letter of anger & revenge......

To those crazy-evil, insanely dangerous, drug addled Hillbilly cousins of mine:

Oh insane hillbilly cousins, do you never stop???...it's been going on how many months now???.but we've got you all fooled...see,i'm really tough.....so keep on dishing it out all you want!!!...it only adds fuel to the fire and keeps on adding up against you!...Mwahaha!!!...

you can't scare me or make me cry....oh, damn...sorry to ruin the fun!...but you have picked a fight you cannot win......you started it..with all your crazy evil dangerous BS!...dragging us into this fight when we have ABSOLUTELY NOTHING to do with you or ANY of this dangerous stuff!!!..

we're just innocent bystanders trying to live our lives and then you drag us into this making your threats on us, to make him mad and flip him out?!!!.....you've drawn him out alright!!!......look out...everything you do or say is adding up against you....keep that in mind!

The feeling of bombardment by threats,trying to still call my phone,trying to gain any insight into my life,having us followed,trying to know my every whereabout,every tiny bit of info about any of my business so you can harm me or pay someone to...is really making this girl angry....!!!..this means war....i'm sooooo freaking smart...you haven't a clue about what i'm onto about you idiots.....Mwahaha! everyone is laughing at you hillbillies behind your backs!

They're still yelling all over that i have a stupid facebook and they just know i have one and they WILL hack into it and make me talk to them....LOL...yeah whatever...keep on lookin you crazy hillbilly b*tches...because I DO NOT HAVE A FACEBOOK!!!..i've never had one and i never will...because of crazy people like you idiots!!!jokes on you dumb asses!!!go get wiped out some more and feel sorry for yourselves....

Still don't know why we got dragged into this family fight...just because they are angry at my Dad?.....i sorta know what it's about but then again i do not know even the half of it....still seeing very odd things...what we saw today?...oh wow.....that's all i can say...it's something else going on around here...makes me wanna laugh and laugh non-stop...Bwahaha..oh they haven't a clue..

Oh, and yesterday, that "innocent just out of the blue" call from that old supposed back stabbing b*tch friend from highschool who i haven't trusted in years because i found out she was friends of the hillbilly cousins the WHOLE FREAKING TIME we were friends from 10th grade then up until the year 2006?...FAIL!!!...LOL....

yeah like i don't know that you hillbillies put her up to calling me and pretending to be my friend and make small talk with me and ask those placed questions???....then she casually brings your names up?....oh is that a coincidence?...LMAO!...nice try...but it's pretty funny when she calls---someone i know only pretended to be a great friend to me for several years ONLY to tell you idiots ALL my business...AND she was/is drug friends with you hillbillies...bet you didn't know i knew that did ya???...SURPRISE!...

talking about surprises, i think you hillbillies have a lot of big surprises on the way!!!....it's gonna be sooooo fun when you get them!!!...Mwahahaha!!!

DUH!...you morons really think i would trust that stupid hooker enough to tell her anything???...god you must be dumber than i thought...and boy,that's dumb.....because it can't get any lower.... see,i'm always several steps ahead of you....

AND hate to tell you hillbillies this, but that b*tch can't record on a phone at all because she did one hell of a sh*tty job yesterday trying to record the conversation between us....LMAO!...FAIL!.....it was so scratchy and then all those buttons she was pressing..oh my!...LOL!...was she reading the questions off of a paper?....come on, seriously?....

i've already been warned about her and the others you may try to sneak into my life...to try and harass/harm me or whatever....you can't win with whatever you are trying to do to me because you are angry w/my father.....

everyone is against you idiots and they want this...your reign of terror has went on for way too many years and you have all gotten away w/too much for too long....all the evil crazy sh*t is catching up w/you......

you have picked a fight with the wrong person...you knew better than to mess with him.....oh is it ever gonna get bad for you....yikes.

song stuck in my head today.....

Not really an eventful day......kinda dreary & lazy with the cloudy sky all day....Did have to take my car into the shop today for some work on it.....i don't really drive it much anymore...THAT car anyway...i'm usually rolling down the highway in the pickup truck..listening to the radio...not a care in the world!....

Sometimes all you need to be happy is the windows rolled down,driving down the highway.....listening to a good song.....

my good song for today?...this one...makes me feel so calm & it's fun to sing with while driving....it'll be stuck in your head all day/for a few days.....lol...just like it is mine.....you can get mad at me later when it won't stop playing in your mind.....haha!

Nite.

stupid gas prices!!!......

Thought i'd post this morning before the wind starts blowing..again...and i can't get a signal on this thing....i've got a sinus headache from working in the wind so i'm grouchy today..look out blog.

i'm so tired....i'm physically tired and mentally tired...too much stuff going on around here all the time!!!.....yeah there's work...and then there's all this chaos and mysterious goings on with the family fight from hell...which i still don't know much about...if any.....things are getting interesting...like dominoes...

looks like other things are gonna be involved....huge mess...local "important ppl"...but we know most those power types are involved in trouble....wow....

Oh and let's not forget the gas prices are getting higher,here we go again..sick of this crap!...and i'm getting ready to totally give up driving i guess...lol..i'd rather ride horses everywhere....or buy a stagecoach or a wagon?.....bwahaha!.....it takes a huge amount of gas money to keep working...for any job...

i just don't understand why we can't keep on drilling for more oil HERE and forget the other foreign drilling?.....it'd make more jobs and keep things here to maybe cheapen the prices?....you can't tell politicians a damn thing anyway...they're too busy looking for hookers or making money on the side in something shady...LOL!!!..

they only work things into a way that will benefit them....they don't give a shit about anybody else...they don't live our lives or pay what we pay..they don't give a crap about anybody struggling through this sorry economy.....they're all that way pretty much..that's how much i trust any of them...

it just constantly goes back to oil oil oil...raise that gas price!...so they can keep their wallets padded..it'll keep on like this forever because those morons don't wanna be real men and make the right decisions......How sad are they that MY GRANDMA has more balls than any of those bastards!!!...LMAO...she could have this country's BS all lined out and running good in a week....Bwahaha!

Grandma for President!!! ...LOL.

IF i could..i would just drive great-grandpa's old outlaw car everywhere...seriously...i'm so misplaced in time....i wish i could have been born 100yrs ago.....i'm just an old soul i guess....even most things that people(whoever they are) find entertaining----like any stupid reality tv,politics,overpriced material things..all that kinda crap i could care less about.....it's too much BS for me!....sooooooboooooring.

i just don't care...i don't wanna listen to people's whining BS on tv,radio or somebody around here.....i'm much happier just being outside working or listening to good music with good lyrics that might actually inspire me or make me feel something.....i wish the world didn't have to be all about money....

anyway enough of my complaining.

we're cooking fajitas..gotta tend to that before everyone gets here at noon.....

grouchy kisses. 

spoiled bratty animals....lol

heard this today.

Been crazy windy the past few days....last night we encountered a pop-up thunderstorm,hail,wind,lightning.....luckily we had just got home from having all the day's work done....I heard something hit the kitchen window very hard...kinda spooky!...turns out it blew shingles off of the roof of our small utility building and carried them across the yard....i gotta meet with the insurance guy this week...it blew off a lot of shingles.....

today i realized something...one of the greatest inventions in the cattle business has gotta be the round bale feeder....haha....it saves so much hay from being wasted....lol...I don't like the put together feeders though!...i have pinched my hands so many times....and mashed my fingers trying to put them together...but this kind?.....easy!......

put 5 round bales out to feed yesterday in separate pastures...counted 6 new baby calves....so that's good...so cute!...

all of the animals are acting like whiny brats today.....the dogs& cats especially...they are all fighting,whiny,can't get enough attention...spoiled bratty cats&dogs!!!..

the horses are doing their own thing..you know they have their own agendas too....lol...it's like they are deprived of attention and that is FAR from the truth....all needy& won't mind....you pet them and they just keep wanting you to pet them or feed them treats....

see,i can't figure any of them out...maybe the storm upset them all yesterday???....oh well....lol...

exciting sunday.....lol

Been an exciting Sunday......lol..

worked out today for an hour....about to go buy the exercise equipment i've been eyeing...it's went on sale---$200 cheaper than it was in January!!!....yay!.....i knew if i waited i could get a deal....well, hopefully it's in the store this week...it was just in the store ad in the newspaper..we'll see..

I've always tried to work out and stay in shape.....i have to for my job..cowgirlin' isn't a job for the weak..you gotta be tough...and i'm getting stronger everyday....

random useless crap info for the day is-----today we discovered these sweet&salty almond bars that are by a company called Nature Valley or something like that?...they're really good...LOL!....

Now for the exciting stuff-----He's on the war path BIG TIME.....something hilarious happened today....i wish i could tell you bloggy!!!....LMAO!...a major smack down!.....god this is all stupid and a total laugh a minute...it just gets stupider and weirder.....but at the same time it is sorta comforting to know that he IS really around here,and things aren't what they appear to be...we saw that today...

to the person who hasn't got a clue about what all is really going on or hasn't pondered about it all,you'd NEVER even suspect he's everywhere nearby and there are his friends too!....watching..watching...waiting.

like Eli said today:"Oh man! it's about to really get good around here!..pass the popcorn!!!"....Haha!...is it ever!..wow...i can't wait to see this play out.....i have a feeling there are many more ass kickings on the way!.....lol...

it's hilariously funny because they all brought it on themselves....they asked for it...they are screwed....dumbasses knew better than to mess with him....Like my Uncle said today:"Everybody is sittin' around just waiting for the show to begin...because everyone hates them...they(hillbilly cousins) might as well give up because it's all over for them now...they messed with the wrong person." ROFLMAO!!!

nite~nite