A lot on my mind....
Went down to one of the creeks yesterday and shot our guns at targets.....just for fun...I have a license to carry my gun& yes,i'm an Oklahoma girl and NO that doesn't make me a republican or democrat or a hillbilly or whatever....lol....i'm nothing.. just independent in everything i do and i like shooting the bulls eye on the targets!......
I like shooting as a sport actually...it's fun to hit the bulls eye perfect and have the ability to protect myself if needed...as a single girl you gotta look out for your own self whenever your other family members are gone working or not around...with all the fighting w/the hillbilly cousins going on around here it's best to stay on your toes about everything...it makes me very angry that they have dragged us into this mess when we have NOTHING to do with any of it...we hardly know what it is all really about.....just that they are mad at one of our family members and making threats at us...
not only that...it's really ignorant for people around here to just assume that we are just as sorry and evil as they are...guilty by blood...just because they all have a bad bad reputation and people fear them--we automatically get thrown into the baddie/sorry category by people who don't even know us...we're nothing like them at all---just because we are related to them...oh well....but really how stupid are THOSE people for automatically thinking that of us?.....just because our family members all raise hell and are violent/mean doesn't mean we are like that....
all those gossipy old b*tches i wanna yell at them:"I have a college degree!...and i've never done anything horrible or evil to anyone/anything or myself!....i've never been a wild woman!, or done drugs!,or killed anyone or anything like that!.I don't know what this fighting is all about!Leave us alone!...we are not like them!".....
it's hurtful when people you don't even know say:"She's just like them i bet!I bet she's a wild one..just as sorry as they are!"....you hear people talk about you/your family and you just gotta let it bounce right off of ya, you know?....they're the stupid ones..gossipy women are the worst about that.....
but then again..i'm just kinda like---i could care less what they say you know?..talk away for all i care..because i really don't give a rat's ass what they gossip about/say, or think....or what their 2cents of opinion is about me or any of my family...because it's worthless info to me...gossip is fueled by people not minding their own damn business,jealousy,and boredom.....
Me & Sarah just laugh&joke that those women gossiping so much probably just want one of them to be their man secretly, because they have a thing for handsome bad boys and our family is FULL of them!!!...Bwahaha!....and we all know those gossipy women all want them...they go crazy for them around here everywhere!....LOL!..they'd deny it over and over...but the gossips young and old all love that about them...so they gossip and gossip and gossip about them....they got the fever!...LMAO!...i bet that's what it is!!!...lol...
then eventually,they try to be our friends thinking it will get them close to them----(because we are basically the babies of the family & they are very protective of us..known fact.)....haha!.....crazy women.......you can ALWAYS count on a group of hormonal women to gossip&cat fight...and be jealous...i don't get that at all?..why?...me & my friends aren't that way..so why are most of them?....weird...
There's pretty much a 50%LOVE/50%HATE there with people..worshiping them/thinking they are the coolest bad asses....Then there's those people who fear them/hate them/run from them....
AND as with all disturbances in life--It's gonna get bad before it gets better.....that part,i'm soooooo not looking forward to...i want this to all be over...i'd be lying if i said this isn't bothering me...because it's tough to deal with...this is all just really annoying/stressful/spooky....
it's all stupid.
makes me super mad too!....we saw one of them yesterday at the gas station and she mouthed at us again w/her man..both were so high their eyes were just glassy red balls---wiped out....spooky looking..they don't know what they are doing or saying....they started mouthing at us and we paid for our gas and left...we never said a word...because it's the best thing to do..they're so crazy& dangerous...
so see,not only do we have to listen to the hillbilly cousins make threats..etc...we also now have to listen to gossipy BS...and deal with that....oh well....i'm tough...
have to go to the feed store today and buy feed, also a mineral&salt block...then back to work..
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