Sunday, June 25, 2017

bible school...

Summer is always a very social season, with many events and good activities to take part in...

since today is Sunday I know that one good social activity to help out with and take part with is Bible School...

I have always enjoyed helping create, plan, and organize bible school days, I attended every summer as a child...my favorite was the music / singing, the lessons, and the crafts...all of it !...lol

In the last few years, I helped at church with puppets, music, crafts...it was very fun, and I felt that I accomplished something nice for the community, The Lord's work !

Parents can help out with the Bible school week if they wish, as their children learn more about the Bible, and the Bible lessons....they may also have new friends to meet, always fun ! And meet the pastor.

I believe starting out early, knowing the Bible, starting to know of The Lord, and Jesus, is best as a child, that way you know early on about praying, goodness, charity, kindness...strong foundation to start, and base your life onto...last all of your lifetime...

Other ways to help out if no time, and you are very busy with tending to life and you are apart of the church hosting the Bible school week,

You can donate these prepackaged snacks, refreshments all sealed :

Paper wares / straws
Punch
Juice
Fruit / vegetable trays....healthy...dressings
Cookies
Sandwich items
Pizza for last day pizza party !

Many kids may have health issues, so keep a tally of diabetes, etc before the week starts....have special sugar free if needed...

Many bible school weeks have already taken place, began, others may be next month....most advertise in town, shop windows...

We always need to have responsible adults there, and they need to be evaluated first for creeper problems !....terribly scary for innocent children / parents...help keep children safe, make very sure they are taken home safely after the day has ended...Many may volunteer for this responsibility...

J.


Friday, June 23, 2017

horse paint...

Rodeo events are on the way, some already having team ropings, locally....I always enjoy all of the rodeo events...!

When riding in the grand entry, or parades, it can be fun to decorate your horse, with non - toxic paint ( safer for them )...I would apply to mane / tail just an hour or two before taking part in the events....colorful paint can be placed on horse or pony, then onto the rodeo / parade....

If you wish ladies often love to decorate their mane and tail with colorful bows...cute ! And fun !

The paints used for this are some called Pony Paint, or I have heard of people using the safe, non - toxic crayola paint, washes off easily with shampoo + water....not harmful, keep out of horses face, away from mouth or eyes....never paint behind or under belly of horse or pony !!!

Apply only just before taking part in the events, only in Sun frequently...

Red, white, and blue for 4th of July !

J.

Wednesday, June 21, 2017

more hospitals needed...

I have heard much talk locally about the need for more medical + hospitals....too much overcrowding ! And in many local cities no hospitals at all...upsetting.

Most have money woes, technology that is out of date, not enough rooms, and the emergency rooms are too slow, very long wait time....that is serious, and needs to be helped / changed quickly !

Many people in one area lost their hospital + most medical due to issues....it is terribly scarey to think that locally so many people have no medical / hospital !!!...close by county !

I think it is very upsetting, sad, awful that no medical + hospital is available...everyone has to quickly run to the next overcrowded hospital counties away, and then suffer or even die before they can be treated, get help...

Medi - flight is needed, at all hospitals, medical equipment up to date, working properly, and a caring, respectful, credited, on call staff in all hospitals, should be required...all very professional, smart ! 

I think we shouldn't have to wait + rely on a hospital all the way in OkCity, to hopefully be seen, treated !!!...we should have hospitals locally close by, that can treat All ailments, health issues, traumas, problems, and be well trained, licensed, professional staffed, plenty of room so nobody has to wait to be seen, have their life saved...!

These local hospitals, are overcrowded, only 3 to run to, distantly, no room for the amount of people...for this county, and this county, that have no hospital available...

Having pay out plans available for all to pay on those ginormous hospital bills would be kind for those with no insurance, money troubles....

Being able to save lives is something we should all be able to do, and have those wonderful hospitals, nurses, doctors, all staff that care and will take proper care of you would be a relief to all I know...less worry and stress for everyone !

Grand size, very clean, hospitals are best in my opinion, see + treat more patients, less wait time, less worry...

Medical clinics, in small towns would also be very helpful and appreciated by many....very clean, respectful, caring, professional, advanced....less drive time, on call staff...plenty of doctors and enough room. :)

J.


Monday, June 19, 2017

shade needed...!

Well, it is very hot outdoors today...I think about how much I appreciate a nice shade, whether it be trees, awnings, buildings,...or just stay indoors under ceiling / cooling fans...

All animals outdoors need shade from heat + Sun also !...very important ! Serious !...cattle / all livestock, horses, chickens, goats, sheep, pigs, --- just all animals need shade trees, or barns that are vented, grand size enough, very cool water, shade also is best for water to stay cool, fresh....

Rodeos, cattle sale + purchase barns need shades for cattle / livestock before the sales, feed + water....as for rodeos, all animals need proper shade, rest, water, very cool, before rodeo days before event...I know many sale barns and rodeos locally need this now !!!...proper, professional, more well organized.....and all attendees, need shade too, for crowds....I love rodeos !

Pets need shade if have to live outdoors, create shade if possible, help them keep cool, fresh, clean cool water...feed them as they enjoy...

I enjoy shade trees, they are nice to set underneath in lawn chairs, drink refreshments, chill, in the evenings often...while grilling, set out underneath the shade trees, talk, keep cool...

Shade is best in any way possible to keep cool, rest..

J.


another letter...

Well, it's letter time, I am not a cry baby, or a whiny brat, I just have to find some relief from easy !...

I want to tell you all thank you for getting rid of a lot of harassment, and nastiness, I saw creek crawling the other day, and I also say tell everyone thank you everywhere who helped get rid of all the trash involved in this nastiness...I wish that I could tell them in person, but I know later...

This road makes me weirded out sick or something seeing these old houses, nastiness I saw through here...weird I know, creepy feeling or something...puke !

Here is my bitchy list about E.' s lunatic ways that are I think about to kill me...

My fans in my bedroom are still hacked playing screams, talking all day + night...cats still meowing at ceiling, peeing in floor, behaving crazy....I clean properly, almost daily this happens, they will not sleep, they hear the buzzing, talking screaming on fans or in house, wherever it is, my dog barks all night, I am worried he could be hacked and die too...Upsets me

He tells me daily I have cancer, and keeps saying cancer treatment centers of America in my head, and on the fans...makes me exhausted....scared...j.w. tries to tell me the truth...and calm me...I think j.w. should be able to talk to me not E. !!!...I am scared a lot still...because of junk E. Tells me all the time...! Says they are removing my organs with equipment, you won't live long bitch, bla, bla, bla...on and on..

says he sends tiny short people to follow me, says they are his friends, they are creepy and smelly..weirdos...make faces at me in stores..or on roads...driving..

Tells me, they are going to kill me, I am dying, my pets are dying, says Kyle s. is coming back, every time I go to town he screams in my head, there's Kyle s. !....that idiot was a lunatic he hacked my mind, talked to me same time as E. Talked in my head, years ago...both at same time all jacked up on drugs, trying to kill me at stores, followed me, kyle said he would spit aids blood in my face...almost killed me talking in my head like that !!! 

Kyle hurt animals I saw in road...Upsets me still I saw that.....sad...Kyle kept turning it up on my head saying I had to marry him bitch !...I said no, I won't, he turned it up deep in my mind....screaming....yes you will bitch !...he was a gay guy, he said and all the gay guys hate you bitch !....I could care less ! I told him...creepy nasty weirdo ! I tried to talk to him, to calm him down, he kept on...I hope it doesn't ever happen again !...this has been a nightmare, my whole life...I couldn't get him shut off my head...he said he pressed nerves down in my stomach, I got sick with pain, vomited....I hope he's gone...crazies jacked up on drugs, do not need that equipment !...this went on 5 - months...I survived, it infuriated all the cheap nasty hillbillies everywhere !....

They kept calling me a bitch, so I told them, you're wrong, it's queen bitch to you trash !!!....lol...

E....Keeps telling me when I have something to eat for a meal, you fat bitch ! Then mashed on my nerves to make me nervous feeling, tells me he is punishing me for eating something, next time he screams at me in my head, all you eat all the time is salads, eat real food bitch !....go figure that one !...jacked up in the head, last time I saw him, and paid attention he weighed about 2 pounds, on drugs....lol...nasty.

Plays songs in my head everyday, to exhaust me, this has went on for years with all the crazies with crooked equipment....tired.

He sits up the road at the b-shaw house at his roost like a buzzard, and I am the tired prey, innocent, confused, he talks and yells all night at me....I feel exhausted, and I might pass out or die, scared ! He won't stop talking in my head, or on the fans, I have to keep cool, my room doesn't cool very much, even with air conditioner on, insulation bad in this old house....I feel sicker...

He keeps playing old conversations in the house on fans...I guess eavesdropping got someone in trouble...lol...they don't like what I had to say about them, and got in trouble...haha..don't like what I say, don't be listening !

Yells at me in my head when I turn on my internet, or my cellphone, or when I blog, you kill my friends bitch !...kept hiding my signal he said so I couldn't blog...

Tells me every time I go to bathroom, my uterus will fall out, and that Brown worm is going to fall out again...nervous....I am always upset, tired, confused, exhausted, if I can get a nice night of rest, sleep without talking every second, I feel better for a while...I need peace and quiet at night...

I am a mess, of tired, don't care no more, sick, exhausted, creeped out....these idiots have about made me nuts ! Having to battle all this trash, everyday my whole life, not just the snobby hillbilly family, but the less money hillbilly family, all their people, then at school I had to know those people that were in with them, insults, embarrassing me, harassment, nastiness, all that trash still following me, nosy, just chaos...blaming me for their own ruin...I just laugh...

He said he had to tell me about a handful of friends I really always enjoyed talking to at school, that they are going to be in my life, if that is true, I am happy for them, they were always kind, caring, true friends, that suffered with me at school....tell them I love you guys, can't wait to see you, thank you for keeping me safe when I knew nothing about these corrupt losers !...can't wait to be friends again, I miss you !...and a few others I haven't met yet...if that is true, that makes me happy...

E. Keeps saying they are ok, not mad at me, and that makes me happy, then the next day, he says they are gone, hate me, and I become sad, confused....wish I knew the truth...says this about many people, he says you say for him to tell me about....oh well maybe someday I will know the truth...

I just want E. to have some serious help, don't hurt him bad, he just needs mental health, rehab serious !...I think he is overdosing, having old memories, upsets, flashbacks about his loved ones, I think...frightens me...sometimes he is nice to talk to, days he tells me he is taking medicines, he can be comforting on those days, but just half the time, then he goes nuts later....hellllllllp !

I felt like writing a letter.

Sorry this rambles on, but I have a lot of stress, confusion, tired with him, this, and my mother and grandma's confusion...thanks for everyone taking care of me all my life..

Love, Julie