Wednesday, January 30, 2019

Cat rescue !......

I have been taking care of a cat that was living interior the barn at home......for several months he has been here, and I have been feeding + watering him daily.......he has a home here permanently if he wishes !!!

I think we ALL need to be kind, caring, helping all things along their life path, being protective toward the innocent such as the cat, or any other animal, human of innocence is our responsibility !!! Show we care, change the world for the better, by being kind, and showing we care !

The cat has been a new wonderful friend / family to me, especially since my mother passed on, he makes me giggle, he purrs, and is very sweet ! Very energetic, can be lazy, but he makes me laugh !

Just as ALL pets, when there for you, with you, they are a blessing to our lives ! I know this to be the TRUTH !!! When you have a pet you are NEVER alone, less scared, more attentive to your new furever pal !!! Aww !......

I know people say cats are a mess, but they are silly messes ! They are worth it ! I have forever adored cats, kittens ! Adoption of a cat or kitten at a local shelter, safe haven for cats, kittens most anywhere !!!

I can tell you that when you adopt a cat it will change your life ! Minot is a great snack for them late evenings, just a few Tablespoons interior their bowl........these cats seem to LOVE Milnot / evaporated milk.......! Purrrfect !  ;)

Cats are easily litter trained interior the litter box, just lightly scratch their front paws in the litter box, they soon learn to bathroom there......I trained all of my cats, as kittens, older cats it's simple also......

Most people are very excited to adopt a new cat ! PLENTY to choose from at rescues, shelters, safe kitty havens........I know we MUST spray or neuter ALL pets ! I had this new cat neutered ( male ) .......I think I am going to keep him for awhile and possibly adopt him to a relative, soon.......

Rescuing, feeding, sheltering, taking VERY good care of any cat is something to be proud of ! Taking care of until adopted is wonderful, good, kind way to achieve greatness !

Change your life today ! Adopt a rescue.

Blessings from above, our pets !

ENJOY!!!

j.

Another letter....

More filth screaming about black men, Kong, black seed on my face man !!!???? Sicko filth screaming once you go black you don't go back bitches !!! My master is here my chocolate man is mine baby !!!! Some bitch  Screaming My daughter is biracial !!! she is beautiful model sometime !!!!????? Some woman skanks yelling that about her biracial daughter ????? Whoever that is ????......Screaming that kim k has the same beauty as I do !!! About her daughter ????? Who is that yelling chattering ????

Then yelling at me non stop as I ran errands drive down hwy my grandma's errands appointments, filth screamed about rap hick hop Japanese crtl money we take estate you NOT prostitute !!! NO estate bitch !!! Screaming over nightclubs, bars, strip joints, black men rub my p#### good damn baby !!!!????? That is SICKO creepy filth !!! Sick and tired of hearing this b.s. !!! Those women girls men boys gays are creepy filthy talking upsetting !!! 

Stevie harassing me to no end at Wal-Mart chicksha then Danielle fake too short NOT her I can tell I was told she was involved in this and is gone......she works at chicksha Wal-Mart yelled at me said Hey Julie ! Is your cellphone still the same ???? Brenna has been trying to get a hold of you !!! Wants to meet up go hang out !!!!????? What is all this about ???? Stevie started crying screaming after I told her I didn't have a cell phone NO signal, I just told her that because someone in my waves said NOT to give her my cellphone number !!!????? Stevie kept screaming then shut up sobbing wailing NOT fair you just hit her bitch !!! F you !!! Those s town girls are busted fakes ALL stirred up over shit over east mad at you bitch NOT involved bitch !!!! Anna mad too she wants 30 mil off over east promised to be your friend bitch !!! She said if you get your estate NOW we can't use her to make us more money and can't use her IF she moves leaves soon !!!! Anna said this ?????  What is all this ???? Why do I not get that estate NOW ???? Because sterling thinks they get your estate because you are sick with endocrine cancer !!!! Steven said that they over east lied told sterling idiots that they get money off estate ???? Who did that ??? Stevie is cry bagging like hell over Anna sterling idiots like her and K....family talk yesterday to me at Wal-Mart....

They keep crying about sterling people like that I don't even know don't even remember !!!! Non stop with this !!! Stevie up to this says Anna told sterling ALL of my bank info ???? And about Z over east ???? Sterling skanks dea crtl fakes masks surgery all fight brewing over here or something trying to drag me into it or set me up he screamed !!!!???? I do NOT give a shit for that bunch !!! I don't care about them over there don't know that screwed up bunch of Sandy followers, hale followers, mccracks followers, m crtl m crtl nuts fanatics crtl trash !!!! Sick of it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Stevie keeps saying they are all going to start stopping by my house calling my house and phone and will not leave then it's all about Anna calling me to baby sit be friends Amber p......then rat hair, then K family girls !!!!!! I'm sick of it he's more stalker than ever !!!! F you too Norm !!!! Creep !!! Stalker !!!! I call stevie norm after that stalker movie......woogie or norm !!!!! He keeps telling me he can't marry me bitch it's NOT fair I can't marry you bitch they shut me off soon I can't talk to you ever again bitch then he sobs crying fake !!! Like he cares, yeah right stalker !!! He's exhausted me, more so every day with all the work business I have to tend to !!!! Is this for surgeries or something ????

More about endocrine cancer he says govt makes him tell me about the fact I have it ????!!! Over and over about this......Steven says lies all it is more stalker behavior.....

Yelling over Calif helping taking more Monet, screaming over Valentine's money off my blog ???? Huh ???! Then hating on Rgn, Mz, and JH out there F them F them to hell try that !!! F them to hell I HATE them man !!! Fat ass Fs Rgn JH, you all fat ass Fs bitch !!!!?????

Cry bagging over filth sluts, black Kong, Nash HW money, some shit about houses over east crying brats !!!??? I don't know what or where they are wailing over !!! Some Z kid angry at me over his mother dead over you bitch his aunt works at RS grocery bitch you hit her F you !!!! Z has Japanese wife aids son gone NOW !! He married you bitch !!! Black wife he had years ago nurse health tech big tits big p#### black bitch he f'ed for zillions......????? That's disgusting filth talk c## out her p#### hairy greasy !!!!

More threats to rape traffick kill me, threats to rape my pets cattle, yelling blue cow hit was by truck raped dead cow you adored !!!! Making me more depressed over losing my mama.........non stop she's dead govt killed her went to hell bitch !!!????? Steven says ALL lies again.......never ends with these stalker thugs.....

Keep saying they are hacking my internet selling dope over it or soliciting as me over internet with mask of my face to set me up ??????????!!!!!!!!!!! Scarey !!! Upsets me makes me sick !!!! They keep saying they have exact mask of my face and mother's and mimi's !!!??????? Better NOT !!!! I hate these harassing idiots !!!! Leave me alone !!! I'm tired.

Yelling crying about Joe Bill Eric Nick Gary, Josh, Tim, non stop hating over money crtl sluts, money, F them they did this bitch !!! F them !!!

Big balls slapping p#### !!! Big holes measured in increments !!! Giants c## loads F over here, moaning squirting sounds man !!! Then they played moaning squirting and slapping noises.......SICKO puke !!!! ENOUGH.

James THANK YOU for EVERYTHING babe !!!! Love ya too !!!! I owe ya big TIME !!!! Miss ya too !!! Steven lu, WF THANK YOU I love ya too owe you also big TIME !!! Miss ya !!! And everybody else who cares works saves lives and is honest dependable ! I love ya !!! Can't wait to see meet you all !!!  TRUTH.

j.

Monday, January 28, 2019

Letter for today.....

Well yesterday non stop screaming about a key to my home here then a key to my grandparents both sides houses breaking in theft of items, taking showers at all our houses of my family left, of goodness and stealing my mom's purse stealing her debit card, license insurance identity cards to give a Japanese in a mask of my mother's face to use, stolen identity bitch !!! Got your grandparents ALL identity information bitch !!!! Starting to trail bank info on you all left bitch !!! F you !!! Taking grandma bank accounts ALL bitch you get card we take her money bitch F you Jared over !!! I was promised her money your money mother's money goes to us bitch !!! They know the money amounts to all accounts all the banks all our damn business EVERYWHERE !!! Sick of this illegal b.s. !!! I'd like to know how in the hell they are going to have any damn right to my grandma's money or my money in the bank ???? How's that going on !????? How are they entitled to ANY of our damn money ???? NOT happening tards ! What burnt up trailer trash dea cia fbi told you thugs that lying b.s. cry bags !!! That angers me to know damn end filth !!! Screaming non stop about her money, my money account, mother's money Jared money and now Gs bank info he has.......we get it bitch !!!

Dope head thugs, moaning squirting again playing sex noises, hollering fighting together over dea money m crtl this that Philip Brett Tessa krissa Bryan, then shit about Jared Chelsea, Blanchard, OkCity money it's not fair F them man ! I get money off so and so man I'm an agent man !!! Yeah you're real damn crooked thug burnt trash !! Dumb asses !!! Japanese Asian yelling cry bagging about Kong my master is dead !!! More filth about black seed, my master I c##for him my chocolate stallion !!!?????? That is pretty damn sicko in the Fing head !!! But that's their mentality -0 to about -- 000000 !!! They cannot leave me alone, can't clean their shit mess up and go the hell away from me !!! I'm trying to work and do farm work have to pay attention and a zillion other things going on then have to listen to this shit on my waves non stop sicko filth moaning squirting flopping balls sound !!! That is SICKO......Nast !!!!

Crying over Nash goes !!! Money gone !!! bars and clubs Kong gone !!! My master over here dead F you bitch F govt !!! I think there's been an epidemic of Nast Kong sex filth for too many years, nasty ol skanks lay on their back sick as can be !!! TRASH.......all I've heard for years since Jr high, high school, college years, now these years !!! Sicko skanks nasty Kong sex talk, disgusting !!!......NO RESPECT for men women playing that game !!! They must have low self worth to lay down for that filth, my master ???? REALLY ????! Worthless trash !!!  Then they screamed Greasy p#### !!! We F for Kong !!!! Filthy SICKO ! Worthless people, my mama died and trash like this still alive on earth !!!???? Gotta go TRASH......I don't give a shit for them...

Crying over rap, hick hop, money we invested ???? Whatever that is some crap they put money on !!! LA money they took EVERYTHING bitch F you ip address bitch you Fing fat ass bitch I hate you bitch you own that estate you die bitch !!!!

Gays, bis screaming non stop for days now over clubs money crtl investment Cwfd gays over east fat tubs a flop man !!!????? Govt owes them shit man !!! Soliciting man only way to hang bang man !!! Blacks screaming this black men voices anyway !?????? Over east here bitch we on da creeks bitch !!!

Screaming over murder c ???? Some rap dude or something ????? Da popos on day creek man fishing for shit man !!!?????? Over and over N Kong da place here !!!!?????? Whatever with that ???? Whoever whatever ???? Non stop.

Thug gangsta life bitches !!!! Screaming repeatedly.

Screaming over Ada c## sex on the streets man east Ada central opahoma ???? Lol......whatever......yelling over opra on tv ????? She in dis bitch !!!??????? Lol....

Yelling over Detroit, LA kid R ????? Kin bitch !!! Money off that shit man I got him man !!! H W gone man he with his ass !!! Tobe money again, more over his dongin, Sandy Mhl black babies men in trailer house northeast okla ????? They kin bitch they kin in this shit !!!! F them man I knew that trash man I turned it in to popo !!!! GB money man he's gay man !!! She got fortune fake lez show bitches laugh man !!! TY money off her fat bitch was in this c## factory man dong her big p#### !!! I get that shit man !!! I worked my Kong good on dem m fers !!!???????? Creepy sicko filth yelled !!!

Screaming yelling over their money houses Stillwater, tulsa Ada, Ripley money ????!!!! Gross. Puke. Chicken farm he had ???! Poor chickens !!! Hope they were ok ???!!! Non stop screaming this !!!! HELP.

Screaming over vian okla Owasso Wilk family I'm related to Mhl family money off them or something they are wanting up there and Hollis family money something about Hollis girls in this ????? Who is that ????

Screaming about bars in Tulsa Ada, Spiro mounds area ???? Stillwater screaming over Rankin family involvement in those clubs ???? Money ????! More yelling over k. and her singer man M......band and philandering in Stillwater OkCity tulsa ???? Whatever this is ????

Yelling over and over about mixxy mix half black kid on creek gay bi his money ours F Z and Kenz !!! F them to hell bitch !!! Your brother knows it's over here !!!!????? What's this ?????

Joe he goes Big hairy balls flop on here !!!!???? We measure increments of his d### !!!! World record book giants !!!! TL of Nash !!!!?????? Nast ! Just SICKO !!! ENOUGH !!! Inappropriate !!!

Screaming about rap labels, houses skanks, white black Asian rappers trafficking money ???? We get this bitch govt f'ed us all bitch F them !!! Whoever you are bitch !!!????? Yelling over bon bon money north s town over !!! Then crying over Chicago NY Delaware New Jersey goes f them man !!! Screaming over BM money something about his computer ?????? Lol.....REALLY ???? Gross !

More yelling cry bagging over Tim money estate ??? Fake Steven lu dead alive dead WF dead dead dead !!! F his ass F him to hell man !!!!???? Health techs go bitch all done over for us man !!! I am king I am emperor I am ruler bow !!!!????? Somebody's screwed up on some dope, all of ' em imagining proclaiming, fighting sex filth non stop annoying !!! It's just like trash filth I have had to listen to from worthless bitch local people and worthless bitch family high drugged up imagining threatening, proclaiming !!! Over and over !!! Too many years of screwed up losers on dope, DANGEROUS and annoying stressful, end your life......

Eh, tired. Too much.

j.

Oh and more about endocrine and you'll never see that estate dying bitch because you won't prostitute won't be involved bitch !!! govt gives to prostitutes ONLY !!! We own this you die bitch endocrine I have to keep informing you bitch endocrine dying fat ass diabetes also bitch !!! Marry Japanese man NOW he takes all bitch !!!

THANK YOU James !!! Love ya !!! ;)








Farming vehicle upkeep.......

Very chilly brisk day ! The wind is very wild.....Brr !

Today I had to take the farming vehicle flat bed pickup truck to town for fuel......I often am very nervous driving it to town for fuel or upkeep ! It ONLY drives in the pasture / fields and not driven much in towns........it doesn't drive very fast / speedy ! Yikes ! I know the speed limits on most highways to be at least 70 miles per hour ! Lol.....

I was driving it to town today going south, and I know that it can be a hassle placing the fuel spout properly at the pump, because the flat bed has been welded tightly near the gas tank ! I have to hold the gas pump handle oddly to keep it from falling from the gas tank ! I lost a handful of fuel I think trying to place the fuel to the gas tank on the flat bed........I think I hurt my hand ! Oh my goodness it hurt !!!......

Upkeep on farming vehicles can be very much a challenge, they seem to just be able to travel a slow speed when NOT taken driving to town or cities ! They just go field speed !......Sloooooow ! Slow as a turtle ! Ha !

I had to go to the local feed store after purchasing gas, and I bought 4 sacks of feed, they placed them onto the flat bed near the far end.........this always is a nervous way for me, how they are so close to the edge on the flat bed........afraid they might fall off as I drive !!!

Going to the dollar stores today and I found very cute Valentine candy heart shaped boxes, with the cutesy adornments, pictures of puppy dogs, kitty cats also !!! Aww........very nice ! Chocolate candies in heart shaped boxes are very beautiful whimsy ! Heart shapes are neato !

Yesterday I was very sleepy, tired, and I was able to go to dollar tree for a few toiletries I needed......I LOVE dollar tree for this !!! I find so many cutesy and nice affordable items there in the store.......I found PLENTY of Valentine items, candies there, and those mini cutesy plush animals / critters ! I adore these ! Nice to collect or gift, or just a gift for Yourself !!! Wal-Mart has the same, PLENTY of Valentine day items, cards, candies, heart shaped boxes of candies, and party items for local Valentine day parties / gatherings !

Party stores such as Party city, Wallys Party store and many, many others online I enjoy browsing their websites for Valentine's cuties !!! For some reason I just very much so enjoy holiday item collecting, gathering, celebrating, and I decorate all over the house for holidays very affordable items, plush animals, paper crafts, paper decor items, sheeny, glitter, foil, lettering !!! I see many Valentine stickers for purchase also, cuties !!!

Don't forget cinnamon candy jelly hearts !!! More heart shaped items !!! I think those giant Valentine cards are swell !!! Much love ! Even with envelopes that grand sized ! Very enchanting !    ;)

Wal-Mart bakery had all those Valentine cookies, cupcakes, sweetness !!! Ahh.......YUM !!! I enjoy these all way too much !!! Haha !!! OR you can bake, create your own, decorate with colorful red, pink, white, icings, Valentine sprinkles !, THEN there are out there red velvet, golden, Angel food, cherry chip, vanilla, strawberry cake mixes, confetti cake mixes !!! I buy these often to practice baking for holidays........simple to mix follow instructions on box exterior !!!

You know me, I ramble on and on about things I ENJOY !!!

Love, julie !

Saturday, January 26, 2019

Letter....

More screams yesterday as I took my grandma to bank screaming that he stevie is supposed to have money from my grandma's money !!!???? I asked him how the heck he's supposed to have any right to my grandparents money !!! He screamed they told him he could have her money when it was over for health tech for her he says he was promised her money and then my money from my mother the whole damn bunch hollering over east the amount of that account and where it is !!! They ALL know ALL of my business where I am what I'm doing and scream scream harass me to exhaustion !!!

Look, I don't need to be screamed at to exhaustion by a bunch of cracked thugs, Japanese idiots hiding behind equipment screaming over candy money the crtl gets bitch !!! We take money old man washdc gives us money from your blog bitch we get checks cards to continue crtl here bitch F you end you bitch !!! I'm NOT going to blog things for the crtl to succeed !!! That better NOT be what's going on and it better NOT be that dea gets money to keep on laying on their backs doping hooking squirting like the trash they are doin Oklahoma city screaming at me taking blog money !!!????? Better NOT be TRASH !!! I am NOT involved in ANYTHING dea !!! You get that cry bags !!!????? I do NOT know what this cry screaming is about now !!!??? Screaming fbi dea cia washdc OkCity Ada Dallas tulsa non stop screaming yesterday last nite this morning !!! Those sorry bitch thug Japanese over there everywhere hacking bank computers yesterday every single bank computer froze up as I sat there helping my grandma...

Then teeny skull Japanese Z mix !!???? ( the one that is always over he's gone bitch I promise ) in old fug bitch mask at bank Marlow setting outside the room eavesdropping pinging screaming at me to my waves, F you crtl taking her money your money goes to us bitch !!! F you bitch !!! I looked at him as I left room he glared at me hateful, oh wah I guess I wouldn't buy some dope from his crtl thug teeny ass !!! I'm sick of all those nuts, trash inbred !!! They are always dead gone this'll get rid of him we promise this ends him them today I promise bitch !!! Then there they are right back to stalking harassing me to death, NOT gone NOT cleaned up cry babies !!!

Screaming about Lynn alexndr son hunting coyote on our hill here, just opens gate drives fast like hell to hill, NOT even asking G this morning baby calves out there he could run right over !!! These idiots need to go !!! Nobody will ever leave our place alone since I was tiny baby they harassed gotta go on that hill go hunt a coyote or some damn shit thugging family worthless b.s. years of it !!! Just can't leave me, us, our property or animals alone !!! NEVER !!! Exhausting trying to get rid of harassment prowling, trespassing !!! Bitch !!! Up on hill this morning standing on top of vehicle with phone up in front of him !!! Hacking probably !!! Sorry bitch !!!! Non stop screaming this morning them him stevie, take your pic of which red neck loser inbred it us N family tards !!!! Worthless bunch !!! sorry as this trash bunch I unfortunately had to be born to whatever punishment the Lord has given me for whatever reason this life I unfortunately have WORTHLESS.

Then still hacking G he's picking fights over he knows everything that is so and so you are crazy NOT masks NOT fake !!! Hateful.....sick of it.

Screaming about A. At bank then her s town friends Court H. Bshaw jacoby bunch her phone has info !!! Non stop crying over stupid sterling town of trash Japanese playing court and A. Bshaw still !!!! Crying over their kids, land houses money !!! Why's this still going on over there ???? Stevie crying non stop last night over red necks there money crap he wants.......?????

Still all about endocrine cancer screaming I have that still......
Oh well not true losers.

Screaming over my grandma's kidney function dialysis bitch take her daily bitch NO HELP !!! She dying we take everything she has goes to us you die soon bitch cancer we take your money everything at bank bitch Philip mask will get into accounts take it all cheat you bitch on her trust will estate !!!! They know ALL about it thanks to eavesdropping stevie thug trash and others !!! No damn privacy they know everything all my Fing thoughts, money, my life non stop to this !! You know too much they kill you with satellite bitch you have to be monitored killed Kyle in Tec over this shit you know bitch !!! Dying bitch !!!! F you govt kills you bitch you know what we did bitch trying to kill you govt angry you know bitch !!!

Then screaming over shit Amanda T told me and family told me about stupid local yokels thug trash b.s. !!! Eye roll......pathetic......you killed us off bitch !!!

You NOT involved we will prove you are bitch F you whale fat shit bitch dying !!! Screaming over diamonds in boxes over east he's hiding now !!!!????? Never shut up bitch talk til you die from exhaustion bitch same as dead mother bitch we killed her bitch !!!

Screaming about weddings engagements, alimony checks babies Dallas I 35 I 40 !!!   You have to marry Japanese man here he pays good for it over here bitch !!! Non stop sicko sex talk talk about my boobs female parts too small bitch !!! Tiny p#### !!!! You are too small dying bitch !!! Sicko filth talk embarrassing to be talking spying on my body parts !!! Married to Japanese man now !!! He take estate it goes to us bitch !!! Wedding ring onyx for him !!! He buy you cheapskate ring govt controls this bitch !!!

Nasty filth screaming about black men, big anaconda man !!! Louisiana trash bitch !!! Screaming rap hick hop go bitch F govt F you bitch ip address !!! F you !!! Talking about sicko sex black seed onto my nuts !!! On and on squirting noises, moaning whore sounds filthy sick crap......that's just sick !!!

Talking filth about spying on men in bathrooms poop pee stream, big hairy balls a dongin !!! We take pictures with instruments man !!! Giants have ball c## !!!! Everywhere man shit for hours washdc !!! Holes open to diameter big sacks weigh tons !!! Shitting loads washdc Virginia is in here man !!!????? Sicko filth ! Nasty ! Then keep sending me pictures to my waves of men's butts pooping, big turds falling into toilet, nasty squirting streams white goo, then pictures of toilet paper on plunger !!!! ENOUGH.....NASTY.

I'm tired of all this !

Exhausted.

j.


Being intrusive.....Gossip......not good !

People are imperfect I know we ALL are imperfect ! NOT good always, and I know often we may find ourselves bickering, against one another, jealous of one another, spiteful, hatred, anger, and often Maybe too bored with our own lives, ya know ?

Gossip is another one of these imperfections, and we all have been thru gossip in our families, friendships, work occupation, or just small town life or city life, gossip is EVERYWHERE.......lol.....just humans, imperfect !

Living near a small town ALL my life I know about small town coffee shop gossip from all the attendees, school, college life, work, businesses, all these areas I think often these people are just bored with their own lives, prying into other's lives for something to chat over with others........I laugh at the stories they have talked about MOST of us for centuries !!! Haha ! I have heard many far fetched stories about myself and others PLENTY ! Eye roll......

I know we often are bored, and chit chat with locals you hear grand size stories of grandeur about MOST, or maybe you are asked silly, embarrassing, stupid questions others think are true about you they have been told by a local gossip, or Nosey Rosie !!! Lol.......some of the questions are just idiots chat bored on the weekdays locally........

I think before you start to tell of random stories about another to pass along to a whole town we need to know gossip is stupid, it can be quite the time passer, rid the boredom of our lives, laughing giggling about shit stories we hear, ( especially if you hate the person ) Bwahaha !!!!

BUT we need to think before we speak because being a gossip is a trouble making way, causes upsets, fights, suicides, murder, ruins friendships, family ties, it causes much dissaray to our lives !!! 

We know that we should NOT believe and just assume some story about another is true, until we know for a fact it's real, know a person before we speak of stories about them !!! They may be a kind individual who another is quite jealous of being lied about !!! AND I know men are just as bad as women !!! Haha !!! I laugh because men are just as bad as us girls about gossip, jealousy !!!

I have heard many stories for years about myself that are definitely NOT true !!! Just ask me I will tell you about the stupid gossip lies I have been told others are saying about me !!! Oh well.........those who know me truly, know the TRUTH about me ! They just laugh......lol....

Another terrible imperfection we humans have is that of being too intrusive into another's life !!! Once again, jealousy, boredom, hate, disrespect of another, causes this.......following another commenting on their lives anything small or grand size, from buying groceries you buy, to your hairstyle, your clothing, how you drive a vehicle, or how much money you have, your house, your whatever !!! ANY of these being Nosey Rosie, a gossip, telling of ALL your most important business VERY wrong, and stalker type behavior, goes on all the time with others, feeling hate toward another because they buy this much groceries or color style their hair a certain way !!!! Just too ridiculous / stupid, goes on locally, women, men, just jealousy, envy, or something, I don't know why ????

We need to ALL show support to others, leave others be, show only kindness to those we know are people of ONLY goodness !!! When they are to be respected and are kind people IF they have something wonderful, be happy for them ONLY !!!! NEVER jealous, NEVER disrespectful !!!

Tend to your own business / life do not pry into another's, you got your own to tend to ! I say to them ! STOP commenting, judging, being intrusive to another's life, business, and then carrying tales in pails to the gossip crew locally or wherever !!! Just stupid.....waste of time......mind your own business I tell ' em !!! Being under a microscope they call it, NOT any goodness from others cat calling, jealous, lies, gossip, welcome to life ! 

Then others out there gossiping, carrying tales, about somebody they have NEVER met, don't even know ! Oh, she's gotta be terrible her entire family was ! Everybody is a certain way on this earth !!! WRONG ! NOT everybody is the same ! I know I'm NOT involved in their shit mess ! I'm NOT that way dumb asses !!! I say to them gossiping !!!! So tired of hearing, so many lies, stories, gossip stories ! Stupid, annoying, laughable !!! Exhausting. Too much !

Now those who are prudes, snotty, hateful, jealous, be to them however the hell you want I say !!! They deserve all the hell they can have !!!! Bwahaha !!! Those hateful types seem to always over achieve and slide by illegal, they destroy themselves eventually, so just laugh at them anyway, all their fun ends in time, because of corruption.......these hateful snotty people seem to have it all, and it just is NEVER enough !!! They are still jealous of others who are of only goodness !!! What they have is NEVER enough, they want what little bit of money or happiness, or goodness in your life you have, to just destroy it !!! Guard your heart !!! Be WATCHFUL, laugh as they falter !!!! Stay away from these idiots as them !

j.


Thursday, January 24, 2019

bought some cinnamon bears !!!....

I found today at a local store cinnamon bears ! Lol....

I bought two packages, I adore these so much as a snack, some people I know enjoy them right after lunch at noon, or as a snack......

They are slightly more so grand size than a plain chewy gummy bear ! Different texture, reminds me of those cherry jujubees, Swedish fish, and those Dots candies texture, these are EXTREMELY chewy and cinny !!!! 

I seem to mostly enjoy these during winter or Valentine's Day, my birthday, and for Firecracker Day !!! Lol......

Cinnamon bears are a fave of mine, all brands I seem to enjoy, very affordable most of them !!!

Cinnamon bears are NOT too hot in flavor, just perfect for me, only enjoy a few NOT an entire package as this can cause upset tum tum troubles !!! Nice for breath refresher after meals, but we still need to brush our teeth remember EVERY morning at least !!!   ;)

These cinnamon bears are so yum !

Later, julie !

Wednesday, January 23, 2019

Stop profanity !!!.....

We unfortunately live in a world with too many weirdos, sickos, creepy minded idiots.......it is often very difficult to understand much of the profanity, disgusting pervert language !!! I do not know of it and creepy minded others will speak or say or tell stories of the pervert events in their lives !!! Gross ! Vomit .

I have for many years found myself very annoyed, harassed, sickened, and uncomfortable to be close by those speaking in pervert profanity......causes a nice person to feel very sickened, grossed out by the speak of the weirdos + pervs !!!

Sex language of their sex lives, bedroom with spouse, boyfriend or girlfriend, to talk of that is VERY wrong, ignorant, disgusting for most others to listen to private lives of the married or just promiscuous others........Sex acts / behavior of others is something we do not need to hear at a restaurant, a post office, or gas station, or school, or occupation !!! VERY disgusting to hear it described by those involved, to talk of sex life is WRONG + NASTY.......icky. keep those times private I say to others......I know that IF another cannot STOP talking about the bedroom to others, they have got severe mental troubles.....very NASTY !

Profanity on clothing, art, or even at a business, or in most literature, is something that needs to stop......I think when profanity is there in our view to see before us it can cause or teach us of ALL ages about sickness / filth, garbage ideas, teach children of the dangers of profanity.....!

Profanity = VERY offensive to most. NOT necessary.

I was taught how to avoid profanity, know it is filth, disgusting to see, take part in VERY wrong !!! Profanity can easily cause rape, kidnapping, promiscuity, and disease to be taught, thought of, learned, I know often I understand most to be enraptured with filthy profane ways ideas !!! Too much ! There is so much more to life than sicko, pervert, profanity ideas, lives, ways to live !!!

----- know we are better than this profanity, encourage others to seek treatment for disgusting profane speak, lives, ways, ideas.......very disturbed minds worship profanity........it only taints our earth with danger, disgusting ways, ideas, these need to be gone from our minds, gone from our lives totally !!!

Words may seem plain, BUT know they can cause many upsetting events to occur, they can teach of wrong ways, ideas to ALL ages......Life can be much better, free of this filthy profanity in speak, clothing, literature, or knowledge !!! When gone earth and our lives can be much cleaner......

Just talk ! You do NOT have to speak of filth in our days, now or to be here soon !

Love, julie !

Letter help !

Stevie started screaming at me to exhaustion this morning as I try to feed cattle, because my Mimi told me Philip came up to her house and started asking about her going to lawyer with me and my brother to ask questions !!! She NEVER told him anything and Jared didn't either !!! She think the lawyer j alexndr at Marlow told his secretary Beverly because years ago Philip showed up when her and my mother were asking questions he showed up unannounced !!! Illegal bitch !!!

So I think stevie and Bobby must be telling her business because he started screaming at me that dea takes Philip part and your part because dea owns the characters Philip and his family then he insists that he is going to be the executor of the will and over hand out the money as I see fit and be asked again for krissa name to be on ALL Mimi estate !!!?????? Illegal ! They told me Japanese get krissa money !!! Jared fake bitch Bobby worked for this money bitch he gets your estate money we all get $ 5 million off your estate for taking care of you and you die in 5 months same as your grandma bitch !!! You are dying and I know it bitch go cry terminal endocrine cancer bitch !!!! Stevie screaming about Bobby mad he gets NO money now man !!!! Stevie screamed he wanted money off your estate bitch you die bitch !!!!!?????? Lawyer crooked he's our guy he does what we say !!!!

Screaming dea fights on my waves over stevie Bobby Monet Japanese and David F David dea gets Philip inheritance man !!! You die bitch terminal cancer govt uses you ONLY bitch we get estate !!! Listen ! I am sick and tired if his b.s., their b.s., Japanese b.s. to my damn waves and listening to damn dea filth screaming non stop fighting to my waves and out here about b.s. I know NOTHING about !!! I just lost my mom and I am exhausted from the hacking 5 years ago they did to me, mom, pets, cattle !!!!! Illegal !!! Screaming over filth my worthless sorry bitch family was into I knew absolutely NOTHING about dea crtl loser thugs !!! Screaming about worthless bitch m crtl all of them, Philip, then Brett Tessa krissa patty money filth they did were into we knew NOTHING about !!!!

Dea gets mm estate Japanese go !!! Govt bankrolled end of crtl with mm estate you inherit NOTHING fat ass bitch !!! We cannot connect you to ANYTHING but you die anyway bitch !!! Planting bugs in your body to kill you with endocrine cancer whale you and Megan are dying bitch you did this to sterling Japanese crtl everywhere bitch !!!!

Keeps screaming about Tessa being robbed and botched surgery on money cards ?????? Her brother is crook thug highway patrol in fbi deep man !!! He found the robber !!! He gets us into whatever we want covers for us !!!????? Philip alive bitch we own grandma estate !!!!! You die we know it's the truth !!!! I am very tired if this crap on my waves and harassing non stop about my mom endocrine cancer !!!

Then he's screaming that Bill, Joe, Tim, Johnny, Eric Gary are dead fakes bitch ALL dead !!! F George down there man !!! We kill his ass bitch Japanese , blacks, variety, screaming and stevie thugs !!!!! Non stop it NEVER ends they keep this up, then dea fights NOT fair man I'm an agent I get this that this man !!! I have had ENOUGH of this crap !!! I am too tired from surgery then taking care of my mama having to watch her die just a month or so ago !!!! I get NO HELP with keeping these fake family members away and NO HELP shutting this wave filth off from dea trash that I NEVER even knew anything about !!!!! Damn !!!

Screaming at me fighting amongst themselves over shit filth out here non stop I don't need to listen to this junk ever again !!! Then listening to sicko filth sex gross stuff from men guys boys whatever they are it's worse than Hugh school out here listening to moaning, sex sounds just filth puke nasty !!! Screaming over Alan alive, dead alive non stop !!!!????? Which is it ???! Alan he's hitting you with cancer bitch !!! He's after your money bitch dying endocrine bitch !!!!

I'm trying to work and they keep screaming about all this stuff and I'm too tired to hear this then get up early work on chores go feed cows !!! Then run errands for G and Mimi !!! Then screaming Mimi does in 5 months from bad kidney failure !!! I'm already upset over my mama and then they harass me to no end then remind me everyday my mother is dead, we killed her bitch she's in hell bitch so is Megan's dad !!! F you fat ass you die from endocrine cancer from her from womb as baby !!!! F you it's your fault dea fbi cia crook go bitch racist bitch to blacks Japanese Chinese bitch !!! Russian girls gone bitch !!!????? Don't scream non stop filth at me then cry bags !!!! I look up what you scream at me on YouTube brats !!!

I do NOT need dea junk filth around me, screaming or following or harassing me to exhaustion I have plenty of work to complete, and people animals to care for daily !!! I am NOT involved in ANY criminal activity just because my family was do not throw me into their shit mess, do NOT think you will set me up, do NOT assume things about me because my ENTIRE family was slutty and thuggy crtl trash m fers !!!!! OkCity has ruined pried into my life and my damn thoughts recorded stuff they think I thought and told me about damn sure wasn't my little kid brain waves they screamed filth at me Dean recorded or something from my brain waves ???? Damn sure NOT mine !!! I'd like to know how I did or thought any of the shit filth they keep screaming they recorded from my waves or my damn house !!! NEVER happened dumb asses !!! I cry to think my waves have been trapped by a satellite in the sky since I was born, do you know how creepy upsetting that is ???? Recording spying on my thought since I was born like a freak of nature studied to death ???? You know how I feel about that, keeps saying my thoughts are too evil criminal a psychologist says to washdc I'm too wild also !????? Wow, I know that's NOT me dumb asses......eye roll.....

My brain waves are recorded sliced to pieces they keep screaming ???? Yeah they are pretty damn worn down to nothing because I of stupid loser thug govt b.s. trash morons allowed to non stop.....go spy on somebody else who's NOT boring......

Screaming they can't complete surgery anymore because all health techs dead, yeah well dea and then crooks lying on their backs all damn day, squirting, moaning, getting married everyday apparently and the dope is plentiful, they have weddings money but NOT enough money for everything else they cry bag over their shit messes they can't clean up thugs OkCity Dallas Ada Ardmore, Duncan Stephens county lawton sterling, Elgin tulsa they are crying over !!!!

I 35 needs to burn in hell I hear, what a dump, high end, yeah whatever trash !!! Skanks, dope Hwood Nash all the weddings and moaning, squirting off, divorces, alimony money they are all crying over non stop !!! I do NOT want to listen to this junk......disgusting.

Then telling me --- Old man raped his hunting dogs he's dead killed off his sons all dead NOW !!! F them fat Fs to hell !!! Govt crook thug here we know it bitch they going bitch !!! They dead ALL going, NO HELP for this bitch !!! Japanese Asian voices screamed this today over over........then yelling about grandpa melv gets money from estate !!! F them !!! It upsets me they scream this broke in their house !!! Makes me sadder.......

Then dea fights out here to NO end they are crying wailing, screaming fighting together hollering at night, going by down the road, insults, Japanese own this dea owns this bitch !!! Or they are cussing each other over whores and money or playing moaning whacking off sounds squirting sounds, sex filth just SICKO crap...

I can't sleep at all.......Then trying to grind break my teeth off with satellite again.....harassing about the cat outside and my dog he barked most week.......just won't STOP harassing or playing things with their equipment will NOT shut up, mostly men......all I hear of women is whore moans.......

I have to listen to so much filth all these years it's just as my family and local yokels NEVER left, what's the difference ???? I don't see one......all the same crtl trash dump losers......those with family masks behave somewhat worse than my family behaved toward me, can I say that !!!????

Screaming hating on the j family F you J family NOT in this bitch saints !!! F Kent F Megan F Cody Travis bitch F you bitch !!!! Dying bitch !!!! Then they cry bitch about Michael and the G family then it's crying over their money in wherever ???? Michael brat just like you bitch you both did this bitch brats you Fing bitch !!! He's heinous as you are brats you bratty spoiled bitches F you and Michael dying bitch !!!! Over and over I hate these creeps cry bags............

Pathetic......I never know what's going to happen next to me or anything / anyone in my life I adore......I try to just work and go on but they will NOT leave me be !!! Constantly crying screaming over that mm estate or m crtl dea money or whatever at Darko with Mark !!!!!!! I am so damn tired of this shit I have to listen to, or harassing about Z dead alive married to black or Japanese woman on I 35 !!!! So what ???! So damn tired of hearing about m crtl, their filth, money money money land oil oil oil Darko basin Darko basin dea dea OkCity says, I'm an agent man !!!! I get this man so and so said man, aids aids cancer cancer Hwood Nash, pboy, diseases, babies, marriage, cheating, swapping, orgies, whatever that is all at the same time they said ????

tired. THANKS to those who care, I need all the help I can get out here......love ya. j.


Tuesday, January 22, 2019

Aggravation !!!.....

Life is stressful ENOUGH. I think that others need to tend to their own business, leave others alone !!! Extra stress brought into our lives in too much chaos......Life is already too busy, stressful, we don't need others aggravating us, taunting us, harassing us, following us  ! Creepy.

I don't know what it is with some people, I suppose they are bored, or jealous of another to constantly prowl in their lives, business, family + friendships, to harass, ruin wonderful things in our lives, it's sort of the same as stealing from another, stealing from another's nice quiet day, causing mischief, endangering another's life !!!

Aggravation can be so chaotic, stressful, psychosomatic, mind twister, mind games, manipulation, of another's thought to the extremes !!! Yi Yi !!!! Go away aggravators....

Often you know how they pick fights, dig into your thoughts using mind games, twist your emotions toward hate or infatuation, to ruin something nice wonderful in our lives.......

I think aggravation is useless, sickening, stupid, very horrible to see the innocent harassed / aggravated, made fun of, very much sadness I know this to be true.......IF you see someone or something innocent being aggravated, show you care, ask the aggravation to STOP ! If they will not stop ??? Take up strongly for the innocent at all times, tell the aggravation off, cowards ! Go pick on yourself, leave ALL innocent be !!!

Never ceasing the aggravation, can truly take its toll on the person they harass, health wise, it is over exhausting.....damaging to our brains to constantly be picked at.....

I think aggravation is another form of bullying, and when followed constantly, it is stalking.........very NOT good....

When aggrevated it can cause much anger, pain, hurt, tiredness, bullying and abusive, and prowling in another's life, very WRONG......if jealousy is there, danger is there also ! Know it is NOT a joke, NEVER silly ! Be WATCHFUL......it can easily be criminal mischief, or evil toward you, intended !!!

Aggravation, harassment, to no end, are TOO MUCH !

tired.

j.






Just a letter.....more yelling..

Well early am screaming about over east chads in taos !!!???? Japanese man ????? Lol....non stop saying this....he's trapped !!! F you bitch !!!???? 

Had to drive down woodlwn road and small car shot out of Lynn alexndr silo stop, as usual, they are up to no good there always, but tiny man tiny car from what I could see early am driving erratic dangerous fled the scene too fast pulled out in front of my pickup from dark, then I hear Asian and stevie screaming Shoot you in head for this shit bitch !!!! Ping ping my waves F you bitch !!! I bright lighted his rear all down the road and flashed my lights at him most the way !!!! Bwahaha ! Wah wah cry bag !!! He drove faster, I scared his dumb ass !! Kept yelling, we are shooting you bitch !!! F you !!! He drove like hell NOT stopping at stop signs !!! Lol !!! He high tailed his sorry ass out of there !!!!... ..kept yelling you crazy bitch you crazy m crtl F you baby j !!!!

Well I suppose that scared him a little !!???? Bwahaha !!!

Had to travel to take grandma to doctor appointment Duncan mithlo doctor.......gave blood again.......stevie kept yelling she's dying endocrine cancer kidney failure she will die from dialysis they force on her !!!! You know story, screaming Japanese are ALL the damn doctors down here bitch !!! I am so tired of this b.s.........everything is Japanese, crook, thug, crtl trash, hacked cards, hackers, welfare screaming today at Wal-Mart again with babies they keep screaming we need cards to flourish !!!??? Unfair !!! F govt F big guns !!!!????? Whatever this is...???

As I was in Wal-Mart non stop Japanese yelling other Asian voices and stevie hollering about you die bitch !!! Govt never giving you estate bitch !!! All of us know you are dying with endocrine cancer bitch !!!! NO way in hell you will live bitch thyroid shot bitch organ failure bitch fat ass !!! Megan dies also bitch !!! Endocrine plan funerals soon bitch !!! Health techs promised part of mm estate franchise for working on you ALL these years !!! 

Then yelling about Alan he's using you to kill us off !!!! he thinks he gets part of your estate dying bitch !!!! Fakes !!!???? Then yelling cussing screaming Joe and his big dong he is over big dong giant going !!!! We take his money everything !!!!!?????? Whatever this is about non stop !!!???? HE did this nasty Fs !!!!! Took everything bitch F your family bitch we hate you fat bitch baby j !!!!

Screaming about Ada, over over !!! F Z and Kenz real true !!!!???? Japanese Z went money on him ours bitch !!!! They do not own this trash land !!! We take it all bitch HE going NOW !!! Japanese rap music, Chinese prostitute screaming ?????? Whatever that is ???? Corruption here we take over bitch YOU do not own anything bitch goes to us dying bitch F you bitch !!! Steven lu dead dead !!!! F your friends your people go bitch !!!????? Over over cussing James, non stop.....!

Screaming over David goes !!! F him we take it all NOW !!! East Dallas, east LA beebs !!!!????? Money ours ! More of that stupid crying blaming accusing !!! F David to hell !!!

Yelling about money that stevie owes east LA whores from creek ???? What's this ???! Eye roll.....

OkCity F'ed by you bitch since you were baby you are curse to us crtl is over cursed by you EVERYWHERE bitch !!!! Haha !!! Good !!! I am happy to be your curse dirtbags !!! Wah crying baby tears boo boo NOT fair F you bitch !!!! Pathetic   :p

Yelling about old man gone F this shit man !!! More about bshaw house, Tommy Davis dropped by made G depressed about my mom,stevie says it was Japanese or lu playing Tommy Davis to G to sell him drugs kill him incriminate him !!!????? Why's this allowed..., screaming over Davis clan mccracks, pendley filth and dea owes us man F this man !!! I have been an agent I am owed money for my work  !!!!

Screaming they are hacking my internet selling dope soliciting over my internet hacking it all made fat Fs are us account with my picture to whore online ???????!!!!! Internet sloooooow cannot look online much, and my cell phone weather is turned off Steven says ok, just for safety location concerns ?????? Hope it's ok.....!

Still yelling blue cow raped aids hit by truck we bought him to kill torture him bitch !!!!????? Why's this allowed to go on screaming this at me, then nasty filth talk about Isabel ???? Murray ???? Big dongs, big jugs, bonin  her fat hairy #####! Sex vids of him and her online soon, she does love him wedding final for 25 years ?????? Sicko. Says he filmed nasty in Alan's house bedroom of Amanda taking shower with black guy and Britney bonin moanin on couch !!!????? Gross !!!!! Says illegal filth went on there, vids of Alan naked , keeps saying Alan is fake black man over I 35 !!!!???? Ashley J on vids too ??? Eye roll....I'm NOT surprised about those girls !!! All that nasty junk they talked about that's SICKO.....black men I heard that from ALL three of them......

Screaming about burned houses I 35, Ada, north Dallas, non stop sterling b.s.......Japanese from there wanting to be my friends ?????

j.

Monday, January 21, 2019

journal again......

The past few months have been very challenging, depressing, upsetting, very much stressful, painful....

My mother passed away to heaven in November, she battled cancer that returned from years back, the doctors called it mestatic, endocrine cancer........my mother was NEVER involved in anything drug related........she had endocrine cancer from her genetics, I think it is inherited, genetics, Native American blood often has this type of cancer occur I have been told.......

It was very much a depressing event to feel helpless, losing my mother to terminal cancer.....you know I couldn't prevent or stop her from dying, going up there to the Lord, but I know it must have just been her time.........I know we all die eventually, we just don't really know when, we can't always stop cancer from forming, but we can try to prevent it...........animals, pets, humans, all can have genetics for cancer or have something cause the cancer, smokes, allergens, too much excess, and diseases can mutate cause cancers...........I have been frightened of cancer my entire life ! We all die someday I know, can't live forever......apart of life is death, it has to happen to us each one.

Taking care of my mother through this battle of cancer was very depressing, shocking, upsetting to my heart and soul, very painful to watch her die from the cancer........but when I am her child I know I took very good care of her throughout her battle, attentive, ALWAYS there for her, me, my brother, my grandma, having some family there through these darkest days, helped somewhat, but you know it didn't stop the hurt, pain......

I told my brother that day she died that I knew that certainly all over the earth somewhere, somebody else is losing a parent to cancer, probably millions of others going through the same pain, upset, affliction we are, everyday we lose those we love somewhere someone is losing a loved one.......that's just life, it is VERY painful, weirdness in your life, losing a loved one.......knowing she's not coming back and not here for me to chat with, learn from, laugh with, cry with, enjoy life with !!!! 

Losing her right at the holidays of thanksgiving, Christmas, and watching her suffering in October through Halloween, it was that much more painful knowing it was the last time I would see her, I won't see her at holidays ever again, for some reason it was more hurtful........????

Seems NOT fair to lose her at such an early age !!! I know I will forever miss her, and I can only take with me through my life the greatness she has given me being my mother !!! She taught me to be ONLY of goodness, honesty, TRUTH, pure, kindness, care / love, and to be a tough bitch !!! Take up for yourself, NEVER let someone throw you down, stand up keep fighting, she taught me this, told me to always fight back, take care of myself, because often you will have no one there to help you !!! To be safe + careful watch out for those you love / care for and watch out for your own self ! Remain tough and battle on ! Lol......

We need to always take with us in our hearts, minds, souls all of these wonderful life lessons from great loved ones who have taught us well ! Battle on ! Stay true, solid, tough bad asses !!! Don't back down from evil !

Losing someone as wonderful as my mother, I know it is difficult to ever overcome !!! Such a void there in my life, heart ! It hurts and it will for many years....

This is life, but I am feeling some better.........just very LOST, upset, adjusting to life at home and tending to shopping errands, cooking alone, farm work, just all these ways / ideas she's NOT there, just a challenge, weirdness without her.......if I have questions about anything, I turn around to ask her, and she's not there !!! Very depressing.

I know we ALL go through death, loss, separation, but it is very difficult for any of us to ever overcome.....

Hoping to blog more often now, I feel better to place my thoughts feeling, my days onto a journal page, helpful to my heart, mind, soul, so much to purge from my mind, helps me to feel some better......

Love, j.


Sunday, January 20, 2019

Letter more b.s.....

Today since early am stevie crying about money Alan owes him, F Alan T F him I own that shit !!! He ruins it all ! F you bitch NOT involved won't buy or solicit fat bitch !!! F you over black rap people Japanese have to go dea F'ed OkCity I am against you bitch !!! Then he told me last night that Alan, Casey Tyler said I MUST keep creamy cat in the house or other building off the front porch because of work they have to stay on porch keep warm ???? Is that right ???? Steven says NO.....

Then he starts yelling about nette bshaw house dump money off that, harassing me that I am dying NO estate terminal cancer bitch !!! Japanese know you are dying only of terminal endocrine cancer bitch they use you !!! Dea fbi cia use your fat shit ass hog !!!!????? So more of that, Steven says NO TRUTH to that eakins !!!! Then he's harassing me to SADNESS depressing me more about my life my mama dying of cancer in hell bitch go cry !!! Then he told me Alan is against you bitch mad you're NOT in this shit wants it all bitch !!! F him ! F uncle Randal too bitch !!! Him and these damn Japanese idiot thugs !!! We rape kill your fat nasty ass traffic you after weight loss fat hog !!!!!....?????? REALLY nasty TRASH ???? Go cry because you losers are over blame your damn selves cry bags, I make fun of you nasty Fs !!!! Bwahaha !!! I'm sure Alan does too !!! He's probably laughing his ass off at you losers dumb asses !!!! Hahaha !!!

Cry bagging over money Alan supposedly owes him then laughing because he played Alan face mask voice to me and on phone being a hole about me needing help from this hacking mind wave event that occured 5 + years ago now, him and his Murray wife he has they got married last night legal on paper he said... ..lol.......said lu officiated the ceremony, he says he hates her fat Japanese ass, but she has big jugs, so what the hell, love doesn't exist anyway !!!!! Eye roll......Terry ! Stalker, he NEVER stops talking to me about sicko filth sex, drugs, rape, theft whores marriage, married, marriage !!!! Damn ! ENOUGH....he needs a psychological evaluation, deep therapy, he says his wife massages it away.......lol....I don't think it works do you ?????? He's still too mixed up, imagining things he owns, he does, he thinks he is famous, and worth millions apparently..........then screaming about fame and money......dea junk.......Blaming me !!! I don't even know what this all is ??????

Then Japanese are screaming over black rap filth gospel, sex sicko filth, non stop, hearing black men women screaming with this to my waves constant, then he told me this morning that Steven lu, real ones I knew are over dead crying about Tim or something ???? Mr Logan is dead and James w gone !!!!!????? I'm tired of all this......confused and Alan is fake black man in mask ????? Who's who ??? Stevie keeps hacking my creamy kitty outdoors,to lure him to bshaw or Davis houses or east across road......hacking G to snap and be hateful he says to hurt my feelings or ruin the day with psycho hateful shit.....screaming about Megan dead dying endocrine, the Cody Travis gone dead Japanese !!! Then I hear those Japanese screaming F Kent j F j family all psychotic insane F you bitch J family over !!!???? Harassing about my pets he says alive blue cow hit by truck we did it bitch aids raped him !!! Then hollering about my grandparents J, I miss them too......too much filth, upset screaming......mind games.....

Then Stevie yelled he was breaking into my house to steal money I have, shoot me in head from attic with gun him  and Japanese thugs !!! Rape kill kidnap me traffick you bitch !!! He's mad about money or something he's on dope bad messed up !!! HELP. Evil minded more more......

Asian voices screaming about mccracks Tom Lewis, Johnny, Doug, the whole bunch, then their land money equipment they had ???? Stevie and Japanese, then crying over endocrine cancer non stop telling me to plan my funeral every day........crying about money from the Japanese gone !!!

Screaming about Anastasia from Russia dead dead gone !!! F her bitch ass !!! Non stop she's dead bitch !!! Then yelling about Z and Kenz over east dead dea Z married to black woman from Illinois has Hiv aids met at hospital working on things married baby now !!!????? Then crying over money off N family, Ada non stop crying over filth there, then crying over tulsa non stop with this junk......keeps hollering mmpop !!!! Over and over.......lol...

David hollering something at him non stop ???? Lol......David's gonna get ' em !!!! Lol......!!! Man they hate David.....Bwahaha !!!

F Michael HE ruins EVERYTHING !!! Non stop yelling screaming this, F him F his brat ass G family !!! F you and Michael to hell bitch !!! You take it all F you both bitch !!!

Screaming about I 35 northeast southwest, military bases ???? Then skanks on parade east lawton ????? This yelled continually.....what's this about ????? Jared down here to visit today and stevie Japanese screaming they hack that baby bitch he sees you Japanese father wants him he has orange monkey shirt on from his Japanese dad over east I. h son see him glow !!!?????? What is this ????? They yell screams non stop over this every time he is here.....

Keeps saying I am on my own soon here at home to die alone because G is dying terminal cancer soon and Mimi dying too ???? Is this true !!!????? Says I need to go to Lawton apply for some kind of job to pay taxes bills for farm and chemo bills cancer center ????? Is this true ??? They ruin every job I apply for steal my applications, screaming to my waves non stop what should I do ???? Scared about all this knowledge !!!

Keeps telling me they are digging in my trash non stop for food DNA, to set me up clone me and Megan for estate money items and I am a satellite hybrid experiment the govt did, they do experimentation on our bodies because of reincarnation ?????? Guinea pigs for govt satellite health techs.......???? Spy on you years compare you to other self they knew her don't really know you bitch NO peace no silence bitch !!! No privacy bitch !!! I know that parts true no privacy even in my thoughts, very creepy exhausting !!!

Anyway, there's more to hybrid experiment because they use your body for study reincarnation !!!?????? Crooked health techs doing this to me in my back caused terminal cancer couldn't get rid of it !!! You die !!!!????? What is all this....

Megan toenail dead she dying endocrine cancer !!!???? Keep saying this !!!

I love + appreciate all my satellite angel buds !!! THANK YOU ALL !! LOVE YA !!! Thank you for helping Mimi and G, then my cattle  + pets !!! I owe you ALL big TIME !!!

Just confused what all this screaming non stop is about I'm rather exhausted........guess my blood is truly bad huh ???? Lol......that damned ol diabetes.......eye roll.....




Saturday, January 19, 2019

More screams letter....

More hollering yelling screaming about filth blacks rap hip hop hick hop, nasty Kong filth talk black seed nasty filth, yelling at me I ruined their lives F you bitch !!! Fat ass bitch !!! You hit the rap hip hop hick hop we invested in bitch F you !!!! They trafficked your internet bitch YOU did this bitch dying fat ass they know you have terminal endocrine cancer lying to you that you don't !!!! Govt takes mm estate taxes on it astronomical !!!! YOU cannot have it bitch old man says it's his you can't have it you are terminal dying bitch Joe Bill Nick ALL against you bitch waiting on you to die SOON !!! Plan funeral SOON bitch pine box broke bitch !!!!???? Non stop screaming that govt washdc gave you endocrine cancer from your mother's womb as you were created there satellite spun into your blood bitch dying SOON rigged botched surgery on your forehead for c## dumpster bitch F you !!! Oh boo boo wah wah cry bags who cares, all gotta go someday !!!!

Steven says him and lu know this to be lies from cry babies on creek dongin off about money crtl slut filth ALL gone NOW !!! Bwahaha !!! Lol....now crying about gospel music and those alike in crtl !!! F you bitch F govt !!!

Screaming about David non stop, he hit so and so played old bag lady voice in my head of David harassing cry bag chipmunk at Wal-Mart......Bwahaha !!! Wah.

Blaming washdc Cwfd Thomps bunch for their demise F them F those Fat Fs you all crooks baby just !!! And fat as F### as those Fat tubs hards in washdc you related to bitch !!! Dying bitch !!!

Keep saying Joe dead his brother dead also !!! F giant's balls F him man we got it man !!!! F the pet over there !!! Govt corrupt man !!! Stevie crying with them harassing blaming accusing me of ruin in his life just because you are a nice person everybody goes fat ass bitch !!!!

Keeps making me upset over mom dying over me having body problems and saying I am terminal cancer patient Jared will have to take me to hospital soon for chemo cancer death bed ????? Non stop morbid creepy upsetting trying to depress me, then says old man Japanese says you are dying he keeps estate Megan is terminal dying she gone bitch !!!! Whatever.

Crying over Nash, HW, Tim money Joe's money we get it ALL !!!! Japanese voices over east west of my house crying we over here bitch on creeks because of you by your home bitch shoot kill you bitch black gangs here close by !!! We lay down for these monkeez !!!????? Whatever ! Nast filth talk about dongin Kong black seed just non stop disgusting filth puke !!! ENOUGH.

Crying about money from Dallas BY washdc, Florida Kentucky, Mississippi Missouri, OkCity, Houston San Antonio, taos, Abilene, Alabama, south Carolina, north Carolina, Detroit ???? Chicago projects ????? Arkansas crtl people over F this shit man !!! Over and over.......Nash, Memphis screaming over black poverty no money man !!!! More over Damien  E kids or something screaming over that trash..........LA las vegas got problems man it's here real hard for a m fer to make it man !!! F this shit bitch !!! 

Yelling about Juarez crtl the wall being tore down ??? Then yelling over destitute in Arizona, our country ???? Screaming non stop this what is this about ???? We sell babies to creeks crtl pays us well I want more children here NOW NOT taking our funds our cards are turned down !!!!????? Whatever this is they keep screaming this junk....

Yelling about Gary money estate cars he has had ????? Think they own ???? Bill dead NOW we take estate know of his land homes we know THIS worked for it backwards !!!!?????? Gross.

Joe in Nash He dongin big hung dong !!! Balls are hairy big giant flopping at us !!! F him he gone NOW !!!!????? Then he's on plane in Nashville ???? Good grief shut up sick of hearing this stupid crap !!! Annoying ! Cry bagging all night about Z real dead dead married black friend from high school this weekend from washdc he's in love with black woman he knew in Hugh school had wedding !!!???? Over and over whatever this is.... yawn.

Michael dead dead F his nasty ass Mexican Chicano !!!! Over over they yell this HE did this you also bitch !!!

Ya know more threats to kidnap rape traffick torture me satanic and black men dope me rape me find you soon bitch kill you bitch I know this Michael going also bitch !!! Yeah whatever cry baby Japanese loser wah wah brat nobody cares baby cry !!! Yawn....., so damn tired....... pathetic annoying filth Japanese need to go with all those other worthless losers they cry bag over !!! Crying about teeny Japanese tranny in front of me at Wal-Mart check out aisle with hacked visa cards buying tons of meat snacks, she kept ping ping to my waves behaved adgitated she couldn't hack me frowning, slinging her groceries onto counter then hiding her card and numbers she punched in with hand as if I was doing something to her cry bitch ass !!! I'm so damn tired of them all their free shit they get cards welfare checks babies they scream non stop over they ALL get that free money hacked cards snirled at me because I'm NOT involved and they can't hack me, only because of Steven and lu, Mr Logan his family !!! My angels !!! I love you guys each one can't wait to see ya !!!

They keep yelling they moved here for the crtl free money free welfare Stephens, Grady comanche, caddo, county we get it easy babe money !!!! Over and over I'm sick of hearing this junk yelled, then stalk me everywhere cry bagging because I don't know them ????!!!! Really m fers !!!????? I'm NOT involved go cry your ass off trash crooks, teeny thugs !!! And they keep insisting they own mm estate because they invested deeply in it ???? What is all this !!! You dying we take estate old man Japanese says he isn't giving it to you he owns this bitch !!! Fat ass !!! Then follow me in parking lots, screamed that I scared them at Wal-Mart so we turned you in black coat bitch !!! You into this bitch trying to kill us !!!????? REALLY cry bags !!!????? I know for sure I'm NOT involved in your filth stalkers !!!

Then yelling non stop over something about Ada tulsa ave went !!! I. H. Money they own or something about his houses nikki owned Ferrari or some car ????? scattered voices pixled sound in distance, more about H family babies, money estate land, Z Kenz think they own THIS !!!??? F them thru the ground F them we take it bitch !!!! Some fighting about whatever scrapping over money land bank info on Z ???? Tulsa bank ??? Better check into that one probably hackers or something ?????

Still yelling over my money account my mother's money and Mimi.Money spying on accounts we try it we go for it often but in trouble too much here going to happen bitch F you bitch dying bitch health tech turning off every day dying no help !!! Pumpkin cat dying bitch go cry black cat dead dead blue cow hit by car cats all three dead bitch cry bagging over creamy cat going to Megan she fing bitch F her !!! What is this stupid shit about ???!

Then I have a wedding to a Japanese man in June ????? Eye roll.

Yawn. 
j.

Friday, January 18, 2019

Another daily letter....surprise !

Well still screaming non stop filth about black rappers trash filth people, wah wah been blaming me like crazy for few days, well they kept screaming about black rap hip hop, hick hop ????? Didn't know that existed either !......red neck TRASH, stupid idiots. Eye roll...so I been laughing looked on YouTube....oops ! Don't want it looked at ??? Don't scream harass me over over about something I never knew about !!!! Been yelling they invested money in the black crtl rap hip hop hick hop junk music, if you can call it music ! That's laughable !!! Bwahaha ! Boo hoo ! wah !!! It's NOT fair !!!

Those girls in high school college age, then church ALL listened to that filth rap explicit junk, NOW I know why......hmm.....Sandy and her black men, she lusted over screamed about non stop threats to me, mother about them attacking us spitting blood at us, raping killing us years years + now, her chocolate men she called them big mama loves her screws !!! Puke !! Dangerous nasty filth TRASH all of ' em !!! Always screaming we are racist, lol.....NEVER talked to them.....annoying, always gotta scream that R card.......eye roll.....years of threats hearing this, breaking into our house, I think they did, her black men did that....!!!! Upsetting scarey.

Now years later Japanese crtl and blacks after us, never knew what it was exactly, don't know these idiots loser trash harassing stalking me, driving at me, screaming at my waves......today took my grandma to errands Wal-Mart, and I start hearing ping ping Buzz sound she did too, then screaming in Wal-Mart about real Z son ????! He's in there he's trying to solicit sell you something bitch fat ass !!! He's in red black check jacket in mask fat ass !!! He will go NOW !!! You will NOT support us bitch you will be killed bitch !!! So then I see the jacket shortly kid and he kept walking to me, the buzz was louder screaming about black men, Kong, rap hip hop music rape you bitch !!!! They took us down screaming about tulsa non stop this went on, 4 years ago I kept being sent a picture to my waves harassed to death by this picture of this Z face in this jacket, with weenies hanging from his jeans he was smiling ! That's how damn nasty that is !!!!! So is this hum that was squatty shaped in hell picture I was sent 2 years ago ?? This kid today is his son with his half sister !!!???? Eeew !!! Gross ! Sicko puke !!!! Those boys said so ! Nast ! But that kid inbred head he's hacking me at store or something tried leaning toward me then I walked on quickly ! I was getting away from him then I hear screaming YOU won't buy won't sell won't solicit bitch fat ass estate goes to my grandpa bitch F you are dying govt owns it my grandpa wants it F you bitch !!! Govt killing you with heart surgery same as bitch mother !!! F you dead bitch !!! Aids bitch !!! I got it bitch F you !!!! F Ada F Z F him !!! He did this shit bitch F you F them Kenz goes also bitch they owe me money card for filth I did for them bitch !!!??????Whatever with this, screaming over blacks as always.....

Yelling over crooked popo ???? Boys said that means police ???? More filth screaming about Compton, east side Elgin, blacks in houses locally, LA NY, hick hop red neck losers......????? Then yelling that the Popo racist man !!! F them man ride my Kong n shit man !!!!????? Heard this on Windows as I drove to town early am......black talking filth nasty gross, black seed filth screaming they rape white bitches man !!! Racist to the black man !!!! Killin this shit bro !!!!!

There's a stink brewing, in that music !!!

Yelling crap about investing in the black porn industry, with the Japanese in holding ????? What's that mean ???? So today I learned that the black rappers are connected to the Japanese and the Japanese try to kiss their asses for crtl work protection they yelled non stop cry bagging over all this.. traffickers, each of ' em !!!...I'm exhausted. They're ALL TRASH, worthless.

Off to do more good work !!! 

j.

Thursday, January 17, 2019

Letter....

Well today screams over those nasty rappers, on YouTube I looked at music vids to laugh about, they been cry bagging about rappers black men from these music bands, crtl filth female black rappers, they our friends !!! F that bitch !!! Screaming about investing money on those thugs, Asian rap, French music traffickers, Egyptian clans music fame bunch non stop everyday for years + now !!!! Crying over trailer trash rappers some Crwfd Japanese black Mix kid rapper 18 years old ????

Nasty filth talk about Joe big balls !!! Giant d### !!!! C rated vids we got them show us the money we have them !!!! We put up there for ALL !!!! Crazy laughter.......just sicko filth everyday inappropriate to be saying telling me about him !!! Gross !!!! TF that bitch non stop over her nastiness skanks dump house I 35 Joe goes !!! He did this TF she was loved beauty !!!! F him pboy ours !!!!! F them !!!

Screaming about black Kong, black seed on their face and holes !!! Sicko disgusting puke over that nasty talk !!!! Calif rappers, Memphis Nash rappers on creek Arkansas rap hick hop ???? Screaming about west Memphis three ???? Damien gone !!! He Thompson family your family satanic bitch gone F you bitch being good person !!!?????? Some kids they had ????? Yelling blaming JD over something ???? He did said ???? Muffled sounds.... Yelling black men voices moaning sex sounds and screams about their hood !!! Bloods crops gangs LA, ft sill ????? So sicko tired of this.

Yelling about cannibals Cantonese people did said something ?????complaining NO money no food no cards !!! Wah wah non stop blaming me and MZ over and over, then out here north me, Japanese had great Dane dogs two of them, today the brown tan one lose roaming malnourished north at corner I hope he's ok they told me MZ owned them, I quit seeing them run to my yard, G got mad as hell peppered them I cried, so PLEASE keep dogs safe penned up fed watered, they screamed for weeks that these dogs were real Michaels dogs ???? Is that true ??? Today Stevie screamed they are Japanese at BD house north had aids ??? Raped animals ??? That's sorry as shit to allow this idiotic sicko filth Japanese hack bunch to have sweet dogs as these !!!! Why can't they have a team to save watch over pets needing good homes, take to adoption center humane society, tons feral cats in Stephens county need caught adopted, placement maybe other states, people love adore cats !!!

Got creamy cat back stays in box let him out intervals to walk bathroom, taking proper care of him !!! They said Megan Japanese is really her ????? What is this ??? I want REAL sister Megan my blood kin !!!! Where is she ???? I got creamy cat or tiger lol.... here for her he's neutered sweet ol kitty !!!! They said she's going to get him when I see her !!! I will watch out for him keep him monitored penned up at night fed, watered I'm NOT an idiot like these nuts around here......ha !

Keep screaming over crtl money skanks, dumb asses wanting money or cry bagging over its NOT fair I worked I'm an agent man, !!!! what kinda agent ???? I think an agent of dumb asses.......eye roll.....

These Japanese m fers are annoying harassing pathetic cry babies brats crying over spoiled cards freebies, wines cheeses, expensive shit from Paris, Bev hills, Dallas, Italy, good grief let up with it !!! Nobody cares, I damn sure don't ! Sick of listening to all them and stalker eakins !!! Now he says ALL grocery store meat local is human, he sees me naked as I bathe shower thru a pinhole camera he installed, then he says he rubbed his dong on my wall outside at night for years, he spies on my conversations with everybody, repeats, harasses about marriage non stop !!! Good grief ENOUGH..... Terry !!!!!

Tired.

THANKS, j.

Wednesday, January 16, 2019

Letter today...

Slept better last night somewhat, THANK YOU to the satellite sleepy time gods !!! 

Early am awoke early by stevie screaming because Bobby w, his brother played Lewis mccracks to G and drove around spying on people til 6pm yesterday evening......HE did this used G to get rid of my shit F you F Bobby !!!! Non stop Stevie screaming at 4am this morning about money then Japanese over east or west screaming about  my pumpkin cat has to be euthanized because of severe cancer they can't get rid of with satellite ????? Why ????? Cannot help you bitch with health tech anymore you or stupid family left F your grandma M !!! Old bitch dying of cancer kidneys F ' ed old bitch !!!!????? Then hating on me over family friends gone !!! F you bitch !!!! You did this bitch !!!???? Yeah I know how damn sorry and fat I am !!! yawn !!!! Eye roll.......

Screaming because cream color kitty is having neuter surgery today he's there Steven says it's ok.......

Screaming about eating bbq yesterday Stay out bitch F you bitch !!!!????? N family owns this bitch you killed off everyone fat bitch STOP eating meat bitch dying dead bitch endocrine cancer dead dead bitch !!! More of that.

Then this morning called about Mimi phone wireless box still NOT here by UPS, called 5 or 8 times all AT&T numbers for help, NO HELP just black man hateful said order was cancelled I could hear others sounded Asian and laughing on phone say you are from Louisiana m fer !!!!! Hacked as usual, gave me hell run around on phone, then hung up on me after I told him my grandma didn't have much money !!! Hacked by turd head loser thugs over east or west they are EVERYWHERE will NOT leave me alone hacked house heard buzzing ping ping cat behaved erratic meowing at ceiling non stop.......G heard buzzing then I finally got thru to nice man, they said Lu THANK YOU my dear angel y o u are HONEST. Steven also !!! ONLY alive because of you two bffs forever + family !!! Aww....

Was able to connect to Mimi landline from my phone call to him there at AT&T !!! Haha Mimi and G on phone, figured it ALL out had to purchase phone wireless box at AT&T store Duncan very nice man there helped us, finally ! Paid $17 / insurance then added to Bill gradually each month til box purchase fee of $199/ box paid off......so it's up working go cry cry bags !!! F Ms M F her phone to hell it kills our shit bitch !!! Nice man at store offered to help us install gave me cell phone number card Dea was his name took my grandpa Rs as# couldn't activate phone box without his as# I think that's crooked as shit so please watch his as# and hers and Vs debit card info from two weeks ago they said the $10 they charged his debit card goes back to his card ???? Better be back !!!!! AND have my email my blog is on, as I was in store with Mimi I could see teeny black m and and heavy black woman watching us spying and I walked behind them he had his phone out spying on us, glared at me I think he was in on something against us at store with nice man ALL Japanese mix in costumes they said Dea was real Z trying to hack kill me off ??? Probably !!! Lol.....

Then yelling ping ping all drive home screaming about David something he's doing F his balls man !!! F David's hairy sack !!!! F his nasty ass !!! He thinks he's got it F him !!!! Then screaming about Megan Kent Cody Travis J family gone dead dead bitch fakes NOW !!!???? Steven says different !!! I know he said !!!

Screaming that R family big ballin deep in !!!!????? Whatever with this ???? Sicko filth !!! Joe's big sack swingin !!! F him I hate that m fer to hell bitch F them Joe's goes did all this model !!! Giant balls !!!! F him !!! Nast sicko filth. Constant. Yelling about Nash crap money they are owed, whores models musicians they get money off of.... I worked my balls off for this man !!!! Pathetic eye roll.....

Non stop crying over m crtl Mark Philip the whole gang Tessa robbed at gun point story, eye roll........here we go again ol pineapple tattoo sicko trash bitch.......puke.

Cry bagging over Corey at grocery HE did this F him F his nasty ass m fers F them !!! Yelling as I traveled to rush for bags of ice cubes........when I drove home back to the west a guy in a pickup swerved right toward me to hit me run me off road screaming like an idiot something about izzid ????? Whatever whoever that stupid turd was in a mask probably VERY scarey dangerous but I could have him knocked out hog tied beat gone in 5 seconds such cry baby brats inbred wah wah !!! Dangerous !!!

More blaming my mom over being good person wonderful mother raising me tough teaching me right way to live.... in hell bitch !!! F you f her bitch dead gone go cry bitch in hell NEVER see her ever again in heaven bitch !!! In hell !!! Steven says different in heaven turd heads lying mad at her still blaming us for ruin of all their shit mess they created !!! So sick of this.

Crying over timbo gone !!! It's over he said she would kill us ALL !!! F you bitch !!! Took his money hit us !!! Olly gang over bitch !!! F you !!! Non stop...

Keep screaming old man dead You got Z yesterday he hates you bitch dead govt killing you bitch !!! Govt over bitch !!! F you bitch !!! Screaming about grandpa Melv non stop....F that old man he said this that F him !!!

Cry bagging over Nash HW fun over !!! then rapper trash traffickers they got ????? Their vids online you did this bitch looking F you bitch they tried to traffick your wireless number F you !!!!?????? Oh, damn !!!! Lol....

I'm sleepy.

 j