Monday, June 30, 2014

things i like to collect.....

I was thinking today about things I like to collect..All kinds of things people like to collect sort've as a hobby I suppose....

I like a lot of different things to collect...it all reflects my personality.

Things I like to collect are:
1.Things with black cats on them with green eyes.(because of my Pumpkin cat) ;)

2.I like all kinds of southwest jewelry and southwest designs/colors on things.

3.any kind of old old cowboy antique things.

4.anything with moons, stars and clouds on them in turquoise blues and a moon half or full no matter the moon....you know sleepytime like...cute things!

5.i like all things in turquoise, purple, and ANY color or shade of blue.you know me!!! haha!!!

6.i like paintings of the American west. 

7. I like American flag stuff.

8.things of American nostalgia from the 20's-50's...anything old or beat up looking I like it from that era.

9.glitter gel pens

10.Old Gene Autry and Roy Rogers collectibles.

11.hello kitty
 
12.Betsey Johnson

13.things with cows & horses on them

14.anything with thunderstorms, rain, clouds on it.

15.things with glitter/rhinestones on them...cowboy stuff.

16.figurines of angels and farm/southwestern things.


love ya j.

Sunday, June 29, 2014

7 stars.....

Just got home....went to church today..It was a nice sermon...I learned something day about God...In Revelations 4:11 it says that God holds 7 stars in his right hand!!!...I LOVE stars...no wonder they are my favorite sparkly thing....lol.

I like sparkles.

I was just thinking about how much I want to help rescue abused animals and homeless animals...I think it would be fun for me and my friends to go save animals and help rescue them or have fundraisers for animal charities...I think that would be a lot of fun...Animals love you no matter what and they can't ask you for help so I always think about how much I wanna help out with something like that...what's so funny is that my friends all love animals too!!! I think that's sweet and cute...so many animals need help and that's what I would like to do a lot of in the future....I love animals and they need help and to be saved too! ;)

got a newspaper today for coupons....I like to use coupons just for fun...it saves me a little money and I like that...when you can get $1 off anything you're doing good...Haha!!!...It's not much to get off of stuff I haven't quite figured out all the $300 worth of free couponing things you can get in the store...but I know people who can.....the most I've got off of a walmart bill is $50...but you know what? $50 is quite a bit.....lol....it's fun to me anyhow...I just try to buy things I REALLY  need so when I find a coupon to use for that item I need to buy I use it!!! 

if I find something in the coupon book that I might like to try and get $2 off of that product then I might try it and like it...so when you can buy most things and use a coupon even if it's a 25cent coupon you can save money and the other things I need and don't have coupons for I just buy the cheapo brand or the store brand.....I don't care!...haha!!!

one thing I don't like the cheapo brand of would be soaps and shampoos...because I am allergic to a lot of products that are on my skin or I use around my face...I have to use Ivory bar soap for my soap to take a bath/shower with because I have kidney infections so bad and the Dr. said once a few years ago, that Ivory was the best bar soap for me because it is unscented and better for me.I use Tresemme' shampoo....I want some strawberry shampoo but I haven't got any yet...I saw some the other day....

I LOVE Bath & Body Works so those are ok to use the bath gels/soaps in the showers just not in the bathtub.I like all the smell good stuff there at Bath & Body Works....but I'd have to pick the scents...ya know me...it's gotta be my favorite kinds....I like to go in that store and look around and smell them all....lol..

I like perfume too...just not loud overpowering smells that make me sick...and give me a headache....haha....

broke a pair of those old sparkled beaded flip flops this morning after I got home from church...haha!!!...I just chunked them in the trash....they were turquoise blue....

love Julie





Saturday, June 28, 2014

i love crafts....

One of my favorite things to do for a hobby is crafts...There's all kinds of things you can make that are in the craft category.....I always have a lot of creative energy to make things look pretty and fun and I like all kinds of colors and things to make...it's fun!!!

Two of my favorite places to shop are Hobby Lobby, JoAnn's for crafting stuff...I like to buy patterns for purses and buy beads and make purses sometimes...It's fun designing your own purses out of your own ideas!!!...pretty cool when you sit back and look at sewing it together and adding beads and other sparkly things to it...I've done that before...I haven't in a while...you can pick the fabric and the beads...and colors.

Soap...I also am thinking about trying to make bar soap....I want to make glycerin soap....it's clear and you can add colors with the color tints they have and you can add fragrance to it as well...you just melt it over the stove/or microwave.....I think it would be pretty fun to do....There's all kinds of things you can add to soap to make it pretty and smell good....and some people put small plastic decorations inside the soap and you can see it through the glycerine soaps.....I wanna try that anyway...I think it would be fun to do.....

Make decorations....I also like to paint and make seasonal decorations out of ideas off the internet or out of crafting books...you know like for Christmas, Halloween, Easter, or Fall/Winter/Summer.....that's some more of that interior designing stuff I like....of course all my Halloween decorations are cutesy not spooky..i don't like overly spooky things!!!..especially in my house or anywhere!...I have nightmares from spooky things like that.....

Scrapbooking....is another hobby that can be fun with all kinds of colored/designed papers and stickers, inks with pens, and there's lots of things to buy they have aisles and aisles of scrapbooking things.You can add pictures you have taken and put pretty much anything you want in a scrapbook or what you want it to be about...all the colors you want or the theme you want it to be....I've made one for my dad and my uncle's birthday!!! I made one for them because I love those sillys!!! ;)


there's all kinds of "put together crafts" that you just make with hot glue guns and glues...you just add whatever the directions say and put those together and glue...whichever way it says to or is included in the set.

Jewelry....another craft I like to make jewelry for people I love...you can buy all that jewelry stuff pretty much anywhere...they have chains, charms, beads, threads for beading and hooks..you can put a necklace or bracelet together and sometimes they even have rings you can make for your fingers....have big pretty designs or charm-beads things like that...really cool and special to make for people you love and you can personalize all that jewelry for them in favorite colors or charms that make you think of them...I LOVE to make things for people I love....it's fun and more special that way...it's from your own mind and your heart!

Sewing...I also have made some sleeping shorts and pajamas out of material I bought at stores and chose my own patterns/fabric/colors you know...I LOVE homemade stuff like that!!!..you can make your own clothes like shirts and stuff...and you can also make quilts....I haven't done that yet.

Paint...There's lots of things you can buy to paint from craft stores and I love to paint woodworking things like those wood decorations for holidays and signs to sit around the house...it's fun when you are creative like me...or paint a picture!

I LOVE HOBBY LOBBY AND JO-ANN'S CRAFT STORES!!!

love ya



Friday, June 27, 2014

Human trafficking.....

One of my friends Kellie was telling me one day about something called human trafficking....I had never heard about it and she had went to a seminar or something and they were talking about it..she wanted me to know about it....I sure am glad she told me about that!

I started reading up on it because it's so spooky and evil....I wanted to be more informed about it so when I start reading up on it I realized how dangerous and real it is...There's all kinds of ways a woman or child or even a man can be human trafficked....They can follow you around and kidnap you at gun point, take you from bathrooms, run you off the road and kidnap you...and they also follow you around in stores...

It's something I think EVERYONE should be aware of  because it is evil and dangerous....What they do is they make prostitutes out of anybody they can kidnap to human traffic, sell them, rape them, murder them, and they also kill you and sell human organs...it's a world wide problem and I think every girl, woman, boy, man should be aware of it to keep yourself and your loved ones safe...I am aware of this now thanks to a great friend telling me about it...I never even knew it went on BUT it does all the time...even in Oklahoma and in every state it happens...

they work in networks of people, men and women do this to human traffic other people in stores and on the highways they will follow you and try to kidnap you at gun point all kinds of things like that so read up on it and inform yourself and all your loved ones about it...I have....

a woman can be sold over and over in this BS...I'm aware!!! good thing I've got a double barrel loaded and ready at all times and I will tell you one thing I am a good shot with a hand gun too!!!human traffickers can kiss my ass!!!....Haha!!!

they sell you with your eyes I've heard and when you look too pretty with too much makeup, or dress too provocative it makes them pay extra attention to you to sell you into prostitution.....If you ever are attacked or robbed/forced at gun point fight back kick and scream and bite if you have too or beat the hell out of them with something in your hand anything will do....mace is also a girl's best friend!!!...so get ya some mace girls!!!

The best thing a person can do is let everyone they love be informed about human trafficking and it goes right along with drug trafficking.....it's really spooky and scarey....BUT when you are informed and you can help your self stay safe and the people you love...Just laugh like I do and make fun of those human trafficking idiots!!! and protect/arm yourself best way you can...gun classes, self-defense classes, and anything like that you can learn to keep yourself safe...it's time to start fighting back and kick all human traffickers in their butts!!!...they are all losers and pieces of sh*t that belong in hell....so let's send 'em I say!!!...

they work on intimidation, and they'll also pretend to be friends/and evil hillbilly kinfolks do this too.....all kinds of sneaky ways they pry into your whereabouts and your personal business..get your schedules down and where you like to go and they follow you to kidnap you with lots of other evil people....So it's always good to change up your routines and never have the same patterns with your daily life....lol.

They take your pictures with cell phones and send them to other people to see you and see if you can be sold for money then they follow you around and try to kidnap you they know what you look like...that's what I've heard anyway....losers....

it's also not a good thing to put up all kinds of pictures of yourself online either that is a perfect way for them to see you and try to human traffic you so if you put up a picture don't show all of your face or just don't put a picture at all...don't put all your personal business online either...that's why I don't facebook or any of that stuff where everyone can know my every move...and everywhere I go all the time..i'm a smart girl!!!

don't be scared just be aware at all times...inform everyone you love and start kicking some human trafficking butts!!!...I know I will if I EVER have to...they better be scared of me.I will blow them away with a gun or spray them right in the eyes with some good pepper spray!!! Haha!!! I'd LOVE to do that I would laugh and smile real big at them and look them right in the eyes...that would make me happy..HahaHahaHaha!!!!!!

so sick of this crap...I gotta go target practice today...lol.

love ya, Julie

Thursday, June 26, 2014

pets and music.....

Been teaching the new dog that's here at my house how to sit and sometimes he will shake your hand with his paw!!!..that's cute!...he's a silly dog so I just call him a Goofball....haha!!

He's always happy and wants to play...he gets tree limbs and brings them to me and rocks.....I bought him some dog treats the other day and he chewed on it and finally ate it...he gets along with my other dogs just fine...

I don't know what to do about him but he just makes me laugh all the time!!!....He's always gotta see what you are doing and he likes to go out to see Stormy (baby calf) in the pen...She just looks at him and she tries to run at him!...haha...it's so funny I just laugh and laugh at that dog....

I'm trying to teach him to not jump up on you so much...he's getting better...It just takes time to teach animals things like that and let them know you love/care about them too...so he's happy and safe with me and he will be forever...he's a silly!

Pumpkin cat has been catching scorpions and fighting them...he caught one in my room the other night at 2am and he was fighting it...I kept laughing and I woke up to go in the kitchen the next morning at 5am and Pumpkin cat was throwing that scorpion in the air with his paws and biting it when it landed on the floor...Haha!!!...he got rid of that mean old scorpion...I hate scorpions they hurt when they sting you and they are spooky.

Pumpkin likes to take naps on my bed and sleep right beside me at night...he thinks that's his place to sleep all the time....I think he just likes to listen to my mp3 player at night when I play it sometimes when I can't sleep!...he's just like me he LOVES music...he gets sleepy when I play some songs at night...

I bought some of that Febreze Sleep Serenity room spray and I spray a little in my room at night and it's supposed to make you sleep a little better and it makes me sleep well...Pumpkin likes the smell of that too and he calms down and get right on my bed and sleeps beside me...it's safe around cats/dogs but not birds it says..no birds in the house here.....Pumpkin likes the same things as me...

I was just thinking about how much I love music and playing music...I'd LOVE to have a band someday!...I think that would be a lot of fun...I can sing really good and I just think everybody needs to learn an instrument to play or get involved with music...it's a lot of fun and a great thing to do when you want to challenge yourself and learn something new in life...I always like to learn new things like that.So learn to sing or learn to play an instrument, or even learn to read music----that's really important is learning to read music for songs....

I was thinking about learning to read shape notes(I can) you know in the old church hymnals? I saw some of those one time and they are really neat to study...They were just shaped different than today's notes in music hymnals/books....I like to study all the music songs in church hymnals and read the music..i can learn songs really quick because I can read music and sing the notes by figuring out where they go and how they sound on the scale...I know my lines and and spaces.

Lines---E G B D F

Spaces--F A C E

if you use graph paper you can learn where to put your notes and your lines, treble cleff, spaces where they belong....to learn/practice.just a video I found about music.

 

Wednesday, June 25, 2014

hillbillies..another day....

Found a lot of old sparkly beaded flip flops I had in the clothes closet in the floor and I pulled them from the back.....I bought them really cheap on sale several years ago and I paid like $10 for each of them......I'm so silly I just wear the heck out of things til they are comfortable....I can't care...lol...I like things to be comfortable...all my clothes/shoes/even purses on my shoulder gotta be comfortable!!!

I really wish I could wear jewelry without all the troublemaking hillbilly kinfolks getting jealous of me wearing my cheapo jewelry and saying I paid $100000000billion dollars for it all the time....good lord help us all!...I always have to go without much makeup or dress up around them because they all start yelling crap at me and making up lies that I paid $100000 zillion for a necklace or a cheapo ring I bought for $3 and they think I paid zillions....haha!!!...I got them all fooled..always those ol' bat sh*t crazy sluts in my family yelling that or that nutso uncle I was ranting about the other day causing trouble all the time....hillbillies on drugs....whatever..so sick of them.

let's not forget everytime I get a purse for $30 it makes those whores mad as hell at me and they make up lies and whine about me having a new purse too...had a '"so called friend" get jealous of a purse I bought at a store when I was shopping with her and she got jealous over that and whined about that made up lies...well, we'll never be friends ever again!!! ta ta whore!...I found out everything about her and knew she was somebody I didn't need to be friends with..figures...friends with those hillbilly kinfolks the whole time...I never knew it..but I'm a smart girl...I figured that out and she never knew I knew the truth...I'm so damn amazing!..Lol! haven't seen or talked to that piece of sh*t in a looong time!...years I know!..don't know her anymore...staying that way.

I just dress like crap all the time and they get mad about that and I don't fix my hair because they get mad about that and then when I color my hair myself at home they all start yelling I paid $100000zillion dollars to color my hair and then all these whores in the smalltown around here I went to school with or they know my hillbilly kinfolks all start yelling about my hair and say the same thing:"I can't afford to color my hair I bet she pays $1000000 to color her hair that b*tch! Where's she get money for that!? I bet she's a whore!! She sells drugs! I hate her!!It's not fair I have 9 kids I have to take care of I don't have money for that!!!"....FUNNY considering I've NEVER been a whore and I've NEVER sold/took a drug in my life--mad they can't do that to me and ruin my life!!!..Haha!!!..I'm too smart!..i just laugh all I can do.

See? What I put up with all the time?!....everyday..another day..so screwed up this BS from all of them!!!...I set back and laugh my ass off when I pay $6 for a box of hair color at the store and they think I'm paying all that $10000 a color!!!...HahaHa!!!!

they still make up lies about me and yell things at me down the road at night..even people I don't even know...I just laugh!!!...who cares...it's all old hillbilly BS I've put up with my whole life..another night/day getting ridiculed, or lied about or yelled at or made fun of....psychological warfare...Yawn.

I've read lots of psychology books I've read up on all that for years....it's interesting how people's minds work...things happen in life to make people the way they are..so I know how to deal with all these kinda issues....

I avoid all these mean hillbilly people and mean kinfolks who hate me...they get mad...because I know to stay away from them and I hate them all anyway!..Haha!!!

Then all those sluts go run to the makeup or lingerie store and spend their child support and welfare checks on sh*t like that then b*tch and whine because I don't have 9 kids to have to tolerate!!!..They did that to themselves not me!...why hate me all the time? people i don't even know too! I just laugh at this crap..i have to ....

I never even talk to these people or see them..but when they see me or know who I am they start in yelling and all that weird crap...making up stuff....stupid.

they make up all these lies my whole life because I'm not a whore or in the drug crap like them and they try to ruin me, endanger my life, and ruin everything I ever try to do because I'm better than them and they know it!!!...just hillbilly pieces of crap...I don't know how I have survived all this my whole life...maybe it's God....or my Dad and my uncle B. keeping me safe along with the rest of my friends/family who love me and care about me....I love them too!....they have put up with this same crap from these hillbilly family members and other worthless hillbilly people too...and those "rich" hillbillies too...

oh hillbilly..gotta love that word...how many times can I say it in one post?..a zillion and they'd say I paid $100000 for that word to make fun of them...Haha!!!

I just want a normal life where I can wear my cheapo jewelry and be happy and wear makeup and do things I want to do without being screamed at all the time, be scared, or made fun of or have things ruined for me all the time oh and lies made up about me all the time....had enough...maybe someday.

so I just keep laughing at this BS..all I can do...I get a kick out of laughing at their stupidity.

love ya J.



Tuesday, June 24, 2014

what i want in Oklahoma.....

Whenever you go to any of these small towns around here one thing I have noticed about them is how sad and rundown they all look....just no businesses and old empty buildings in every town...I think Oklahoma is a great place to live they just need more businesses and to clean up all the crime and trashy evil people out of it then it can prosper and develop into things that people would like and be proud of..

Because when I look at these old smalltowns nearby I think about how much they could grow and become beautiful places that people could/would be proud and happy to live in...smalltown life can be great when it's cleaned up and rid of crime drugs and all that dark spooky nasty evil people who cause danger and problems...so instead of them ruining everything we shouldn't let them take over something needs to be done about the crime that's no way to live...America is a beautiful country it just needs to become beautiful again by getting rid of all the crime and evil people....I'd clean it all up if I could!!!....lol.

We need really nice businesses to create jobs and people will be able to shop and live and have money not have to deal stupid annoying drugs and cause havoc all the time and headaches for normal people...I hate that drug shit....why do people wanna do that stupid BS?..Boooooring! and stupid!...I could think of a zillion billion other things to do good with money and spend money on than that drug BS or crime BS....

I want things to be pretty and happy and be prosperous in the world...not a bunch of shit haha!!! It only makes life miserable to everyone when they go around stopping businesses from coming in and ruining things for everyone in the town and cities when they keep crime going on with drugs, prostitution and all that evil stupid BS...so sick of it...annoying!

big shopping malls, restaurants, arcades, better schools, better libraries, science/nature centers, better animal shelters, coffee shops, massive arenas for concerts(I love going to concerts of all kinds), fishing shops/restaurants at the lakes, more art centers, museums, just stores that are able to have lots of things to buy and not have to drive 1000000miles to get something you need at home....it all makes more jobs! ;)

Oklahoma has got a lot of potential and it is beautiful when it's cleaned up and looking hopeful....It's a good place to live when you can do great things with it...wish I could do that!...oh well...

we just have so much history here and I don't wanna lose that our cowboy/indian history is something special ...because that's my family history too!!!..so fix up Oklahoma I think is the best thing for our state and focus on that as much as possible because it's based on our history and there's all different cultures as well...Mexican/American, African American, Asian...etc...there's lots of different cultures I know here in Oklahoma...

IF I could I would love to own and open the doors to a cake/bakery store and a flower shop someday!!!...I'd LOVE to do that....You know have your own cakes you make/decorate my Aunt used to do that once upon a time and I'd like to do that myself...A flower shop you could open next door and have delivery service and I could take classes to learn all the decorating techniques for flowers/cakes and use all this creative energy I have and put that to good use to make the world even more sparkly....haha!!!

if I had a cake/bakery type store I'd just make everything I'd want in there like cookies/cakes/candy/pies and have coffee/cappuccino in there!!!...or my hot chocolate that I loooove so much....lol....AND we need a donut/pastry shop too!!!....I like donuts.....I would make sure they had diabetic things there for people with diabetes and gluten/lactose free stuff there because I know people have issues with those things and their health..

so then to keep in shape we'd need a gym/health fitness center, place to do yoga, or something like that!..i'd love that....it would be fun to have that available for people close by..something really nice.....I'm just full of ideas this morning....haha!!!...oh well...

I'd hire my good friends who are good people to work with me and people I don't even know yet that are good people to work there as well.....oh dream on Julie.....*sad face*

going to try target practicing today a little while if it doesn't get too hot out there.....that would be fun to have a target practicing facility close by as well..i love target practicing..

love j.

Monday, June 23, 2014

being aware.....

I was reading a magazine last night and I saw an article about aids and blood diseases....I was thinking about all these people who I have known in the past few years who have been just living a free life with unprotected sex.....and i wonder if people in smalltowns know that they can contract aids and hep c from having unprotected sex and using drug needles that are not clean and passed around from person to person....

People in smalltowns need to be aware that they can contract aids and hep c from not being safe having unprotected sex and unclean drug needles....People in the cities need to be aware of that too....I read up on it and i remember in the 1980's growing up they made people aware of aids all the time when i was watching tv then, they had commercials about it and all that and then after i grew up they stopped seems like.

I do not have aids or hep c or any blood diseases like that and i do not engage in behavior like that to endanger my life....but i am aware of aids and all that....I just think people in smalltowns and everywhere need to think about things like that all the time because i know people do drugs get high and lose their inhibitions and think they are invincible and it will never happen to them...but it does...Nobody needs to be having unprotected sex at all or being nasty with drugs or sex like that..

I know it's ok to meet people who have aids and give them a hug or talk to them or be around them and that's ok...i would never treat anyone with aids or any other disease any different because of ailments or whatever...i just know about aids and that there are things you need to be aware of when you have people with aids in your life and i know about blood contact and the unclean sex thing...

sometimes people get aids or hep c from blood transfusions I've seen that on tv and that informed years ago....It makes me well aware that you never know who has aids or diseases and i can be friends with them and i would never treat them any different!!!....I'm not promiscuous or anything i just think people who are promiscuous with sex/drugs need to be careful at all times and not be risky with sex or drugs...because it's dangerous and causes sadness.

I will always know that i can be friends with people who have aids or blood diseases because there is no risk being just friends...i don't sleep around at all..never have and never will....it's cheap and nasty i think..that's my decision to not do that kinda thing....i'm a lady.....so i won't be exposed to that kinda stuff...

i may be just a redneck girl from Oklahoma....Haha!!!...but one thing i am not is a stupid girl...I'm well aware of the world and of life and people in general i know how it all goes....I think I'm really smart and i think people discredit me for that because i am kinda shy and quiet and i avoid stupid annoying people.....

so one thing I'm not is stupid.....i just worry about people i know who are being stupid with sex/drugs and it makes me wanna beat the hell out of them!!!...sorry I'm evil today but i get so tired of their stupid BS...lol

Ciao'

Sunday, June 22, 2014

diabetes(i don't have it), nail polish, cranberry juice....

Painting my nails and toe nails purple and turquoise today...I think that would be really pretty...I bought some new bright purple nail polish yesterday....it's really a great color...I already had turquoise but I'd like to get a sky blue one as well...I just buy the old cheapo polish for $2 a bottle I don't care!!!....haha....I don't wanna spend $10 on a bottle of nail polish...too wasteful with money..

just like makeup I bought a compact of a liquid makeup/powder combination....Fair Clair was the color by Covergirl....I'm using it for church this morning....hope it matches me this summer because of tan from the sun...I don't wear much makeup at all to church.no liquid eyeliner and no bright lipstick...just foundation/mascara/light lipstick color....and I don't dress up for church either...just whatever you wanna wear is what you should wear...God don't care what you wear!!!...I like flip flops and capris t-shirts whatever works for me...I'm there on sunday!

I was thinking about people in my family who have had issues with diabetes...It makes me think about all the sugar I have been eating over the years and I don't have diabetes...But sometimes people get diabetes because their bodies are different....so I want to be able to cook them things on sundays and all the time that don't have sugars or starches....there's lots of ways to cook for diabetics...you have to eat right and take all your medicines and treatments...I will ALWAYS take care of my loved ones who love me if they ever need me to take them to appointments or whatever...because that's what ya do if you love your family! ;)

they got all that fake sugar substitute stuff anyway....it'll work, if not we can make it work.....lol.

I'm learning all about cooking and the right eating habits for diabetics because I need to know about it...while I don't have any diabetes I can learn how to take care of my loved ones who have it....I can eat sugar because I'm not diabetic or pre-diabetic....but others can't...so I'm learning all about how to cook/eat right for them...

BUT you're not taking my Gummy bears, worms, rattlesnakes, frogs, or any of my gummy candy shapes I like!!!.....OR any of my banana laffy taffy, my blue raspberry charm pops, milk chocolate, caramel, butterscotch, salt water taffy, reeses's pieces,  reeses's p-nut butter cups, caramello candy bars, caramel milkway candy bars, almond snicker bars, snow cones, slushes, ice cream, cookies, pies, cakes, or bubblegum..Those are all my favorite candy/sugar sweet things!....HahahaHaha!!!...I LOVE candy see? told ya so!!!...Haha!!!..but look, I know others can't eat it all the time so I won't eat it around them and I will cook healthy for those who got the diabetes.... ;)

I haven't been eating sugar since it is summer and too hot so that's a-ok....I eat fruit too..sillies!

had to drink some cranberry juice this morning and the whole bottle of it was frozen in the icebox....what the heck is going on with that?!...oh well....keep those kidney infections away from me!!!

love j.

Saturday, June 21, 2014

just be nice to everybody.....

Just woke up...can't believe its already Saturday.

I was just thinking about things this morning....I've met a lot of different people in my life and there's lots of people in this world of all kinds...When people like you and respect you. I treat them with respect right back....

Nobody on this earth is exactly like another one, which is a good thing because can you imagine how boring this world would be with so many people all alike?...That's why I don't judge people who like me and who treat me nice!!!

I know lots of people can be mean towards all kinds of different people and be racist or be hateful or won't talk to people because of things wrong with them medically...But that's never bothered me when someone is nice to me and wants to say hi to me in town or wherever or when you meet new people through your friends/family I'm always nice to everyone.

So when you've got people of all different kinds who want to be your friend or say Hi or whatever I know that they are all different than me, because nobody is ever exactly the same person.You have to respect people at all times....

I've never been gay/bi and I've never been a different race, and I've never had anything serious medically...and I've never been fat or skinny...and I respect all people even though I have never been anything that people make fun of...so I never make fun of people unless they are mean to me and try to ruin my life!!!...Haha!!!

I feel sad for people who get made fun of or avoided because of being different and I like it when they are different because they are unique and when I see someone that likes me and wants to be friends and they are unique/or not unique of course I respect them when I find out how nice they are to me!!!

I never judge people for anything and I'm not a meanie!!!....Some people do get kind've mean to people because they are different and there's no reason to be mean or hateful to people because they are different...IF they are nice to you...be nice right back, smile, shake their hand and go on....

Sure there are people I have met in my life I just can't stand to be around so when I can't stand to be around people because they annoy me I just am nice and I leave the room or I just avoid them...My whole theory is that if someone is nice to you...just be nice back to them...you need to smile more and laugh more!!!

be nice to everybody....don't be a meanie!!!  

love ya julie

Friday, June 20, 2014

i want a stress free life......

I have a new dog...it's black and it showed up at my house...It's really friendly and sweet...seems like it's always happy and I like that...so I been feeding it and watering it....I'm going to treat it for fleas and ticks tomorrow I think...so I have a new dog I guess!!! I will take good care of it...you know how I am I love animals!!!

I was thinking this morning about how happy that dog seems to be and how when he wags his tail and wants me to pet him he makes me smile..so I think that being happy is a good thing and when you are happy and laugh all the time everyone else becomes happy and laughs too!

when everyone is happy and laughing all the time...everybody around you in your life is happy!...does that make sense?...haha! you gotta work at being a happy person...try it sometime you might enjoy laughing and smiling...I do!

I love being happy and laughing and I want and wish for everyone in my life to always be happy and laugh all the time..so turn that frown upside down...sure I get my bad days and my sad days like everyone does BUT I do know that stress causes all that.

Stress is the whole reason anyone worries and is sad and it causes anxiety and that makes you sick...Stress can affect your body more than you know it does...crying is ok to relieve stress but not too much crying....just cry it out and go on..

Whenever I get stressed I hurt all over and I get emotional, cry and feel bad and it causes high blood pressure(which I don't have) and all those bad bad things!!!I avoid stress as much as possible so I don't need a lot of that busy busy rush hurry up kinda things in my life...I just want a simple life I think...I'm happy being just a girl in Oklahoma in the middle of nowhere...I don't care about all that materialistic "I'm so cool" crap everyone always gets excited about....lol

I know home is stressful around here with things going on around everywhere...BUT I do have faith that things are going to be better and get better and I will just "keep on keepin on" til they are right at the level I need them to be when all the stress in my life is totally gone I will have peace in my life and the anxiety can go away and the worrying...

geez seems like a loooooong time I've been waiting for things to get better but I know they will eventually get to the happiness and stress-free lifestyle I wish and strive for....can't wait for that day!

I need people in my life to be stress-free for me so if you're going to be in my life you gotta laugh all the time and have a sense of humor and be away from all bad things...I'm not going to allow yelling or fighting or addictions in my life so if you can't handle what I want in my life than get your butt out of my life...because those are my rules!!!....lol....My rules are laughing, giggling, being a silly, and never being serious unless we absolutely have to....

and in no way will I ever allow any of that staying drunk all the time, doing drugs or being abusive towards me...kicking it all to the curb and whoever tries to do that crap in my life will be kicked to the curb as well sick of it! i deserve better than that..

IF you truly love someone you love them and respect their wishes and respect them enough to stay clean and sober for them....because I have had so much stress my whole life with addicts and I won't ever allow that in my life EVER again...because I deserve better than that....I think things will get better because I am a "good luck charm" and I know that and I have been told that by many people in my life so when I am involved things always get better and good things can/will happen..

I live my life how I want and anybody who wants me to be somebody I'm not is gonna find out really quick I play by my own rules...I don't change for anyone and that's how I have always been....so I'm still standing....my family and friends and any cute boys out there need to know that about me!!!....lol....I don't tolerate anything I do not want in my life at all...

love ya j.

Thursday, June 19, 2014

go to church.....

I've been going to church with my Grandparents lately...I really like going to church and the pastor and his wife are really nice...I think everybody should have spirituality in their life...because we are all born with a spirit and we need to keep our spirit faithful to God...He keeps us on the right path...

When I think about going to church I think about going with friends and family that I love...because they can worship with me and be together all the time on sundays....it's fun!

At my church they have sunday morning breakfast and coffee...lol...I love the smell of coffee but I don't drink it..It's always fun on sundays after church to spend sunday noon dinner together as a family and then watch ballgames on tv and take a nap or whatever ya wanna do...I like sundays to be spiritual but lazy too with friends and family...haha!!!

I get to thinking about how everyone needs God and Jesus in their life because I know they have kept me safe from harm and kept me on the right path and out of trouble I think...along with all the family and friends who love me...they have kept me safe and love me too..so I want everyone I love to go to church with me and get it right with God and Jesus....

I think Jesus was kind of a free spirit guy and rather cool...he was calm all the time and he just taught God's word....he's who I think everyone should be like...

I think all kinds of people are entitled to follow whatever religion they like ya know?....but I think all people need a good spirituality to follow in life....everybody's gotta have that for their spirit to keep you thinking good thoughts and walking the right path in life...Church isn't spooky at all!!!...You have to have a great pastor who is accepting of all people and I think God accepts all people

I think when you love God and you follow his words in the Bible he loves you no matter what you are....whether you are purple, orange, brown, green, black, blue, yellow, white, pink or turquoise or gay or bi or  have addictions or are drunk all the time..whatever it is I think God and Jesus love you no matter what when you follow their word and go to church...

Going to a rehab church is the right thing for people with addictions to do..i have a lot of people in my family all with addiction problems and I know a lot of people throughout the years with addiction issues.....So I think going to church is the right start for battling addictions...

The first thing a person with addiction needs to know about a rehab church is it's ok to cry and give a testimonial in front of everyone about how they have been in life and know everyone there will NOT judge them or laugh at them...because they're all there for the same thing to get better with their spirit and with God..to go on with life and do good things....

Music should be a starting point for worshipping God at the church and with instruments and music books all the kinds of music all people want to listen to that worship God..I myself like the new church music that is more rock/pop I like the old southern gospel hymnals too but I like the new songs the best!!!...you can find those at Christian book stores and online I'm sure...

I think everyone can learn to play instruments in time, and read music it's not bad at all...rather simple to learn music and sing..which is what I'm best at....I read music really good and I can learn songs on my own when I have all the right instruments playing...or music sing along cds...

I think people should be able to get in front of the congregation and testify about the lord changing their life or how they want to be a better person for their family/God/and the world to make a good difference in their lives, their family's lives and in the world in general...their communities and all that....do good things with your life and you will feel so much happiness in your life when you help people or do God's work...which is how I feel when I have helped out with all kinds of church things all my life..

one thing all people should know when they go to church is that nobody is there to judge them or make fun of them...They should be able to dress how they want and wear what they want...because I know God would not care about how you dress or how you look...it's not about dressing up it's about worshipping God and Jesus and bettering your life and your soul...

so what if you don't have the best clothes or money, or all that BS...just go to church and be yourself...

Church is good for a person and you make all kinds of friends at church..being together with people who are feeling the same way or going through the same thing is good...having sundays and sometimes wednesday nights in church and having bible study is good for you too..you can have coffee or have snacks and talk about your week...and laugh and read your bible and discuss the teachings, and practice music....sometimes they even play chess/checkers/dominos...it's not all stressful or strict at church...

Have choir practice!!!...It's my Favorite on Wednesday nights...lots of fun playing music and singing and you can do that after bible study on Wednesday nights...to practice for sunday morning music during worship....And if you think you can't sing..it don't matter at all...just sing!!!

church isn't spooky it's a lot of fun..i think so anyway.

 so take your lazy butts to church on sundays...Haha!!!

love julie

Wednesday, June 18, 2014

my favorite song....

 
This is just a video I found for this song...it's my favorite song!..I can listen to it over and over I never get tired of it and I love it!!!..so pretty.
 
been listening to it today.

pink lemonade......

Took back parts for a new gate my grandparents had built...had extra pieces left over for the chains and latches....hope the cows like the new gates!!!....lol.

Grandparents wanted to buy 2 new salt blocks for the cows...so they got 2...I wonder if Stormy needs one yet?...haha...she's probably too little still...but Blue has salt block out in the pasture...all cows need salt & mineral blocks from time to time to stay healthy...kinda like people sometimes need vitamins....

Pink Lemonade from Braum's...the best lemonade in the world I think....

Been thinking about one of my best friends Allissun...I haven't seen that girl in forever!!!..I hope she's doing ok....my Auntie J. & Uncle L. would love to see her too! ;)

Funny how you can start thinking about someone you haven't seen in a long time all of the sudden...lol.

really wish I could go ride a 4wheeler today...I love doing that.

been sleeping really good...it's been better since it is raining more so now...I'm so thankful for that!

love ya, julie

Tuesday, June 17, 2014

addictions.....

I just woke up....I was thinking yesterday about how much I wish I could have a Dr.Pepper!!!....I HATE it that I can't drink those anymore....lol....Kidneys are more important than anything.....Dr.Pepper sure tasted good though...oh well.....hurts me to drink any sodas and I don't want to lie in bed all night or pee blood again like a few years ago!...awful....so I had to give my addiction to Dr. Pepper up....lol

I've never had an addiction to anything but music, laughter, candy, my friends and family(who love me)being happy, and following God...I don't know why but I've just never been into any addictions but those...I don't drink, I don't smoke, and I have never been addicted to any drugs at all of any kind...I sure don't judge anyone who is addicted to anything...because I know those people have had a lot of pain in their life to cause them to self-medicate their pain with those bad drugs...but it's all just a temporary fix...when you have to fix your heart and soul first!!!

I don't know understand why anyone would ever wanna do drugs....but I know that nobody is perfect and nobody is better than anyone else to God and some people like to think they are better than other people and make them feel like they are less than them...but that's not true...nobody is better than someone else no matter how much money or whatever.

I think that when people do drugs it's because they feel depressed and upset/sad....but they don't need to do drugs when the world is full of beautiful things to have in your life....people should get addicted to their favorite good things that they like to do that are good things not bad things...Things they enjoy like music/singing(my favorite!) or ballgames, painting, writing, reading, or taking care of animals and people you love....whatever is a good thing that you like to do!

I know that when people get addictions it's tough to get away from them and the bad influences in their lives...I've never been an addict and I don't know how it feels or how it really goes with that kinda thing...but I do think that drugs ruin your life and take people you love away from you...so when I think about that it makes me sad to think of people I LOVE who get mixed up in drugs and I see them that way and worry about them doing that and wasting away...it makes me very sad/stressed....all bad drugs do is kill people and they are very dangerous. ;(

Instead of drugs they need to get spiritual with God and take their life in a good direction instead of a bad path to nowhere....there's plenty of wonderful beautiful things in the world that are way better than drugs and all that darkness and evil....I think drugs are evil and I think of all the bad things they lead too and the danger they cause in my life and everyone's life...rather spooky!

I do not judge people for ever doing drugs I just think all people need to get help for their addictions in a good rehab and go to church..God can help you get through rehab and off drugs by following him..I don't know it all or anything don't get me wrong...I just know that it all leads to NOWHERE using drugs...it's never going to make you happy it only causes misery and lots of worries/problems and destroys all things wonderful and beautiful in your life that you love..you see it all the time in people's life when you sit back and watch it and can see it all play out..

I LOVE people and when I see someone I love harming themselves or doing drugs it makes me very sad because I need them to be in my life because I love them so much!...when people truly love their friends/family they need to stay off drugs to keep them in their life and keep themselves safe so they can be there with them forever....

not everybody is so blessed to have someone who loves them in their life like the people I love...because they have someone like me who loves and cares about them and needs them like I do all the people I adore....so I will always be there for them and stand by them to help them get through all that tough addiction stuff...because I love them and I need them in my life.

so get a good addiction like music or laughing...

love, julie

Monday, June 16, 2014

i recycle......

Just fed Stormy some sweet feed that my Grandma had left over in a sack to give me...she didn't want to waste it so she gave it to me...no use in wasting anything like that.I gave Stormy the sweet feed in her rubber pan and she did no like sweet feed!!!...surprise!...When Blue was a baby he LOVED sweet feed that is what he is all about...so when Stormy said no way that's not my kinda food I took all that sweet feed and I fed it to Blue!...I'm rhyming again....lol...

Blue likes sweet feed when he was a tiny little guy I fed  him sweet feed all the time and prarie hay....but anyway he's out free roaming the pasture and he always walks up to the fence to greet me...it's so cute!...so I fed Blue that sweet feed and he tried to take that whole ice cream bucket full away from me...( I put the sweet feed in an old ice cream bucket that is plastic I recycle!) anyway I use that as a feed carrier and toss it all out in the pans....kinda nerdy I suppose but I like to reuse recycle things...

I also reuse those plastic bags that you have to get at all the department stores as trash bags for my trash cans through out the house...I'm all about that...I like paper better than plastic because it is biodegradable...so bring back brown paper bags please!!! I'd like a huge brown paper bag 30-gal for all my house hold trash bags....I hate plastic...I like brown paper bags because they will deteriorate and they are pretty to me....I like the color of them..I hate plastic!!!

I don't know why all the stores and everything is all about those plastic bags?...I want brown paper bags back...safer for the environment and those plastic soda bottle rings all need to be biodegradable or put them back in paper cartons like in the old days and do away with plastic soda holder rings whatever they are called!.....they can harm animals in the environment...animals can get them out in landfills especially birds and they can get stuck on their wings and hurt them....makes me sad...I saw that one time a long time ago and it made me sad...of course I couldn't catch the bird but the plastic evidently had gotten stuck around it's wing and grew into it....so sad...so I always cut those up when I see them....I can't drink sodas because they hurt my kidneys and they aren't good for you anyway....but when I find those plastic rings I cut them up....

I also reuse those silly cool whip containers and any hard plastic bowls like that I re use for storage containers....still good and works for me we call that Redneck Tupperware!!!.....haha!!!.....because everybody who doesn't care about buying 10000000 new plastic containers can just reuse those cool whip containers.....just as good and not extra crap in the cabinet....

so you save money when you recycle things like that....I know it looks kinda dumb but who cares...saves money..i know people who spend all that extra money on that and are still never happy or never use it and it sets in the cabinet....

just made a cake out of a box and it was a total disaster....the pans didn't work with the cooking spray and the food coloring was weird in the cake design....didn't swirl right..ran together....but I iced it anyway and put it together...it was bad!...Haha!!!.....I just laugh at messes and fix them up right the best way I can...I love them anyway.....

guess that's why homemade from scratch is the best!!!...haha!!!

love ya, j.

Sunday, June 15, 2014

father's day......

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY DAD!!!

I love you and I just want you to know how much I am thankful for you being my Dad.

I can't wait to see you!

Love,
your daughter, julie

Saturday, June 14, 2014

governor election......

Thinking about the next governor's election....Met a guy the other day who is running for the governor's seat.....He is state rep-Dorman he's a democrat....I think he can really do great things for our state and he really listens to questions people have in the state about things....

My grandparents and my Auntie J. really like him and I like him as well..

he's really down to earth and he cares about what people want to ask him about political issues....I'm not much on politics at all I rarely think about them anymore.I'm either giggling about them or I'm mad about them..i get disappointed just like everyone does...haha...ya know how that goes in all things political....so whenever it gets time for the election I think he will be a great candidate....

sort of disillusioned with the way governmental things are going now in Oklahoma....I think change is good..i'm not hating on anyone..i just think he's really a nice person and he cares about the political atmosphere of Oklahoma!

the most important thing to me about a governor would be the ability to listen and care on issue for our state...I LOVE Oklahoma and I believe things can and will get better for our state in time...it has it's bad parts and it's good parts and it's beautiful locations...

as with all things and all states...they're all pretty much the same regardless...like people...there's all kinds of people and all kinds of states...not one is better than another..they are equal to me I think..

I like Oklahoma I just think it has it's issues like all states...but it's home..things can and will get better in time I know.

love julie

Friday, June 13, 2014

been watching ballgames.....pumpkin cat-always in trouble...

Been looking at the garden...just planted tomatoes...I hope they will do ok....

I wish I could grow some broccoli...it's my favorite..I like to make a good broccoli cheese casserole for the holidays...but I always like to include plain broccoli in my eating...

I LOVE black olives in a can....too bad I can't have an olive tree.....ha!...I would have all the black olives I could ever want.....see I'm being healthy!

thinking about Pumpkin cat.....he's been catching spiders and scorpions all over the house and bringing them to me.....he likes to play ball and bring it back to me...so I always get a surprise when he brings me all kinds of things he carries in his mouth...it's so cute!!!.......he likes to hide under my bed and jump ontop of my bedroom door and perch then jump off!...I was afraid there for awhile he was going to jump into the ceiling fan!!! yikes!....I had to tell him that he was going to get into trouble for getting ontop of the door like that and he looked at me and squeaked at me...like he was confused....he hasn't jumped back up on the door anymore..thank god.

now what he's been doing is fighting paper towel rolls and toilet paper rolls..he holds them in his paws and bites and kicks them with his back feet...then he tries to tear them up with his mouth....oh lord help me! that cat...

I like to go to Petsmart and look at all the fuzzy toys I could get him to play with...but he just likes a certain kind of ball he can carry in his mouth it's kind of like a pom pom...that may be what they are called I think?

I like to look at the fish they have for sale too...so if I ever get a fish tank Pumpkin cat will have to stay away....he'd like to eat all the fish in a tank probably.

been trying to keep up with all the playoff games on tv...My favorite basketball team is the THUNDER of course! Oklahoma girl!!!.....I also love baseball games and I've been trying to catch a lot of the games on tv lately....been kinda tired..i sorta fall asleep and then I wake up mad I missed the whole game....haha!!!...I like the Rangers the best when I catch a game...but I like them all!

I hope you're doing ok Dad I love ya!...see you soon.

love, Julie