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It's been a really hot day....It's that time when wearing jeans & boots most the day becomes really uncomfortable!....I have to wear them when working out in the pasture/barn....because shorts just won't go in tall scratchy weeds or hay...i have allergies from all things itchy and smokey!..Yes, i'm taking my Benadryl.....haha!..

so i think it's best to keep my legs covered while working, away from all those tall scratchy weeds!...sure i have got a great sun tan from wearing shorts to different places when not working....i like my tan...it's nice....at least i don't burn... ;)

Stupid Harrell threw ice cubes at everyone today and tried to throw some down my shirt...yeah,...whatever, ice cube waster!!!..we need all the ice cubes we can get on days like today and he just wastes them!...LOL......

he's super annoying....some pervs never learn!...;(  i threw a cup of water at him and it got all over his jeans!...did somebody pee their pants?!...Bwahaha!..Looked like it after i threw it at him!..Me-100 Harrell-0..I WIN!...

My flowers have all been growing really great i noticed today....My fave flowers are the Zinnias...they're very colorful and dimensional to me..they are really a piece of artwork to the eye....I LOVE all flowers,but these are fun to look at..I think it's good to throw off your shoes, find a nice lawn chair and relax around the yard...check out the flowers...have quiet,simple, peaceful moments ya know?....

Been a looooooong day....Nite-Nite Kisses!

laundry friday night....

Just got home...been a long,busy day...really tired...
Today was an ok day....we were out in the corrals this morning working and stupid annoying hillbilly cousin pulled into the driveway and screamed something at us---nothing new....She was whacked out of it on her meth and/or morphine...whatever the crap is she takes....she and the others who take that stuff are so out of it they have no clue what they are doing or saying...they just scream and have these huge egos and delusional ideas....really creepy and spooky....someday it's gotta be over!...super sick of this crap from those idiots..

we just stepped kinda behind the barn door and we didn't really listen to what she said...we're just kinda like,"Yeah whatever bitch."...we watched her...she finally went on and left..once again...annoying us/harassing us for what reason we haven't a clue...uh maybe because she's an idiot and things aren't looking so good...haha!...FUNNY..tick-tock goes the clock....Bwahaha!!! we call her:"Crazy evil bitch from hell"...yep....that's her name...

yeah someday i will be able to stop blogging,whining, & complaining about those losers! someday...sigh....hopefully it gives someone a laugh at least...all my complaining about them...hopefully there is laughter about our misery from having to put up with all their antics....lol..

this after noon we got off work and met up with friends for shopping..I bought a sequin pink/purple/turquoise top, and a pair of white capris..super cute!...it's really cool....then we went to Taco Bell and ate with Eli & Kevin....Everyone must hang out at Taco Bell on Friday nights i swear...we got there last week and it was packed too...wow...

anyways...i'm home now...getting tired...going to do laundry tonight...sooooooo lucky & happy i have my own washer/dryer at home!(some people don't)..

Oh, btw....This Lavendar detergent rocks!...haha...yes,i'm a nerd!

kisses.

a long line of losers.....

Well, this song should be my theme song!..This song is for all the stupid hillbillies in my family!

i hate you dumb asses...for all the crap you have caused me in my life...stress,fear,embarrassment...LOSERS! they're sooooo embarrassing!...

So mad and pissed off tonight....I'm sick of automatically being  thrown into the "baddie category"!!!....Just because i am unfortunately related to all those stupid idiots hillbillies!...I could scream!..i am sick and tired of being treated like that by stupid people in town who should know full well that i have never been a criminal!...

Just because i am from the same god-forsaken blood line as those idiots i have always been treated like dirt by certain people in that stupid town who do not even know me personally!...we all got super pissed off..it makes you feel degraded and like trash to have people throw you into that category just because you are related to them!..god...the hillbillies go do crazy, dangerous, evil shit and terrorize everywhere and who gets looked at funny or whispered about the next day in town?!...Me and the rest of us in the family who aren't freaking dangerous morons!...not fair and ridiculous!!!

Like today for instance, me & Sarah took Grandma to town to buy a few things at the hardware store...well, some loser people have been following us all around everywhere and i hear that one guy say:"They said to watch them..they never do anything bad, but they are related to them...just to be sure."....WTF?! Then the guys look right at us in the face and i just glared at them...i was so pissed off!...i sighed annoyed-like:"Are you serious OMG!" and kept staring at the guy and we walked on..the guy followed us and he goes:"I'm sorry..i hate it too..it's pointless..but i have to do this."....what???

I have NEVER been a drug user,drug dealer,killer,thief,whore,or cheat....NEVER...i have no criminal record and they could ask ANYONE that knows me personally what kind of person i am and find out that i am not anything bad or evil like them!..i'm NOTHING like those stupid piece of crap hillbilly losers that i am for some unknown ungodly reason fate made me be blood related to!!!...i don't have anything to do with any of them!..I AVOID them like a plague..and i HATE them....they HATE me..I NEVER see them....god can't people just leave us all alone?...

damn!...just because someone comes from the same screwed up family tree as a bunch of trash is no freaking reason to judge them automatically without knowing them and assume they are bad!!!

I mean, seriously what the hell do i have to do to get that point across to people that do not even know me personally as a person?!....good lord!...sure,it's a small town and i live in the country but surely they could have the brains to find someone in that damn town that could verify that we are not evil like those losers!..duh!..ask our friends who know us!

i don't know whether it's for protection reasons or for something else...something weird is going on...i think i know what...

i hate those stupid freaking hillbillies!!! and i do not know why in the hell i had to come from the same dysfunctional screwed up family tree as them!

oh well there's a million more people like me out there i'm sure with the same kinda embarrassing hillbilly relatives....

yellow squash from garden....

I am sooooo loving this thunderstormy weather we have been having so much of lately..things are back to normal weather-wise here at home in Oklahoma..yay!...we have our thunderstorms back!!!...unlike last year when the drought came..oh god that was horrid.....i love thunder,lightning, and rain.....great sleeping weather....ahh....sleepy time. ;)

This evening after work all day, i got to pick yellow squash from the garden!...it's the first thing that has grown so far...i'm so nerdy about this i swear...Lol...i grew squash la la la!!!...i'm so proud!...haha

The rain just has really made it grow this year and it keeps growing..i've already gave a lot of the squash away....there's something just so cool about gardening and growing your own vegies..you know where it came from and that it's from home....you have to pick it while it's medium sized according to my Grams....it's better that way she says....

i'm making a yellow squash casserole...it's really good...Gram's recipe...it's basically this recipe..good southern one!..hope it turns out right!...i like cooking more now..it's becoming a lot of fun...

Ingredients:

• 2 pounds squash thickly sliced (7 cups)
• 1/4 cup chopped onion
• 1 10 3/4 ounce can cream of chicken soup
• 1 cup sour cream
• 1 cup shredded carrot
• 1/4 cup butter
• 2 cups herb-seasoned stuffing mix (about 1/2 of 8 ounce package)

Preparation:

Cook squash with onion in boiling salt water for 5 to 10 minutes. Drain well. Combine soup and sour cream. Stir in shredded carrot. Fold in drained squash and onion. Melt butter; toss with stuffing mix. Spread half of the stuffing in a 12 x 8 x 2-inch baking dish (about 1 1/2 to 2-quart size). Spoon vegetable mixture on top. Sprinkle with remaining stuffing mixture. Bake at 350° until heated through, 25 to 30 minutes.
Makes 6 servings.

nite~nite



not friends anymore......

Today i had a horrible fight with T..i had to tell him off and that i will NEVER talk to him ever again....nobody is talking to me that way!....we've been friends forever...but he has changed into a different person and i think after all these years of friendship we have drifted apart...sure,i know we've grown up and we're not the same people we have always been i understand that.....BUT.....he crossed the line today with the crap he said to me....i stood my ground and took up for myself...
i have never talked to him that way or treated him like a dumb-ass....that really hurt my feelings...but he will never know it did...i won't give him the satisfaction of knowing that he made me cry today....because nobody sees me cry.....nobody.

He's turned into a smart-ass perv in the past few years and i have tried to laugh off his remarks and the stuff he says to me, because we have been friends for so long...he's always bashing and criticizing EVERYTHING i do or say...part of me thinks it's jealousy over what i have, or something, or his over grown ego.....he tends to think he's better than most people anymore.....and i don't like that...

I just don't think we should be friends any longer,because i don't feel right after talking to him or being in his presence...i feel annoyed and treated like a dumb ass....nobody else in my circle of friends has ever made me feel like crap or be-littled like he has.....part of me wonders if it's because he may be involved in what is going on around here?....I don't know...but my family has tried to give me hints over the past few years that i don't need to be friends with him or trust him...sooooo i've just laughed it off thinking: "oh,that's silly stop being over-protective!"...but maybe they do know something is off about him?

thank goodness he was never my boyfriend!

after today, i will never talk to him ever again...and that's sad, but it has to be this way..nobody is going to treat me like that or talk to me that way...he's not worthy of my friendship....I'm starting to question a lot of people...i'm seeing through them after all these years...but hey,i've always been suspicious of T.....maybe i was picking up on some weirdness surrounding him?...

a person should NEVER let anyone put them down,be-little them,mouth them,or criticize them...ALWAYS stand up for yourself and don't put up with people's stupid shit!...rip them a new one/tell them off and be done with them.....if they wanna treat you like shit & kick you around..kick right back harder and treat them the same way!...

he's definitely banished from my life...never thought i'd say that one day..wow..me and T. aren't ever going to be friends ever again...sad but true.....he ended our friendship with his behavior....

*T=Kicked out of my life!!!*I will never talk to you ever again T!

anyways on a random funnier note...I have discovered i am in love with mangos for breakfast!....LOL..the red ones and the yellow ones....Bwahaha!