I have had plenty of friends and almost an entire family of addicts to watch, listen to, sadly watch them ruin, destroy everyone + everything in their paths.........very depressing to watch this all go on with them, my whole life. :(
Whether it be, alcoholism, drugs of every kind, sex addiction, or gambling, impulse shopping, they have had almost every addiction there has ever been....
They NEVER would admit they had the problems, NEVER would admit they were addicted, and terrible addicts...........I think it was a lifestyle, a thrill to live, mostly about feeling high, important, big wheel, better than anyone NOT involved in their stupid crap !!!
I have seen nothing but lunacy from their drug addictions, danger, rape, abuse, diseases, loss of family, loved ones, trouble with the law, accusations, snobbery, theft, threats, unwanted children, bankruptcy, asking for money, annoyance, screaming, cheating on spouses, animal cruelty, just total distortion, insanity from them all because of the drug addictions, or whatever addictions, I think they had them all.....
The thing about being apart of a friendship or apart of a family with nothing but drug addiction is the sadness you feel, the let downs, the loneliness you feel as they care not about you when addicted, their words are harsh, cruel, upsetting, you never get over the emotional abuse, the screaming, total hatred for you as they are severely addicted.........they are also all VERY exhausting + annoying........depressing to listen to and put up with all the time.........I've heard every old drug addict, alcoholic cry baby story, excuse their is.......just lunacy !
I have been VERY tired my entire life because of them and their shenanigans with dope, alcohol, their shit messes they have created all only cause me danger, harm, more troubles from everyone........they seem to create these shitty messes, and go on high, leave, never return, and it all seems as though it is my responsibility thrown onto me and others interior my family sober to clean up !!! Damn, it makes me angry, tired of the whole messes they've all made.......
Then they wouldn't ever be here, and their people / their crowds / friends in my face yelling about some baby they had they want money for, or some weirdo creep of their friends calling or looking for them, needing help or their whereabouts !!! Too much !!! And talking to me about their crap, I don't even know what they are talking about ! NEVER leave you alone, constantly some kind of annoyance, harassing, years + years, my entire life of this crap ! Because of my family's messes / addiction !..... exhausting. :(
I've NEVER took a drug in my life, NEVER even been drunk, still a virgin, but as many stories and messes as they have ALL created, I know about it all by listening to their high rattle trap b.s. cry stories, their annoyances, behaviors, damn, it's been years and years of it all......and people telling me stories about what they have all been doing ! Sick filth, embarrassing stories......too much !
Calling me at two a. m. drunk + high to drive to the bars and pick them up to take them home........or calling so messed up on the phone I can't hear them or understand drunk + high talk.........stressful ! Having to help them to the house, to walk, to get interior the car so I can haul their asses home !!! Puking / urinating in the car, on the floor, then have to clean up their puke, urine !!! Then having to help them up the steps !!!!!! Too much !!! Had ENOUGH.
When you have loved ones, friends / family, you wish for only goodness for them ! I don't know how others feel about this all, BUT I can't do this anymore........I think it is too much stress, worry, anxiety, burden on any friend / family to have to worry over, then worry they have been killed in drunk driving wreck or got into trouble at night or during the day !!!!.......Having to go drive down to the county jail to bail them outta there.........you never know what will happen, very stressful.
STRICT drug + alcohol Rehab is the ONLY way to go for help NOW !!! Or rehab for whatever addiction help is needed for !
Your SOBER and RESPONSIBLE spouse, or other family, friends may help you, confide to them you need help. Admit you have addiction and you need help NOW !
STRICT Rehab is a MUST everywhere ! I think the DEA chapters in all local areas can help people with strict rehab, may be for a cost I don't know ???? I heard that once ! Those REHABS for drug, alcohol addiction that are only a month, I do not think work for a severe drug addiction !!! Excuses with those.
We gotta get rid of addiction and illegal street drugs.........just too much danger and loss of loved ones, lunacy, idiots, unwanted babies, turmoil, abuse, rape, upsetting and drugs cause most of it !!!
You can't talk normally to your friends / family when they are addicted, it is very upsetting, depressing, no advice from those we really wish to be there for us, too much ! Nobody there.
I'd wish to ask them What has the drugs really helped you with dumb ass ??? Anything ? Because drugs and all those addictions YOU all have, did nothing but cause me STRESS, TURMOIL, UPSET, SLEEPLESS NIGHTS, HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE, DANGER........SADNESS, LONELINESS....WORRY.......too much !
Drugs only ruin your looks, kill you in all ways, ruin your mind, nothing but evil in those addictions to drugs.......any addiction.........I've been so tired of all this, my entire life.......that's how bad that is !!!
Strict, enforced drug / alcohol rehab is a MUST.....needed every state, country, all over the earth to get rid of these terrible annoying addictions......strict mental health counseling / treatment a MUST with addiction rehab !!! PLEASE !
we who are sober + responsible MUST always be the caretakers and push them to seek addiction treatment !!! No way to live ! Too much !!!
INQUIRE about strict drug / alcohol rehab everywhere !!! Start over life new..........I do not judge others, but I know when we know it's bad, we MUST seek proper authoritive help from professional medical, hospital specialists for severe addiction !
j.
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