Wednesday, March 14, 2012

another day of confusion.....

this song says it all basically..i heard it today and cried....it's not a real life war like the video,but in a way it is a huge battle....it is something that has to be cleaned up and dealt with.....

Another day of total chaos......It's not that i'm mad about not knowing what is going on....it's just that the things i have figured out, i'm worried about them being ok....

It's just very stressful you know?....everyday i'm left wondering what the? what is going on?...where are they? and when is this all going to be over?..or the things i see...i'm tired of this stress and feeling like a total idiot....a clueless one...but we have figured some out..i think?....6 months of this crap...

random guy telling us that in the store....why a random guy?...weirdness all around...but the name mentioned..i know it's all under control legal by the right authority and will be ok...so we were right....but still there's worry....big stuff.

he said it's for us all so we can live our lives and be safe...when i heard he said that..it made me wanna cry that much more....it's so dangerous.....i'm so worried about them.....i miss them so much....

i have to pretend i'm all sunshine and smiles and also watch out....i'm strong because i have to be...i just wish i could hug them and say i'm sooooo proud and thank you for doing this for us...just be safe.....

we love you so much! and go get 'em!!!

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