get away for awhile yesterday....

Took a nice drive to a party a relative was having in Cheyenne(ok).....it was cool to see everyone and catch up.....it was a trunk show party..w/clothes,jewelry,shoes,hair accessories...fun girl stuff!.....lol....

I bought a glass,crystal bead multi colored flower necklace w/matching earrings and a sparkle jewel ring...so cute!.....we had party food and then afterward we all went to see a few small shops....check the town out...i need my own store!!!...lol

we left early at 2pm to avoid anything bad out on those long,desolate highways...we saw a road off of the highway and boy....it looked spooky...you could just feel something bad has taken place on that off road...i don't know what it was...but an icky spooky feeling...

My Aunt T. goes:"Look out, there's a lot of bad outlaws on the highways out here that aren't family members of ours...call me when ya'll get home!"......LOL......we all laughed.....there's bad outlaws everywhere around here....

we must have drove forever to get there...lol....it was so many winding highways from here to there you know.....but i like driving like that..great sunny day for it..we saw a bad motorcycle crew on the highway.......you know the bad ones...we saw one.....it was just interesting to see one like that free out on the highway wearing their name jackets....

it wasn't scary or anything, just interesting...we've only heard about them before...one of my cousins was/is apart of that at one time....we can't be sure...we just hear stories about him from time to time....so i don't really know too much about him....they see or hear from him occasionally...he's so sweet and then has lived like that....it's so weird.....sweet people mixed up in all that kinda stuff?...oh well that's life i suppose....and none of my business...

i'm sure he plays a different card to us because we are his family..we don't see the mean him or whatever he plays to others...that's just how it goes...

when we saw those bikers on the highway we started wondering about him..."Wonder if he's one of those guys?"....that kinda thing....made me sad in a way..

anyway have to meet with the plumber tomorrow to try and see if he can fix the leaky shower...it just runs a steady stream of water and won't stop turned off at all!!!...aah!.....it's always something annoying...lol

xoxo

things i bought at Walgreen's today.......

Heard this song on the radio today....i really like it...fun driving song...never heard of this guy before...at first i thought it was Dierks Bentley!....lol...but it wasn't him..i like all kinds of music but country seems to have more meaningful lyrics and makes sense...but some country songs are so hillbilly and pathetic....haha!...lyrically some of them are just stupid....all kinds of music has flaws...

Worked all this morning at the sale....took tickets....loaded/unloaded trailers.....got off work at noon...finally made it into town to the feedstore and bought a few bags of horse,dog,cat food....i've decided it's best to take the dogs' feed bowls in at night into the garage because i think i may be possibly feeding coyotes....again...LOL..they howl all night lately,right in the yard....i'm kinda afraid they may fight my dogs again.....

after i went to the feedstore i drove to Walgreen's and tried to find some more Theraflu packs to take at night for my sinus/cold/cough...they were totally sold out of the packs!!!...said they were having a shortage or some company dispute?.....LMAO!...what the?!....Even Theraflu is in chaos too?....Bwahaha!....oh well...

so i settled for Tylenol night time sinus/cold pills......i sure hope that it works...i feel like crap.....i have allergies and i get colds all the time from working the dusty sale barn in that wind blowing all the time....i just hurt all over it seems....not whining!

bought 2 new nail polishes--glittery diamondy w/blue glittery dots in it...and the other was a gold glitter....always with the blue i know...but i just looooove blue!!!..my good luck color..everybody knows that....it's always gotta be blue for me....my favorite.

i always look at makeup in Walgreen's and i ended up buying a lip stain in wild berry--it's too red!..lol...maybe i can blot it first to tone it down?...i usually stick w/mauves and lighter pinks for my lip sticks color....i put some on before i went to pick up a pizza/bread sticks at Pizza Hut for everyone quick lunch at the sale barn...

it must be pretty on me because 2 guys in there standing in line next to me told me i had the prettiest smile they've ever seen....Haha!.....that was nice and embarrassing when people say things like that!..i'm shy sometimes...i told them:"Aww..thank you."....

i also bought some chocolate marshmallow Easter candies at Walgreen's...LOL.....i know i cheated!..LMAO! but there's nothing better than a Russell Stover marshmallow anything!!!..Haha!...

yeah once again i went to Walgreen's...i love that place...i always forget the world when i am in there looking at things and lately with all that's going on,that's a good thing...

kisses.