One thing I have learned is that you can't let people intimidate you with threats or harassment.Because a lot of crooked people work off intimidation....trying to scare you..thinking they are entitled to bully you around because they think you can be scared.
I don't think anyone should be made to feel scared or frightened of trying to live their life.I don't like feeling scared and intimidated.I don't think it's fair to feel that way in your life.Sometimes I wonder how some people can go on living their lives without feeling so scared or intimidated.
I really think that it's cruel to treat someone so badly just because of who they may be related to or know...I NEVER bother anybody but yet,some people out there think it's just fine to bother me all the time or "try to" scare me...LOL!....
I think I should be able to pick and choose how I want to live my life and who I want to be in my life..and that makes me upset.
So don't ever go around and let people tell you what the hell you are gonna do or who you are going to see or who you want to be in your life....because that's NOT a life that's called ridiculous and sad.
oh woah is me...as usual....ridiculous all around.*eyeroll*
Just because I may be outspoken and won't back down from how I feel or what I believe in I WILL NOT be treated like an object or less than because I am just a girl who wants to speak her mind and know what her surroundings are...being scared is never going to control me...ever..
I learned A LONG time ago that being apart of this goofy family gave me nerves of steel....and taught me everything I needed to know about standing up for yourself and that I am going to continue doing....I stand up for people I believe in and love...who love me back!
I ADORE people who love me, respect me and respect my privacy and my beliefs which is what I think any American is entitled to! GOD BLESS AMERICA.
Dad thank you for teaching me how to be a strong person.I love you more than anything and hope to see you soon.
nite nite.
Wednesday, March 19, 2014
Tuesday, March 18, 2014
just life again...
Things have been CRAZY.
First off I don't even no where to begin.It's funny how your life can change in a matter of a few weeks.I can't talk about all the BS going on in my life...LOL!...There's way too much BS...Sometimes I think I can't stand anymore of it and then I throw my head back and laugh myself silly! always find laughter in the toughest times!..just be a silly like me.
When things get bad you gotta pick yourself up and go on and NEVER LOOK BACK.Which is something I have always done..since..well, FOREVER.So when a hurricane hits you like a ton of bricks..i just go:"Oh well here we go again" and I giggle and make fun of idiots that I don't want in my life and all that stupid stuff....Can you deal with this? Can I?....Hmm...I think I can.Because I just don't give a sshht!
One thing that really bothers me is I miss my Dad so much.I wish I could talk to him..But I can't...he's busy working I suppose.I wanted to see him at Christmas but I didn't get too...but things will get better I know.I think about how he told me that day he was proud of me and I could do anything I wanted to..if I wanted cows I could have cows and just because I am a girl people may try to tell me that I couldn't do something like that and he said i could have cows and do anything I wanted---not to ever let anyone tell me that i couldn't do something I wanted...because he believes in me and loves me that much!!! that means a lot to me he said that!
he also told me that day that I needed to start taking up for myself...and he was right....Haha!!! that makes me laugh myself silly.Because I am so much like him it's spooky.I even look a lot like him and I love that we look alike.I am so proud of my DadChad.He is the only reason I am alive and I love him for being my Daddy.I'm just his daughter and I am so proud that he is my Dad!
I look up to him because I think he is everything that I would want myself to be like.Because he is tough and he doesn't care what people think about him....I wish I was more like him.So I want to be that tough too.I will always be there for my Dad and whatever he needs help with I will help him and take care of him...because ya know what?...he would do the same for me..
But I can't talk to him yet because he is soooo busy but things are gonna be better soon!...I just hope I get to see him soon.I know I will...
I want to tell him that I love you Dad! I can't wait to give you the biggest hug in the world when I see you!
Families are the compass that guide us.
they are an inspiration.
hugs!!!
First off I don't even no where to begin.It's funny how your life can change in a matter of a few weeks.I can't talk about all the BS going on in my life...LOL!...There's way too much BS...Sometimes I think I can't stand anymore of it and then I throw my head back and laugh myself silly! always find laughter in the toughest times!..just be a silly like me.
When things get bad you gotta pick yourself up and go on and NEVER LOOK BACK.Which is something I have always done..since..well, FOREVER.So when a hurricane hits you like a ton of bricks..i just go:"Oh well here we go again" and I giggle and make fun of idiots that I don't want in my life and all that stupid stuff....Can you deal with this? Can I?....Hmm...I think I can.Because I just don't give a sshht!
One thing that really bothers me is I miss my Dad so much.I wish I could talk to him..But I can't...he's busy working I suppose.I wanted to see him at Christmas but I didn't get too...but things will get better I know.I think about how he told me that day he was proud of me and I could do anything I wanted to..if I wanted cows I could have cows and just because I am a girl people may try to tell me that I couldn't do something like that and he said i could have cows and do anything I wanted---not to ever let anyone tell me that i couldn't do something I wanted...because he believes in me and loves me that much!!! that means a lot to me he said that!
he also told me that day that I needed to start taking up for myself...and he was right....Haha!!! that makes me laugh myself silly.Because I am so much like him it's spooky.I even look a lot like him and I love that we look alike.I am so proud of my DadChad.He is the only reason I am alive and I love him for being my Daddy.I'm just his daughter and I am so proud that he is my Dad!
I look up to him because I think he is everything that I would want myself to be like.Because he is tough and he doesn't care what people think about him....I wish I was more like him.So I want to be that tough too.I will always be there for my Dad and whatever he needs help with I will help him and take care of him...because ya know what?...he would do the same for me..
But I can't talk to him yet because he is soooo busy but things are gonna be better soon!...I just hope I get to see him soon.I know I will...
I want to tell him that I love you Dad! I can't wait to give you the biggest hug in the world when I see you!
Families are the compass that guide us.
they are an inspiration.
hugs!!!
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Thursday, January 9, 2014
be nice girls....
Haven't been able to log into my blog for awhile...lol...That rhymes....yes I am a nerd...
I think something that has really been bothering me lately is how quickly girls you don't even know can be super jealous of you over the STUPIDEST things....or even hate you...why??!!!!
As my brother once told me:"Anytime you get a bunch of women together they will cat fight and be jealous of each other." and he has been right about all that!.....It's always women being jealous and judging each other or eyerolling behind your back.....when they don't even know you....
I know some nurses..trust me, they will tell you how all that goes...Haha...
I just don't get that....I've never been jealous of anyone or been snobby.....there's no need to be so tacky to people when life is so short...and especially judge someone you haven't ever met in your life because of what they do or don't do, or have or don't have...If someone doesn't have whatever or does have whatever...I don't care...oh, big woo who cares...
People need to base their opinions of someone on how they are as a person INSIDE not what they have or don't have or look like or don't look like.....BUT keep those opinions to yourself!!! nobody wants to hear all that nagging and bitching whining...boo hoo!
I wish all girls would be kinder to one another and stop giving all us other girls a bad name....when some of us(like me) are not that way at all....it's so easy to make great friends with guys..they don't bitch and moan all the time and nag about everyone and everything...I can't stand that crap from people...
throw a smile on your face and keep your mouth shut if you have nothing good to say about someone....it's that easy.
on a happier note I think I finally kicked my walking pneumonia to the curb...after I got the flu CHRISTMAS EVE...that was "lovely"*sarcastic face*
nite-nite
Monday, December 9, 2013
snow+ice= stuck at home
Totally been snowed/iced in for a week....roads so bad you can't drive anywhere.Had to have feed delivered in this past Thursday by feed company with a semi...could hardly make the curves around to the barn to unload!!!...dangerous.
ponds completely FROZE...ice skating?....um...better not....Haha!
It was 10 degrees Saturday morning and you talk about COLD!..Brr!...My internet has been acting crazy due to the ice freezing over my satellite so I gave up getting it to work...thawed yesterday so I can get online now..hopefully?
Need to get out there and do some MAJOR Christmas shopping I feel like this ice winter storm has put me way behind on getting anything like that done...Can't do anything but wait for the roads to unfreeze....lol...luckily the water well hasn't froze but my grandparents and my aunt&uncle's did.
can get out into the pastures to hay and feed with feed truck...but gotta be careful!
j.
ponds completely FROZE...ice skating?....um...better not....Haha!
It was 10 degrees Saturday morning and you talk about COLD!..Brr!...My internet has been acting crazy due to the ice freezing over my satellite so I gave up getting it to work...thawed yesterday so I can get online now..hopefully?
Need to get out there and do some MAJOR Christmas shopping I feel like this ice winter storm has put me way behind on getting anything like that done...Can't do anything but wait for the roads to unfreeze....lol...luckily the water well hasn't froze but my grandparents and my aunt&uncle's did.
can get out into the pastures to hay and feed with feed truck...but gotta be careful!
j.
Monday, December 2, 2013
men of few words....
Relieved to get Thanksgiving over...It's always rather stressful and hectic---as is Christmas which is on the way next.oh family time...*eyeroll*
Spent this past week with Grandparents...Didn't get to see Dad...I saw some vehicles at his house but I didn't stop...Weird I know but I just drove on past...I suppose whenever he wants to talk to me or stop by to see me he will...I'm really still kinda unsure of what's going on with him.
I've always wanted to just have a "normal" family...No second guessing, or craziness of the " bat sh*t crazy" variety kind!!!...lol..But oh no not me...I get the most stressful, confusing, insane family to belong to...but you can't pick your family as they say....I was born into this craziness...I don't know why I question it or that it even bothers me actually.....it's been this way my whole life.
I get my feelings hurt over the stupidest things sometimes involving them and it's just because they are all sooooo hard to figure out..They will say things or react in ways that I see as not caring enough or showing enough emotion and it confuses me....But I think that's just how it is with most men in the ranching/cowboy business...They don't show much emotion...quiet.
I will cry and cry to myself about something they don't say or do say to me about things because I take it that they don't appreciate me or think I'm just stupid when in fact I know that's not true..They'll say to me:"Why did you think that? I'd never think you were stupid." or they say:"Just because I haven't talked to you or been to see you doesn't mean I don't care about you.".....
Just men of few words in my family....See, I'm the only girl and it's kinda tough considering i'll be all emotional/pms and they're all business, serious and know ALL the ropes of the cattle business...yes..i'm still learning but I want to be taken seriously and at least shown that they do appreciate me...
In some weird way I want them all to be proud of me...I'm guessing it's because I look up to all of them as role models and I am watching them and learning more everyday.
maybe I need to just think like they do more often..show less emotion about things and not get so frustrated? be less insecure.stop over-thinking and over-analyzing.
freezing rain on the way this week and snow...yay!*sarcastic face*
Spent this past week with Grandparents...Didn't get to see Dad...I saw some vehicles at his house but I didn't stop...Weird I know but I just drove on past...I suppose whenever he wants to talk to me or stop by to see me he will...I'm really still kinda unsure of what's going on with him.
I've always wanted to just have a "normal" family...No second guessing, or craziness of the " bat sh*t crazy" variety kind!!!...lol..But oh no not me...I get the most stressful, confusing, insane family to belong to...but you can't pick your family as they say....I was born into this craziness...I don't know why I question it or that it even bothers me actually.....it's been this way my whole life.
I get my feelings hurt over the stupidest things sometimes involving them and it's just because they are all sooooo hard to figure out..They will say things or react in ways that I see as not caring enough or showing enough emotion and it confuses me....But I think that's just how it is with most men in the ranching/cowboy business...They don't show much emotion...quiet.
I will cry and cry to myself about something they don't say or do say to me about things because I take it that they don't appreciate me or think I'm just stupid when in fact I know that's not true..They'll say to me:"Why did you think that? I'd never think you were stupid." or they say:"Just because I haven't talked to you or been to see you doesn't mean I don't care about you.".....
Just men of few words in my family....See, I'm the only girl and it's kinda tough considering i'll be all emotional/pms and they're all business, serious and know ALL the ropes of the cattle business...yes..i'm still learning but I want to be taken seriously and at least shown that they do appreciate me...
In some weird way I want them all to be proud of me...I'm guessing it's because I look up to all of them as role models and I am watching them and learning more everyday.
maybe I need to just think like they do more often..show less emotion about things and not get so frustrated? be less insecure.stop over-thinking and over-analyzing.
freezing rain on the way this week and snow...yay!*sarcastic face*
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