negativity is no good.....

Watched this concert last night on one of the music channel on the satellite..awesome...I really like all of her songs...couldn't pick an absolute fave...love them all!....Thanks to Auntie K.for introducing me to this music several years ago!....i watched the entire concert last night on tv without falling asleep as tired as i was i kept watching....lol...

It thunderstormed quite a bit today..loved it....Wow ! It was nice to hear the thunder and lightning crackling in the sky...pretty..the rain was very much appreciated and nice...RELIEF...still not out of the drought, but every drop counts!...It was nice just taking a few quiet moments and listening to and watching the rain fall....the air is clean again...no dust!...cooler...ahh..so nice!

Been very emotional today..I started crying today and just thinking about all the crap going on and how i want things to be the way i want them to be....right now and they can't be for a while i guess....just work and life in general...i want answers not guesses about everything....i pulled myself up out of the tears and went back to working....i laughed later...lol..actually i think a lot of it is from being so tired from working and the hot hot hot weather all the time.....that'll change soon.

But i do know that everything will work out as it's supposed to....I have a good feeling life will be back to my semi-normal whatever you call it eventually, and things will be ok again..*fingers crossed*..things will be different but a good different...everyone has bad days and worries, hopefully everyone has the ability to be emotional to cry...crying is good.....

i think it's best to keep in mind that nobody's life is all roses& butterflies....everyone has troubles and family/job issues...that's just life...things get bad, then they get better..things change,people change....lol....

life is full of challenges and changes...frustrations...life can be a total mess..we all know this...

It's best to always maintain a positive attitude and frame of mind...have upbeat positive outlooks,don't be expecting the worst all the freaking time!...dragging your mind/soul through the motions,99% of the time worrying is for no reason..just makes you lose sleep and go nutballs!......

i think when you focus on or think on bad negative things all the time it affects your mind/body/soul...you're just "borrowing trouble" as my Auntie calls it....meaning--just looking for something bad to go wrong....conjuring up, bad thoughts/spirits...ooh spooky!...lol 

so i need to STOP inviting negativity into my soul/mind...it's worthless..keep the stupid thoughts away..find something challenging to focus a lot of your extra brain space on....that's what i'll do...

nite~nite