Monday, November 7, 2011

earthquakes/tornados now....

Heard this song yesterday on the radio,on my tv satellite stations...just found this random video..cool song love it

Wow....it just cracks me up how everytime there is a natural disaster some preachers start yelling:"It's the end of the world! Pray! for your souls Jesus is coming!"...oh whatever!....give me a break....there's been natural disasters going on for centuries and all the death,murder,crazy people,and destruction crap has been too...you just never hear about it....it's too old news won't sell...once again..news media at work...lol...god i like to hate on them don't i?... ;)

these preachers don't know when the end of the world is coming or any of that...it was online here somewhere i saw a preacher/religious nuts group calling for the end of the world because we had earthquakes here in Oklahoma....LOL...well...do they not believe all  those F5 tornados we have every year or so are worthy of end of the world coming tall-tales?...Pssh!...Haha! they crack me up..guess our tornados can't compare to earthquakes?....

i think most of us here in Oklahoma think the earthquakes aren't so scarey...we deal w/F5 tornado threats all the time..now THAT is something to be scared of...Looking up into the sky or across the field and seeing a huge mile wide whirlwind of black clouds/debris tornado sucking up everything in it's path and coming for you?...yeah that's something to be scared of....

Speaking of tornados supposed to be here today....oh well

off to work...in the rain, it's lightning now!

xoxo

Sunday, November 6, 2011

earthquakes.......

Just got home 2 hours ago...lol...we all went to the bar last night for open mic night...I played my guitar and sang..it's fun doing that and listening to everyone else..for me singing/playing has always been like opening a window to my mind and letting all the stress/worries/negativity outta there...it just goes away...i really believe music has healing properties....just like after i had that horrible pain from broken bones that year i listened to instrumental/spa music to get through the pain and it helped at night...but my mind is always counting notes & key changes when i listen to ANY kind of music...so maybe it made me focus on that instead of the unbearable pain?..who knows?

I took Cody & Uncle Pete home a few hours ago....they were pretty drunk and restless so i made sure they got home...lol...i drove them both home and helped them into their houses....I just love taking care of people...it makes me feel great that i got them home safe,to make sure they are ok..don't let them hurt themselves or fall.....there's nothing sadder than people not watching out for others you know?.....so they get drunk and rowdy?..big deal, that's normal in my family!....lol.....i like taking care of them...it makes me giggle at the stuff they say and do....unless they get violent..then..well....i don't know...haha!.....

we had another earthquake last night at 11pm...we're getting pretty good ones on the scale they said...it shook a shelf last night and some glasses on the bar...everyone was like:"Wow!..what the hell?!"....haha..they probably thought they were imagining things......

somebody said they thought it could be from the oil/gas companies "fracking" for natural gas..causing the earthquakes?..but i don't know...could be..we're just all amazed to experience an earthquake/tremor..we never have those here!...it's funny....lol...they start east of OKC and travel all the way over here to western oklahoma...craziness....

i think there is a fault line here by the mountains anyway...Call the seismograph people!..haha!...they have some cool graph print-outs after they drive over your land w/that truck...interesting stuff to check-out....

work to do today and yes,i did manage to set my clock back before i left last night.....I think today, i am going to go ahead and see if the gas station is open  at 5:45am,and go fill up the truck w/gas before this week starts,that way i won't have to waste time stopping and worrying w/it...

i'm running on 2 hours of sleep but it's my fault for staying out so late last night and singing/playing..had fun though..i'll catch a nap or so sometime today....it's sunday! ;)

kisses.

Friday, November 4, 2011

laundry friday night.....

Just got back from a long work-related drive...I usually miss my road signs and get lost or something..it's confusing...but i'm mainly a smalltown driver..you know one lane of traffic down Main Street...lol....i have to read my maps and plot/plan,because that Onstar crap just isn't too reliable...Luckily i am pretty good w/knowing my directions in any given spot or place..just when i drive down a driveway that dips downward  then turns all different directions in a town do i get lost....other than that, i can look at the sun or moon and kinda determine which way is NORTH-SOUTH-EAST-WEST if i get confused...lol

We had to drive the 3-4hrs there,way north of Stillwater to buy a movable livestock chute that Grandpa had bought from a guy up way north of Stillwater...so we been gone all day....We got there at 9am and bought it,loaded it and the man asked us:"So,ya'll are from out western Oklahoma huh?"..we said :"yeah" He went on:"They say that's tough livin' out that way,tough people,tough weather,tough ranching..ya'll deserve a damn badge of honor for managing that out that way."....LOL....we just laughed...

I said:"Yeah..i guess you could say that"...i never really thought about it,but i do remember meeting some people from OKC one time that said they got told the same thing...lol...I guess we deserve a prize!....haha..we must be pretty tough to survive living out here our entire lives...when they say the people are tough..that's true..kinda mean..so i guess when i've thought that all my life,i wasn't just guessing..it's a matter of fact....so that explains that.

Found out last night when DadChad called that he's got moved back to work down here closer to home,but back out by Dalhart,TX..well in between Dalhart & Amarillo...but anyway he's closer than Montana!...he should be back there by monday he said,it's supposed to be pouring rain from here to Amarillo on monday but he'll get there safe i'm sure....

didn't dare tell him about crazy hillbilly relatives antics this week..because he totally flips out about them and loses it..i just hope he doesn't find out about them yelling that stuff at us about him being a former drug-addict & other stuff he's done...(like they(Sandy/Barbara) aren't & haven't been?)whatever!..i don't know why they yelled that at us?

Were we supposed to be embarrassed? or upset? or hate him? or what? FAIL LOSERS!..yawn.....we already knew about the really wild stuff..he told us already & told us to NEVER try any of the crazy stupid drugs/stuff he's done..that he wants better for us and it would kill him to see us go down that dark road he did....he said it's a low place mentally & emotionally,he was very depressed/unhappy the whole time,and that he doesn't ever want us involved in it because he loves us...he also said it's a waste of money,time and years from your life...not to mention, dangerous....so he just drinks/smokes now...

he was honest about it all...according to stories we've heard from others in town,i'm sure we don't even know half of all he's done...but we don't give a crap he did all that wild stuff we love him regardless..who cares? that's in his past..he just drinks now...and we don't care..big deal....

they're so ignorant and stupid..they better pray he doesn't find out they said that crap about him and all the other stupid stuff they threatened...oh god i hope he doesn't find out they yelled that to us!..yikes!..i'm seriously afraid that if he finds out they said that he will lose it and go after them...it won't be pretty....it will get very bad....he already hates those crazy b*tches anyway..everyone hates them...

i'm not telling him ANYTHING about it..the only person who might tell him is Cody,and that's only because he wants to see him get crazy.....too dangerous when he loses it like that...

staying home tonight and doing all my week's worth of laundry--towels/clothes/sheets.....lavender & vanilla scented detergent & softner the best! ;) ..i need to stay outta that cold wind,sleep,and take my cold medicine...

xoxo

Thursday, November 3, 2011

dusty cold wind......

It's freezing and i've still got this cold flu thing this morning...guess i will take some more Thera-flu honey lemon packets today to get through work..The wind got really blustery yesterday and it was freezing by 6pm...we were all still working the wednesday sale riding pens, and helping unload trailers when the sky turned cloudy, dark blue, the wind hit and it blew that dust everywhere..it gets all over you and you have this gritty dirt in your mouth,you breathe in dirty cold wind--after you get done working for the day..i love it though...lol..but it's a good recipe for pneumonia when it gets cold like this.. ;(

Since it's just a given that if Harrell can get off work on wed,thurs,or fridays he will take off and drive right to the sale to annoy me & Sarah...all the freaking time...we were ready for him yesterday and hid behind the door that goes from the cafe in the sale barn to the arena where the sale takes place...so we were hiding behind the door,and we could hear him walking down the hall and we tried so hard to not just crack up laughing so as he got closer we both jumped out and yelled:"BOO!" ----he jumped & then he screamed like a girl!!!! LOL..i mean, he sounded exactly like a scared woman screaming.....it was kinda like:"UH...Harrell screams higher-pitch than we do! and we're girls!"

so naturally, we just broke down rolling on the floor almost and  i couldn't contain my giggles...i just broke down and giggled for 30 minutes..everytime we would look at Harrell i just couldn't take it..i couldn't stop laughing...he got all mad and says:"OMG!..what the hell?! you scared the crap outta me!"...i started giggling and i told him:"Harrell, can you sing soprano?"....haha!...then he laughs:"You're so cute when you're evil to me julia!"...lol..*eyeroll*...

you had to hear that scream.....everyone in the sale barn kinda looked over at him like--"What the hell?" "Harrell screams like a girl!"....bwahaha!...i really wish he would turn off the annoying/pestering he does to us....

after work i got home,took a shower, washed the stinky sale barn outta my hair,lit the fireplace,took some medicine for my cold/allergies..and fell asleep watching "GunSmoke" while i was in bed under the electric blanket..for some reason lately i have been watching that show on the western channel..it's so old..and it makes me sleepy..isn't that weird?...haha....i guess i finally stopped listening to that wind howl..it sounds like a million screeches or yelling or something when it blows like that...kinda spooky to me....

good stuff though..along w/my love for old Gene Autry/Roy Rogers re-runs on there..thanks Grandpa! for telling us about those good shows....i love old stuff..old tv,old music,old styles,old clothes..i was born 100 years too late i swear....must be why my house is full of antiques?...i want to sorta have old stuff from another time w/me always.....is that strange or what?.... 

in other news,my new puppy brings up all kinds of objects in my yard....yesterday when i got home i counted 18 things in the yard!...he's been collecting things and putting them in the yard...he drags up everything he can find from old gloves,rocks,tree limbs,cow horns,roadkill(gross!) and bones..i don't mind the bones, as long as i can determine they aren't human(LOL!)..kinda worries me sometimes...indian burial grounds are unknown everywhere around here....he goes roaming all over the pasture and digs,or up on the hill..he's so cute though...

i think he's bringing me gifts,an offering, or something,because cats & dogs will do that when they live outside they appreciate you take care of/love them..i've heard it's a thank you they bring to you...who knows?only they know what they are doing...it's cute though!..i just laugh about it and tell him thank you...lol..Coyotes have finally stopped eating the dog food..they walk right up to the pasture fence and howl now...i guess the rains finally helped things get better...

anyway gotta go to work sale day #2..

love,Julie

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

who cares?...opinions are worthless....

People's opinions have never mattered to me...they're all full of BS...Everyone thinks they know it all pretty much...sure they're entitled to their opinions...but i just don't care what anyone thinks or wants me to listen to out of their mouths/brains...People are bitter and vindictive and w/this economy they are only getting worse...i'm like:"Yeah...ok..whatever you wanna say people...blah..blah..you gave your 2 cents of worthless opinion now get outta my face."

Seems like all anybody wants to do is---pick fights w/others,humiliate them,bring them down,abuse them,be jealous,mouth them....they could look at something so original and beautiful and call it trash or ugly, just because they are feeling sorry for themselves....and don't wanna appreciate the real beauty in anyone or anything..they start bitching and whining before they even know what it is....and it's just not here in the US..i talked to a friend from another country yesterday and she was telling me the same thing...i take it that the whole world is having these kinda "people issues" and money problems....

Anymore you have to dress like a bum all the time to go out in public and look the part to blend in w/all the jealous idiots..never talk about money or good things in your life..because that brings out the bitter in them all...even tiny things like a new pair of shoes..needs to be kept to yourself i think...i just try to act broke all the time...LOL....especially around those lazy hillbilly relatives of mine(Sandy&Barbara-old crazy lazy,dangerous thief hags) who are dangerous jealous of EVERYTHING..

i could pay $5 for a pair of socks and they would say i paid $100 for them..then make up lies about you...they just take the cake when i say insane...they think everyone owes them everything...handouts all the time..they never change...we ignore and avoid their mouthing,heckling,jealous sh*t...it's like:(Oh yawn...here we go again w/the jealousy stuff for the 1zillionth time)it gets old really fast...and it's not just them it's other people around here too....i do not like them..

stealing has got bad..mouthing has got bad...jealousy has got bad...it's kinda as if you have to walk around on eggshells all the time w/most people..no matter how nice you are to them..they don't appreciate it when the bitter claws come out...which is why i avoid people i kinda suspect of being that way....I feel bad the way the economy is and how people don't have jobs and no $ and i want the best for everybody....it angers me like everyone else...but i'm tired of the bitterness,the hate,jealous sh*t....it's getting old..for the most part i try to stay away from town and those crazy people....i don't wanna hear it...

nobody owes anyone anything...sure,we wanna help out w/the Angel Tree gifts this year as always,the church Thanksgiving Christmas dinner donations and donate to the shelters as always...but the last thing i want or need is someone hating on any of us because we're ok...it really hurts when you get mouthy threats for nothing you have ever done...and to think people are so jealous they get irate to the point they turn to that..when we have never done anything but treat everyone kind, and respect them....that's what greed will do to them..

Grandpa said to forget their mouthing off and just keep right on walking...lol...then he said the ones doing all the smart-ass jealous stuff are the ones that always have thought everyone owed them something...he said:"They're showing their asses...if they wanna act like trash let 'em...don't give a piss what they think."..and he's right..half of them being so jealous are the ones that never want to better themselves anyway..they see you have something or some $ and then demand you give them money or let them have everything you have worked hard for....not happening...

He said there's 3 things that will ALWAYS start a fight:
Politics
Religion
Money

so i always avoid those topics...even when people bring that stuff up..i go:"oh..i don't know i never pay attention..who cares."..and i go on...

a person can't give a sh*t what anyone thinks or says about them or anything they do..because they all got a mouth and like to run it..give their 2 worthless cents about your life,business,etc...i don't care what anybody says or thinks about me..i just don't...never have and i guess that's what makes those hillbillies so mad...lol...i know i'm a good person and that's all that matters....

i just walk on and act like i never know what goes on....lol...because i truly do. not. care....i think they're all nutso anyhow..so i just go on and do my own thing...in my brain i try to make most the negative people/stuff that sorta annoys me non-existent...i have a very bad temper so if  i don't let it go and laugh about it..you will see fireworks and it gets bad...i have inherited my hot-headed as hell temper from my family...and it's a bad one....

nobody wants all that damn drama in their face all the time,bitching,mouthing,and all the picking you apart all the time..i don't care...if they don't like something i do, or something i say, that's their problem not mine...LOL...they're just not tolerable in my world.....

xoxo