Christmas eve 2012....

Has to be my favorite Christmas instrumental...beautiful.

Well....here we are....finally made it to Christmas eve.....Dinner today at noon at Grandparents & later at Auntie's house tonight....Cowboy Christmas you know....dinner is BBQ and mesquite smoke...lol.

Excited for today but kinda bummed that i'm not going to get to see everyone in my family..really a let down...but i expected that considering all that is going on....So i will try to make the best of it all and have a good Christmas eve...

I made a strawberry homemade cheesecake,pecan pie,pumpkin pie---to take to all these family gatherings as the desserts...AND i'm contributing potato salad to the BBQ dinner....lol..hope it's good! i like it with plenty of mustard...

We may not get to have Christmas tomorrow anywhere because supposedly there is a pretty good chance we may have a ton of snow....Yes SNOW!....i think maybe everyone around here is excited about that possibility....i like to watch it fall and besides it makes it feel more like Christmas....kinda takes your mind off the fact that you miss your family that can't be here so much....helps me anyway..........and it could keep the annoying snobby relatives from being able to travel to here!...LOL...Yay!...

still rather upset about how that one "supposed friend" acted this weekend...like a spoiled, uncaring bratty.selfish,cold,adult......really hurts she acted that way to everyone...we all wish we had NEVER invited her down, or even saw her, or even exchanged Christmas gifts with her!....she didn't buy anyone else a gift, but she got one from everyone then acted like it was nothing to her..i mean seriously?!....it was pretty much she was like:"Give me a gift!"....then she acted weird and left...

are there any true friends anymore?...can't believe she acted like that...oh well nothing should surprise me anymore...why should i expect anything different from her?...everyone's bratty,spoiled and cold hearted....ungrateful.....maybe today will get me out of this rather pissed off & annoyed, upset mood?

i'm just kinda tired of being so giving and kind with gifts,spending money on nice gifts for them,going out of my way to be nice and cheery to people in my life and getting nothing in return but someone expecting a hand-out..not even a thank you..it seems like some people don't appreciate anything nice you do for them...

anyhow in a bad mood..i need sleep.maybe tomorrow or tonight it will snow like crazy and make me happy....lol

merry christmas.