Dad, I just want you to know that I would NEVER be mad at you over anything in this world wherever you are at I hope you are ok..i would never be mad at you over anything stupid people might say you have done or said...because I know you love me and you care about me!!!..don't be a silly!!! I love ya.
I wanna tell you about this I hope you can read this
I have 2 baby calves I am bottle feeding on powdered milk..One is a few months older than the other and the youngest one had some issues with it's leg and it's ears...but I think that calf is going to be just fine!!!..at first I thought how could this little calf ever make it to live...and I told myself that I wasn't going to give up on it and I kept thinking about it and the more I thought about it the more I realized that I could help it get better.....
it's had a tough time getting better...but it's on the mend right now....it had the scours gave it medicine...it's getting better scours are going away....I'm also giving it pellets NOT the molasses calf feed starter or anything like that because that will cause scours....so I really think it's going to be just fine....everything good happens in time..got to be patient and I have trouble with patience...need to work on my patience...it's going to be ok.
sometimes we worry about things so much for NO reason and nothing bad ever happens....because we need to let GOD take care of things like that for us and not to worry so much..that's what I think anyway....
I start thinking that everything bad is gonna happen and all this stupid stuff might happen but it never does so what I do is I need to not get so stressed...but stress happens and everybody gets stressed and cries about things...I do that I think most people do worry and stress and it's ok to cry...
been thinking about a lot of those silly boys from high school and how much we laughed about all the stupid hillbillies around our hometown...those guys were always better friends to me than those snobby girls and I appreciate those guys and I think about them a lot and I wish I could tell them I miss them...they always make me laugh because they have respected me and I want them to know that whenever I see them that I have always appreciated everything they have ever done or said to make me laugh or giggle because they are some of the funniest guys in the world I still remember all the crazy silly goofy stuff they have made me giggle about all those years ago....thanks for that!!!
I have a few friends that are girls miss you sillies too!!!
I wouldn't EVER be mad at those guys from highschool over anything they would do because they would never try to hurt me or anything and I wouldn't hurt them either...I'm confused about lying hillbilly crapola too!!!..help me!!! haha....
Sunday, April 6, 2014
Thursday, April 3, 2014
funny cat....
I almost forgot about what Punkin Cat did the other day...he always brings things to me he finds in the house..Today he brought me a dish scraper that you wash dishes with...anyway he picked it up in his mouth and brought it to me and put it on my bed and went to sleep...
he carries a little ball around in his mouth and he plays fetch with it just like a dog!!!...haha!!!...I laugh myself silly about that cat....he's always finding things around the house to bring me..he steals my hairbands and anything else he can find and that cat even steals things in the kitchen if you leave food sitting around you turn around and it's gone...
because that cat steals everything that's food and hides it in another room and eats it...Punkin Cat is always making a big mess somewhere...
love you.
he carries a little ball around in his mouth and he plays fetch with it just like a dog!!!...haha!!!...I laugh myself silly about that cat....he's always finding things around the house to bring me..he steals my hairbands and anything else he can find and that cat even steals things in the kitchen if you leave food sitting around you turn around and it's gone...
because that cat steals everything that's food and hides it in another room and eats it...Punkin Cat is always making a big mess somewhere...
love you.
stand up for who you love....
Sometimes it's tough to believe in yourself to do the right thing....when it seems you are standing alone...but you should always realize that it's usually not just you in any situation.....because lots of people put up with the same problems and get angry and tired of the same things...
I think people should always stand up for what they believe in and not care if they are standing alone...because as soon as you make that first step to stand up for what you believe in or what you are tired of or what someone is trying to annoy you with or any bad habits you may wanna kick to the curb....you'll always find that when you stand up you're never alone....
because a million other people all go through the same thing and the same habits or the same addictions or feelings....sure it's scary at first but you should NEVER be afraid to stand up for yourself and people you love....you can always save someone's life or your life when you stand up for what you feel needs to be done to make a good change...for your own life..or family and friends....or even people you don't know..
I think you should NEVER take anything less than what you deserve and that is what I'm talking about is never harming yourself or someone you love...you should never let the people you love in your life family and friends ever be taken away from you by addictions or by the harm of other people....because once you stand up for their lives and your own life you'll find that there are millions of other people who want to help because they are going through the same thing....
it's important to know that you should NEVER be scared to save someone's life or your own life from an addiction or something that could harm them...
if you are bored with life you should always try to help people and help save people from all the bad influential people and things in their life and save your own life too from drugs or things that may harm them...when you love family and friends you wanna save them and keep them away from all that bad yucky stuff because you want them in your life..(I love you friends and family you know who you are!!!)
so ALWAYS stand up for yourself and the people you love because that day can be the day you save their lives and your own.
nite nite.
I think people should always stand up for what they believe in and not care if they are standing alone...because as soon as you make that first step to stand up for what you believe in or what you are tired of or what someone is trying to annoy you with or any bad habits you may wanna kick to the curb....you'll always find that when you stand up you're never alone....
because a million other people all go through the same thing and the same habits or the same addictions or feelings....sure it's scary at first but you should NEVER be afraid to stand up for yourself and people you love....you can always save someone's life or your life when you stand up for what you feel needs to be done to make a good change...for your own life..or family and friends....or even people you don't know..
I think you should NEVER take anything less than what you deserve and that is what I'm talking about is never harming yourself or someone you love...you should never let the people you love in your life family and friends ever be taken away from you by addictions or by the harm of other people....because once you stand up for their lives and your own life you'll find that there are millions of other people who want to help because they are going through the same thing....
it's important to know that you should NEVER be scared to save someone's life or your own life from an addiction or something that could harm them...
if you are bored with life you should always try to help people and help save people from all the bad influential people and things in their life and save your own life too from drugs or things that may harm them...when you love family and friends you wanna save them and keep them away from all that bad yucky stuff because you want them in your life..(I love you friends and family you know who you are!!!)
so ALWAYS stand up for yourself and the people you love because that day can be the day you save their lives and your own.
nite nite.
my favorite color....
I'm thinking about painting my bedroom and moving rooms...I'm getting so bored with my bedroom.It's too dark and getting old..same room everyday...I need a change...And change is always good....
I think it's good to change up things all the time and paint things different and different colors...I LOVE to decorate and paint...I'm really good at that kinda creative stuff...I know how to match colors and pick out decorations all that kind of home interior stuff...it should match your personality and things you like...
everything I like is cowboy stuff that's me!!! :)
decorating and painting are 2 of my favorite things to do and think about....I like to go to the stores and pick out colors and paint samples and match them to decorations and things like that.
I've always loved colors and I like all kinds of colors to match your personality..everybody has different colors that are their favorite mine is BLUE of course!!!...everybody knows that I love Blue it's my good luck color!!! and my favorite...that's why I have the color Blue with me at all times...on a shirt or somewhere with me, any color of blue in the blue color wheel...all those watery blues or turquoises..all in the blue color wheel....
Blue is a happy and a calm color...it makes me feel calm to see the color blue because it makes me realize that everything is going to be ok.....Some colors are too bright and make me nervous or feel weird because it's a known fact that colors do affect your mood....I've read up on that stuff years ago...that's how I knew blue was for me....color of the sky and the ocean...water and air I guess...
Been thinking about my Dad...I love you DadChad.
I think it's good to change up things all the time and paint things different and different colors...I LOVE to decorate and paint...I'm really good at that kinda creative stuff...I know how to match colors and pick out decorations all that kind of home interior stuff...it should match your personality and things you like...
everything I like is cowboy stuff that's me!!! :)
decorating and painting are 2 of my favorite things to do and think about....I like to go to the stores and pick out colors and paint samples and match them to decorations and things like that.
I've always loved colors and I like all kinds of colors to match your personality..everybody has different colors that are their favorite mine is BLUE of course!!!...everybody knows that I love Blue it's my good luck color!!! and my favorite...that's why I have the color Blue with me at all times...on a shirt or somewhere with me, any color of blue in the blue color wheel...all those watery blues or turquoises..all in the blue color wheel....
Blue is a happy and a calm color...it makes me feel calm to see the color blue because it makes me realize that everything is going to be ok.....Some colors are too bright and make me nervous or feel weird because it's a known fact that colors do affect your mood....I've read up on that stuff years ago...that's how I knew blue was for me....color of the sky and the ocean...water and air I guess...
Been thinking about my Dad...I love you DadChad.
Wednesday, April 2, 2014
not a fake person!!!....
I think sometimes that if you are nice to people a lot of them tend to think you are a fake person..I guess it's because there's not too many nice people in the world sometimes...there's good and bad there will always be....but I think people need to believe that there really are NICE people in the world like me...I think I am a really nice person and I don't judge people or things like that...
it's not fair I don't think to say someone is not who they are when they know who they are in their heart...and that's true for a lot people....It hurts my feelings sometimes when people go around saying I'm fake just because I am so nice...they don't know who I am and I will be really nice to them and they will roll their eyes or something and say:"yeah right" or something tacky like that to me when I am speaking to them face to face....
really hurts my feelings...when clearly I am speaking face to face with someone and they stand there and do the whole snobby attitude...but oh well it's their loss because they don't know a good girl when they see one....
I don't judge people for anything at all they do ever...so don't treat someone someway because of how you think they are when you don't know them....
they say I judge people? I don't judge people...they say I like this? or I like that? or I do this? or I do that??? uh hello?! when I laugh the whole time because they don't know me at all...
I must be really boring for people to make up all that stuff about me...haha..probably because I really am that boring..and I don't care.
this girl--ME...ummm..never have been any of those things they think I am or want me to be...keep on daydreaming...sorry to ruin your fairytale daydream that I'm the way you wish I was...
I laugh about all the stupid rumors and lies saying I do drugs or I'm in love with so and so, or I'm having a baby, or I'm gay..or I have 20 kids...
listen:Attention everybody!!!
i'm not gay and I never have been.
I don't have any kids and I don't want any.
i never have done any drugs..(people shouldn't do drugs)
I've never slept around with anyone.
I don't want to be married.
I don't judge people for any of those things.
jealous, jealous, jealous of me...
so sick of this smalltown crapola....*eyeroll*
some people have way too much time on their hands to sit around and make up lies about stupid idiotic stuff...I just laugh at it...
because I am not and never will be who you want me to be...I am my own person and that is a good sweet nice person who never judges people or thinks bad of people I don't even know.
love ya.
it's not fair I don't think to say someone is not who they are when they know who they are in their heart...and that's true for a lot people....It hurts my feelings sometimes when people go around saying I'm fake just because I am so nice...they don't know who I am and I will be really nice to them and they will roll their eyes or something and say:"yeah right" or something tacky like that to me when I am speaking to them face to face....
really hurts my feelings...when clearly I am speaking face to face with someone and they stand there and do the whole snobby attitude...but oh well it's their loss because they don't know a good girl when they see one....
I don't judge people for anything at all they do ever...so don't treat someone someway because of how you think they are when you don't know them....
they say I judge people? I don't judge people...they say I like this? or I like that? or I do this? or I do that??? uh hello?! when I laugh the whole time because they don't know me at all...
I must be really boring for people to make up all that stuff about me...haha..probably because I really am that boring..and I don't care.
this girl--ME...ummm..never have been any of those things they think I am or want me to be...keep on daydreaming...sorry to ruin your fairytale daydream that I'm the way you wish I was...
I laugh about all the stupid rumors and lies saying I do drugs or I'm in love with so and so, or I'm having a baby, or I'm gay..or I have 20 kids...
listen:Attention everybody!!!
i'm not gay and I never have been.
I don't have any kids and I don't want any.
i never have done any drugs..(people shouldn't do drugs)
I've never slept around with anyone.
I don't want to be married.
I don't judge people for any of those things.
jealous, jealous, jealous of me...
so sick of this smalltown crapola....*eyeroll*
some people have way too much time on their hands to sit around and make up lies about stupid idiotic stuff...I just laugh at it...
because I am not and never will be who you want me to be...I am my own person and that is a good sweet nice person who never judges people or thinks bad of people I don't even know.
love ya.
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