individual in a fake world.....

It was nice to finally get away for awhile to Oklahoma City and just have a girl's day out this weekend...go shopping and relax....

I went with a few friends and we went to the mall.....we found a Sephora store and bought some new makeup....I bought new foundation,brushes,and some creme' brulee body wash--smells good!...well technically it's like bubble bath...but considering my kidney problems i have to just use it in the shower like a body wash....just one of the downsides to having kidney problems...NO fair!....I LOVE bubble baths...but i can't go there... ;(

Believe me, i adore the simple/quietness of smalltown life being a country girl...BUT...i do not like missing out on all the great shopping and fun sights of the city...so when i do get to "civilization" it's a huge exploration/adventure sometimes...LOL.."Oh! wow a new store!".......

makeup is fun to me...

i'm all about painting my own nails and nail art....I bought a nail art rhinestones wheel at another store that was full of colorful rhinestones and glue...it's a lot of creativity to paint/decorate nails...takes practice but eventually it gets easier...sparkles!

as for all the news about the media fueled big hype over the lottery-----all i can say is that i'm glad i've never one the jackpot lottery...heard about all the fighting over the winners on the radio....i wouldn't want that added chaos in my life....people think if they can get millions they will have all their problems solved and life will be easy...but it doesn't work that way.....

i'm sure you find out real fast how money/attention can make your life miserable.....people come out of the woodwork everywhere with their hands out being your "best friend"...and won't leave you alone...they would probably turn on you..you'd see who's the real deal in friends/family and who is just trying to use you or mooch off you..lol..people are crazy animals that way...

i think if i got all the money i wanted and could have anything i wanted, life would be boring to me.....it just would for me....i wouldn't be impressed..because i'm not superficial...i get bored easily with things and having everything so readily available would just be weird...i wouldn't know what to think....

being an individual with your own spirit and mind can be tough in a materialistic/superficial money obsessed world....but you learn to manage with simplicity...i do anyway...lol..

off to work.

kisses.