Listening to Gary Allan songs.
Finally got time to journal or blog whatever...
Grandpa's eye surgery went good...they sedated him and started the surgery..i got to watch the surgery on a tv in the next room....it's amazing how they can do all that to the eye and you still have vision!..they had needle things in his eyes and took off his lens of his eye,scraped the cataract off, sucked it into a vacuum needle and then put a new lens on his eye!...it's interesting to watch...
I drove him home from the surgery,he was really groggy afterward, but he kept wanting to go to the bar and have a drink!...LOL....i was like:"No way Grandpa you can't have a drink,you stay home,wear your sunglasses and rest."..he said:"Hey,now kid,i thought you were my buddy,you never nag me bout anything,let's go to the bar for a bit."......haha..so i took him to the bar at like 5pm that evening and he had a drink w/his old cowboy friends....haha...he wouldn't listen..you can't tell him anything and he's Grandpa, he's gonna do whatever he wants to do....he wouldn't wear the sunglasses he goes:"These g*ddamn things!"....i kept laughing..
Sarah fractured her foot friday after a barrel-racing event Travis's mom had...it was practice thing...well, Sarah fell and cracked her foot somehow she rolled her foot and it cracked her ankle...she has a cast..it was pretty big fracture..she's got Lortabs!..look out! bwahaha!..(joking)..
Dad called and he's all mad and worried and grouchy...and he goes:"I can't for the life of me understand how in the hell you girls get into so many g*ddamn messes!"....then he also grouched at us for going to a rough bad bar to see a band play w/Amy,Travis,Eli,Kevin..he knows the bar is BAD and we know it too..but we only stayed for 4 freaking songs!!! he went on a lecture tirade from hell as usual:"I'm not gonna set back and let you girls get into trouble..this going to any old bad bar at night in town w/friends sh*t is gonna stop...if i hear about you 2 going to anymore of these g*ddamn sh*tty places i am gonna embarrass the hell outta you!...I will show up and go right in there and drag your butts right outta there..you got it?"so we said:"But it was just 4 songs!you need to mind your own business!"....silence...he said:"Listen, the day you were born your life became my business, i don't care what you say..i'm lookin' out for you and if you ask me a million times if you can go to those places i'm gonna say NO! SORRY!...if you don't like it that's tooooo bad!" blah..blah..blah..some things NEVER change.*eye roll*
Diego and Jeff trailed us to the bar we are pretty sure we saw them at a back table spying on us....they've been following us and watching us to see what we are up to/where we are going....it's so annoying,like we are 16yrs old all over again!...god.....he's paranoid someone will harm us all the time...because he's been wild & crazy for years/into bad stuff,he knows what goes on in those places..i still can't help but think he's got someone really mad at him threatening something(other than hillbilly kin)someone from his past outlaw crew.....because he knows we wouldn't ever get into anything bad or do anything bad..but he may be leery because Amanda turned out like she did....wild & crazy....lol....thanks a lot dumb*ss Amanda...lol
It's very annoying and makes me feel like he thinks we are dumb or babies,or he doesn't trust our judgement of things....i know he knows we are smart..but it's not coming across that way to us..it's only making us feel tiny and dumb.."being on lockdown"..he's coming home next weekend.. ;(
i know the world is crazy and he's protective of us..but sometimes, it feels like our entire family is way too overprotective...friends think it's cute,cool & sweet our family is so bad*ss and then they are deathly protective over us girls and keep us away from bad people and things..it's a weird combo isn't it?....lol....i guess we should be thankful we have family that loves us so much..it's good to have,because some girls don't have family at all who cares....and they wind up in big troubles...
Our DadChad & all the men in our family---Feared & Loved by people,Tattooed,drinking,fighting,smoking,wild,hell-raising bad*sses, w/a F*ck you attitude to anybody who makes them mad..but yet, they are so worried and concerned over us girls and even cry over us being sick/hurt or when they miss us.....god it's craziness..i have quite the family....people think they are so cool and they tell us all the time:"You're sooooo freaking lucky to come from THAT family..your family is soooodamn COOL!"...and me & Sarah are just thinking.."Umm..Ok?..it's not that awesome."....LOL
i need to stop thinking about this crap and being all mad..oh well another day in the life!
Kisses.
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