someone to believe in.....

Just had to blog about the talk me and Grandpa had yesterday.....I think he is the wisest man i know and he is a treasure to my life...when the world doesn't make sense and i have lost hope in the world Grandpa can make you see things in a different light....
We were talking about how the world doesn't have as many heros as there was at one time...and the good people that there are in the world don't get hardly ANY attention for the heroic good things they give to the world....saving lives,making a difference,taking a stand...and the world is full of good people who are heros every day...more people need to grow the hell up and do something good in their life....tired of all this evil stupid crap.

sometimes it seems as though the media and people of the world want to glorify the bad things/people in life....well,we know why the news does--to make money like everything else....lol....but somedays i swear it seems like all of humanity is going down the toilet....you can't respect people who rob/steal/kill for no reason or for drugs....i can't respect people like that..or people who bully others because they are different or whatever....lost souls.

Grandpa was talking about the old days when he was younger how the outlaw life was necessary to get by because everyone was seriously starving and how they had hero outlaws who robbed and gave to the poor...the outlaws back then had some class...they weren't cracked out meth heads robbing/stealing/killing over drugs or just to be killing no reason at all..mostly it was to have something to eat and to help out the poor.....sure they had murderers back then and insane people...but more so the outlaw was held up as a hero...simply because they did at least help out in some ways.....i think quite possibly i could admire an outlaw back in the 20's,30's...because they did do some good...

But nowadays, NOPE...the "so called outlaws" now are nothing but thugs,meth heads,addicts,...they're all self-centered and will do anything to feed their habits...kill anyone for it...it's a very dangerous game with all those chemicals killing their brains....they think they're all bad-ass and cool..Yawn!.but all i see is a bunch of messed up dangerous losers who let chemicals/other people control them.....no respect....but if they change...i will respect that..soooo until then.....

i won't judge them because obviously something painful caused it....but i won't believe in them til i see they wanna change...

i really believe that people all over the world want and need a hero...people are sick & tired of being let down and they're tired of all the killing and the evil..tired of the stupid chaos in the world...they all want someone to believe in,to look up to and have faith in...someone human...sure, you've got your spirituality and your God to have faith in,but i'm talking about an earthly being that you can see in your life everyday that you can believe in...i know i have my heros...

we all can't be the tough guys and make those big drastic good changes...Fate has the right individuals picked out for those super dangerous missions....thank goodness for that..

sometimes it takes the right person with the right know how,and strength to protect,be strong, go in there and get good things done..and have the balls to do it.....to go after and catch the baddies or stop them from all their dangerous stupid antics....make a good difference....give us all someone to believe in!!!.. ;)

if anyone knows anything about outlaws it would be me,considering part of my family has been so crazy....i've never taken part in that insanity..i've just set back and sadly watched them destroy their lives all these years...but it's been a great learning experience for me.....at least some good did come from it..i watched and learned to avoid that mess..by watching them screw up...haha

i wouldn't ever judge people for what they do or how they live their life..but i do know that people can change and heal.....once they do change you see that some of those guys have hearts..it's just all covered up with abuse/addiction/pain.....everyone has their scars..nobody is perfect...and if they say they are,they are lying!...haha..

the real bad asses are the tough guys and girls who get up every morning and make a good difference in the world,who care and are strong enough to do the right thing and fight to make good changes,protect and be tough for us all.......they're the bad asses...it's not drug dealers or thieves or thugs....booooring!

i always tell them---"Give me someone that i can believe in,be proud of, and look up to...Be that person please?."....because god knows we need all the heros we can get...

xoxo