Monday, August 31, 2015

no time for idiot people and nonsense in life.....

I don't put up with nonsense or idiots who try to annoy, endanger my life, ridicule me, lie to me, cheat me, or make up lies about me, or try to hurt my feelings...I have had to learn to be tough because of continual idiots in my life and near me....haha!...

People who continually try to harass someone or take part in any of these things...I will not allow in my life and I will NEVER put up with that kind of nonsense or behavior....I cannot stand annoying people!....and a person has no time to waste when you have a life that is full of worries and you are very busy with many important things and caring for people.....

who cares what some stupid idiots think about you! 

the opinions of idiots do not matter...lol...they are losers!

whenever someone in my life that I have trusted and cared about has betrayed me and tried to endanger my life, or hurt my feelings any of those things...I just go on with my life, forget them, and drop them from my life...dropped like a hot potato!....haha...

I get VERY angry, laugh, and I never look back...because you cannot care about those evil others or how they have treated you because they don't matter to you once they have hurt you terribly....you just have to go on with life and work on forgetting them and the pain they have caused your heart and your mind...

I have unfortunately had many, many idiots in my life and I have avoided them because of how nasty and pathetic they all are....haha...I think: " You treat me this way?...Good-bye! Good riddance!"...Dropped from my life just like that!...and I laugh.

working toward being a strong person is something I work on everyday and I also work on forgetting the past everyday....I have forgot many people who have betrayed me in my life and I just laugh now and look forward....like I always have...without those idiots near me I am happier!

It's very easy for me to drop people from my life and go on....I just laugh when they all stand there and cry when their harassments do not hurt me and they cannot believe how tough I actually am..lol.....You don't try to hurt me or harass me! it's over for them then! I always laugh about those idiots because---You play with fire you are gonna get burned! haha!....

I just do not care about what they think about me when they are idiots....they make up lies about me, hate me, betray me...I just laugh and go on....because of how stupid and pathetic they all are...

People want to tear you down when you are a good person and they want to ruin things that are of goodness.....I just keep going on with my life and laugh....I stay a good person and I will always be a good, kind person..despite how much many evil idiot people may not like me...I do not care..I know that when I am good I am way better than they will ever be by the way they are behaving.....they ruin themselves.

that annoying crap is something I will NOT allow in my life and I will NEVER allow idiots to tear me down and try to hurt me....

Being strong, defending yourself, standing your ground and never allowing people to tear you down with words or try to knock you down is always something to work on..Evil people want everyone to be knocked down and they want to control nice people and make them bad...That's why you must always work to rid evil people and evil things from your life and always be aware of evilness trying to become apart of your life....always work toward ridding the world of evilness.

don't let others ruin goodness in your life or try to hurt you physically or hurt you with words....

being a strong, kind, caring, person who works toward goodness and ridding the world of evil everyday is something a person should strive toward always...

julie

Sunday, August 30, 2015

stage theater, musicals, broadway.....

I know that I have always loved musicals, stage theater, and Broadway entertainment.
 
It takes a very talented person to be able to act, sing, dance, and perform in anything....I like to think that all of these talents are in some ways art.
 
Local stage theater is something that i like to watch on days when I have extra time and I am closer to the local city...I like all of the colorful well made costumes, the music, the singing and all of the time that is dedicated by the actors and performers....
 
stage theater is something that is there in many towns/cities and the community can take part in that sometimes...Many people should go and watch local stage theater for entertainment and see how much work it takes to bring a show together and how wonderful they are....
 
There are many Broadway shows that people can go watch and support with great performers, colorful costumes, music, and beautiful stage settings....
 
I have many favorite Broadway performances and I enjoy seeing them on stage in the city where they have traveled to bring their performances to everyone sometimes....
 
these performances can be serious, funny, sad, happy---many different emotions.....very entertaining! they make you feel emotions when you watch them and they can make you feel as though you are experiencing what the performer is portraying onstage....as though you are apart of the setting....
 
I like OKLAHOMA the musical...I have many favorites, but I am from Oklahoma and I have always enjoyed this one.......O K L A H O M A !!!
 
 


Saturday, August 29, 2015

muscular dystrophy, diabetes, crohn's, lupus, cystic fibrosis.......

I have always been aware of terrible upsetting diseases of the body, that people can be born with and afflicted with in their lives...it makes me very sad...

Some of these diseases many people may not have even heard of or know about....

A few of these that I am aware of:

Muscular dystrophy----Progressive weakening and wasting of muscles.

Diabetes---Many forms of diabetes....result in too much sugar in the blood....very dangerous so we have to always try to eat healthy, eat in moderation, and watch our sugar intake!...I love candies and sugar but I know to always not try too much candy everyday!...There are many sugars that are safer for diabetes one is called Splenda....you can cook with it and they have some products that have Splenda already in them...very sweet just like real sugar.....

Diabetic candies are available for everyone with diabetes to enjoy in Splenda , and other forms of not real sugar....I know about Diabetes because a few people in my family have had diabetes....

Crohn's disease---This disease is very upsetting because you have bowel inflammations and upsets the lining of the digestive tract is inflamed, causes dysentery all the time...everyday.

Lupus---Inflammatory disease and the immune system attacks it's own tissues.Causes fatigue, joint pains, and rash on your face.

Multiple sclerosis---disease where the immune system ruins the protective covering of nerves.

Cystic Fibrosis----Disease that causes mucus problems in lungs and other organs constantly...

Asthma---I have this one...and that is when your lungs can't fill all the way with air because they are inflamed, narrow, and swell...causes extra fluid in lungs....annoying.

Rheumatoid arthritis---I have this one too!....Inflammatory disorder affecting joints, old injuries....annoying as well...swells in summer and winter...painful at all times....and when moving constantly/quickly....

much more awareness needs to be brought to these awful diseases as well as many more studies/research and fundraisers to help find cures, or at least make life livable for these people afflicted with these terrible diseases..

combatting diseases and all medical ailments is very stressful, upsetting, expensive and we always need to support the research and help out people facing these very expensive, challenging and tough situations...

There are many treatments and medicines to help with these diseases and that will help the people afflicted with these diseases at least have a better chance to survive....

I don't have anywhere near the complications or problems like people with those very serious diseases have...I just have mild asthma and I do hurt terribly with Rheumatoid arthritis and I do have days I hurt awful...but I am ok and I know how to combat my ailments....

we always need to think of these people with these terrible diseases, and show support for them and keep people aware of them.

julie

Friday, August 28, 2015

worthless nurses, desk help, clinics, hospitals....stress!

My Grandma has been having a pain on her side and she was ill the other day...We had to take her to the ER at the hospital and she was seen and they examined her and took some tests....

Hateful snobby receptionists and nurses at the hospital...Made me VERY angry! They act like you are annoying them asking them for help admitting to the hospital, asking questions over paper work, or even asking where something is located in the hospital.....

I am sick of this crap with these WORTHLESS receptionists and nurses....it never changes with these snobby women!

They will set there at the desk or walk around in their medical wear and flip their hair back with their hand, roll their eyes, file their nails/look at their nails, talk about nasty things they have been taking part in over the whole week, very nasty disgusting talking, spray perfumes, put make up on, stare in a mirror, talk on their phones, and set there and shop on the internet!!!...worthless and pathetic.

if there is a man needing help with something, they will completely stop everything they are doing---start smiling and flirt with him and oh he gets help! sick and pathetic.

This has went on forever and I am sick of it!....Just nasty snobby disgusting women and their sick talking!!!.....People have to stand there in line and WAIT......WAIT.... WAIT on them to complete whatever the crap they want to do while sitting there or standing there rolling their eyes at you, flipping their hair back, carrying out lengthy conversations on their phones and texting, completely ignoring you!....annoying sick women...it makes me stressed and mad...

After Grandma was seen in the ER, we took her home and were called later in the day about an appointment to get the results of the test and be seen by her own medical doctor...The woman who called back didn't call back all day long because we were there and the phone never rang!....Then she calls at the end of the day and says: "I have been trying to call you all day no one has answered! "....AND that was a right out lie!...she was hateful, rude and snobby with us and my Grandma was upset and very angry!

she kept telling my Grandma she missed an appointment earlier in the day for a checkup with the doctor and was hateful and snobby about it! "We have been trying to call you all day you missed an appointment! " and my Grandma said: " How can I already have a checkup with a doctor when I have just went to the ER and have no test results, you haven't called all day!" that woman was lying! and my Grandma was mad again....she's stressed out and tired....

that nasty woman didn't even know why she was calling my Grandma's house or anything!...she got hateful and rude with me too on the phone...oh it makes me mad and stressed!

finally 2 days later, we found out it is her gallbladder hurting...she's ok...she will get treated properly somewhere else I will assure you of that!....

That hospital is just as worthless with snobby women working there like that..nurses are all snobs and hateful, rude, think they know everything...it looks like all they know how to do is something nasty by the way they talk and are fixated on their looks and shopping all the time!....nasty!

there is another hospital way down the highway that is just as worthless...same attitude and nasty women working the desk help and nasty sick nurses.....just pathetic and sick! all the clinics are just as bad too...those disgusting snobby women! think they are better than everybody!

It's really bad when you have medical problems and have to be seen and put up with clowns that run things and won't work their jobs right and are disgusting like that....I just hate that snobby crap!

they sit there and flip that hair back and roll their eyes when you need help at the desk or they have to actually help a patient---oh they just act like, how dare you annoy me! they can't ever get your information, account or billing right either!

those hospitals need to just be bulldozed to the ground and start all over..they're old and nasty....

they should take those nasty snobby women's jobs from them and see how well they can flip their hair back and roll their eyes then, and talk on their phones!.....they are lucky to find and have an occupation but then don't want to work at it or be helpful.....when so many people need work/jobs to survive....sick of all these hillbilly women who think they are something else!.....i'll roll my eyes at them!...haha!

there are plenty of trustworthy, dependable, intelligent nurses and receptionists out there who need jobs and want and will work properly who should have those jobs...that's what is sad.... 

so tired of all this...it just adds more stress!....

julie

Thursday, August 27, 2015

paper craft, origami, paper dolls......

Paper craft is something that is very interesting to me and it is another form of art....

I think most people can understand setting in a business office, a class room, or just being near office supplies, and just start drawing or folding on paper that is there....It is a hobby for some people and you can create so many pretty things....

many shapes or sizes you can create with origami...you can use most paper to create with....

Folding the paper is a way to relieve stress and worry in your life for many people.....

There are so many different items you can create with origami and many different themes....

I have seen many different colors of paper that people have used with origami...I think you can purchase packs of it in craft stores...I like brightly colored origami creations!

I think of paper dolls when I think of paper craft.

I know that you can purchase books of paper dolls online and there are some books in the toy aisle at most stores...I really enjoyed making paper dolls and creating them, adding their clothing and folding it onto the paper doll when I was a child....

I stored most of mine in a small box and it was always nice to be able to find new paper dolls and new paper clothing....So many different clothing patterns and different dolls to collect and find with different faces and themes....

Paper dolls are just a paper craft and I think that they are nice for stress relief to fold and properly store...Just remember, you cannot get them dirty and you cannot immerse them in water!....

There are thousands of paper doll books online and there should be many more in stores for all people to paper craft with.....



Wednesday, August 26, 2015

oh, my goodness.....

I believe that there is a way to bring more peace and goodness to the earth at all times.....And that is by striving and continually working toward all good things....
 
It doesn't matter who you are I think that God sometimes chooses people everywhere in every city, state, country, all lands...he doesn't mind who you are, he will choose you to help him achieve goodness and peace for the world....
 
Many people do not know that he has chosen them and they will not know that until they realize that they have achieved wonderful things and are apart of something that is working toward peace, kindness, charity, happiness, just all good things! and that they work on continually ending all bad evil things in the world...
 
When you help end sadness, evil, corruption, all bad things and upsetting things you are working for the right and the good...I know God and Jesus are proud of everyone who works on achieving goodness and continually work on great things.....I always want them to be proud of me!
 
Sometimes when you are chosen to be apart of battling very dangerous, evil, bad situations and evil people it can be VERY emotionally upsetting, scarey, challenging, and confusing!.....It also may take a lot of strength for you to get through whatever he has chosen for you to help him with.....
 
Working on having a very strong attitude, believing in yourself, and working to achieve the right goals and ideas can be challenging itself to face battles!!! but trying to always keep in mind you need to be tough and strong and believe in yourself is something that you MUST always work toward.
 
NEVER GIVE UP on achieving goodness!...and never give up on striving to be tough and strong to help the world to allow goodness here on earth......
 
always be strong, not just for others, but be strong for yourself at all times....
 
many people like challenges and those people have ways/good ideas to work toward ending evilness..and will continually work on ending evil....
 
you can inspire someone to achieve wonderful good things for the world and everyone in the world needs to try to work together for peace and to end all bad things....
 
people can work toward goodness and strive for it and just starting with good ideas/goals that are anywhere no matter how teeny tiny they may be, they can change the world...when everyone does something good it can really help change the world quickly....

God chooses all kinds of people no matter who you are for goodness and to battle evil away in all kinds of ways....they may be situations, they may be words, they may be opportunities! it's very great to be chosen to help bring world peace and kindness to the world....and you  may not even know he has chosen you to help him.....

Good men and women will take over the world one day....I believe that!...all goodness will take over the world....it just takes many people working together continually to battle evil and help goodness....

that's just what I believe anyway....

julie

Tuesday, August 25, 2015

lisa frank stickers and stationary sets.......

I have been looking through old momentos in a plastic storage box I have....It has been stored away for quite awhile...I found several letters from friends and a few sticker sets that I saved from many years ago....

one brand that I have always thought was beautiful, brightly colored, cute and whimsical is the Lisa Frank sticker, stationary, and accessory sets......There was always all kinds of cute animals, flowers, designs and the colors were so pretty!

there were several different themes and holidays...I never found the holiday sets, but I collected as much as I could to write letters to friends and cousins with when they moved away...I would always try to find something bright and colorful so when they would get a letter from me they could see it from a mile away!....haha!...


(neighbors probably saw the letters they were so brightly colored and pretty!)

cute patterns/designs/animals/flowers/themes on the stationary sets...I would purchase the whole stationary set and then extra stickers to place on the envelope or near my writing of the letter....

Just all kinds of glittery stickers or plain was included with the sticker sets...And I would look at how beautiful and cool they looked and think:" This works great for me..it's cheerful!" and I would always hope that it would make the person I was sending the letter to smile or inspire them....

The stationary sets included several stickers sets, erasers, pencils, colored ink pens, stationary paper in a design, notepad, colored envelopes, note cards.....sometimes colored paper clips.

you just have to purchase your own postage stamps....lol.

people just do not write/send letters anymore and I hate that!.....haha...e-mails and text messages can be SO BORING!...there are no stickers, pretty paper, pretty colors or surprises like when you receive a letter in the mail....all the fun has gone from communicating!....lol...

sometimes I could find a whole box full of Lisa Frank stickers rolled in sets in plastic...They would be all kinds of designs so I had a lot more variety with those sticker boxes....

I have only found a few small books of Lisa Frank in the last couple of years...I don't know where to find any of the sets or boxes with more stickers and accessories in them...

there are all kinds of themes and designs I'm sure they could think of by now..

I notice that now they have included girl characters that are all different nationalities....I think that is very nice so that all girls young and old from all over the world can relate to these stickers and sets....that's very cool.

I like collecting stickers like this and I love the Lisa Frank sets....

j.

Monday, August 24, 2015

dairy farmers....

I was looking in my Grandparents old dairy barn yesterday...It is still standing and I walked into the barn..I remember when I was a small girl and how I was able to help out with something all the time when I stayed at my Grandparents house....

I always liked the color of the dairy tiles in their dairy...they are light blue and still there...

My grandparents retired from the dairy industry a long time ago....they worked the dairy for years....

My Grandparents were always VERY clean and tidy with their dairy equipment and their barn...My Grandpa had a very nice dairy herd and he took very good care of them always...He always treated them humanely and respectfully.....My Grandpa likes animals just like I do...he has always taught me to treat all animals respectfully and with kindness...never ever hurt them!

I was able to feed them while they were in the barn and I was able to help out as much as I could at that age.....

too many times I have seen on tv that some dairies are cruel to their cows/herd and that makes me upset and is very terrible!....

All dairies should be cleaned everyday and the equipment needs to always be properly sterilized/cleaned on time and everyday as well...

it was nice to learn all about the dairy business when I was a small girl...I learned a lot about care and proper treatment of the cows/herd and the cleaning process....

AND getting things completed/cleaned by a certain time.....I learned about that too!...haha...waking up early to complete your work is important....

something I liked to always work on was catching a small amount of milk in a silver pan in the dairy floor that my Grandpa would pour out of a smallish milk tank....I would take that silver pan and set it outside the dairy barn and the little kittens would run up to the bowl and drink fresh milk!....it was fun for me and I thought that was so cute!

I drink milk everyday..it is great for your bones and a doctor has told me that when I am having stomach upsets to always try to drink milk to help with issues.....and it works!

There is a company called AMPI and when they would stop by my Grandparents house, they would purchase their milk products.....I really like AMPI because they help dairy farmers and they are very good quality products....

I like all milk products, and I support humane treatment and respectful treatment of all farm animals....

julie

Sunday, August 23, 2015

dress appropriately at all times.....

When I attend church services on sundays I like to dress nicely..sometimes I wear a nice dress that covers everything of my body...shortened sleeves on a dress are ok and just not too shortened in the neck/chest/or legs area....nice shoes too!

sometimes for church I just dress in boots/jeans/capris/plain t-shirt/or plain shoes..some make-up or no make-up..just nicely..doesn't have to be fancy...everyone is welcome to a church who wants to achieve goodness I believe...

clothes don't have to be expensive to be nice...over expensive labels on clothing don't matter to me..who cares if you wear inexpensive clothing...Just so they look nice and are respectful....it doesn't matter the cost...affordable is always good...

some women's clothing is way too revealing and that is very disrespectful and looks bad...I believe so anyway....lol...

My Grandparents and a few others in my family who love and care about me have always dressed nicely.....They have taught me that there is a time to dress very respectful and there are days you can just be casual.....

Nobody needs to be letting everything hang out of clothing!!!...haha!...it just doesn't look nice showing everything all the time....

Tank tops, very shortened shorts, very lowered revealing women's blouses, shortened tube tops revealing tummys are something that you can wear occasionally in the summer..but they just don't look that great to me....it's just my opinion...I just don't wear those...

I think that men/women/children/teenagers should always try to dress appropriately and something I call classy...You don't have to spend a lot of money purchasing clothing....and you can save money for clothing purchases..that's what I work toward......

dressing casual during summer days when i just go to the store or to run errands I just wear colorful plain t-shirts that cover up everything, capris(pants), flip-flops, sandals, shoes I just step into... I like colorful purses also! I like glitters and rhinestones that's all I have for sparkle...haha....

I don't wear much make-up in summer, too sweaty and a mess because the summer wind ruins it..so I don't wear much....I just tie my hair back and I am comfortable...it's ok just running errands or going to a store.....I think I just don't fuss with make-up and all that because I hurt a lot in summer from arthritis and I try to be as comfortable as possible.....

in winter I still suffer from arthritis pain in chilly cold weather, so I try to stay warm/comfortable and I will wear make-up then it will stay on.....

also in winter I like to wear longer jeans, boots(of any kind), shoes, nice warm socks, sweaters/sweat pants, longer sleeved clothing, sweat suits with shoes/socks, hats(that are warm) gloves, nice warm coats... and scarves...always be warm in winter!

I like colorful clothing,...I mainly like blues, turquoises, and greens....!...

wearing the color black is also a nice respectful color to wear it should always be very clean and you have to watch out for fuzzies on your black clothing at all times!...lint rollers are good items to have on hand when needed with wearing darker clothing!..

I wear the color black for special meetings, church, important events.i am always respectful and covered-up......i wear longish sleeved blouses, dress pants, and boots...I always wear make-up for these events and make sure my hair looks nice.....so I can stop by and say hello! or show respect to others....

clothing should always be nice and clean, not faded and no tears in clothing or stains in clothing...I have a few t-shirts that I wear just at home and I don't care when I am home or just working in the field or garden if those clothes look bad...who cares what you look like then right?!....haha....always wear whatever the heck you want at home I say! nobody's there....lol...

working in an occupation indoors you should always dress nicely and respectfully...working outside in an occupation that is hot and you get dirty or sweaty working...you can dress comfortably and wear pretty much anything that you don't mind getting ruined.....

stay cool working outdoors in hotter weather....dress warm in cold weather...Burr!

washing clothes is something I work on all the time...I wash at home and sometimes I have washed my clothing in town at the laundry when electricity went out...just take some quarters, take some extra money with you incase you need extras, your favorite laundry scent/soap, and softner...wash and dry..

i like to choose a favorite laundry soap scent that I enjoy----that is always fun to me!....I'm a nerd I know!...haha!

i also bring an inexpensive laundry basket to keep my clothing together in....dirty then clean!....I like Laundromats...they should always be spacious and comfortable,  well kept and clean too....they need to be cooler and air conditioned more....you have to set there and wait on your laundry to complete washing so I have taken a book to read, or magazine about crafting or cooking....while I have waited in the hot Laundromats...it gets terribly hot in summertime..

I take a bath/shower everyday and I like to be nice and clean..i like bar soap/bath gels..in my favorite nice scents...

shampooing/drying, brushing my hair, and keeping it looking it's best is something I think needs to be completed....

I like to always make sure my nails are clean, shaped/filed, and look nice...I like polish mostly...I have a bad habit of biting my nails it's from stress and worrying..I've been biting my nails since I was a little girl...it's a bad habit I need to work on stopping.... 

I always smell nice at all times...I know that most people cannot afford to bathe everyday, but I think a bath every few days is needed if possible...we should always try to look our best and smell our best!....haha!..I don't ever want to stink or smell bad...I don't ever want people to say about me: "She stinks! shoo-wee!"...haha!

above all, the most important thing i want to ever achieve in dressing appropriately is to dress CLASSY, CLEAN, and RESPECTFULLY at all times...

julie













Saturday, August 22, 2015

magic towel, puzzles, games, and word searches...

My Grandparents have been having a lot of people stop by the house in droves for the past couple of months...all kinds of people they haven't seen in years..they call them, they stop by/talk to them...We can't figure out why it is almost everyday...My Grandpa has dementia but he is not seriously sick or anything...it is annoying to them and my Grandma is exhausted some days.....

She got a phone call from an unknown man and he was mean to her on the phone one day...He kept asking her who is this?! and she wouldn't tell him who she was and he got angry and hateful with her...then he asked where my Grandpa was...so she asked who are you?....He smarted off something hateful to her and she hung up on him....It scared her and made her upset!....these people make me very scared and upset...I worry about my Grandparents all the time!....People need to leave them alone they are old and tired...these people make me soooo angry! losers.

Nosey new neighbors across the road keep staring at us when we are at her house outside and they drive by all the time staring...they stop everything they are working on across the road and start watching us outside on the lawn whatever we are working on in the field, and they start driving by non-stop..then when she goes to the mailbox they try and talk to her....it scares them...those people are so annoying....and weird.

anyway....

Took my Grandma to town for errands yesterday.....we went to Dollar Tree too...

I purchased these items....

I found Magic Towel...they are compressed wash cloths formed into a disk enclosed in plastic...tear away plastic, then you place them in very warm water and a wash cloth will unfold...they have them in all kinds of cartoon characters and I purchased a few...very neato!

 a bar of soap for my bath/shower...it smells very nice.

new toothbrush...they need to be thrown away every few months for cleanliness..i already had toothpaste at home...

I also found plenty of puzzles to piece together that are in boxes..you piece the pieces together and form the picture on the box....I have used puzzle glue on the backs of the puzzles before when I have completed them and you can keep the pieces together and your picture!....My Grandma purchased a few puzzles also..she likes those as well....

i found a board game and a card game to purchase---those were near the puzzles and i like those....

the last item I found was just a few word search books...Kappa was the brand I think.

I like all kinds of word search books...Many brands that I like are" Garfield the Cat, Penny and Dell Press, Kappa and Bendon word search books...just any brand I like them all !...I like to work the word searches with pencils, pens, and markers....

all of those items I purchased for just about $10 !!!

Julie











Thursday, August 20, 2015

starting over....

People go through a lot of things in life...some bad, hurt you,  some good, some alter your life, some change things in your life.....

There are a lot of bad things or bad influences in your life you need to expel from your life to better yourself....before it takes away all good things you have and all good things on the way to you....

Bad habits, bad thoughts, addictions to bad things, people who endanger your life and people who continually bring bad things into your life, or when you yourself bring bad things into your life it needs to stop!....they need to leave your life so you can continue on and live better..

Many people have to start over and when they want to change for the better---for themselves, or their loved ones they can make adjustments, drastic changes, cleanse themselves of all poisons in their body, mind, or just regular day to day lives....

Starting over can be scary for everyone---

meeting new people who are good and want and wish to change your life for the better or people who inspire you to be better are a good reason to want to change your life for the good.

allowing all kinds of new good things and good people into your life and not being scared of them changing you from your bad ways is the right thing to wish for and work toward....

knowing that there are people who are good and will never judge you for past mistakes is something you need to keep thinking about...Anytime you want to make good changes and seek out goodness for all areas in your life good people love and support those good wishes, goals, and ideas...

bettering yourself is inspiring to others going through the same things you are!...

learning new things that are good----

picking up good habits like new hobbies, new occupations to work on, finding God/religion..reading the Bible, finding love and someone good who cares for you and someone good that inspires you that you can love is always wonderful!

 it can be many of these people---- a new friend, acquaintance, co- worker who makes you laugh, or a loved one..just having them in your life will help change your life....when they are good.

Knowing that you can build a solid foundation for your life just by bringing good into your life when you have never before had a solid foundation in your life is beautiful! but only you can bring that to yourself by taking away bad things, evil people, and bad influences in your life so you can move on and go on to better good things for yourself...

learning to care about yourself, animals, loved ones, and all things good will change you for the better..

learning to care for animals of all types and having a pet with you and to always care for and always love is a good thing for you....my pets make me laugh and inspire me everyday when I have them there to take care of....they love you no matter what and never judge you....

learning a good trade in a job occupation and learning all kinds of good things that are available in the occupational areas of life are good...a person must always work and strive to stay busy in life working on good things and working a occupation....

you have to allow good things into your life so you can go on and change for the better..don't continually restrict good things that will change your life for better...if you never allow goodness into your life you will never have happiness...

Taking away all the evil bad things allows for the beautiful wonderful things to be in your life....

Bad people have a way of changing your life..they can hurt you, depress you, manipulate you, lie, steal, and cheat you, they can introduce bad things/evil people to you...and they can break your heart....all are awful......but breaking your heart hurts the most...this can lead to a lot of upsets, sadness and change you to bad or depress you...it can lead to addictions, low self-esteem, and just totally ruin your life and ruin everything.....

you have to learn how to rid your life of all these bad feelings and bad things....to feel better and change for the better...seek out good things and good people continually...seek help for addictions and seek help for bad feelings....

But I like to think of the good people who you will find when you do the right thing and how much they can change you and better your life...you have to want to change first and then you will find all the goodness for yourself....You have to look for good, be inspired by good, and change for not only yourself but for the good......

set good goals that you wish to achieve for yourself and your life..you can write those down on paper and work on them everyday...it may take a while but you can try and make good things happen in life....keep trying..keep on keepin on!

whenever you decide to make good changes and work toward good sets of goals and all these good things you know need to happen for your life...you will have those good people and things be brought to your life...

working on and striving to move on with your life to a good future that only you can make happen by trying to make changes for the good in your life is a good thing!...Looking to the future and never looking back to the past is a wonderful way to go on and start over for the better!

I only wish the best for everyone and I know that when people start over and work toward the better for their lives it makes me happy for them and happy for the world...

julie

Wednesday, August 19, 2015

watching cartoons......

Well...had company that unexpectedly stopped by last night....annoying.

One of the redneck kinfolks stopped and walked to the porch...he asked if he could have a pain pill!!!

I have NEVER had pain pills and I have NEVER took pain pills...so I'm thinking:" What is up with this idiot?!! " he kept rubbing his jaw and said he had a toothache! spooky..

I just looked at him and I said:" No I don't!" and I went back in the house....sick and tired of this crap!

anyway....I watched a few cartoons yesterday and I watched Scooby Doo and Heathcliff....I loved those 2 cartoons as a small child and I still like them all....

I had a Scooby Doo figurine from my childhood I forgot to place on the list last couple of blog posts...I love Scooby Doo and the mysteries they solved on the cartoon...He is a funny dog he reminds me sometimes of Goofball my dog!....lol..

Scooby Doo is my favorite cartoon dog!

many of the figurines I mentioned I had found from my childhood collecting were from cartoons I watched back then...

I like watching cartoons....

Tuesday, August 18, 2015

field work and tractors....

Kinda feeling blah today....Ready for summer to end.

Many people have been hauling hay bales and taking it to closer pasture to stack and store it..Round and square all sizes....

My grandparents have their hay all hauled and I know they are happy that is completed.

Had to have a machinery mechanic look at the tractors so we can start planting wheat seed...He worked on them and drove out to the field near their home and worked on them...It is very rare to find machinery mechanics that will drive out to your field...you usually have to haul your equipment into a repair store to be worked on....

we need more machinery mechanics that will drive out to the fields and work on things because it is very difficult to load and haul equipment that isn't working properly....I'd like to be able to repair everything myself and I become stressed because there just are not many mechanics locally that can drive out to the field and repair things....He was paid for gas, parts, and his work....

we have to purchase wheat seed and then we can start planting wheat....it's a lot of peace and quiet when you can start a tractor and plant a crop dawn til dusk taking breaks in between planting..listen to the radio sometimes if you have one in your tractor..it's good to focus on farming/planting and try to forget your troubles or any worries you may have....

just to be able to get out there into a field and work on the tractor....complete your work sometimes late day or in the dark....go home and sleep..listen to the crickets chirp....that's field work in the fall season...just peaceful....

gotta get more diesel...it is expensive!

then we have to work on the Dew-eze on the feed truck before winter feeding starts for the livestock and that is something that HAS TO BE completed!....always something to work on and complete....

a few of the tractors we have used in the past years have been:

John Deere
Case
Farmall
New Holland

I like all of them.....some are enclosed (have cab) some are not enclosed(don't have cab)....some have air conditioning..some don't....

I have a John Deere cap(hat) that I wear when I go into the field and help out.....It is a pretty green and yellow...

farming and agriculture are things that I dearly love and I support all farmers who feed the world and help clothe the world (cotton)....it is always a good thing to farm good vegetable crops, grains, and cotton for clothing, canola for cooking....

peanuts are something that my Grandpa was farming also for many years and I know all about peanut butter recipes and peanut butter sandwiches.....haha!

Monday, August 17, 2015

made in the u s a.....job creation for all...good ideas....

I support all countries...I only wish the best for all countries, nations, lands, and good people who work/try to do the right thing!

Every country needs to prosper and try to become much better for itself and always work on improving not only for their country and their people, but for the world as well....

jobs, work, occupations are scarce all over the world and many are very poor....Jobs are scarce here in the USA as well and many are poor here too....People need factories/companies and the ability to work here and create many products made here to help our country and it's work force...

to create jobs many people need to gather up all the ideas they can think of to create factories/companies, items, and jobs that stay here in our country, and in other countries they can make jobs for their own people..so we can trade goods that are created and every country in the world can prosper....and people will be able to work, have a paycheck, support themselves, their families and survive life.

it is very tough for any person to live and thrive in this world without jobs and paychecks for working every day at a factory, store, company...

agricultural jobs, textiles, factories, companies all kinds of good things can all be created not just here in the USA but in every country by thinking up good ideas and working with others who are like-minded and want to create jobs for their people...

one thing I like to see is items in the stores that say Made in the USA because I know it is my own country and I wish for there to be many jobs here for people so we can support our country and the people here won't suffer and be in poverty...

I also support all nations but I just wish for good things for the USA it's my country..I think every person wants the best for their own country too...it has had many issues and we need to improve it...so has the state I live in...it needs to be better....and needs continual work as all things do....many people are very poor...*sadness* 

job creation all starts with great ideas, many people working on making those ideas prosper and the know how to get these great jobs started!

great ideas----we need this here, people would purchase/support this item or good in a store here/there/everywhere.....we create this like this or these jobs are needed here/there/everywhere....you know like that...

many great ideas make good things go through and create a work force....

People just need to gather together and work on great ideas...everyone's idea counts to creating jobs....gathering information to get started on the way to job creation...it betters each individual country, every life, and the world....so we can all thrive and survive.

I believe that every country/nation, state, city, small town, can be made better and fixed to correct problems and issues like no jobs and poverty...it just takes a good idea, many others, and the know how to get it started! everyone needs to try and achieve great things...

every country has the ability to prosper and every person deserves the right to have a chance at having a job to have a paycheck to survive and care for others...

julie



Sunday, August 16, 2015

fickle, self obsessed, snobby people....

People can be fickle and snobby.

Friends, acquaintances and even family members can be this way...they have in my life.Even some people you may not even know can be this way as well...

it is very hurtful....and you have to always look out for these kinds of people....

People who you have been friends with and even family members.....nothing is and never will be ever good enough.

I have had so many problems with this in my life...Whenever they want something from you and they are having bad fortune they have time for you and want to be in your life at all times and talk to you about all their troubles and want you to feel sorry for them...especially if you have a few extra dollars they think you will gift them...

And when they have good fortune and plenty of money they do not have time for you or will even speak to you at all and basically it is I don't have time for you!....they are self obsessed.

nobody was ever there when I needed someone to talk to in my times of sadness...and nobody was there to listen to my upsets...

and I have never ever asked anyone for money at all like they have all asked me and I never will ask people for money..i have way more class than that!...I just told them No I won't give you the only few extra dollars I have..because I know what they were all about....greed and bad things.

it is sad when you learn that is all some people want to be friends and family members with you for is something like a few extra dollars they can steal or try to take from you and just want you to listen to their problems...and to use you for anything they can take from you...oh well...they lost me...I am too good for them and their stupidity!

I don't have time for those people in my life and I don't have time for snobby people in my life either! kicked to the curb! out of my life!

those snobby people who be little others, make fun of others and think they are better than others---I will never speak with or even let them set at a table with me...they want to set at a table and tell me how great they are and how much money they have.....I don't care and I don't wanna hear all about it...they just brag and carry on with their obsession with money, material things and themselves....*eye roll* annoying!....

I just think.." Well, can we talk about something else other than yourself and your money and everything you have? "...oh, how rich you are snobs!..who gives a damn?!...i don't! enough is enough! go tell somebody who cares..because I don't...funny thing is there's probably a lot of other people who don't care either! everybody is tired of it...haha!

they will say to you: "Oh I have this and I have that! "...and I say: "Oh well and I don't care!" lol.

I cannot stand that snobby self obsessed crap! I don't care! It was in school, it was in friendships, in family members..so I just stopped being near those people and avoid them always..too much stress..too much bragging...and too many superficial people....hangers-on.

tired of it all....

I do not like snobs, jealousy, and snobby behavior...people with those kind of attitudes just make me sick...*puke*....annoying and superficial people I do not like....people who are all about money and material things are annoying and do not know what life should be about.....and they sure don't know how to be good friends or good family members!!! 

people who use others for money, attention, or anything at all are idiots..and I will not ever allow myself to be near such awfulness...those people will tear you down and ruin your life..all bad with them....

people obsessed with money, power, attention, and themselves are also people I will not ever allow myself to have to be near either...too annoying.

if you place yourself, money, power, or attention on a pedestal you will be left with nothing...

julie