The rain was really nice!!!...it's rained for several days now...I'm really happy it did...I seem to get kinda stressed out when it gets really hot and dry outside and I think it affects how you feel and I know that it affects your body because when the weather is too hot or too cold it makes all your bones hurt all over...it does mine anyway....old injuries like my ribs and my hip and my collarbone that I broke in 2nd grade.....I thought I was an acrobat in 2nd grade ...I just laugh about that one!...lol....and I broke my collarbone....that was quite painful as has been all my stupid broke bones....Haha!!!...lots of Advil and I drink milk with that Advil because it doesn't make me sick at my stomach that way.....
yes, I'm a nerd and that's how I am..Advil is better for pain than Tylenol when it's arthritis like...but Tylenol is safer...I also heard once that Tylenol will help you calm down and kinda relax you in a way...they told that on the news....I think it's the safest for your stomach...but it's not as good for my aches..
it's nice to see the ponds full of water and that we finally had flash floods!!!....joking..i know floods are bad but I just couldn't believe we finally had that much water.some people down in texas still have drought real bad and I can't believe how long that has went on...so hopefully they got some water there.
Stormy (baby calf) is doing ok...she's eating lots of green grass in the corral....and she has 2 buckets of water in there with her everyday...so she drinks lots of water now...thank goodness no more powder milk and no more having to stir that up every morning in a bottle for her....she started running like crazy and bucking around when she got turned out of her little paneled section there in the corral...I still feed her 5 scoops of that creep feed small pellets for everyday...I guess I could feed her sweet feed but I don't know yet it's a couple of more dollars like $11 a bag so that's not too bad....
I need to get a new trailer for my cows and stuff...that one trailer the floor isn't good in it and whenever cow sales come up it's not safe to be driving with a bad trailer...and the barn is leaking again it needs totally redone or something...I could getup there and try to work on it in the hay loft but it's rather dangerous in there now because the leaky roof has warped the boards woodwork and it's dangerous....
I'm wondering about hay bales because I would like to get a lot of hay stocked up in a good barn...I think alfalfa hay is the best...cows like it better than anything...I need to plant some sometime...I can run a tractor as good as anybody...I need one with a good radio or mp3 player or something in it...I think how cool it must be to work the fields all nite my uncle L. and my cousin does..they work on the tractor all nite til 3am sometimes getting wheat done....it was 3 am one morning i watched them and I thought that would be so cool to work all nite like that driving the tractor...with the moon and stars shining...and lights on the tractor so you can see....I think that's why they love it and I do too!....I just haven't got to do any tractor work like that in the field at nite and I would love to do that...and get work done as long as I had a good radio in it.
I know some people don't like farming and agriculture but it's interesting to me and something I have always liked because both sets of my grandparents have been farmers and cattlemen and I love that..that's home to me and I like it because I think I must have been born a farmer/cowgirl person because that is who I am....I like it because that's what I am supposed to do...and I have a lot of other creative things I would love to do that are beautiful and things I could create...because I need to have a creative outlet or decorate..i do not know why but that is what I am all about.....I'm a mixture of a lot of things and things that are one way and total opposite the other....I like to think that I am just a lot like my grandpa and I know I am....
and another thing about that is he gets anxious about things and worries like I do and I know I do that because of stress and because he's a lot like me....lol...this grandpa doesn't have dementia and he is 93 and he makes me laugh but I also see that I am almost exactly like that guy....I think the reason he has always done the agriculture cattle business thing is because he always has loved it and probably because like me he knows that it isn't a stressful hurry hurry occupation...it IS a lot of work and time to put into to keep it all running and I know that it is...but it is something that is comforting to me to see a blue sky and a big field not buildings and too many people...I think that would probably kill me if I had to live somewhere like that forever..so I will always have to be a country girl never a town girl or a city girl...drives me crazy.
I need quiet time and I need peace in my life not stress worry and anxieties......
j.
Tuesday, June 10, 2014
Monday, June 9, 2014
rich hillbilly kinfolks.....yee-haw....
well it seems as though that old rich hillbilly uncle of mine and his loser rich better than everybody snobby family are once again stirring up problems....You know they're sooooooRICH......lol...yawn...who cares....
I've never blogged about these a-holes before and as it turns out they know all the redneck hillbilly kinfolks on the other side in another town and turns out they've known each other all along and have hated me and the good people in my family for years....wolf in sheep's clothing as they say.....
I've wondered why all these years they have made fun of me for NEVER buying really expensive clothes and not taking 100 million billion cruises a year, flying all around the country and the world and blowing all their money in people's faces when these people don't have money like they all do and making fun of them and calling them poor....oh, it goes on an on...more hillbilly BS in my family and life...only difference this bunch they all think they are holier than thou and their sh*t don't stink!!!....LOL....but everybody knows it does...really high rollers and nobody likes any of them...I'm laughing.
when I was in high school a boy from the town they live in told me that my girl cousin who is this uncle's daughter(total snob too) had treated this boy like crap and belittled him because he wasn't rich and she made fun of the way he dressed and his life...AND that totally broke my heart for the guy because he was always nice to me and he knew I was related to this snob and he told me how she made fun of him at that school....So I told him I was sorry she treated him that way and it really embarrassed me....but I know he knows how that whole stuck up family is....I hope he's doing ok.
so while the years go on I stop and I listen to people all around me tell me how these loser idiot stuck up snobby "I'm better than you" "RICH" kinfolks of mine have treated these people and they tell me:"I can't believe how nice you and your brother are! You're nothing like them! Thanks for being so nice to me!" and I am just so thankful for them saying that because I am terribly embarrassed by this stuck up snobby behavior by them and then those other hillbilly kinfolks that go around causing trouble all the time anyway.....SO...it all is the truth right here---They're all HILLBILLIES even if they have a lot of money.They treat people like crap and belittle them...then go around causing trouble and ruining people's lives with the AWFUL things they do and they hid in church and pretend they are better than people...but I found out that they are all just as worthless as the other low life hillbillies that hate me in the other town all these years...same thing...ya know...haha!!!..oh well..I've always been nice to them..i'm finding out I guess for no reason...lol.
so my cousins in this family never talk to them or the uncle or aunt...they've never wanted anything to do with me and have sorta pushed me aside all these years when I have tried to have anything to do with them because I didn't have all the money they all have had all these years and the $400 purses and $800 ice chests or whatever the heck it is they all roll around with....
So his son in his family ends up with some girlfriend he got from god knows where and she gets knocked up with a kid and they all get mad as hell over that for some reason...and want to blame everyone for their mistakes....so now he's married that whore and all they do is roll around spending money all the time....god knows where that came from..they try to push that baby off on everyone to babysit all the time..and they all run over to my grandparents and beg for money all the time...when they buy new vehicles all the time and remodel their houses everytime the door flys open they run out and buy buy buy spend spend spend.....but oh...they all go around my grandparents and lie to them and tell them BS lies and stories about how they aren't spending money on nothing like that.....I'm giggling.
My grandpa has got dementia and that's already sad enough and hard to deal with and I help take them to the doctor appointments and we help out....so when this loser uncle and his family try to play mind games on me and my family that love me I just laugh it off....but I get mad as hell when he tries with his family to play games on my grandparents and try to pry in their legal business and then he tells people that I take money from my grandparents NEVER HAS EVER HAPPENED....
so while I try to help take care of them he goes around having people follow us and mouth us....and his ol' whore girlfriends.....LOL....they all make threats that he's too chicken to scream only at night outside my house or down the road with his loser whore friends and I just laugh it off...lol....
everybody knows I don't need to take money from my grandparents and I never have....haha!!!...oh and one thing he does is when they want us to go have dinner with them after we take them to appointments he tries to tell people that they buy all my dinners everytime we go to town with them!!!....HAHAHA!!!!!...that is the stupidest bunch of BS I have EVER heard in my life the whole family is fishy and greedy and snobby as hell to everyone.....and the funny thing is I found out that a lot of their "friends" don't even like them and they don't know it!!!!! HAHA!!!
good god how many $500 ice chests does someone need?!!...I don't give a sh*t if they buy all that expensive crap...but if they wanna mouth off at me and many other people all these years for not buying all that junk...and then they ask my grandparents to give them money or try to steal things from them or take their land away from them so they can have more more more land...why buy $500 ice chests and new vehicles every couple of months and take 1000000000 cruises every year....why?.....why spend money on that then mouth off at me and hate me because I exist and I don't have huge bills and credit card debt I will never pay off....and belittle and make fun constantly of people who don't care about or have money like that to spend?....losers.
I mean all they want to do is compete with people CONSTANTLY...why?....I don't give a care to compete with you....I don't care....I just really don't care...I can never figure these morons out....it's always a big competition with them and these other high snob rollers around here...if you don't give a shhhh*t to compete with them they get mad...so I just ignore ALL of these loser...who cares!
who cares about all that material BS and all that money...friends and family are more important...guess they never got the memo....lol.
my whole family is a circus.
oh another day.
love ya julie
I've never blogged about these a-holes before and as it turns out they know all the redneck hillbilly kinfolks on the other side in another town and turns out they've known each other all along and have hated me and the good people in my family for years....wolf in sheep's clothing as they say.....
I've wondered why all these years they have made fun of me for NEVER buying really expensive clothes and not taking 100 million billion cruises a year, flying all around the country and the world and blowing all their money in people's faces when these people don't have money like they all do and making fun of them and calling them poor....oh, it goes on an on...more hillbilly BS in my family and life...only difference this bunch they all think they are holier than thou and their sh*t don't stink!!!....LOL....but everybody knows it does...really high rollers and nobody likes any of them...I'm laughing.
when I was in high school a boy from the town they live in told me that my girl cousin who is this uncle's daughter(total snob too) had treated this boy like crap and belittled him because he wasn't rich and she made fun of the way he dressed and his life...AND that totally broke my heart for the guy because he was always nice to me and he knew I was related to this snob and he told me how she made fun of him at that school....So I told him I was sorry she treated him that way and it really embarrassed me....but I know he knows how that whole stuck up family is....I hope he's doing ok.
so while the years go on I stop and I listen to people all around me tell me how these loser idiot stuck up snobby "I'm better than you" "RICH" kinfolks of mine have treated these people and they tell me:"I can't believe how nice you and your brother are! You're nothing like them! Thanks for being so nice to me!" and I am just so thankful for them saying that because I am terribly embarrassed by this stuck up snobby behavior by them and then those other hillbilly kinfolks that go around causing trouble all the time anyway.....SO...it all is the truth right here---They're all HILLBILLIES even if they have a lot of money.They treat people like crap and belittle them...then go around causing trouble and ruining people's lives with the AWFUL things they do and they hid in church and pretend they are better than people...but I found out that they are all just as worthless as the other low life hillbillies that hate me in the other town all these years...same thing...ya know...haha!!!..oh well..I've always been nice to them..i'm finding out I guess for no reason...lol.
so my cousins in this family never talk to them or the uncle or aunt...they've never wanted anything to do with me and have sorta pushed me aside all these years when I have tried to have anything to do with them because I didn't have all the money they all have had all these years and the $400 purses and $800 ice chests or whatever the heck it is they all roll around with....
So his son in his family ends up with some girlfriend he got from god knows where and she gets knocked up with a kid and they all get mad as hell over that for some reason...and want to blame everyone for their mistakes....so now he's married that whore and all they do is roll around spending money all the time....god knows where that came from..they try to push that baby off on everyone to babysit all the time..and they all run over to my grandparents and beg for money all the time...when they buy new vehicles all the time and remodel their houses everytime the door flys open they run out and buy buy buy spend spend spend.....but oh...they all go around my grandparents and lie to them and tell them BS lies and stories about how they aren't spending money on nothing like that.....I'm giggling.
My grandpa has got dementia and that's already sad enough and hard to deal with and I help take them to the doctor appointments and we help out....so when this loser uncle and his family try to play mind games on me and my family that love me I just laugh it off....but I get mad as hell when he tries with his family to play games on my grandparents and try to pry in their legal business and then he tells people that I take money from my grandparents NEVER HAS EVER HAPPENED....
so while I try to help take care of them he goes around having people follow us and mouth us....and his ol' whore girlfriends.....LOL....they all make threats that he's too chicken to scream only at night outside my house or down the road with his loser whore friends and I just laugh it off...lol....
everybody knows I don't need to take money from my grandparents and I never have....haha!!!...oh and one thing he does is when they want us to go have dinner with them after we take them to appointments he tries to tell people that they buy all my dinners everytime we go to town with them!!!....HAHAHA!!!!!...that is the stupidest bunch of BS I have EVER heard in my life the whole family is fishy and greedy and snobby as hell to everyone.....and the funny thing is I found out that a lot of their "friends" don't even like them and they don't know it!!!!! HAHA!!!
good god how many $500 ice chests does someone need?!!...I don't give a sh*t if they buy all that expensive crap...but if they wanna mouth off at me and many other people all these years for not buying all that junk...and then they ask my grandparents to give them money or try to steal things from them or take their land away from them so they can have more more more land...why buy $500 ice chests and new vehicles every couple of months and take 1000000000 cruises every year....why?.....why spend money on that then mouth off at me and hate me because I exist and I don't have huge bills and credit card debt I will never pay off....and belittle and make fun constantly of people who don't care about or have money like that to spend?....losers.
I mean all they want to do is compete with people CONSTANTLY...why?....I don't give a care to compete with you....I don't care....I just really don't care...I can never figure these morons out....it's always a big competition with them and these other high snob rollers around here...if you don't give a shhhh*t to compete with them they get mad...so I just ignore ALL of these loser...who cares!
who cares about all that material BS and all that money...friends and family are more important...guess they never got the memo....lol.
my whole family is a circus.
oh another day.
love ya julie
Saturday, June 7, 2014
old stuff.....
Today I went to town and I found that old movie I have been looking for on dvd...It's usually on the old movie channel AMC or TCM and I don't get those channels anymore so I miss my old movies....BUT today I did find a dvd and it has Treasure of the Sierra Madre and Maltese Falcon on it...
My Favorite old movie of those 2 is Treasure of the Sierra Madre.....really good one!...but my MOST favorite old movie of all time is Casablanca and I like how it's black and white and I like all the clothes of that era and the music that was played on it...but I have not found that dvd.....yet.
I like old stuff...I really do...I am fascinated by the 20's-early 60's era of time....because things were much slower then and I think that even though there were wars and people were not all that rich...I like to think they were happier...because time was slower then and maybe simpler...sometimes I feel like I was born in the wrong time...
things nowdays are too fast paced and people are all about money and greed and I don't care about all that crapola...I don't see why having sooooo much money is sooooo important and blowing around about how much money you have is stupid..that's a good way to make people hate you....money is the root of all evil and so is greed...it'll take you down.
I like money and all and it's good to have...but it's NOT the most important thing in life....being nice to people and caring about people is the most important thing...having a family that loves you and friends who love you is the biggest and most important thing you can ever be blessed with in life...not material things or money will ever make a person like me happy.....only having my family and friends that love me in my life will ever make me truly happy and content....to enjoy my life with me..
if I ever get to be blessed with anything in life I would want to take care of my friends and family...nobody needs a billion million things and nobody to share your life with....so that's why I need to always have people who love me and care about me in my life.....because with them there I am not scared and I know I will always be loved/cared about and most of all safe from worrying all the time...
I know people are not always nice to me and I know people are liars and 2 faced people that I can NEVER trust to love/care about me and I know who those people are...so I am well aware of those bad people.....and I can watch out for that...because this girl can smell a rat from miles away....can't fool me!!!....haha!!!
thing will be a-ok but I know who loves me and who I want to always be in my life and who will not be when they try to hurt me and hurt my feelings....
making a pizza.
love ya j.
My Favorite old movie of those 2 is Treasure of the Sierra Madre.....really good one!...but my MOST favorite old movie of all time is Casablanca and I like how it's black and white and I like all the clothes of that era and the music that was played on it...but I have not found that dvd.....yet.
I like old stuff...I really do...I am fascinated by the 20's-early 60's era of time....because things were much slower then and I think that even though there were wars and people were not all that rich...I like to think they were happier...because time was slower then and maybe simpler...sometimes I feel like I was born in the wrong time...
things nowdays are too fast paced and people are all about money and greed and I don't care about all that crapola...I don't see why having sooooo much money is sooooo important and blowing around about how much money you have is stupid..that's a good way to make people hate you....money is the root of all evil and so is greed...it'll take you down.
I like money and all and it's good to have...but it's NOT the most important thing in life....being nice to people and caring about people is the most important thing...having a family that loves you and friends who love you is the biggest and most important thing you can ever be blessed with in life...not material things or money will ever make a person like me happy.....only having my family and friends that love me in my life will ever make me truly happy and content....to enjoy my life with me..
if I ever get to be blessed with anything in life I would want to take care of my friends and family...nobody needs a billion million things and nobody to share your life with....so that's why I need to always have people who love me and care about me in my life.....because with them there I am not scared and I know I will always be loved/cared about and most of all safe from worrying all the time...
I know people are not always nice to me and I know people are liars and 2 faced people that I can NEVER trust to love/care about me and I know who those people are...so I am well aware of those bad people.....and I can watch out for that...because this girl can smell a rat from miles away....can't fool me!!!....haha!!!
thing will be a-ok but I know who loves me and who I want to always be in my life and who will not be when they try to hurt me and hurt my feelings....
making a pizza.
love ya j.
Friday, June 6, 2014
sunglasses...blue raspberry....allergies/asthma
Sorta trying to figure out which sunglasses I like to wear best for summer....I LOVE wearing my white ones because I bought them last year when I went skiing in new mexico....I read once that the white sunglasses were stylish to wear in the spring/summer...and black sunglasses are for fall/winter.....I'm not much on being in style but I like things that I think look cool...clothes/sunglasses whatever..i like colors too.....I've been wearing my white pair of sunglasses this summer because I like them the best this summer so far.
It's Official!!!...this summer's sonic slush debate has come to an end!!!..lol.I like slushes because they are fruity drinks and are colorful and it's summer and it's kinda like a snowcone..but not really..Haha!!!I have recently discovered that like the Miami Sunrise the best and the plain Peach is my 2nd favorite...on the Sour slush side I like Blue Raspberry Nerd slush...I tried Grape Nerd slush and it's good but I LOVE Blue Raspberry candy anyway
my favorite Blue Raspberry candy are those Blue Raspberry pops with bubblegum in them after you eat them..they are sour and sweet candy...but I like the blue raspberry taste to it and oh yeah..it's blue and there ya go!...lol...
been having allergy problems as usual...I think it's gravel dust off the road I am so allergic to and dust in the air because of not much rain..(it rained this morning thank god)..I have been tested for my allergy problems and I am NOT allergic to cats...but I'm supposed to be allergic to shellfish and they have NEVER bothered me to eat any kind of shellfish---so who knows about that!...
I was tested for allergies and I had asthma really bad when I was really young like 7years old I came down with asthma really bad and I had to take allergy shots in my arm for several years after that...at one time I took at least 5 different asthma/allergy medications...
but I took all my medication like the doctor told me too and I did get better!.....he gave me a special inhaler that pretty much cured my asthma for years after that and I could breathe again....I think it might be annoying me again since I have gotten older....but the weather changes over the years and that affects the environment so I guess it could be part of my problem....
I'm definitely allergic to mold and cigarettes...but I don't care if people smoke around me I just kinda leave the room for a while....I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings about that so I just leave the room for awhile..it chokes me kinda and I breathe it in and I get sicker...which is why I don't go in bars at all ever or smoke or anything like that...I guess in some ways god kept me away from that life by cursing me with allergies/asthma....Haha!!!
got caller id on my phone I sure am thankful for that!!! lol..If a number comes up on the caller id with no name or I don't know the name I do not answer it and I don't answer it to people who I know don't like me...I'm sure they'll be calling to annoy me or something...it's funny.
love ya J.
It's Official!!!...this summer's sonic slush debate has come to an end!!!..lol.I like slushes because they are fruity drinks and are colorful and it's summer and it's kinda like a snowcone..but not really..Haha!!!I have recently discovered that like the Miami Sunrise the best and the plain Peach is my 2nd favorite...on the Sour slush side I like Blue Raspberry Nerd slush...I tried Grape Nerd slush and it's good but I LOVE Blue Raspberry candy anyway
my favorite Blue Raspberry candy are those Blue Raspberry pops with bubblegum in them after you eat them..they are sour and sweet candy...but I like the blue raspberry taste to it and oh yeah..it's blue and there ya go!...lol...
been having allergy problems as usual...I think it's gravel dust off the road I am so allergic to and dust in the air because of not much rain..(it rained this morning thank god)..I have been tested for my allergy problems and I am NOT allergic to cats...but I'm supposed to be allergic to shellfish and they have NEVER bothered me to eat any kind of shellfish---so who knows about that!...
I was tested for allergies and I had asthma really bad when I was really young like 7years old I came down with asthma really bad and I had to take allergy shots in my arm for several years after that...at one time I took at least 5 different asthma/allergy medications...
but I took all my medication like the doctor told me too and I did get better!.....he gave me a special inhaler that pretty much cured my asthma for years after that and I could breathe again....I think it might be annoying me again since I have gotten older....but the weather changes over the years and that affects the environment so I guess it could be part of my problem....
I'm definitely allergic to mold and cigarettes...but I don't care if people smoke around me I just kinda leave the room for a while....I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings about that so I just leave the room for awhile..it chokes me kinda and I breathe it in and I get sicker...which is why I don't go in bars at all ever or smoke or anything like that...I guess in some ways god kept me away from that life by cursing me with allergies/asthma....Haha!!!
got caller id on my phone I sure am thankful for that!!! lol..If a number comes up on the caller id with no name or I don't know the name I do not answer it and I don't answer it to people who I know don't like me...I'm sure they'll be calling to annoy me or something...it's funny.
love ya J.
Sunday, June 1, 2014
hello june....
Finally got my hair colored...I color it myself...cheaper!....lol...same color as always....I know you are supposed to go lighter in the summer and darker hair color in the fall and winter...but I'm just keeping it the same color for now.....I usually buy 3 boxes at a time and since I got my new haircut it is layered and it only took one box this time....haha!!!...I guess it's because I only touched up my roots of my hair as they call it or whatever....
I bought that stupid Snuggle Air Wick scent thing I was looking for...I haven't opened it up yet but it will probably smell good...like laundry soap....I like the smells of laundry soap and I want things to be clean and smell clean....
I really want to try a snow cone this summer..I've been thinking about all the kinds I would like to try..i think it's funny when they give them funny silly names...I had a snow cone maker one time when I was little it was a snoopy the cartoon dog snow maker and the ice cubes went in the top of it and you turned the handle and snow cone ice came out of his house....and then you could pour flavored juice on it...I always had blue berry and cherry.....I remember that thing I loved it!
I've been wanting to buy me a reclining lawn chair you know the one that you can suntan on or take a nap on?....I can't seem to find me one yet...but I want one....and some suntan lotion so I won't get skin cancer..always use suntan lotion all over you when you are outside all day....
need to mow pretty soon but the allergies get me so bad anymore...but I got a dust mask I think somewhere in the cabinet....I want to put my swimming pool up but I don't think I will..too much trouble to keep it clean and you have to run that filter ALL day.
love ya j.
I bought that stupid Snuggle Air Wick scent thing I was looking for...I haven't opened it up yet but it will probably smell good...like laundry soap....I like the smells of laundry soap and I want things to be clean and smell clean....
I really want to try a snow cone this summer..I've been thinking about all the kinds I would like to try..i think it's funny when they give them funny silly names...I had a snow cone maker one time when I was little it was a snoopy the cartoon dog snow maker and the ice cubes went in the top of it and you turned the handle and snow cone ice came out of his house....and then you could pour flavored juice on it...I always had blue berry and cherry.....I remember that thing I loved it!
I've been wanting to buy me a reclining lawn chair you know the one that you can suntan on or take a nap on?....I can't seem to find me one yet...but I want one....and some suntan lotion so I won't get skin cancer..always use suntan lotion all over you when you are outside all day....
need to mow pretty soon but the allergies get me so bad anymore...but I got a dust mask I think somewhere in the cabinet....I want to put my swimming pool up but I don't think I will..too much trouble to keep it clean and you have to run that filter ALL day.
love ya j.
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