dusty sky.Friends called and wanted to go catch a friend's local band playing at a bar last night right during all the winds and small storms...I was like:" No way....i'm not driving 45 minutes in this crap to get to town to see them play."....I was grouchy and tired..soooo i stayed home and took a Theraflu pack----fell right to sleep...i'm sure it helped me..but i still have the sneezes and sore throat...hate this!...
it did cool off from 107 down to the lowers 80's last night..which was a relief to everyone i'm sure....it sure was to me!..tired of running the ceiling fan on full blast all night...i want it to be cooler.
feels like a sleepy saturday for me..i think i'm gonna get some rest today..be lazy and play games on the Wii....
other things----I still have the inability to totally trust people even if i have known them for a few years...still leery of them...so many people are wolves in sheep's clothing you know?....It takes a looooong time for me to relax and trust people...i have to have many,many years of friendship to let my guard down and be totally at ease with anyone...It's just how i am..
a girl can't be an airhead and live in a fairytale land..because we all know that fairytales aren't real and never will be...too many losers out there that are just looking for someone nice to take advantage of in any way possible.....hangers-on,leeches,back-stabbers,liars,thieves...only there to pretend to care for you/be friends and behind your back plotting/planning evil harm to you....to get what they want...to benefit themselves..
i've had "so-called friends" in my life that ended up being not friends at all...it really hurts your feelings, but i see everything like that as a life lesson to make you a stronger person...everyone has dealt with people like that in their lives i'm sure....
I'm just always VERY leery of people and i can detect a shady character full of BS anywhere..i don't let on to them that i have them figured out...i just watch,listen and observe them...and 99% of the time my suspicions are RIGHT..when i realize that i am right about them..well...too damn bad for them...Adios' from my life!....
the world is full of losers out to hurt/use anyone they can, BUT it's also full of great people out there who have truly beautiful hearts and souls...you just have to make sure they are who they present themselves to be to you....protect your heart..use your mind and care enough about yourself to be cautious of people....search for the good people to have in your life...is what i try to do always...
someone who really loves/cares about you would NEVER in any way introduce any evil/sadness/or trouble into your life..they don't care if you don't have any $'s, or bazillions of $'s in the bank or that you can help them in anything..they just love you for you no matter what and have your best interests at heart...like family does....
xoxo
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