rescue animals....

One thing I always feel sorry for is abandoned and abused animals...I love all animals and I would love to help rescue and save all of them...I guess you could say that I am VERY soft hearted when it comes to animals and people that I feel I can save and rescue....

When I love someone or something I love it with my whole heart and I never stop trying to help them and save them...because I always succeed in what I set out to do....I never give up on rescuing animals or trying to help them get better..so just like people who love me I love them back and I never give up on them....

My whole life I have loved animals it all started with little kittens my grandma had I would rescue them from the barn and feed them and try to keep them but a lot of times they ended up living in the barn and I still fed them and cared for them...I had puppies always rat terrier puppy dogs at home and sadly some loser who was always messed up that lived down south of me a few corners south ALWAYS ran over EVERY puppy dog I EVER had...everytime I see that old bastard I get mad as heck over it...LOSER.

it's painful for a little girl to see her puppy dogs get ran over or see it happen...because I have and always have to that old loser bastard....I will never forget those bad memories.

So now ever since then when I see animals needing fed on the roads, or on the highways I always try to save them...cats or dogs, or even a horse I saw one abandoned and starving one time I wanted to save him but I couldn't stop, my heart is always wanting to save homeless, abandoned, sick animals..because I love them...I know how sad they feel..

people should NEVER hurt animals because I love them so much...even when people will hurt your feelings or abandon you, your animals NEVER will....that's why I want to help them so much.

I thought about being a veterinarian but I realized after high school that it would be too painful to see sadness with people and their pets..so I am a total soft hearted person for animals...

I like animal shelters that save animals and adopt them out to good homes..but I don't like the fact that there are not many "no kill" animal shelters which is something I would like to see more of....so they will find them homes and not have to put them to sleep.

people should always take their pets and love them as their family and keep them fed and watered..because they always love you...give them their medicines and correct food...and shelter from the sun, rain, and weather...

it's good for people to always take whatever extra cash they have and have their pets spayed & neutered...and save up for their medicines, flea/tick control, and food or unexpected veterinarian visits...because I know all about sick pets...they get sick like people do.

animals should NEVER be hit or abused in ANY way whatsoever...that is something that I will NEVER put up with is animal abuse....it makes me mad and breaks my heart...so I always try to take up for animals and save them from bad situations......

love j.

occupations i've thought about.....

There's all kinds of jobs I've sort of dreamed about growing up...but what is funny is most of them are in the history/science field....growing up in Oklahoma I've always liked weather...that's my nerd thing working there for ya!... ;) I think it's cool to study weather and the sky which are very interesting with clouds, electricity, warm cold fronts and hail wind....wind streams...and of course RAIN!...

I know I am such a nerd about weather but I don't have to apologize for something I am interested in because that's just me..what I like is what I like and who I am...so if I'm a nerd..who cares! I always thought about studying weather and being a meteorologist....just working behind the scenes studying it and being out in the field....

also I have a total fascination with dinosaurs and prehistoric era of earth...so I always wanted to be a paleontologist....I think it's fun to think about how huge dinosaurs were and how many millions of years they roamed the earth....that's just fascinating.

 AND because I have been madly in love with Indiana Jones since I was a little girl....I've been a archaeology geek for many years oddly fascinated with the Egyptian period and just local archaeologic things in Oklahoma...but those are my areas of things I also like as in scientific dream jobs....

I like science and history and I like knowing about all the local history...kind of like knowing where your family came from and what they went through to get you to where you stand today...all kinds of historical documentations I like reading and I LOVE libraries....but I never do much searching or studying around here...I know most of it already.

science makes the world go round....but more than that you can learn a lot of things about how life works and the world works....

love ya.

that bag of expensive cat food and skanky jealous women...*eyeroll*

Oh I had to buy that EXPENSIVE $38 bag of cat food today that I buy ONCE a YEAR so get ready for the jealous bitchy remarks....I'm ready...Haha!!!

One of my cats is getting really old..well he is really old he's about 17years old and a year or two ago I was afraid he was going to die and he kept puking and getting sick laying around all the time....so I was crying one nite after taking him to the vet at least 5 times and I was given antibiotics for him and he NEVER got better so I switched vets.....AND I found out that he just had a blockage in his intestine and that vet fixed all his problems...she gave me a bottle of medicine for him called lactulose and it worked...he was able to go to the bathroom.

I've had that old cat with me for years and he's been my best friend because he's been there with me when I've been sick and he's comforted me and it makes me cry that he's getting old....but that's life I know that....he's been there with me all these years and all the tears I've cried and every broken heart I've had....so I love him and I want to keep him around as long as possible......

so when I realized that I didn't have to have him put to sleep I was so relieved of that sadness that I was afraid would happen!!! so once again I worried for no reason...

the vet put him on a special dry food that I buy once every year and it costs me about $38 a bag....it lasts me a year because I feed it to him in very small amounts with his can food....so that way he's ok and doesn't get sick...

I know some stupid idiot women who don't even know me like to follow me around and get their nose in ALL my business all the time and bitch that I have spent $38 on a stupid bag of cat food that I buy ONCE a year!!!...always stupid skanky jealous whore women who put me down and mouth me for EVERYTHING I do...but that's because I am a good person and not a messed up whore like they all are..

When I buy that $38 bag of stupid cat food ONCE a year they run their mouth off about it and pick apart EVERYTHING I do or say or buy and make up some of the stupidest ridiculous lies about me......but when they do that.....i just laugh..I know that means one thing...I win bitches....Haha!!!

I'm like bitches please! are you serious?...give it a rest.

so when I buy that god awful expensive $38 bag of cat food ONCE a YEAR..go ahead and cry you whores....god help me get away from this hillbilly BS..*eyeroll*

nite nite

homemade ice cream.....

Went to target practice here at home down by the creek...first I started out target shooting in the field against the hill...I was using a cranberry bottle, a lemonade bottle, and a plastic milk bottle....I filled them up with water and shot at them with a gun...but I didn't get too far because my stupid gun fell apart!!!....haha!....

so we went down to the creek and shot at targets with a different gun....it was fun I did really good I think....

then this weekend we made homemade ice cream and it was really good....it was pretty easy to make with the machine we used...it had all kinds of recipes to make different kinds of ice cream...we just made vanilla and one batch without much vanilla at all.....I liked both actually...but you can make gelato, frozen yogurt with the machine as well....I haven't ever tried gelato yet but I think it must kind of be like a smoother ice cream...they have it in the stores to buy...so who knows I will probably try it all...it's fun to make homemade ice cream....

I really miss a lot of my family...hope you're doing ok Dad.

love ya, julie

Creative and Artistic....

Well I think my petunia flowers are going to grow hopefully they don't die...lol...I bought some on sale the other day at walmart and I like to think I saved them..they were pitiful looking so now I planted them in the flower bed and I am hoping that they will be ok..they look better I think...really want the wave petunias to grow because they are so pretty and are bright...flowers make things look happier....

I think I have decided on my accent color for the house and it will be in the blue family color wheel..probably a navy blue-ish color for the cellar and the doors...to highlight and bring out the gray paint on the house....I love colors and painting and flowers..they make things look better....and pretty!!!...nobody wants things to look boring and sad...because the same old things around the house all the time need a change...new paint and new flowers and room arranging....that's why I love interior design so much along with painting...2 of my favorite things!

I'm good at choosing colors and flower arranging...painting.....interior design is so awesome...it's always fun to change room themes around and have fun...That's my creative artistic side.....I've always been artsy and liked the arts, music, painting and just colors of all things always catch my eye....it's just me...so in some ways I guess I am a real artist..i have the creative gene!!!

music has always been easy for me to learn and write and sing that's why I love that so much too..always been easy for me to learn and I'm also very good at drawing and painting...

I need to buy/download some new Lifehouse songs for my mp3 player...love that band.

bought a huge word find book today and I LOVE those things!!!.......gets kind of addictive searching out the words when you have spare time....and are a little bored.

so I have recently in the past few weeks almost tried out all of the new slushes at Sonic!!!...LOL...yes, I am a nerd.....I tried the lemon one today and it was like a lemonade..really good..but the one I haven't tried yet is the peach-ring slush..I'm curious about that one....haha!!!

tomato plants started in the garden....wonder if they will grow much this year?

love J.

this weekend so far....

Just got back from town and buying a few things at the grocery store..yesterday I bought some creep feed for my baby calf Stormy and I have officially weaned her off the bottle!!!....yay!....no more powdered milk...getting tired of mixing it up every morning and measuring it out....lol....I need at least 20 more baby calves to bottle feed....haha!..could you imagine 20 bottles to mix up every morning?!!

Creep feed is fairly inexpensive right now....but she's doing good on the creep feed.I make sure she has plenty of water and some alfalfa hay to eat...she really likes the hay the best I think...

looking all over the house this morning for those stupid Air Wick plug-ins...I like things to smell good and the house should too!..i wanna try the new Snuggle fabric softener scented Air Wick refill..I like the smell of Snuggle fabric softener....but I'm using up the apple cinnamon ones I had left over from Christmas then I will buy the Snuggle scented ones...I like to try new ones all the time..yes,...I'm a nerd about this kinda stuff...well, lots of things I get nerdy about but that's ok...haha!!!

bought a kit to make key lime pie bars...it was a mix in a box kinda like those lemony tasting bars desserts...I'm hoping key lime is really good...I like key lime pies and things citrus like in the summer so hopefully it turns out tasting good...

still thinking about painting the house so I've got quite a few more buckets of gray paint to buy to finish up all sides of the house and the porch so then I'm thinking I'm going to paint the cellar door a navy blue or something dark blue as my accent color..something grayish blue like..ya know...different but not too different to take away from the color scheme...

hope Dad is doing ok..love ya.

J.

different is good....

I find myself today thinking about trading in my car for an old blue pickup or an older pickup  to paint and fix up....I'm so sick of my car and I want something older and...a truck to drive all the time...sure I know it would be a lot of work...but a pretty blue old truck caught my eye in town the other day when I went somewhere and I thought...that's EXACTLY what I need or an old fix-up truck like that to drive down these country roads in.....

I could do a lot more with a truck than a car farm-wise...but if it takes a lot of gas that might be a problem...but oh well...I will have to wait and see on that...just a day dream or a thought right now.....

lots of rain last night and thunderstorms..slept really good last nite....electricity went out a while...

I like watching storm clouds in the evenings..so pretty.

going to work on painting the house some more once in dries up out there...I really like the gray paint...I want to re-paint all the rooms in the house as well I'm thinking....all new look...keep it interesting....change is good...sometimes I think....lol

been wearing my cowboy hat..well I guess cowgirl hat....haha!!!..blue bead strand and a glittery hair pin on the band....gotta have my sparkles!!!...keeps the sun out of my eyes and off my face..sunburn is no good..ouchie!

I like banana laffy taffy candy...lol....loved it when I was a kid...apparently I still love it.

love ya, j.

keep sunday spiritual....

Went to Subway today and got a half sub with turkey, pepperoni, mustard, onions, lettuce, black olives, and of course pickles!!!...LOVE pickles...lol....I got a fountain drink lemonade that's all I drink is lemonade anymore...and water...

sundays are lazy days I usually take sundays to reflect on my spirituality since I haven't been going to church lately..kinda bored at the same old same old church eventually a new church sometime...whenever I get the notion..but I love to watch Charles Stanley on tv he's a good preacher I think....

I found this in a daily scripture book(by Max Lucado) a book that a relative gave me this weekend it made me laugh at myself because I love cows and I like taking care of them...

When God called Moses to a summit meeting, the people panicked like henless chicks...The scurvy of fear infected everyone in the camp. They crafted a metal cow and talked to it...More than three thousand years removed, we understand God's frustration. Turn to a statue for help? How stupid....face your fears by facing a cow? Udderly foolish! We opt for more sophisticated therapies:Belly Stretching food binges or budget busting shopping sprees. We bow before a whiskey bottle or lose ourselves in an eighty-hour work week.Progress? Hardly.We still face fears without facing God....rather than turn to God we turn from him., hardening our hearts. The result? Cow-worshiping folly...

made me giggle anyway.

love j.

shopping and painting....

Did some shopping yesterday...didn't buy anything...it's amazing to me how I can go shopping and NEVER find anything I really want or need...love jewelry..love clothes...love makeup..Looked in Sephora yesterday..I LOVE that store...so many makeups I want to try...and perfumes in there...but...didn't buy anything....oh well..

love the Sam Moon jewelry but haven't got to go to the store in Ft Worth...yet...all kinds and inexpensive...never been a girl who has to have the most expensive jewelry..i like the cheapest kind the best...because I can always lose high priced jewelry...and I like the cheapest stuff..because it's so colorful and fun and you can buy more when it's cheaper...I was thinking of ordering some jewelry off their website sometime..but haven't yet...I wanna go to the store and look one day...for fun!

Thinking of buying some more targets to start practice shooting at....getting interested in target shooting...the more I go the more I learn..

painted the house today....well part of it......*gray*.....not done of course...many more sides to finish painting..i LOVE to paint.

nite nite.