Amarillo, here we go!.....

Been listening to my ipod today...I downloaded a few of these older songs...I think she has a great voice!...love this song along with the rest of her music....she needs to start singing again!!!..

Well....i'm leaving in the morning!....at 5:30am for Amarillo,TX!!!...Lol...yep...they talked me into going for the family trip...I have to help Grams & my Aunties all pack later tonight...and i'm packing a bag or 2..nothing major...it's supposedly hotter out there..we're just 3 or so hours away from Amarillo...but that's how it is....

trips to Amarillo remind me of going to see my Dad..when he was working out there...aww..miss you Daddy!..hope we see you soon... ;(

i will survive the drive out there since it won't be too hot traveling early..(hopefully)...feeling pretty yucky still from the Z-pack...but i will get better...more pills to go...GO AWAY ear infection/walking pneumonia!!!...dizzy still..puke!

be home sunday.

xoxo

Z-pack+Hot weather=not good!

Finished most the work i can do around here this morning already at 5:30am to avoid the heat...

Listening to lots of music...on radio this morning...

Just got home from the bank and stopped at Sonic and bought a Lemon Berry Slush...i'll freeze it and eat it like a snowcone all throughout today and tomorrow...I forgot popsicles!...a necessity for summer..

I got real sick yesterday..i puked...after only 30minutes in the heat...

just working out in the pasture setting in the truck with the window rolled down afterward..Sarah is picking up the slack while i fight off this stupid walking pneumonia/ear infection/sinus stuff....Z-pack is kicking it already..*fingers crossed it keeps on working*...this is just the 2nd day....feel yucky...

Sooooo Today i am setting in the house chillin' all day til the sun goes down and the heat lets up a little then i will do the rest of my work...I have to live like a vampire til i finish the Z-pack..LOL!...

 from NWS

It got up to 110 yesterday!...not liking this....We've got foam boards up in the windows along with dark blankets to block out the heat and sun on the house...keeps the extra heat out and the house cooler...hopefully makes the electric bill cheaper!..

another month of temps like this..i don't even wanna think about it!..guess we can deal with it..we have before..and survived..we'll have to...thinking about all the people without air conditioner...man i feel for them..donating a few fans with the church fundraiser again this weekend to those people..be thankful for everything you have because some people don't even have that much ;)..

i know how that goes w/no air conditioner..remember last year when it quit?...don't wanna think about it..

Dear, Air Conditioner,

PLEASE KEEP WORKING!

WE NEED YOU SO WE CAN SURVIVE THIS SUMMER!!!

Love, Julie

summertime has arrived....

Listened to this song on the radio today on full blast this morning!...it's a fun one..perfect for this time of year.... ;)

Have to catch up on this weekend...

Went on the poker run motorcycle ride with my Aunt K.,Mark,Eli and Sarah....on saturday...It was a spontaneous on a whim thing...Super fun!..lots of bikers on the ride.Of course i didn't get to drive anyone's Harley i just got to ride behind Eli....even though there is the fact that dad & Uncle Pete are both gone "working" and they both do have harleys just collecting dust in the garages while they are away....LOL....I knew better than to touch their bikes!!!...I would be in sooooo much trouble!...the highway on motorcycle is so free....we got back home by 10pm...

Sunday we went to Mark's and got in the pool and he had a family&friends huge BBQ cook-out on the grill....He kept asking us:"Sooooo  You guys wanna have  pool party?! Let's have one!"...we drove into Hobart and bought groceries for it and Mark bought all the other beer& stuff he wanted for him and whoever...he made Grandma pick out stuff she wanted for the BBQ...LOL!..because she's so critical when it comes to planning family events.....

It was a great day...Got so freaking HOT though....we bought a bunch of foam pool noodles and beat the crap out of each other in the pool!...Haha!...it was a riot!...at one point we had 30 noodles fights going on!...lol...

I went to the Dr.today and found out i have an inner ear infection that is causing my dizziness and that stupid walking pneumonia!.....again......another Z-pack and Dramamine for the dizziness....no fun..at least i did manage to not get dizzy this weekend while having fun...i HATE being dizzy...it makes me so nauseous and....it's one of my top 10 things i do not handle well at all...

not feeling so great today..i feel drained again...and yucky.....starting my Z-pack  tomorrow at noon...i had work outside that had to be done today for a few hours so i avoided taking the Z-pack because it will make you terribly sick if you are in the sun or heat for anytime at all...bleh.

i don't like summer temps at all..100 up to 113..no not this girl....i wanna go to  Alaska right now and chill til september at least!...lol

i could have went out to Amarillo this week with one of the aunts& Grams to visit family...but i'm not up for that drive feeling like i do....hate that i missed out on going to Amarillo..oh well...

kisses!



stung by red wasps...

Today i have to deal with the red wasp issue in the barn...something is going to be done because i got stung 5 times yesterday on my hand!!!..hurt so bad....ouchie! ;(

I was closing the door to the stall and 2 wasps landed on my hand and just stung me..attacked me for no reason!...jerks!...well...just for that i am going to find their nest and hose it down with some wasp spray and kill all of them and their stupid little eggs/babies....LOL...nobody stings me and gets away with it!.....

They are very aggressive when they have a nest nearby so i'm guessing that's why i got stung like that....it was these huge red wasps...not the smaller ones....

my hand swelled a little and it STILL hurts like crazy...

i just put some plain clorox bleach over the stings and then some ice...bleach kills the sting or something...it works...but luckily i'm not allergic to them so i didn't have to worry about anaphylactic shock or anything like that.....my cousins boyfriend died from a bee sting a few years back...he was highly allergic to the sting and died in 20minutes...sad....i always think about that when i get stung...

Haha..in other stupid news...Mark came home yesterday from wherever he has been gone to(we didn't ask where he has been)..we just know he's got more tattoos than last time we saw him..LOL!..

we had to follow him down the highway while he was pulling his boat behind his truck because he was afraid the wheel was too wobbly to make it to town...so we followed him to be sure he had no problems....

Haha!!!...Btw, Don't worry he was not drunk driving..we would never let anyone do something that crazy.......Mark started drinking at 1pm yesterday afternoon and he just got started going down the highway and he was throwing empty beer cans out of his open window and they landed just perfectly in the back of his truck bed....LOL...even with the wind blowing driving down the highway they landed in the bed of his truck!....Haha...i don't know why it was soooo hilarious but it was..we were laughing so hard while driving behind him that we were crying......you'd just have to know him and his off the wall craziness---everyone says he's a crazy bastard..like the rest of the guys in our fam...lol..

one can after the other..perfect..he's a beer can throwing pro....i suppose....

when we got stopped at town at the gas station he laughs:"How'd you like the cans?!"....we kept laughing:"HOW did you do that?!"....he goes:"Oh,hell,years of practice!..I'm a can throwin' SOB..i gotta get some more beer.".....and he walked in the convenience store all serious like to buy some more beer...Bwahaha!

anyway blog..off to buy some wasp spray and make sure justice is served with those stupid wasps...haha

xoxo

first day of summer....yikes.

Getting a late start to the day already...it's one of those overcast cloudy days......rather nice considering that today is the first day of summer!!!.....already?.....not looking forward to it actually...i don't want to be thrown into those 110 degree days...ick!....

Can't we just fast forward to Fall?.....i think everyone who was affected by the drought last year gets a little on edge when they see this weeks no rain 111 degree and up weather forecast...

i'd be very happy with a thunder-stormy summer...ahh... ;)

Ponds are full now and we are out of the drought right now, so thank goodness for that...the animals and crops all have plenty of water...... ;)

sooooooo wanna put my pool up outside...BUT kinda afraid the stupid hillbilly relatives will do something to it..they're STILL trying to call me..yeah,good luck with that losers!*eye roll*..i don't want to give them the chance to get near this place or that pool.....they would sneak up here at night and shoot it up or tear it up..you know what morons they are.....

........tick-tock...goes the clock...Bwahahaha!!!

----made a dr. appointment to get some more medicine for this stupid bronchitis/sinus/allergy thing i have gotten again....misery!!!....couldn't get in to the dr..til monday the 25th...early 8am appointment...beat the heat and the crowds that way maybe?....

----my Grams has gotten me obsessed with fragrance wall plug-ins over the years....i buy them everywhere at Walgreens/Target/Walmart/Bath&Body Works....if i find a scent i kinda like..i want the rooms in the house to smell great and comforting...not overpowering....

i bought this one yesterday by Airwick..Vanilla Passion..it's pretty nice....I'm such a nerd that i try to match scents with seasons..just like i match clothes colors with seasons...yes,i'm a total nerd!...proud of it....Haha...

off to work..going to be another long,windy,dirt-filled day...

p.s. at least i don't have to see Scarrell Harrell in town for a week!!!.yay!.(he's gone on vacation)thank the lords....relief!

xoxo

Father's Day.....

Happy Father's Day Dad!

wherever you are..miss & love you soooo much.... ;(

Thanks for always caring about me,being encouraging to me,being super proud of me,being supportive in anything i do or want to achieve,protecting me from all the evils of the world...and loving me so much....

Can't wait til you get back home!...I'm so proud of you!

this is for you..it makes you cry..sorry! love, julia

field to barn....

Been busy moving round hay bales from the field to the barn past 2 days..hot/dusty/dirty/sweaty work.....Oh wow great fun!..*sarcastic face*...Grandpa cut and baled the hay meadow last week...we're finally getting it moved to the barn.....
try pulling a trailer loaded down with all those huge round bales around a corner...and wincing everytime they shift..oh yeah...huge mess!...

It takes focus i do know that!....i haven't had much practice at hauling round bales on trailers...but oh well...i succeeded....lol...

the only problem is this:

Hay & hay dust = Allergies/Asthma = Me sick again!!!....

yeah...i'm already sick again..sneezing/coughing and can't breathe...oh why me???...god..looks like another night of misery and crying in the shower at 2am trying to breathe and get my sinuses to open up.....lol...that's what i do when i get sick from allergies or colds...

I stand in the shower with warm/hot water and the steam from it helps me breathe when i'm miserable at 2am---sick of no sleep and having to watch pathetic infomercials on tv..while lying in my bed trying so hard to fall asleep..but can't.....jump in the shower and cry...haha.....that's how i deal with it...the best way i can til i can get back to the Dr...and good luck getting an appointment....i'm sure they're still booked up...maybe i can get in next week... ;(

me and Benadryl will see the next few days through i guess.....hopefully the cows and horses will appreciate all the hard work we put in to feed them and keep them spoiled brats with all the hay they could want....hay must taste good?...lol...they eat a lot of it!

staying home tonight...everybody is too tired from the week to do anything but chill at home..sleep.

oh, the life of a cowgirl.

xoxo

OKC Thunder Games......

Went to the sports grill and watched the Thunder vs Heat game 1 the other night...Went with friends and had a lot of fun!.....We had our Thunder shirts on and ate chips,queso,salsa, drinks, throughout the game with the whole sports grill crowd....got loud and crazy!..Woo-Hoo!....LMAO!....

It's a lot more fun with the atmosphere of a huge enthusiastic crowd like that because everyone is so into the game and getting very loud at good plays or bad ones.....yelling at the big screen tvs....haha...

i can only imagine the energy of going to one of those games this week...catching games live in person are sooooo much better...but oh well...this'll do.. ;)

The whole state is psyched about having a NBA team and they should be...it's good to have a great team like the Thunder and have something other than OU or OSU to cheer on and get super involved in watching or cheering for....

So yeah, not much of a big sports follower,(other than baseball) but i have jumped on the Thunder game bandwagon.....it's just something else fun to support you know?....I suppose i will be watching the next few games they play in the upcoming days...on a tv at home or somewhere fun...

i'm cheering for them!!!

Jeans?...maybe not....

Home...

It's been a really hot day....It's that time when wearing jeans & boots most the day becomes really uncomfortable!....I have to wear them when working out in the pasture/barn....because shorts just won't go in tall scratchy weeds or hay...i have allergies from all things itchy and smokey!..Yes, i'm taking my Benadryl.....haha!..

so i think it's best to keep my legs covered while working, away from all those tall scratchy weeds!...sure i have got a great sun tan from wearing shorts to different places when not working....i like my tan...it's nice....at least i don't burn... ;)

Stupid Harrell threw ice cubes at everyone today and tried to throw some down my shirt...yeah,...whatever, ice cube waster!!!..we need all the ice cubes we can get on days like today and he just wastes them!...LOL......

he's super annoying....some pervs never learn!...;(  i threw a cup of water at him and it got all over his jeans!...did somebody pee their pants?!...Bwahaha!..Looked like it after i threw it at him!..Me-100 Harrell-0..I WIN!...

My flowers have all been growing really great i noticed today....My fave flowers are the Zinnias...they're very colorful and dimensional to me..they are really a piece of artwork to the eye....I LOVE all flowers,but these are fun to look at..I think it's good to throw off your shoes, find a nice lawn chair and relax around the yard...check out the flowers...have quiet,simple, peaceful moments ya know?....

Been a looooooong day....Nite-Nite Kisses!

laundry friday night....

Just got home...been a long,busy day...really tired...
Today was an ok day....we were out in the corrals this morning working and stupid annoying hillbilly cousin pulled into the driveway and screamed something at us---nothing new....She was whacked out of it on her meth and/or morphine...whatever the crap is she takes....she and the others who take that stuff are so out of it they have no clue what they are doing or saying...they just scream and have these huge egos and delusional ideas....really creepy and spooky....someday it's gotta be over!...super sick of this crap from those idiots..

we just stepped kinda behind the barn door and we didn't really listen to what she said...we're just kinda like,"Yeah whatever bitch."...we watched her...she finally went on and left..once again...annoying us/harassing us for what reason we haven't a clue...uh maybe because she's an idiot and things aren't looking so good...haha!...FUNNY..tick-tock goes the clock....Bwahaha!!! we call her:"Crazy evil bitch from hell"...yep....that's her name...

yeah someday i will be able to stop blogging,whining, & complaining about those losers! someday...sigh....hopefully it gives someone a laugh at least...all my complaining about them...hopefully there is laughter about our misery from having to put up with all their antics....lol..

this after noon we got off work and met up with friends for shopping..I bought a sequin pink/purple/turquoise top, and a pair of white capris..super cute!...it's really cool....then we went to Taco Bell and ate with Eli & Kevin....Everyone must hang out at Taco Bell on Friday nights i swear...we got there last week and it was packed too...wow...

anyways...i'm home now...getting tired...going to do laundry tonight...sooooooo lucky & happy i have my own washer/dryer at home!(some people don't)..

Oh, btw....This Lavendar detergent rocks!...haha...yes,i'm a nerd!

kisses.

a long line of losers.....

Well, this song should be my theme song!..This song is for all the stupid hillbillies in my family!

i hate you dumb asses...for all the crap you have caused me in my life...stress,fear,embarrassment...LOSERS! they're sooooo embarrassing!...

So mad and pissed off tonight....I'm sick of automatically being  thrown into the "baddie category"!!!....Just because i am unfortunately related to all those stupid idiots hillbillies!...I could scream!..i am sick and tired of being treated like that by stupid people in town who should know full well that i have never been a criminal!...

Just because i am from the same god-forsaken blood line as those idiots i have always been treated like dirt by certain people in that stupid town who do not even know me personally!...we all got super pissed off..it makes you feel degraded and like trash to have people throw you into that category just because you are related to them!..god...the hillbillies go do crazy, dangerous, evil shit and terrorize everywhere and who gets looked at funny or whispered about the next day in town?!...Me and the rest of us in the family who aren't freaking dangerous morons!...not fair and ridiculous!!!

Like today for instance, me & Sarah took Grandma to town to buy a few things at the hardware store...well, some loser people have been following us all around everywhere and i hear that one guy say:"They said to watch them..they never do anything bad, but they are related to them...just to be sure."....WTF?! Then the guys look right at us in the face and i just glared at them...i was so pissed off!...i sighed annoyed-like:"Are you serious OMG!" and kept staring at the guy and we walked on..the guy followed us and he goes:"I'm sorry..i hate it too..it's pointless..but i have to do this."....what???

I have NEVER been a drug user,drug dealer,killer,thief,whore,or cheat....NEVER...i have no criminal record and they could ask ANYONE that knows me personally what kind of person i am and find out that i am not anything bad or evil like them!..i'm NOTHING like those stupid piece of crap hillbilly losers that i am for some unknown ungodly reason fate made me be blood related to!!!...i don't have anything to do with any of them!..I AVOID them like a plague..and i HATE them....they HATE me..I NEVER see them....god can't people just leave us all alone?...

damn!...just because someone comes from the same screwed up family tree as a bunch of trash is no freaking reason to judge them automatically without knowing them and assume they are bad!!!

I mean, seriously what the hell do i have to do to get that point across to people that do not even know me personally as a person?!....good lord!...sure,it's a small town and i live in the country but surely they could have the brains to find someone in that damn town that could verify that we are not evil like those losers!..duh!..ask our friends who know us!

i don't know whether it's for protection reasons or for something else...something weird is going on...i think i know what...

i hate those stupid freaking hillbillies!!! and i do not know why in the hell i had to come from the same dysfunctional screwed up family tree as them!

oh well there's a million more people like me out there i'm sure with the same kinda embarrassing hillbilly relatives....

yellow squash from garden....

I am sooooo loving this thunderstormy weather we have been having so much of lately..things are back to normal weather-wise here at home in Oklahoma..yay!...we have our thunderstorms back!!!...unlike last year when the drought came..oh god that was horrid.....i love thunder,lightning, and rain.....great sleeping weather....ahh....sleepy time. ;)

This evening after work all day, i got to pick yellow squash from the garden!...it's the first thing that has grown so far...i'm so nerdy about this i swear...Lol...i grew squash la la la!!!...i'm so proud!...haha

The rain just has really made it grow this year and it keeps growing..i've already gave a lot of the squash away....there's something just so cool about gardening and growing your own vegies..you know where it came from and that it's from home....you have to pick it while it's medium sized according to my Grams....it's better that way she says....

i'm making a yellow squash casserole...it's really good...Gram's recipe...it's basically this recipe..good southern one!..hope it turns out right!...i like cooking more now..it's becoming a lot of fun...

Ingredients:

• 2 pounds squash thickly sliced (7 cups)
• 1/4 cup chopped onion
• 1 10 3/4 ounce can cream of chicken soup
• 1 cup sour cream
• 1 cup shredded carrot
• 1/4 cup butter
• 2 cups herb-seasoned stuffing mix (about 1/2 of 8 ounce package)

Preparation:

Cook squash with onion in boiling salt water for 5 to 10 minutes. Drain well. Combine soup and sour cream. Stir in shredded carrot. Fold in drained squash and onion. Melt butter; toss with stuffing mix. Spread half of the stuffing in a 12 x 8 x 2-inch baking dish (about 1 1/2 to 2-quart size). Spoon vegetable mixture on top. Sprinkle with remaining stuffing mixture. Bake at 350° until heated through, 25 to 30 minutes.
Makes 6 servings.

nite~nite



not friends anymore......

Today i had a horrible fight with T..i had to tell him off and that i will NEVER talk to him ever again....nobody is talking to me that way!....we've been friends forever...but he has changed into a different person and i think after all these years of friendship we have drifted apart...sure,i know we've grown up and we're not the same people we have always been i understand that.....BUT.....he crossed the line today with the crap he said to me....i stood my ground and took up for myself...
i have never talked to him that way or treated him like a dumb-ass....that really hurt my feelings...but he will never know it did...i won't give him the satisfaction of knowing that he made me cry today....because nobody sees me cry.....nobody.

He's turned into a smart-ass perv in the past few years and i have tried to laugh off his remarks and the stuff he says to me, because we have been friends for so long...he's always bashing and criticizing EVERYTHING i do or say...part of me thinks it's jealousy over what i have, or something, or his over grown ego.....he tends to think he's better than most people anymore.....and i don't like that...

I just don't think we should be friends any longer,because i don't feel right after talking to him or being in his presence...i feel annoyed and treated like a dumb ass....nobody else in my circle of friends has ever made me feel like crap or be-littled like he has.....part of me wonders if it's because he may be involved in what is going on around here?....I don't know...but my family has tried to give me hints over the past few years that i don't need to be friends with him or trust him...sooooo i've just laughed it off thinking: "oh,that's silly stop being over-protective!"...but maybe they do know something is off about him?

thank goodness he was never my boyfriend!

after today, i will never talk to him ever again...and that's sad, but it has to be this way..nobody is going to treat me like that or talk to me that way...he's not worthy of my friendship....I'm starting to question a lot of people...i'm seeing through them after all these years...but hey,i've always been suspicious of T.....maybe i was picking up on some weirdness surrounding him?...

a person should NEVER let anyone put them down,be-little them,mouth them,or criticize them...ALWAYS stand up for yourself and don't put up with people's stupid shit!...rip them a new one/tell them off and be done with them.....if they wanna treat you like shit & kick you around..kick right back harder and treat them the same way!...

he's definitely banished from my life...never thought i'd say that one day..wow..me and T. aren't ever going to be friends ever again...sad but true.....he ended our friendship with his behavior....

*T=Kicked out of my life!!!*I will never talk to you ever again T!

anyways on a random funnier note...I have discovered i am in love with mangos for breakfast!....LOL..the red ones and the yellow ones....Bwahaha!