Almost my entire family----substance abusers, that lead to terrible nasty things they have all done to others, destroyed others lives, ruined good things for others and the world, and harassed/annoyed almost everyone for many many years....I am terribly embarrassed/upset all the time when I think about all the horrible things they have done to many innocent people/and or (maybe not so innocent people) it all leads back to substance abuse and addiction---addiction to liquor and any drug you can think of....being an addict is not a pardon for all the terrible things they have done to others---no excuse for their nastiness! how embarrassing!
when you have family that are all substance abusers/involved in terrible activity, it endangers your life, and ruins your life, just like they all have ruined mine...
I NEVER judge people who have taken drugs or are addicts, I NEVER look down on those who have been apart of that, but I do know that when you are slowly losing yourself in something so nasty and sad, I KNOW that you need to seek help from a rehab and a therapist before it's too late!...I cry for all these people who are lost in drug addictions/substance abuse...it is sadness!...
substance abuse/drug addiction causes stress, worry, anxiety, annoyance, and danger to you when they are all under the influence and you and a few others in your family are not involved in drug activity and have never taken drugs, never been involved in anything nasty or illegal...
You know what it's like to be innocent in the middle of a jacked up dangerous mess of a family/friends and danger surrounds you at all times your whole life!...it's stressful--always looking over your shoulder, trying to figure things out, looking for trouble, it's dangerous, upsetting, annoying, and ruins your life!...I'm sure that there are others out there who have been through this same thing I have battled my whole life.....these nasty people i know---have ruined everything for me for years!!!..I hate them and I hate drugs!!!
having so called "friends" who were at the time pretending to be a friend to you and the whole time they are involved in nastiness with my family and i never knew exactly what they were into, then i figured it all out, and i got away from them!....i lied to them and played games on them to get away from them too....i walked/ran away from them all.
I have NEVER taken drugs and I NEVER will...I wish to rid the world of all this drug BS!!!...it's a waste of money, a waste of lives, a waste of taking people who are good people and ruining/hurting them!, it takes everything you love and like away from you! It takes family away from you, it takes friends away from you, and it takes happiness away from you!.....
And when my Grandma told me that they call drugs The Devil's candy---she knows what she's talking about, it causes people to be demented/sick thinking/abusive/mean/uncaring--that is the devil/satan...when I see people on drugs I can see the evil in their faces...I can just see it...very creepy...it is as if they have demons in their faces...just upsets me and makes me very ill....creepy! I hate all that!
the devil likes to ruin people's lives/minds with those nasty drugs...I believe that....he's here on earth in those sneaky ways...that's why we have to constantly battle addiction, dangerous evil people and rid our world of this nastiness, because he's in the drugs and all things nasty!...everyone needs God and rehab/mental health help at all times when you are an addict and you can't get clean, you need to seek help immediately, because addiction/substance abuse will take you down quickly with him(devil)....
People always laugh at me: "Oh, she thinks the devil is in drugs, she's a preacher!" and they have made fun of me for my belief in God and following God, but when you read the Bible, it all makes sense the way things work in life Good vs. Bad...so i tell them go ahead and laugh at me! You will see what will happen to you! and i was right every time! they were cursed from God for taking part in drugs/nastiness....terrible bad things kept occurring in their lives....i guess we see who was right now huh?!..i was right.
it's NEVER ok to like or support illicit drugs or even experiment with them, it ruins your health, body, your looks are ruined, you shrivel up and look terrible when you take that nasty crap!...icky!.....AND when you are addicted you have a terrible time getting sober from them, you take part in all kinds of sick behavior, many people have unwanted pregnancies and unwanted diseases they can't get rid of because of addiction...it just constantly causes bad things to happen in your life!...oh, it's sadness!
I know that many people have substance abuse because their so called family or so called friends*eyeroll* introduced them to nasty drugs!....what a sorry, nasty bunch of people!...I'd never call anyone my friend or family that introduced me to try taking something so disgusting, dangerous and nasty....if anyone ever tried to make me take drugs I would laugh and say: "Good-bye!" and I have had to say this to both family and friends before...Adios to them in my life!
substance abuse can be caused from terrible abuse, and it causes people to have mental health problems...I know I have seen and heard about it all with people I know....it has made me cry many days and many nights worrying over loved ones who wouldn't seek rehab/mental health help....and when they didn't want to listen to me, and they became hateful/dangerous and mean to me...I became a tougher person to them, and I realized I didn't need to be treated so terrible and....I...walked away from them forever...they lost a good friend, and others a good caring family member....and i look at it as...they lost me, because i gave up on them and left..tired of fighting it all....too much drama, stress, annoyance, anxiety, worrying.....nobody should have to live their life like this with all this constant stress/sadness...
i have never had mental health problems i have never taken illicit drugs....
i have never had to take mental health medicines ever in my life, i just have been in a terribly mentally ill family who all needed a lot of help and never got the help....I'm all for people seeking mental health help, and i admire all of the great psychologists/rehab specialists out there who work tirelessly with people who need help....I am very supportive of all people who want to be drug-free and seek mental health help(even if they don't have addictions mental health help is always there for them too!) i have seen my family and friends and all their messed up crap for too many years...everyone needs help.
i at one time wanted to be a psychologist in the past 10 years, because i want to help others...i have even wanted to be a rehab specialist at one time, because i want to help others battle through their demons.....this drug crap needed to end before it got started many years ago...i hate drugs and i hate to see jacked up messed up people...i wish for everyone in the world to get mental health help if needed and i wish for everyone in the world to be clean and sober and battle drug addictions...END all addiction and nastiness in the world.!!!
the world can be beautiful....so many inspiring beautiful ideas to bring to the world, in place of all this nastiness!..bring in the wonderful goodness and get rid of all the icky!....it can happen...it takes time...
so if you have a friend or family member who cares about you, and wants you to seek help from a rehab/mental health professional, please be kind to them, listen to them, and get help, you don't want to hurt them like i have been terribly hurt by people in my life who wouldn't get help and loved their drugs/liquor more than they ever loved me, i don't think they ever loved me, and i don't care anymore, i stopped caring about that many many years ago...i had to become tough, and walk away from them all...it saved my life, too dangerous and nasty!
i just don't see what is supposed to be so great about taking drugs and being high all the time...it looks like a very boring, upsetting, dangerous time to me....and i know it is awful NEVER wonderful....i have seen this with all these people in my life...stupid.
it is a very lonely sad stressful life when you are surrounded by dangerous addicts/substance abusers who love their drugs/liquor more than they love you.....i know all about that....I'm NOT depressed about all that..i never have been....they're all/it's all---kicked to the curb....i'm OVER IT....and a stronger person because of it...
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