grassfires...wildfires...110 degrees....

Changed my ring tone on my cell phone today.....to this song....lol...still love this song.

Really wish he had a new cd coming out before my Dad's birthday in a few weeks...i would sooooo buy it for him....he loves his music....he's cool.

Today has been very deathly HOT...110 degrees.it takes only a short amount of time in the sun to get very sick...Of course, i avoid all sugar i can...drink only water or my green tea and hardly eat anything other than a sandwich/chips when in town....can't turn that oven on at home!!!..not til Fall....haha....it will heat up the house....

Saw several fires today while driving,you can see the smoke up in the air....fire trucks racing down the roads...so scary and upsetting...grassfires turn in to wildfires quickly...destroy everything in a few hours....they're taking all the help they can get...they're heros you know?....i admire all the rescue teams and people making a good difference amidst the rotten-ness.....lol...

speaking of rotten...some people NEED to remember to shower/bathe more often this summer!.....in 110 degrees people are  easily smelly..i don't mean to be snobby or rude..but good grief..hose off or something!....soap costs what? a $1.00/a bar in some places?....just people out in the stores smell...not guys/girls who have been working that would be understandable...just lazy people i guess.....i swear a guy smelled so freaking bad today i almost puked when he walked by....this heat doesn't help out the smelliness by any means!....gag!....*gross*

we shaving creamed Harrell's new truck today!..How about some shaving cream cookies on the windows???....Mwahaha!...on the truck windows we made sorta piles of shaving cream while he was in the building at his work!.Tee-hee-hee! ;) i call them cookies!...haha!...I'm sure the sun baked it on real good too!!! to a crispy hard to get off of there mess!....LOL....ME-10 Harrell-0 I WIN!...That's for putting a dead armadillo in the back of my truck!...sickening...smelled horrible..almost as bad as these smelly lazy people wandering around.....note; i said ALMOST as bad, not quite as smelly but VERY CLOSE......haha...

anyways about to call it a day..hopefully the heat slows down this evening..even with the air conditioning on it's still hard to cool off at night to sleep....

xoxo

summer go away already.....

one of my faves to fall asleep too...takes my mind elsewhere....

I survived the party.....The troublemakers did show up..a few of them....but not the main bad girl outlaw thankfully..lol....i stayed busy and avoided any interaction with them...i was all over the place helping w/everything..so busy in fact,they never had a chance to say one word to me.....so there you go.....all that worry for nothing......no fights, no nothing....
It got super hot the whole 5 hours of the party..even w/the air conditioned building..it was hot.uncomfortable.all those people through the doors back and forth...but yeah..great party..everything was beautiful...and the most awesome thing is that i was a part of making it spectacular!.....i'm sooooo creative& talented.....lol....YES,i am bragging on myself because i am proud of how good it all looked....i love all the decorating...i've got a knack for decorating...love doing so.....

i usually get asked to seasonally decorate Grandparent's/Dad's/Uncle's/Mark's houses....hopefully i get asked again this year..it's fun for me....

Ok,I'm sick of summer 2012!!!..done. through. finished .ready to kick it to the curb...all those things....I'm dreaming of a rainy cold Fall...ahh....everyone is talking about that right now...and Oh my goodness!....we went to Hobby Lobby and they had all of their fall decor out on the aisles....i was like:"Ahh!...Can i just live on this aisle?...seriously?!....I can pretend it is actually Fall if i try hard enough."...it was pretty cool in the store too...Haha!!!....everyone agreed....

The aisle smelled of cinnamon,pumpkin,pecan pie,hot chocolate.....yeah..they had out the candles/fragrances...day dream.....all the colors--brown,orange/reds/yellows.....pumpkins/scarecrows/fall leaves....all that good stuff....makes me want to drag out all of my decor in the storage boxes in the hall closet and totally fall-ize the entire house already....but i gotta wait a while..as much as i wanna do that...it would be too early....and it won't make this stupid summer disappear any faster unfortunately.....*sad face*

oh how i love you Hobby Lobby, you are one of my TOP fave stores..... ;) 

i wanna sleep with the comforter on the bed again and NEED it because it's really cool,go to football games,wear pajamas,socks,sweaters,drink hot chocolate,light the fireplace and actually need it on because it is freeezing....i'm sick of all this too hot weather,drought,no rain....bleh! booooring! i'm ready for it to get cold...NOW.

oh! one more thing blog...i have a new dog....a pup someone dumped down the road sadly!..makes me so mad people are meanies like that!..but i have saved him,given him a tick/flea bath and he's ok now he has a home here w/me..named him "Bandit"...he's part red-heeler cow dog..like my "Rowdy" girl dog....he's sweet and very barky at night at everything...LOL....good guard dog i hope....yep..i have lots of animals....love them!

xoxo

extravagant stress......

Told ya i would be filled with anger/rage/stress/hate this week! ;)
Let me just say this....Saturday IF i go to this party and i see the hillbilly cousins there...i may just  knock them all out..or scream at them or tell them all that i HATE them and wish nothing but the worst for them...i HATE them that much..Bwahaha!!!..how do i survive this party?...how?...will i survive?....lol...i suppose all will happen as it's meant to..so why worry?....go w/the flow....just hope "you know who" doesn't show up to this..yikes!

I really think i could become a complete snobby witch and totally give them the cold shoulder just so they could yell/mouth at me(they will regardless..you can't be civil with them they are insane)....i want them to know how much i hate them and do not wanna see/talk to them, or be in the same room with them.......i don't wanna listen to all their BS(i've had a lifetime of it)....as Morgan would say:"Same sh*t, different day!"...Hahaha!....Thanks for that one Morgan!.. ;)

I don't like the fact that this party is gonna be in that town that i went to school in...simply because i don't wanna see every teacher/gossipy old witch know it all from the "old days"...just so they can rattle off everything they think i should know or tell me what to do about everything in life....because to those people i'm still a stupid high school girl...their minds are all in the past..you know what i mean?...they probably would think i'm dumb...i don't care what they think about anything i say or do.....i just don't wanna listen to them or see them either.....annoying/boring totally!

already saw a few a-holes from that town after decorating the building"party room"...smiled and fake smiled them...while gritting my teeth...thinking how annoying they all are....haha..of course i rolled  my eyes after they walked away...Bwahaha!..i can be a total b*tch like that to people who treat me like crap.....

it's F U N !!!..lol.... ;)

i'm sure the WHOLE TOWN is still gossiping about the family hillbilly feud from hell anyway..so i'll probably be stared at and gossiped about the entire time...i bet there will be lots of people eyeing that door!...haha...oh who cares!..laugh and go on....

we finally got things rolling for this party....food planned/decor/colors(turquoise/brown) and cake making tomorrow..cowboy themed all of it...can i just say that the party store is a lifesaver!...why did they have to have such an extravagant party?...

wish me luck the next 2 days...they all drive me nuts.

xoxo

turquoise sharpie pen.....

Love this song...listened to it last night at the rodeo...

Rodeo was hot last night...we didn't go til late...crowded...so many people there!....

Saw a few really bad fights between some of the cowboys behind the chutes, and then afterward everyone went to the bar....saw more fights...lol....My guilty pleasure is watching bar fights!!!..there i admit it!....i love them...isn't that terrible?....hee-hee! ;)

After every rodeo there is always some wise-ass who thinks he wants to ride his horse into the bar...Haha...I did that for my Birthday one year BUT only because i was allowed to....lol...

We got free margaritas and sang with the band...some of those drunk men/women CANNOT sing!..i feel embarrased for them.....but it will make you laugh....didn't have my guitar in the truck,so i just sang a few songs with the band...got lots of whistles and cheers..requests...it's sooooo fun just jumping up there on stage.....i like the crowds totally wild&rowdy and the music loud....makes it more fun...lol...

Soooooo........This week starts all the cooking/decorating/planning/plotting/fussing/cussing for the HUGE Birthday Party that will take place next saturday....lol....yeah..this week is gonna be something else...working on all this with the Aunts and a few other local friends...

Cowboy themed totally...we're doing the whole western burlap/lantern/bandana/hay/ropes/country flower thing....will be beautiful i'm sure with the Aunts in charge of this....

Overheard today-----Mark:"What the hell now?!...Why can't we just have a small Birthday Party for family?!...We don't need all this outlandish sh*t!..Are ya'll invitin' the whole g*ddamned town?..is every assh*le for 5 counties gonna be there!?Just make sh*t more complicated and stir up trouble now!...You prissy women and your damn BS!"

yeah he's not too thrilled..nobody really is and neither am i...it's just all a massive overdone production in the works and there will be drama at this..oh you can bet on that...

this week will be stress....dreading this week.....with the added 110 degrees outside...sparks will fly in this family....there will be a fight or something...yikes!!!!....

Oh!...almost forgot at least i did find a turquoise sharpie pen for the guest book!...i'm preparing already see?....i'm already contributing to this upcoming mess...Bwahaha!....LOL...it's a pretty color...help.

to be continued.........

ME = the balance......

My paintings sold last night for $450 a piece!..yay!..i know, it doesn't sound like much i'm sure..but that's a lot in a small town auction...lol.....
Grandma was talking to me last night about all this family drama that's a constant in our lives, and about how my great-granny would worry herself to pieces over my Grandma's brothers years ago and all the havoc they continually caused....she had ulcers from all the worry.. ;(

But great-granny was always there..staying up late nights watching the road from her house for car lights til early morning hours...then when they would all finally come dragging in from whatever bar or mischief they had been in,she was there to not question, but to fix them breakfast and tell them how much she worried over them and cared about them...

Great Granny was a wonderful person,kind, caring, and understanding of all of them..she never yelled or judged them..she was always there for her family....i'm sure she knew she couldn't calm them or tame them...because being wild is in the blood line..it's genetic..most the men in our family have that crazy wild self-destructive gene.....you can't tame the wild..never will....they're not supposed to be tamed..like wild animals..they are how nature made them....

so i have realized that i am taking great-granny's place in this family with the younger generation...all these years later fate has made me or maybe great-granny is watching down on our family and saying:"Julia,can take the reins"....because i am the only person with the right personality: heart/caring/supportive/calming influence over all these wild men in our family...i don't know why that is?
but i am the one who has to balance out all of their craziness....they're all very protective over me and respect everything i say or do..they love and care about me a lot i know...i think they all think i am still that little baby girl they have taken care of all these years...lol....so maybe that's why....and i don't have the wild insane gene...

it's so funny how they're all bad-ass and crazy anything goes..and i'm this little shy,innocent type baby girl to them.....lol...who does not even a tiny fraction of the insanity they all live/do....but i can control them to a certain extent of things....it's so funny..everyone laughs about it..it's just puzzling to me....haha..everyone says i have them all wrapped around my finger...they would do anything for me...aww...that's sweet.
maybe i kinda pull them back down to reality in a way?...something i say?..maybe i know the right thing to say..just like granny did?...I have a way of being a sort of cheerleader in the midst of the constant insanity....i have a knack for damaged people and things....i understand them/don't judge and i care...i'm always for the misunderstood and the under-dog..and apparently the wild man.....lol..

our family is pretty dangerous and unpredictable....spontaneous....lots of just sheer insanity there..i never really know what to expect,so i just go with the flow...smile/laugh...and cheerlead...i'll always be here in the whirlwind of wildness..standing there to say..it's ok..you're gonna be ok...everything is gonna be all right...i love you..don't do that to yourself because i love you..or when i cook dinners for them or buy them birthday gifts...lol..it means a lot to them..really does..crazy isn't it?

i just love them despite all their craziness the fighting,the ass-kickings,the booze/drugs/wild women/partying(stuff they don't want me to know they do)..haha......maybe i help keep the evil spirits at bay...sometimes?...lol....i think i do... ;)

Bless you Great-Granny,i think i know what you went through now...i guess i am taking over your place in this family...maybe i am a lot like you.... ;)

but boy,do i have my work cut out for me with this bunch....yikes....

love, julia

Animal Rescue Fundraiser Tonight......

Sitting here in the floor of my computer/art room....This room has turned into an episode of that pathetic show Hoarders!...LOL...I should be so ashamed of myself for letting the summer do this to me!.....haha...I've got crap just thrown everywhere in here....

this is my art room mostly...i absolutely love to do art projects...things that make use of my super creativity...right now i'm working on making a Birthday gift....they call that part(making things with fabrics/glitters/super glue/sewing/adornments) "crafting"..but i call "crafting" Art as well.....just like painting..because i am so super creative...Haha...everyone says so..they said it not me!..so i'm not bragging...but i am pretty dang good at anything Artsy....lol

i've noticed anything you can create that has your heart and mind in it to adorn your actual gift to someone is loved&appreciated...people love personalized gifts....they do around here anyhow....

Last night i got asked to donate 2 of my paintings to the art auction at the Town&Country Club Animal Rescue Fundraiser in town.....one of my fave charities...I LOVE all animals and i can't stand to see any animal abused or mistreated in any way at all...People who abuse animals need to be thrown in jail and throw away the key!!!..they are complete scum bags..not even human..

I HATE stupid pathetic people who hurt/neglect animals...whenever i see it, i report it immediately or step up and say something or do something about it....somebody has to speak for them..they have no voice.....Humans will always backstab you or betray you...But animals/pets just love you regardless..they don't care that you may not have a dime in your bank account, or that you have zillions or that you are etc.....some of the best friends you'll have in life will be your pets....that's the truth....so we gotta protect them always...

i have inherited my animal rescue instincts from Grandpa..he takes in rescue animals/horses mainly..saves them...Love you Grandpa!!!

i have a lot of "best friends" for life...dogs/cats/horses/birds/cows...love them!

so i'm going to that tonight and i'm donating the 2 paintings the chairman of the fundraiser picked out..i would take a pic of them, but don't want copy-cats out there who might see my work...besides, i haven't bought any batteries for that thing in a while!..i will soon though promise....

anyhow,another hot day ahead...off to save the world.

xoxo

a mess....either way...

Well...well..well....what can i say..it's been another scorcher outside today....
Spent most the day helping clean up and re-stock the rodeo concession stand with my Aunt and everyone else who's helping out...we worked concession last night...I made $100 for working from 6pm til 1am...me,Sarah,and my Aunt...

i haven't even been practicing barrel racing or anything rodeo-wise..with Uncle Pete and Dad gone working, that leaves me picking up the slack around here...keeping things running smoothly as possible and trying to keep ahead of everything....

as for all the news media yelling:"DROUGHT!!! WE'RE ALL GONNA DRY UP AND DIE!IT'S NEVER GONNA RAIN EVER AGAIN!!! NEVER EVER!!!!"...all that panic-make a quick buck/news media BS...yeah, whatever, morons....My Grandpa lived through the Dust Bowl and he's assured me we're not all going to hell in a handbag and die in fires because droughts have always happened since then...some much worse than now...this is nothing new....duh!...

he said they never yelled all this crap and even knew anything about global warming back then and we had massive bad droughts in the Dust Bowl..i'm sure the ozone wasn't too bad way back then and we STILL HAD DROUGHTS, get it?!..he calls it all political BS propaganda.....let's all put on our tin foil hats and listen to the voices, news media...LOL!...cause mass panic..because god knows we all need the worry,stress, and panic just a little bit more in our lives, just so you can all make an extra buck at the end of the day...lol...god..

other stressful news...Family is planning a huge party for someone's Bday in a few weeks....but unfortunately hillbilly relatives have found out and are going to be there,,,yeah..not great news at all...i think i shouldn't go because of the trouble that will probably be stirred up....My Father DOES NOT want me even in the same 10 mile radius as any of them...lol...

IF i do go to the party and they see me,harass me, or try to talk to me and he finds out?...all hell will break loose...and i mean it....he will appear from wherever he is,if he had to drive 100 miles to get there to kick ass and take names he's so crazy about this, he would do that.....he may get all crazy and do anything...i don't want him to do anything that will cause him to be thrown in the clink....he gets too crazy about this and doesn't want them anywhere near me...i don't wanna be anywhere near them either..because obviously they are insane dangerous hillbillies...i hate them..they hate me....they started all this hating on me for what reason i have no clue?...other than to draw him out because they are mad at him.....

see,i really wanna be and should be at that party considering what family member's Bday it is...BUT i know what will/could happen if i was to be there...and i totally hate the fact that the hillbillies will be there..i just hate that..it gets all over me with anger because i despise them so...they always try to ruin EVERYTHING. 

expect massive rants from me in the next week or so blog...

it's one of those damned if you do,damned if you don't situations ya know?....always a big ol mess....either way.

still feel like i am in the middle of a vicious, adult child custody battle...

xoxo

burn ban summer 2012....

really liking this one...it's home.

Well....guess what?!...It RAINED today!...so thankful for that!....Can't believe it...weird for July huh?....

Kinda worried about another drought here..but not gonna focus on it...because worrying isn't any good for anyone...take things one day at a time....stay positive...a lot of times worrying is for no reason....

BUT we are now under a Burn Ban after some idiots decided to shoot off fireworks on dead grass and burned down some structures and hay meadows..god...do people even think things over ever?...seriously?!...DUH!..hello?...if you shoot off fireworks on dead grass it's gonna start a massive fire and burn non-stop...not too hard to figure that out i would think..but the people that do that stupid stuff "aren't the brightest crayons in the box"...lmao!

i'm happy they finally issued that burn ban though..i was worried that at night some loser might catch my hay field,house, and barn on fire while i was asleep!...you never can tell about the crazies around here or anywhere for that matter.....sad but true.

my biggest issue lately is with insects...grasshoppers eating everything green i have grown!!i hate those stupid things..then on my pets and the cows/horses---ticks/fleas..pets have flea/tick collars of course.....and finally but mostly FLIES---have totally taken over the barn...i did purchase a horse fly spray that isn't the best thing to be using because i do not like pesticides at all...no good for me or the animals..so i use it sparingly...i always keep the barn & corral clean and kept up nice..but still the flies..

whining time-----can't we just fast forward to September???...i really wanna skip all this 100degree heat and go right into my fave season of all Fall...every summer i say it and dream of it...Haha..everyone probably does...or i wanna go chill in Alaska until summer is over here...lol...dream..dream..dream.

go stand in a freezer and pretend i guess...LOL...

nite~nite

casino weekend...

another song on the radio of summer 2012...i like driving to this one for some weird reason...

Well..this weekend was pretty fun....went to the huge water slides/pools at the mountains and splashed around like complete fools yesterday..then went to the CASINO woo-hoo!..lmao....Amy flashed her boobs at the guy lifeguards...haha!...she isn't shy is she?!....that's just a given she will flash them!.....They always have some funny remark like:"Oh damn this is the best job i have ever had!".....Haha...i don't flash anybody intentionally..i hold my top down...i'm too shy...

driving to the casino we rolled down the top on Sarah's convertible and basically let the wind blow dry our clothes/hair/...that is so fun..driving like that not a care in the world blaring the radio!....we  took our dry clothes and headed over to the casino afterward and played the tables...i played the machines with Sarah,Amy,C.R.,&Lacey...drank a margarita....people in the casino that late are hilarious!..all kinds of characters....

it was funny a random guy walked up to me and says:"Blow on my dice lady luck i need the luck of a beautiful woman"....Haha..i looked at the guy and laughed:"What did you say?!"..He turned red and he said:"Lady Luck blow on my dice before i roll.".LOL..everybody just died laughing and then i started laughing uncontrollably:"OH!...ok sure!"...and i blew on the dice he did a good roll so i must be good luck maybe?.....

after that all night in the casino everybody including Kevin,C.R,Steven,or Eli would walk up to me in a perv voice and say:"Blow on my dice babe!"..and do the perv-ball wink and kiss..LMAO!!!...and we would all just crack up laughing!....YES, we are all crazy!..but hey, that's just fine...lol..

after the casino we drove around the mountain roads with the convertible top down looking at the moon and letting the night wind hit our faces..ahh..it was so peaceful looking at the moon/stars and listening to the radio like that...i'm a lucky girl to have that sky/mountains...and peaceful nights...

thank god Harrell and Frankie weren't there to hear that one!

Bwahaha!!!..i called Eli this morning at 4am and left a voice mail on his cell saying:"Hey, can you blow on my dice babe?!"..i tried to disguise my voice and all that..but he called this morning asking me if i had a cold...LOL... plus i couldn't stop giggling in the phone.Haha!.sooooo that was a definite give away..i thought he would be soooo sleepy at 4am he couldn't remember it all...nope..he's a sharp one that Eli....

i just love to laugh and be totally silly and ridiculous...not a care in the world..life is all too serious and stressful to stay withdrawn and dark...always laugh at life i say...life is crazy anyway so laugh at it all best you can,just don't care too much about worries...or it will drive you nutso...well...it may be a tad bit too late for that nutso part for some people..*looks around room*..Bwahaha!!!

oh btw,i checked my computer for that crazy malware thing they are talking about..said it's A-ok, so hopefully this thing will work tomorrow after that "monday NO internet if you have malware on your computer get if off there by monday deadline"...*eyeroll*

nite~nite kisses!

shop locally in smalltowns!.....

another good summer song...

Today i was thinking about how different small town life is compared to city life...I've never lived in a city but i have of course spent time in different cities shopping,travelling, etc...how there is an abundance of different choices in everything you see..which can be a good thing or a relief at times..don't get me wrong!....

in a small town you are definitely limited by what your choices are in all things..but limited can be a good thing too..being sort of withdrawn from all the nonsense and stress that may come with being in a city and being disconnected sort of...good for you i think..

I LOVE the fact that fate had me thrown out into the middle of nowhere to grow up and live...i'm sooooo lucky! ;)

basically you have to take what is available....which can be annoying at times..but keeps things simple and simplicity is a MUST..you gotta have simplicity to stay sane in this complicated world!...but anyhow,i always wanna support local small businesses...keep the money local..because it's easy for our little "one horse towns" to dry up...without local support/shoppers...

and without these unique old towns...there goes our quiet shopping/living/dining and our special something..most things in the cities are kinda boring..all the same pathway..cookie-cutter...and bleh...but i'm sure city people think the same of smaller towns...lol...

But i was in a store today after going to the feed store for fly spray,feed,and pet food standing there in my dirty boots,t-shirt,jeans, covered in horse and cow poop..smelling just wonderful i'm sure...Haha!...my hair all a mess from driving with the window down..no makeup and feeling like a zillion dollars...and happy as can be!....giggling to myself about loving the fact that i can stand in a store looking and smelling like a farm and nobody bats an eye!!!..because that IS acceptable in rural towns....lol...BUT if it was a city of course that wouldn't be acceptable and i would be looked down on and kicked out of any high-end store for dressing and smelling like that!...I'd have to agree with them!....i'd never go into a store like that in the city! no way.

i have never lived in a big city...i just feel more comfortable in/around the small town life...even though i don't live in town i support it...I'm nothing special,just a silly/goofy/nerdy/funny/smart/laid-back cowgirl and i'm happy this way!...haha!.....i try to buy things locally and support local business owners and buy their products...I live in the country on this farm, so it's closer to drive into the local town 30miles away and shop for things...farm supplies,groceries,gas,auto repairs...i try to always shop/eat/buy locally..help out small town America you know...

there is a uniqueness to small town people/shops/products..something you don't find in a city..they all have character..from the colors of different paints on the walls in the stores/signs/the people in the stores/the things they have to offer...the old bank clocks from way back and the architecture..i LOVE old stuff...it's just unique...and special....and quiet...UNLESS you go to the cafe at noon when Harrell/Frankie or Steven are in there and i'm in there and they are annoying us all..we get kinda loud and wild....Bwahaha!...but that's part of our charm i suppose!..lol...

I really would LOVE to open up a shop of my own in town someday..a flower shop,home interior design shop, or a boutique even?...to bring something else special into town and help out the economy...my own something unique...i would have the coolest store ever!!!...maybe someday.....

in the mean time......back to cowgirlin'

xoxo



july 4th..just another day....

on radio everyday..it's stuck in my mind..i hum it everyday..help.

Well....it's the 4th of July...I'm guessing it's going to be pretty much another day of work today..considering it's mid week and there's too much stuff to get done by the weekend to just stop completely to party for a few hours...everybody's already too tired to sit up all night tonight in the heat just to watch pretty lights of fire sparkle above their heads.....lol...

4th of July is just kinda boring to me...

Mark IS having a party tonight i may go over for awhile and watch all his pyro-technical skills..lol....of course,i'm sure the legions of his wild women will be there and the booze will be flowing like water.....just not really wanting to go to that one tonight...LOL

their annoying wild women, to me & sarah they always gotta say this to us:"Aww...honey ya'll are soooo cute!!! you look just like your uncle,Dad,Mark....it's sweet/cute how much they love you!..How is your Dad by the way?...Where is he now?..Tell him we said Hi!" in their best suck up giggly voices....*eyeroll*..

yes,i know wild women will always be around in my life because of him/other men in our family....i've accepted that..unfortunately..but we still love you dad regardless of the nuisances.....really wish we could see you...miss you guys so much..i know it's gonna take awhile..but it sucks you being so far away... ;(

AND my Auntie J...is having a quiet Humphrey Bogart old movie watching party on her big screen tv tonight..LOVE HIM!!!.along with drinks.....cocktail party type stuff.....i think we'll go there and just stay...i can sit on the couch and hold on to it if i get dizzy...Bwahaha!!!

yeah, i'm still dizzy with my inner ear and feel sick....it makes me wanna puke...i can just barely touch the inside of my ear and things begin to spin!.....it hurts....i'll probably have to get those stupid ear drops...hate those!...so as of right now..me and Dramamine are great friends!... ;(

i got asked to ride my horse in the parade this morning, but Daisy doesn't do to well at parades, all the people and the noises from the firetrucks or cop cars sounding off..she gets spooked easily...and Freckles isn't a good crowd horse either...my animals are like me....we avoid town crowds...Haha!

Today at noon we're having a taco/mexican dinner at my Grandparents house...can't wait to see how the tomatoes we canned/jarred & made into juice,salsa and pico de gallo, look today..garden tomatoes are the best...we grew a million ca-zillion tomatoes this year i swear!....lol..of course we saved enough from the garden for summer sandwiches and more cookouts..and we also did the right southern lady thing-- and gave tons away to friends/family..LOL!..

we put some jalapeno slices in the juice we jarred to give it a kick to a soup we can make from it in the upcoming fall/winter...

i like to slice tomatoes and eat them with a little salt on their own too...simple.

juice

salsa

pico

Kisses!



whiny stupid people....

Got home late last night from Amarillo....nice visit....soooo tired today...already finished with early work..started at daylight...before it gets hot..
The small trip to Amarillo was fun....it wasn't as hot as expected which was a plus....We just lounged around at my great-Auntie's pool and had a party saturday night til late hours...with tons of family/friends...i didn't know a lot of them..

and yeah...we had to stop at a walmart on the way home last night and get something to drink and all the people in there...rude, stupid, annoying people....just whiny spoiled bratty adults and their kids running all over the store...wouldn't get out of the way....we got so pissed off....we were all tired and grouchy...but still....

Haha!...this made me laugh..

This morning when i drove over to my Grandparents house Mark was there and he was talking on his cell phone and yelling all these cuss words at whoever was on the other end of the call...he was smoking a cigarette and he snaps his phone shut...looks at us and says all evil like:"You ever just wanna beat the hell out of someone?..I mean,just beat the sh*t out of 'em?!"....Bwahaha!!!...I laughed:"On a regular basis."....

With summer here and it being so uncomfortably hot...it doesn't take long to get mad and just snap at people..especially all that whining/nagging crap you hear!...not to sound snobby..but..i HATE people who constantly whine and nag about the littlest petty stupid stuff..it just irritates me to no end...Yes,i do have my temper from hell...it's genetic...but good grief, you get to a certain point where you're kinda like:"Are you serious?!" and i have to walk away from it...

just stupid people in town wanna walk right up to you and tell you their huge whine-bag life story..like this morning at the cafe that crazy woman telling me all that crap..i don't care!...it's like they're begging for money basically!.trying to play the ol' sympathy card....nobody owes them a dime..(wanting hand-outs)..if they wanna whine they can whine to somebody else because i will tell them off---i don't wanna hear it and i simply do not care.....i don't wanna listen to how they have 10kids and no money and are getting divorced...well...that's what happens.. they shoulda known better......maybe they shouldn't have had so many damn kids, and they should never have gotten married--STOP believing in stupid fairytales, and need to stop buying meth with their 10 welfare checks? DUH! they might not have so many troubles and some money....idiots.

god people are stupid....like Grandpa says:"I don't feel a damn bit sorry for them...they did it to themselves."

soooooooo incredibly lucky i live in isolation in the country,otherwise all those people around all the time like they are in town would absolutely drive me insane...i HAVE TO HAVE peace and quiet time away from idiots like that...

xoxo