Just got back from a long work-related drive...I usually miss my road signs and get lost or something..it's confusing...but i'm mainly a smalltown driver..you know one lane of traffic down Main Street...lol....i have to read my maps and plot/plan,because that Onstar crap just isn't too reliable...Luckily i am pretty good w/knowing my directions in any given spot or place..just when i drive down a driveway that dips downward then turns all different directions in a town do i get lost....other than that, i can look at the sun or moon and kinda determine which way is NORTH-SOUTH-EAST-WEST if i get confused...lol
We had to drive the 3-4hrs there,way north of Stillwater to buy a movable livestock chute that Grandpa had bought from a guy up way north of Stillwater...so we been gone all day....We got there at 9am and bought it,loaded it and the man asked us:"So,ya'll are from out western Oklahoma huh?"..we said :"yeah" He went on:"They say that's tough livin' out that way,tough people,tough weather,tough ranching..ya'll deserve a damn badge of honor for managing that out that way."....LOL....we just laughed...
I said:"Yeah..i guess you could say that"...i never really thought about it,but i do remember meeting some people from OKC one time that said they got told the same thing...lol...I guess we deserve a prize!....haha..we must be pretty tough to survive living out here our entire lives...when they say the people are tough..that's true..kinda mean..so i guess when i've thought that all my life,i wasn't just guessing..it's a matter of fact....so that explains that.
Found out last night when DadChad called that he's got moved back to work down here closer to home,but back out by Dalhart,TX..well in between Dalhart & Amarillo...but anyway he's closer than Montana!...he should be back there by monday he said,it's supposed to be pouring rain from here to Amarillo on monday but he'll get there safe i'm sure....
didn't dare tell him about crazy hillbilly relatives antics this week..because he totally flips out about them and loses it..i just hope he doesn't find out about them yelling that stuff at us about him being a former drug-addict & other stuff he's done...(like they(Sandy/Barbara) aren't & haven't been?)whatever!..i don't know why they yelled that at us?
Were we supposed to be embarrassed? or upset? or hate him? or what? FAIL LOSERS!..yawn.....we already knew about the really wild stuff..he told us already & told us to NEVER try any of the crazy stupid drugs/stuff he's done..that he wants better for us and it would kill him to see us go down that dark road he did....he said it's a low place mentally & emotionally,he was very depressed/unhappy the whole time,and that he doesn't ever want us involved in it because he loves us...he also said it's a waste of money,time and years from your life...not to mention, dangerous....so he just drinks/smokes now...
he was honest about it all...according to stories we've heard from others in town,i'm sure we don't even know half of all he's done...but we don't give a crap he did all that wild stuff we love him regardless..who cares? that's in his past..he just drinks now...and we don't care..big deal....
they're so ignorant and stupid..they better pray he doesn't find out they said that crap about him and all the other stupid stuff they threatened...oh god i hope he doesn't find out they yelled that to us!..yikes!..i'm seriously afraid that if he finds out they said that he will lose it and go after them...it won't be pretty....it will get very bad....he already hates those crazy b*tches anyway..everyone hates them...
i'm not telling him ANYTHING about it..the only person who might tell him is Cody,and that's only because he wants to see him get crazy.....too dangerous when he loses it like that...
staying home tonight and doing all my week's worth of laundry--towels/clothes/sheets.....lavender & vanilla scented detergent & softner the best! ;) ..i need to stay outta that cold wind,sleep,and take my cold medicine...
xoxo
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