Can't sleep at all, last night more yelling and screaming driving by my house....the radio still playing in the ceiling as they drove by my house, with crooked equipment, I could hear them talking in my head with nasty equipment they are running !!! I was very nauseous + nervous, so are my pets, it worries me every day + night.....
My cats meowed at ceiling, dog barked a lot, these hillbillies harass everyone and everything !!!.....I don't know what to do to put a stop to the nightly crap up n down the road.....the house up the road is constantly screaming or yelling, mischief of the nasty kind as always up the road....sick of it all, about had all I can take of the non - stop b.s. !
Ceiling fan and oscillating fan, refrigerator, all still deflecting from outside crooked equipment....playing screams, music, talking....these people need to leave, and a fella I know needs rehab, mental health help, I can't provide.....
My mind is very tired.
I have tried to keep calm and keep going, but I am very tired after years of harassment, all day and all night....help needed !!!!
I never have really been able to sleep a whole night, my entire life....that is the honest truth.....
Forever Sleepy.
julie
Thursday, May 18, 2017
Tuesday, May 16, 2017
end substance abuse....
I often see many people who are abusing drugs...it is always upsetting, sad, awful for people to hurt themselves with nasty illegal drugs, and prescription pill, pain pill abuse.
I have seen this go on with most everyone I have known my whole life...they let substances consume, control, ruin, destroy, take over their lives....it is painful to see this go on with many people, many years....sick and tired of the drug abuse everywhere.....
Myself, I have never taken a drug in my life, only Tylenol, benadryl, Advil, dizzy pills, or antibiotic.....that's all....I would pass away if I took anything more, I hate drugs + drug abuse ! I would never take drugs ever ! Evil....I have seen and heard way too much scarey shit, from people high...yikes !
All you can do is try to tell those you love, to stop taking illegal drugs, before it kills them ! Tell them how much you love them, care for them, and need them, and worry over them !
If they do not wish to stop abusing drugs and go to seek help at drug rehab ?, Try to force them into drug rehab, for substance abuse !....many people I have known have never wanted to leave drug abuse, they only wish to enjoy the high they have for whatever time they ingest the nasty damn drugs.....Very upsetting...
Having those you love be addicted to drugs, is very stressful, upsetting, sad, scarey !...heartbreaking to see, and such a let down when they will not seek help...they say, " oh well, I like staying high, I feel better, and forget, shut up, let me stay high ! " and I say, " go to rehab, because I love you ".....I need you as my family member, my friend, my love, whichever they may be to you, keep telling them til they are clean and sober....always let them know you are worried, love them, wish for them to get drug addiction help...
if someone truly loves you + respects you, they go immediately to drug rehab, they try, and wish only for your happiness, and their health, life with you...
People are addicted to drugs for many reasons, because of pain, mentally, or physically, or because they have bad memories, I have heard others tell me....whatever the cause, drugs don't cure anything, only create more troubles...
Drug addiction will ruin all goodness in your life, drugs basically seek and destroy through the person ingesting them....they cause many terrible events to happen, insanity, danger, rape, assaults, theft, things most people would never do to others or other things, they will take part in the unthinkable while high, I have been terrified by others I have seen very high on drugs....awful, that is why I hate drugs, and what they have ruined, and caused....danger...scarey...I would never wish for anyone to see that, or go through that with someone they care for, and adore...sad.
I never judge others for their choices, I only wish for the spiralling out of control messed up on drugs to end before someone who is truly a wonderful person dies !!!....I often think that people don't realize how dangerous + destructive drugs are, it's kind of as they see it as recreation, but it is very dangerous, serious situation to be in when you let a dangerous drug control you, ruin your life....oh it is upsetting !
And people addicted get very angry with me, and say " oh shut up bitch ! You don't know what I have been through, this or that happened to me ! Not you bitch shut up ! You have no right to preach to me about going to rehab ! " and that's what is hurtful, because I only care about them, love them....that's how it is !...
I think with drug addiction, there is something painful causing the drug abuse, and it could be painful abuse someone suffered, let downs, stresses of ginormous kinds, losing someone you loved and they never return, those could be the causes....I really don't know, I just know the things others addicted have told to me....
Mental health help would probably help someone, to get rid of drug addiction and those painful memories / events that occurred to you, changing your life, getting rid of fake nasty friends that only have bad evil intentions, and seeking new friends....your home environment / people in your family and friends, could be harmful for you, so find new good sober friends, and if no sober family, create a new family with your sober, kind, caring friends....
friends are family, when you care + love everyone, so show it, help them through life's upsets, be there for them Always....take part in all goodness, safety, comfort a nice family would....
Drugs are upsets, and I think that ending drug addiction, making good changes in your life, stops + prevents a lot of the nastiness, abuse, cruelty, theft, ruin, sadness, stress !...depression can cause drug binges also, get rid of depression also, kick it to the curb also !....
I know people have pain, memories they hold / carry with them, and I know that they can seek help, treatment for those damn drugs.....and finding good people to share life with, helps, change is good...sometimes scarey, but good...
When you try to become better, bring goodness, many good ideas, good people, will appear in your life, it takes time, but eventually because you will try to rid your life of drug addiction, life will be better, many good things start to happen for you...sober is better !
Never let drugs control you, and ruin you,
You can be better...try....you gotta have hope !...never give up....things will be better...give them time...
j.
I have seen this go on with most everyone I have known my whole life...they let substances consume, control, ruin, destroy, take over their lives....it is painful to see this go on with many people, many years....sick and tired of the drug abuse everywhere.....
Myself, I have never taken a drug in my life, only Tylenol, benadryl, Advil, dizzy pills, or antibiotic.....that's all....I would pass away if I took anything more, I hate drugs + drug abuse ! I would never take drugs ever ! Evil....I have seen and heard way too much scarey shit, from people high...yikes !
All you can do is try to tell those you love, to stop taking illegal drugs, before it kills them ! Tell them how much you love them, care for them, and need them, and worry over them !
If they do not wish to stop abusing drugs and go to seek help at drug rehab ?, Try to force them into drug rehab, for substance abuse !....many people I have known have never wanted to leave drug abuse, they only wish to enjoy the high they have for whatever time they ingest the nasty damn drugs.....Very upsetting...
Having those you love be addicted to drugs, is very stressful, upsetting, sad, scarey !...heartbreaking to see, and such a let down when they will not seek help...they say, " oh well, I like staying high, I feel better, and forget, shut up, let me stay high ! " and I say, " go to rehab, because I love you ".....I need you as my family member, my friend, my love, whichever they may be to you, keep telling them til they are clean and sober....always let them know you are worried, love them, wish for them to get drug addiction help...
if someone truly loves you + respects you, they go immediately to drug rehab, they try, and wish only for your happiness, and their health, life with you...
People are addicted to drugs for many reasons, because of pain, mentally, or physically, or because they have bad memories, I have heard others tell me....whatever the cause, drugs don't cure anything, only create more troubles...
Drug addiction will ruin all goodness in your life, drugs basically seek and destroy through the person ingesting them....they cause many terrible events to happen, insanity, danger, rape, assaults, theft, things most people would never do to others or other things, they will take part in the unthinkable while high, I have been terrified by others I have seen very high on drugs....awful, that is why I hate drugs, and what they have ruined, and caused....danger...scarey...I would never wish for anyone to see that, or go through that with someone they care for, and adore...sad.
I never judge others for their choices, I only wish for the spiralling out of control messed up on drugs to end before someone who is truly a wonderful person dies !!!....I often think that people don't realize how dangerous + destructive drugs are, it's kind of as they see it as recreation, but it is very dangerous, serious situation to be in when you let a dangerous drug control you, ruin your life....oh it is upsetting !
And people addicted get very angry with me, and say " oh shut up bitch ! You don't know what I have been through, this or that happened to me ! Not you bitch shut up ! You have no right to preach to me about going to rehab ! " and that's what is hurtful, because I only care about them, love them....that's how it is !...
I think with drug addiction, there is something painful causing the drug abuse, and it could be painful abuse someone suffered, let downs, stresses of ginormous kinds, losing someone you loved and they never return, those could be the causes....I really don't know, I just know the things others addicted have told to me....
Mental health help would probably help someone, to get rid of drug addiction and those painful memories / events that occurred to you, changing your life, getting rid of fake nasty friends that only have bad evil intentions, and seeking new friends....your home environment / people in your family and friends, could be harmful for you, so find new good sober friends, and if no sober family, create a new family with your sober, kind, caring friends....
friends are family, when you care + love everyone, so show it, help them through life's upsets, be there for them Always....take part in all goodness, safety, comfort a nice family would....
Drugs are upsets, and I think that ending drug addiction, making good changes in your life, stops + prevents a lot of the nastiness, abuse, cruelty, theft, ruin, sadness, stress !...depression can cause drug binges also, get rid of depression also, kick it to the curb also !....
I know people have pain, memories they hold / carry with them, and I know that they can seek help, treatment for those damn drugs.....and finding good people to share life with, helps, change is good...sometimes scarey, but good...
When you try to become better, bring goodness, many good ideas, good people, will appear in your life, it takes time, but eventually because you will try to rid your life of drug addiction, life will be better, many good things start to happen for you...sober is better !
Never let drugs control you, and ruin you,
You can be better...try....you gotta have hope !...never give up....things will be better...give them time...
j.
Monday, May 15, 2017
frogs in a water bowl.....lol..
It's always something.....a mess.
Every morning now two frogs have been swimming in goofball's water bowl...he's a goofy, silly dog !.....lol....
I looked at the frogs in the water bowl and he barked at them loudly....i giggled ! ....one swam immediately down to the bottom and looked up at me.....haha.....I had to remove him, he tried to jump right back into the water bowl, the other one left....
I think those frogs are trying to create a swimming pool out of goofball's water bowl......haha...I had to replace the water because of frog pee....icky !....Every morning the same...oh well...
Very, very tired.
Spent this weekend, cleaning, vacuuming, my bedroom / home....I have been having troubles with nasty bugs, scorpions, spiders, and fleas !....
I had to treat my bedroom, rest of the home, and the exterior near foundation with bug chemicals to get rid of them !....oh my goodness !.....
only use interior bug chemicals safely for interior of home, keep pets, children, and everyone out of treated interior rooms several hours...til safe n dry...Very serious ! important !
I think I have caused exhaustion, it was rather tedious and stressful....lots of work, but it had to be done, after that, immediately all of my pets had flea baths / treatments.....what a mess !
So, I have been very tired / sleepy....just can't catch up with myself....I know everyone goes through this....I just need several naps, rest at night...
Whew ! It is very hot + humid outdoors today...
A few purchases today, enjoyable...fun !
These I purchased -----
Hostess Baseball cupcakes
Powerade
Albanese gummy bears / worms, available in sugar free
And....
At Dollar General store for about $ 4/ a book, I found two very fun creative books, these are neato !....wish I could find more available, in other stores also....
Both by Bendon
Color by stickers, ----- peel n stick colorful sticker shapes that match onto printed pages, labeled, match by placing numbered sticker shapes onto printed number shapes on pages....
Color by number ---- match color that is required to labeled numbered circles, using coloring pencils....creates pictures...
Both fun !!!
Can't wait to enjoy these....good leisure activity...fun for all the time...everyone can enjoy, all ages...
j.
Every morning now two frogs have been swimming in goofball's water bowl...he's a goofy, silly dog !.....lol....
I looked at the frogs in the water bowl and he barked at them loudly....i giggled ! ....one swam immediately down to the bottom and looked up at me.....haha.....I had to remove him, he tried to jump right back into the water bowl, the other one left....
I think those frogs are trying to create a swimming pool out of goofball's water bowl......haha...I had to replace the water because of frog pee....icky !....Every morning the same...oh well...
Very, very tired.
Spent this weekend, cleaning, vacuuming, my bedroom / home....I have been having troubles with nasty bugs, scorpions, spiders, and fleas !....
I had to treat my bedroom, rest of the home, and the exterior near foundation with bug chemicals to get rid of them !....oh my goodness !.....
only use interior bug chemicals safely for interior of home, keep pets, children, and everyone out of treated interior rooms several hours...til safe n dry...Very serious ! important !
I think I have caused exhaustion, it was rather tedious and stressful....lots of work, but it had to be done, after that, immediately all of my pets had flea baths / treatments.....what a mess !
So, I have been very tired / sleepy....just can't catch up with myself....I know everyone goes through this....I just need several naps, rest at night...
Whew ! It is very hot + humid outdoors today...
A few purchases today, enjoyable...fun !
These I purchased -----
Hostess Baseball cupcakes
Powerade
Albanese gummy bears / worms, available in sugar free
And....
At Dollar General store for about $ 4/ a book, I found two very fun creative books, these are neato !....wish I could find more available, in other stores also....
Both by Bendon
Color by stickers, ----- peel n stick colorful sticker shapes that match onto printed pages, labeled, match by placing numbered sticker shapes onto printed number shapes on pages....
Color by number ---- match color that is required to labeled numbered circles, using coloring pencils....creates pictures...
Both fun !!!
Can't wait to enjoy these....good leisure activity...fun for all the time...everyone can enjoy, all ages...
j.
Friday, May 12, 2017
helping lost, abandoned animals...
Nothing is sadder to me, than finding a lost, neglected, abused animal, that was once someone's pet, or maybe never could find a good forever home, out on the street / roads, wandering homeless....oh, I cry !
I have seen much sadness during my life, because of the evil nasty people on this earth...i am angry, saddened, sick and tired of the upsetting things I have seen, heard about, because of humans, messed up on drugs, and because of all the constant corruption....humans are the most evil, worthless life form, I believe, not all, but most !
If you find or see an abandoned, homeless pet somewhere with no collar, identifying tags, we need to alert animal cops, shelter, animal control, so they can help them !!!...very important ! Never approach the animals, they could be hurt interior, very ill, or have rabies, so call and alert animal cops, tell them where the animal is located.....
If you wish to adopt the pet you see abandoned, let the animal cops know you may wish to adopt the animal as a pet, after it is evaluated, tested, inoculated / treated, spayed, neutered....they will call you, when you may see, or adopt......this is good for everyone, and the pet !!!
We need to have animal cops, animal rescue, shelters, humane societies everywhere, every county, town, city, state, country, region, to help keep pets safe, all pets, and find them forever homes ! Stop all animal cruelty / abuse !!!
Pet foster care is helpful to allow a pet, for adoption to stay at your home, watched, monitored, a few days a week, to help with shelter overcrowding, or maybe you can help the pets find homes that way, by inviting a nice, kind, trustworthy pal, co - worker over to see the pet, they may wish to adopt, then go to shelter, humane society where animal was foster care from, then be adopted....very exciting !
Homeless, abandoned pets are taken to the shelters, rescues, humane societies, evaluated, tested, cleaned, inoculated, then this is the way to find forever homes for them....they need to always go to good, caring, kind, people who will always adore them, and take very good care of them forever, never abuse, neglect, abandon a pet, they are a blessing to your life !
All our pets need to be chipped, have nice comfortable collar, with identifying tags affixed, this helps to keep them safe, and find them when lost, contact animal cops / veterinarian.
I always try to help homeless pets I see, I wish I could adopt them all ! Life is much happier, better I think when you have a forever best friend to always be there for you, during all of life's upsets ! I believe pets change your life, for the better and your life will never be the same again.....they never stop loving you, greeting you happily, and they are far better best friends than some humans !!!....lol...
If you don't have a pet, as a part of your family, hey, you are missing all the fun, laughter, and the giggling about fleas, poop + pee, messes !!!...haha !, just giggle ! They create silliness, and comedy for our lives, take wonderful care of your pets !
Many events can be planned to bring awareness about pet abandonment, abuse, neglect, and we always need good social events to take pets to, to show support, and meet others, good social activity....
Fundraiser ideas for helping pet shelters, rescues, animal cops, humane societies, are always needed, prepare, plan, organize well, these events, advertise in shop windows, newspapers, local tv...all can attend, bring pets...
Pet costume contests
Puppy, kitten, or ferret football games, they play !
Pet art events, they can paint, in safe paint, with you
Veterinarian helpful events, low cost spay, neuter
Pet + owner fashion show event, dress alike if possible !
Create pet shows locally, be professional. All win.
Pet groomer events
Pet store raffles, giveaways, parties
Donate any pet foods, cat litter, bedding, pet toys to shelters, humane societies, rescues, or animal feed, money if possible...Donate !
Be very outgoing, friendly, kind, professional while planning, creating, attending pet events, children and pets need to behave always....
Pets need forever homes, they need veterinarian care, and they also need us to always love + take good care of them !
Special needs pets, always need extra special care, time, attention from us, many have missing limbs, eyes, teeth, or have been severely abused....oh, I cry about them....
I believe that maybe pet owners with same health problems, medical issues, would be wonderful for one another, they have been through same trauma....Know how it feels to be the same, and everyone can adopt a pet with special needs, they are beautiful, need love, care, extra special help, this is nice !
Adopt + help a pet in need of forever homes today !
julie
I have seen much sadness during my life, because of the evil nasty people on this earth...i am angry, saddened, sick and tired of the upsetting things I have seen, heard about, because of humans, messed up on drugs, and because of all the constant corruption....humans are the most evil, worthless life form, I believe, not all, but most !
If you find or see an abandoned, homeless pet somewhere with no collar, identifying tags, we need to alert animal cops, shelter, animal control, so they can help them !!!...very important ! Never approach the animals, they could be hurt interior, very ill, or have rabies, so call and alert animal cops, tell them where the animal is located.....
If you wish to adopt the pet you see abandoned, let the animal cops know you may wish to adopt the animal as a pet, after it is evaluated, tested, inoculated / treated, spayed, neutered....they will call you, when you may see, or adopt......this is good for everyone, and the pet !!!
We need to have animal cops, animal rescue, shelters, humane societies everywhere, every county, town, city, state, country, region, to help keep pets safe, all pets, and find them forever homes ! Stop all animal cruelty / abuse !!!
Pet foster care is helpful to allow a pet, for adoption to stay at your home, watched, monitored, a few days a week, to help with shelter overcrowding, or maybe you can help the pets find homes that way, by inviting a nice, kind, trustworthy pal, co - worker over to see the pet, they may wish to adopt, then go to shelter, humane society where animal was foster care from, then be adopted....very exciting !
Homeless, abandoned pets are taken to the shelters, rescues, humane societies, evaluated, tested, cleaned, inoculated, then this is the way to find forever homes for them....they need to always go to good, caring, kind, people who will always adore them, and take very good care of them forever, never abuse, neglect, abandon a pet, they are a blessing to your life !
All our pets need to be chipped, have nice comfortable collar, with identifying tags affixed, this helps to keep them safe, and find them when lost, contact animal cops / veterinarian.
I always try to help homeless pets I see, I wish I could adopt them all ! Life is much happier, better I think when you have a forever best friend to always be there for you, during all of life's upsets ! I believe pets change your life, for the better and your life will never be the same again.....they never stop loving you, greeting you happily, and they are far better best friends than some humans !!!....lol...
If you don't have a pet, as a part of your family, hey, you are missing all the fun, laughter, and the giggling about fleas, poop + pee, messes !!!...haha !, just giggle ! They create silliness, and comedy for our lives, take wonderful care of your pets !
Many events can be planned to bring awareness about pet abandonment, abuse, neglect, and we always need good social events to take pets to, to show support, and meet others, good social activity....
Fundraiser ideas for helping pet shelters, rescues, animal cops, humane societies, are always needed, prepare, plan, organize well, these events, advertise in shop windows, newspapers, local tv...all can attend, bring pets...
Pet costume contests
Puppy, kitten, or ferret football games, they play !
Pet art events, they can paint, in safe paint, with you
Veterinarian helpful events, low cost spay, neuter
Pet + owner fashion show event, dress alike if possible !
Create pet shows locally, be professional. All win.
Pet groomer events
Pet store raffles, giveaways, parties
Donate any pet foods, cat litter, bedding, pet toys to shelters, humane societies, rescues, or animal feed, money if possible...Donate !
Be very outgoing, friendly, kind, professional while planning, creating, attending pet events, children and pets need to behave always....
Pets need forever homes, they need veterinarian care, and they also need us to always love + take good care of them !
Special needs pets, always need extra special care, time, attention from us, many have missing limbs, eyes, teeth, or have been severely abused....oh, I cry about them....
I believe that maybe pet owners with same health problems, medical issues, would be wonderful for one another, they have been through same trauma....Know how it feels to be the same, and everyone can adopt a pet with special needs, they are beautiful, need love, care, extra special help, this is nice !
Adopt + help a pet in need of forever homes today !
julie
Thursday, May 11, 2017
blaming others for your mistakes...
Everyone has free will, and we have to choose the right and good choices, that will bring goodness, never harm and evil !
Everyone must think first before taking part, if u feel something maybe, could be, or is wrong, then don't take part in whatever it may be !...only constant troubles, if choosing to take part in wrong...
We all know right from wrong...so we must behave !....serious, very important for not just our lives, but for the sake of all the world, we need to only be good for the world, loved ones, and above.
Do not let others try to convince you to choose bad, wrong choices, or to be apart of corruption / nastiness, they only ruin your life....this is a curse to all people...
You are your own person, choose decisions yourself, choose wisely.
Look before you leap !...is a wise saying, it means, think about ideas, behaviors, before you just immediately take part....think about decisions, behavior before taking part.....what will be the result of my choices ???.....
just to be safe, choose the choices that you know are of goodness !.....better safe, than sorry later, ya know ! might not be as fun, but better to be safe...
A person can instantly ruin their life....that is very frightening !!!...
When you choose your own choices, know that you are responsible for those choices, if terrible, bad choices, these result in ruin, or curse you, you cannot blame anyone but yourself..
Blaming others for your own mistakes is stupid !....how many times have hillbillies been angry they destroyed their own lives with their own wrongdoing / evil and blamed everyone for their own evil choices, they chose themselves...while they themselves ruined their own lives / nasty, evil plans ???. ...haha !
oh, how I laugh, as they blame everyone but themselves !!!....when they are the ones doing this to themselves !.....haha !....blame yourself idiots !....just laugh at them ! They choose their own evil choices, instantly cursed ! Nobody to blame but themselves.
Avoid others who try to fool you into bad evil ideas, they are jealous, bad, angry, only there to ruin your life, take you down with them.....try to lead you astray !....
Many evils out there in the world, looking for people to ruin, choose only good choices, so you won't ruin your life totally...
Know that you can only blame yourself when you choose evil ways, and it ruins your life....
Nobody to blame but yourself...
Know that nobody is perfect, and we are all just human beings, that make mistakes often, we never judge others for poor choices, only The Lord is our judge for bad ways....I know that....
I never judge others for behaviors, I just know we all need to keep trying for the better and bring goodness....
Everyone makes mistakes......choose wisely.
j.
Everyone must think first before taking part, if u feel something maybe, could be, or is wrong, then don't take part in whatever it may be !...only constant troubles, if choosing to take part in wrong...
We all know right from wrong...so we must behave !....serious, very important for not just our lives, but for the sake of all the world, we need to only be good for the world, loved ones, and above.
Do not let others try to convince you to choose bad, wrong choices, or to be apart of corruption / nastiness, they only ruin your life....this is a curse to all people...
You are your own person, choose decisions yourself, choose wisely.
Look before you leap !...is a wise saying, it means, think about ideas, behaviors, before you just immediately take part....think about decisions, behavior before taking part.....what will be the result of my choices ???.....
just to be safe, choose the choices that you know are of goodness !.....better safe, than sorry later, ya know ! might not be as fun, but better to be safe...
A person can instantly ruin their life....that is very frightening !!!...
When you choose your own choices, know that you are responsible for those choices, if terrible, bad choices, these result in ruin, or curse you, you cannot blame anyone but yourself..
Blaming others for your own mistakes is stupid !....how many times have hillbillies been angry they destroyed their own lives with their own wrongdoing / evil and blamed everyone for their own evil choices, they chose themselves...while they themselves ruined their own lives / nasty, evil plans ???. ...haha !
oh, how I laugh, as they blame everyone but themselves !!!....when they are the ones doing this to themselves !.....haha !....blame yourself idiots !....just laugh at them ! They choose their own evil choices, instantly cursed ! Nobody to blame but themselves.
Avoid others who try to fool you into bad evil ideas, they are jealous, bad, angry, only there to ruin your life, take you down with them.....try to lead you astray !....
Many evils out there in the world, looking for people to ruin, choose only good choices, so you won't ruin your life totally...
Know that you can only blame yourself when you choose evil ways, and it ruins your life....
Nobody to blame but yourself...
Know that nobody is perfect, and we are all just human beings, that make mistakes often, we never judge others for poor choices, only The Lord is our judge for bad ways....I know that....
I never judge others for behaviors, I just know we all need to keep trying for the better and bring goodness....
Everyone makes mistakes......choose wisely.
j.
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