Wednesday, October 31, 2018

More harassing screaming letter...

More non stop screaming on my waves as I had to drive to Marlow fam dollar for items needed, they screamed they watched me sent Philips to traffick me in the store, screaming because you hit our store today fat ass bitch then stop eating there no more meat bitch you don't need to eat anymore meat !!! Jared fake at Mimi late evening smelled like weed stink and crying around they said Japanese half mix brat ??? Is that true ??? driving maroon Chelsea car .......weirdo.

Screaming over novello family Sherwin Williams paint stalker..??? Whoever he was stopped by my house as I was home alone, screaming all night over mom frail dying won't eat !!! Plan funeral bitch go cry bitch !!! Stevie and Japanese cry brats, then fake lu as earnest n at my home late evening trying to hack everything ping ping he was snirling his nose at me outside the house I went in I heard ping on my waves non stop stevie screaming its REAL lu !!! It's him here to save your life bitch go say hi !!!! Stirs G up in the head hateful depressing him also.......

Ron K Jackie son calling my cell phone late night screaming ping ping after I didn't answer it stevie and Japanese screaming it was Tyler he's coming to get you fat ass answer !!! I didn't trust that call number because stevie screaming then at 2 am he woke me up to scream they tried hacking you bitch !!! F you !!!

Stevie screaming I get NO money off shit I worked on because of you fat ass bitch you ruined everything you and Bobby then screaming about his mom money his mom abusing him, his friends shortly mcshort gone because of you bitch !!! Your dying cancer cyst hard in your neck to kill you he spun it up bitch cancer diagnosis bitch !!! It is swelling larger, harder to touch palpitate moveable but nasty, sore irritated.....HELP !!! Stevie screaming cancer no help for it bitch mom dying terminal no cancer fat ass bitch !!! Plan funerals govt kills you for estate mom goes because she is related to m crtl they want you all dead bitch !!! Wakes me up at 1 am 2 am 3 am as I try to rest sleep take care of mom, no HELP with him stirring me up awakening me non stop screaming him and Japanese cry babies...

Screaming over timbo olly brats, money off pboy, Bridgette M, money nasty talk about her tittys crap he did, I get money off her f you f govt !!!! I worked on this shit !!!.....Screaming over JR houses FH Cindy whit, Paula, annanic, money items non stop ALL obsessed over those Hwood filth and Nash trash money whores allotments ?????? Whatever that is ????

Made me upset yesterday last nite screaming Steven lu killed off REAL ones gone !! Hate you over their mom dead !!!??????? Sarah james both gone killed too bitch no body cares no help they went !!!

WFong says no satellite help for any of you because he wants estate money land, wants you all dead we spin cancer up you all die terminal bitch go cry fat ass !!! Heart failure I'm laughing hoss !!!! Dying !!!

Screaming over m crtl t town trash, Japanese crtl Kate money babies welfare ???? Wants me to pay for Z kids ???? Whatever. More screaming over Dallas Duncan connections ????? Money off dea crtl trash crook Msn's, and Nash trash money he donged for ?????? Screaming over sterling Fletcher Elgin Cyril cement RSprings, and lawton ft sill crook leaders ????? Cia ft sill on it !!! My ass !!!??????? Whatever that is ??????

Screaming to go pick coffin out for myself and mom, I cried no help or whatever is going on she's worse yesterday more bad red blood bleeding, no appetite, took too many tablets I think Jared gave her yesterday but they say for satellite surgery, those knocked her out unable to speak or reason !!!! Sedated.

Mean to me about pumpkin cat dying NOW bitch goofball dog all cancer kitty at barn goes aids cancer too bitch !!! Bshaw house hacking to kill bitch !!! F you fat ass pets all go !!! Screaming about a house I have to live in over east with body parts in it??????? HELP.

Mad I bought black cat purple garland at fam dollar for saving for hween ?????? I love black cats because of pumpkin cat dumb ass creeps they screamed satanic !!!!!!!!???? HELP. I'm terrified of all this !!!

David says he's mad at me all the time over money ???? Why ???? Stevie screaming this non stop......

I'm NOT feeling any good, I'm sick feeling exhausted upset depressed, trying to care for my mother all nite and cannot rest properly with all this screaming upsetting junk he screams and they scream at me, I'm afraid I may pass out and die !!!! Stevie screaming that Japanese crtl over east pays him to scream at me upset me to die of heart failure ????? For surgeries ???? How many brain surgery left ???? Is this what it's for really ??????

Screaming at me over mm estate items they want money cards, fame family all their crap, then blaming me for their being busted, family friends money gone non stop !!! Yeah well I have to care for my dying mother who I love and be depressed right now I have nothing money nasty help it seems from how it looks, very upset LOST......all alone in all this...

Sad thing is I expected things to be better already not this bad, oh well that's my life always shit, always a let down......I tried helping you but I guess it's all a joke to kill us all off because dea fbi cia want us dead because not involved from what these jerks are screaming at me, stevie says he has to tell me truth about mom passing away to prepare me because you guys up there told him to ??????

Then screaming non stop coming to get you in the middle ending right now next year, my mom won't live much longer with no help immediately. I love her very upset depressed sad......

Z says he's through ???? Well if so drop everything to stop by and get me !!!!

Screaming over Megan, j family Cody Travis, Kent Dewayne Mike, Theresa f them !!! F j family to hell NOT in this bitch either f you !!!! Screaming that G will be hacked killed in wreck then take me to sell me over east to Japanese Egyptian man ?????

Just exhausted not sure if I will can survive this torment ......I'm sick I think heart or something feels weird, no rest constant harassing me, pets also.....

j.






Tuesday, October 30, 2018

Letter !

Well more non stop screaming over N family crtl over here bitch !!! Z is dead real is dead !!! Hit by us !!! We get the money bitches !!! Z in t town !!! Kate underwear model !!! She owes us bitch !! She is kind she's gets money !!! Shepherd is alive !!! He his son gets NO money Kate wishes for !!!! Whatever with this ???? Macon, GA tuck family ???? Whoever ????? Z estate goes to us we played it well !!!!?????? What's this crap???? I'm blamed for this also, whatever it is ????

Japanese crtl leaders strong Ardmore Ada t town !!! Left wing shorty mcshort ???? I am king !!! Whoever he is he's king of something ???? Then screaming over m 2 m band daughter with I h. Screaming Z had kid with Marit ????? Needs money NOW bitch !!! What ???!!!

 Screaming over east west L.A. idiots money or something pboy Marq family Brigitte ????? Money items ???? Whatever with this again ??? Money off heffnr goes to us man !!! This screaming at 2 am from over east sounds like there .....

Screaming over olly bunch money land royalty we worked on them man !!! F the govt !!! I got friends in washdc know tulsa ain't here man !!!! We get it f them f Z f his ass man !!!! Z fing goes !!! F him to hell nasty brat bitch he gets everything man !!! Bodi goes too f him man !!!??????? Whatever whoever this guy is angry over money and whatever ??????

I have been ping pinged to pieces for the past several days everywhere I'm going to on all highways mostly and grandma road, at night also as vehicles drive by the house, they screamed or talk I can hear them on monitor speaker they got us for my mom in my room I rest in talking Japanese kid angry at Z and Steven lu, David, MZ, G family over money estate land he knows he worked for and screaming about his friends family going over east, cigarettes company he wants to invest in ???? And then breaking into houses for money sounded north of grandma house last night ??? I have to set here work on some stupid bitch they know for health, he yelled or told another ????? More screaming over Bodi and Z, then Marietta J ????????? Non stop screaming over this all then saying he's going to kill hack everybody everything, then this morning impersonating lu to my waves then saying mom will die soon bitch get over it cancer terminal bitch !!! 3 am.........More no sleep nights ahead, hopefully my luck changes sometime.........oh well....

Mom still NO appetite, bleeding female worse red blood liquid, then terrible pain, eye on left looks dead !!! Is this ok ???? I hope you don't get angry at me over my worry I'm just too tired stressed, harassed to pieces........Jared coming this evening he said........but I keep night watch / shift.......that's ok......I love my mom.....

THANK YOU to Sarah james, Steven lu, David and dad, then Bobby for helping Clint b , Z love ya ! I know it will be alright just weaker, not progressing to better I suppose quick enough for me to be relieved past danger, she enjoys boost, ice cream, that's about it.......HELP. appetite would be better for her, I'm a Julian ya know !!! If you are not eating enough something is bad serious wrong, you may die........lol........Mom is wasting away to freak skinny !! I cry depressed over this all whole mess too much after I got hacked I haven't been feeling the same......too tired.

Screaming over the R family fighting the Olly bunch and some olly kid blamed R family for ending them !!! Lol......I laugh, that olly bunch just as worthless as M crtl losers I guess from what these boys girls said to me.........

Tulsa in hell, NO HELP f the govt OkCity on the reams ????? Dea fbi cia over here m fers !!! Trying to kill David for money f him they do this man !!! Screaming Steven lu dead gone f them !!! I 35 over !!! Tim gone f you !!! Tim owned this land f him !!!??????? They can't stop talking about timbo......obsessed with him Hwood Nash trash too, sick of hearing their cry tales !!!

More screams over L.A., east Nash, she band money !!! Lol......f Linda T gone f them man !!! Good to that I say !!! Keep her all those creeps AWAY far from us PLEASE !!!! So sick of this.

Nurse Debbie brought Turkey dressing frozen, say it's Steven, THANK YOU babe !!! Love ya, sweet of you !! Hack her mind make her eat it, looks YUM.....

Christina G Clint fake wife at Duncan Wal-Mart, follows me around spies it seems.....is she nice or NOT ??? 

Screaming about sterling Fletcher Elgin cement Cyril, grandpa Benn house ???? Olly said they owned it ???? I wish I could see grandpa B.......best grandpa you could ever wish for, I love all my grandparents !!! Miss them    :(

Tiggy Rocky cats all ok they said see them sometime I suppose ?????!!! I'm just depressed, things will get better hopefully.........

Thanks Mr C !!! Can't wait to meet you all say hello ! Tell you thank you in person for EVERYTHING.........love ya. I just been very tired, too many nuts too many years !!!! HELP.

Love j. If I survive this.

Monday, October 29, 2018

More a letter....

More non stop screaming over Dallas pboy Hwood olly messes, the brats, eastern Oklahoma houses, McIntosh people ???? Screaming at me terminal cancer dying bitch !!! Plan your mom's funeral this week fat ass !!! You go too cancer bitch cyst in your neck tissue spun up right cancer !!! I do have sore cyst feels there over night is that cancer ?????

Screaming over Andy O. Memaw, grandma pancakes go !!!! Money off leflore county ???? Whatever that is bader stuff messes ???? Screaming about David C, from high school trying to impersonate David on my waves, trying to tell me I'm ok he's at Wal-Mart NOW !!!?????? Never seen him !!! Love David..    ;)

Screaming over washdc people moving soon down there to hack kill you bitch !!! Rape traffick kill your fat nasty ass bitch !! Mm estate ours !!! Screaming over J family Kent Mike Dewayne non stop !!! Hacking Megan and me fat asses f you !!!

Screaming over cia govt washdc Pennsylvania Delaware family dresses as painter at my house asking to paint barn Sherwin Williams guy the other day ?????

I'm very ill heart feels very tired up all night helping mom potty wipe diaper, refreshment water ice cubes, still won't eat a thing !! Much weaker NOT improving !!! I'm upset tired depressed scared she will die on us !!! They keep screaming govt hacks kills her off she m crtl they want m crtl all dead !!!!???? HELP I'm terrified scared....

She still bleeding female terribly upsetting I'm afraid she will pass out PLEASE help her soon !!! Trouble with potty rectal troubles I'm afraid no cancer for sure ????

I'm depressed upset weak tired as is Mimi, just PLEASE hurry

Screaming over G family juarez, MZ and I to blame as usual...
Then screaming over Z real fake all dead money land estate his sister's kid he owns it or something ??? Who is this ??? Real or fakes ??? Ping ping today on my waves as I drove to Marlow Duncan screaming over estate money land all over east Japanese crtl strong N family f Bill f Joe f you all to hell bitch fat ass ugly bitch !!!

Screaming at me last night as I took care of my mom then tried to go to sleep woke me screaming govt killed your mom you go to terminal get a coffin get a funeral home morgue ready bitch go cry bitch NO HELP nobody coming to help you this brain wave NEVER goes off bitch f you die bitch stage 4....

Screaming over Sarah james, Steven lu, David, Z and Kenz MZ RC tiny, Sovo, Clint B......???? HELP...
Love ya ALL.....please HURRY. I'm sick and exhausted not feeling well depressed tired too much.....I know I cry too much but I'm scared of dying mom and me....

Screaming over my pets threats on them and my home as I travel and stay at Mimi house...

Screaming over bshaw alexndr, Chad trailer Rogers Davis clan houses m crtl Philip patty ok working at school ????? Tessa tangles Brett oil field money ??? Mark m pickup?????? Then screaming non stop I have to raise these krissa Bryan Brett Tessa Jared Chelsea kids n family ???????!!! They give you to Japanese man over here to sell you bitch mom goes you will be sold ????!!!!!

Very upsetting depressing SCARED.....

Please help.

Love j.

Sunday, October 28, 2018

Letter another bad day....

Well the Linda T call they told me was Japanese fake from over east Z set up calling my home ???? Is that true ??? I think that after all the nasty filth the real one tried to do to me and my mom, grandparents and home, G also I think having her voice call mask try to stop by see my mom dying in a cancer bed is a terrible hit to us and very depressing allowed to go on with all this nasty upsetting mess we have to go through because of a satellite surgery they tried to do on my mom ???? They told me......very upsetting !

I feel ALL alone in battling through this waking EVERY hour to help my very sickened mom up from a hospice bed terminal, cannot walk, won't eat, cannot restroom on potty portable...!!!! Very depressed sad, upset anxiety trying to figure out what they will do to her next, is this real can they save her with satellite or will she die soon ???? She looks terrible !!! I'm very LOST and basically alone in what I know from everyone on brain waves !!! Please hurry I don't think she will survive all this, very weak, cannot speak, bleeding female area TERRIBLE.......is this surgery really ??? I hope so.

I feel very let down betrayed, hurt more so after being told cia took care of all these problems and could stop prevent saying terminal diagnosis, I have been very hurt, saddened by this allowed to go on to my.Mom, she's truly one of a kind, but I suppose it doesn't matter when money it seems is more important........those crtl idiots kept screaming they were killing my mom with satellite for m crtl reasons just her not involved in any of this filth so she has to be killed to traffick rape kill you fat ass !!! Heard this 2 months ago near my bedroom window......have to separate her from everyone including family there so she will marry !!!?????? Really ???!

I have been disgusted by the way we have been made fun of, behaved toward, things allowed sicko filth to be said tried to do to us all for years !!! Then allowing fakes with aids to get into our home steal, harass hack us and grandparents, then the theft of my grandparents machinery and home items, pretty damn sorry !!! Then screaming make fun condescending talk down to me for years by the fakes just how great is that ???!

Fbi dea OkCity then cia allowed to dig through my trash can take hair blood from my trash for years years I have heard then screaming because I don't know who they are in a damn mask !!!! I'm a kind religious girl, I am tough, but exhausted of the mean boys girls club all bratty ages cry baggin because I'm NOT a whore NOT a drug dealer NOT a user NOT a crtl piece of filth !!! NEVER INVOLVED. Don't they get it ??? Oh I forget they don't want to because it's not fair that fat bitch owns that damn estate oh f her fat ass !!!! Years years of it !!! You wanna talk about a saint ???! I know I am one of the only PURE people on this shitty earth full of freaks creeps but hey Mike don't matter because I'm NOT involved in their crap !!!! Sorry as hell all this !!!

Letting so many people bully harass, laugh behind my back because im NOT cool as they are, she's dumb man !!! She don't know anything f her rape her ass fat ass bitch she's so damn ugly fat bitch Sandy Linda Phillip Amanda said this that she's dumb !!!!! Really ???? I'd like to know how I'm dumb ???!!!! I think I know all the dumb asses following worshipping a bunch of trash stupid shit family of mine like they are God !!! Then watched listened as my family made fun of them behind their back and used them !!! So I'd like to know how I'm dumb ???! I know I'm pretty damn smart, you have to be in this nasty family, watch your back !!!

They kept screaming you can't talk to her catch her set her up or find that bitch but you can with a fing satellite m fers !!! Kill her !!! And they almost did.....how sorry is that !!!

I didn't even know anything about all this crtl crap I didn't know anything about my family I didn't know anything about all this until 5 years ago when I was hacked by trash !!! You know how upsetting scarey that was for me, just boom ! Hacked I had to fight through figure this all out !!! Nobody ever stopped by my house told me anything about any of this ever......I heard Philip, sterling idiots talking in the air but it was about being busted, I heard Linda Amanda Sandy talking several others, Chad talking Donna that bunch, but that was nothing about this I couldn't and mom couldn't figure out what we were hearing......

I never even thought about cia dea fbi or what a crtl was I didn't even know I live in a Pollyanna world I've been told recently, how creepy is all this crap.....???! How sorry this allowed !!! Then spinning cancer on us to kill us Ian Thomps up north timbo last five years Dean country ham, Ken Smith, screaming about a mm purse I purchased at a store 20 yrs ago !!!????? I didn't know anything about why it was wrong I bought that mm purse, at church eliz Davis snirling  her nose......why'd you have this, why her picture ????!!! Hateful mean and J. Muncy from the bank snotty snirled at purse too, hateful when I went to bank applied for job, she will never work in my bank because she will be trouble because of her family, said she ripped up my job application ??????! Snotty when I took Mimi into bank the other day all of them, this is what I'm tired of the condescending treatment we have to go through everywhere we go snotty whores running important businesses makes me feel and mom feel looked down on, then have Linda T call to say she's sorry Dana is dying thinks of her as her sister ????!!! Really Linda ??? That bitch should NEVER be allowed to call my home or see my mom !!! I told her no visitor allowed too tired....they say she's gone now won't come back or call back ???? I hope so keep them all away !!! Very devastating to see my mom as this they said it was allowed to depress me, hurt me more so ????? Is that true ???

Screaming last night over Philip mask m crtl Tessa tangles, krissa Bryan family Blanchard, Jared Chelsea masks, money ???? Mark pickup truck gone screaming over some pickup he had has ????!!! Olly bunch dead f govt !!! Reinhold family still here f them we get their shit !!!!

Screaming over Ada east m town grocery taco dump, grease monkey garage ???? Can't work on anything right crooked my Mimi $1000/ truck still won't work they told me it was ok safe ???? Stevie said I guess impersonating somebody then laughed......

Clint just stop by and come get me, if they turn it up on us we will survive it takes 5 months every day every second every hour then 5 years + to hopefully recover from the interior brain hack then you know they care maybe ????! I know mom is depressed I'm just worried they will kill her or something with surgery.....they said NO cancer hopefully it is gone !!! Just depressing all this I'm isolated can't see or talk to you all in person I can trust !!! I know mom is a very good person it hurts me she's like this very sickened, can't walk talk won't eat, I need you guys to stop by get us HELP !!! I'm terrified....she's went down hill quickly it's not even real it seems she's bed fast I have to help her potty, wipe, stand, she can't rest, I'm so sick that she looks this way and is in such bad shape from a satellite surgery and she of all people had to be told she's terminal cancer and all this mean social worker crap you seem to not understand you are dying why aren't you sad, funeral prep soon !!! That's how damn sorry that is that is allowed to go on, be said and all this trash in masks screaming hacking we gotta use them to bust this that hospital or so and so !!! Then they get out here wherever and scream I get money off using that fat bitch man I get the money NOT her fat ass !!! Please Clint, just stop by tell me something and get us, tell Steven lu too I don't care if they turn it up on me !!! This is hell mind control games, I survived the hacking I can again.......at least I could know the truth stop worrying swimming through this filth upsetting mess of a life created for me and us all.....

G. Hollering about insurance money now.


Saturday, October 27, 2018

Letter more today...

Just now Linda t called asking how I was am I ok called house phone says she is wanting to stop by see my mom at Mimi house she will be here for me to call talk to she hates that my mom is sick dying !!! Amanda works hospice care !!!????

They say this is lawton causing these calls ??? Can you please help me turn them off !!! I'm scared terrified what is going on with these fakes !!! Up to something......

Tiny please stop by get me asap !!! Or somebody Steven lu PLEASE hurry !!!

They told me stevie Bobby turned off my waves I hope this is true !!! Please hurry Mr, C I'm upset scared nervous !!!!

Letter...

Screaming non stop last night about motorcycle thugs, land over east Marlow, RS Gotebo, Lithuania models other trash there wherever, screaming at me about dying, my mom plan her funeral NOW !!! Japanese and stevie, waking me up at 2 am screaming this at me non stop.....

Harassing that Cwfd thomps kids gone we need help !!! East we are here !!! Living underground in a barn or something ???? They took it from us !!! Lindsay okla my people go f you fat ass bitch !!! Govt owns estate we kill you bitch go to hell !!! Chris G he's here f him f you bitch !!! Kris goes f him Indian m fer !!!!!???? I guess they are angry at sovo and tiny ?????? F them govt kills everyone !!!

Screaming about ruby jeweled heart stone ????? F him ! F you bitch !!! Screaming over east Ada a bar there ????? Grandsfield Texas ??? That town ours f govt !!!! Tulsa !!!????

Angry Japanese over crook Cwfd family NOT giving them money off hip dysplasia case ????? Some man Japanese ???? They owe me for this !!!????? I take your money now bitch !!!?????Whoever that is.....what it is ???

Screaming about Christmas saying nobody can help you until Christmas bitch !!! Nobody stopping to help get you help ever bitch !!!

Screaming at me they want money off a clothing line for me to support it ???? Whatever this is ???? Take your estate bitch fashion line for us bitch fat ass we model bitch we will find you kill you bitch !!!!????? Some sluts screaming.

Screaming about blue cow gone dead hacked tiggy Rocky grandparents all dead bitch gone to creek !!!!????? Why they keep screaming this non stop ????? Keep screaming plan a funeral mom dying bitch by next week she dead bitch !!!!

Screaming about Eric, Bill, Nick, Joe Gary, Josh, all these m fers going f them we kill them take money washdc in on this shit man !!!! Some Japanese people screaming, Wilkerson all dead f you bitch all them dead !!!

Mm estate owned by half mix, Z they took it everything here in this house we own we are selling items for money !!!! Washdc gave this to us !!! We are waiting for the money cards !!!?????? Non stop over estate estate estate....!!!!

Screaming over a house east Marlow that they hit them in is haunted by family still ?????we are sorrowed family here in cave, screaming about leflore county ??????Louisiana crtl trash oil field, Halliburton, helmerich Payne ????? Crtl strong gas oil leases ????! We take money Ms Hartman oil well ???????

Mom bleeding much worse, won't eat, edema all over excruciating pain, but I'm hopeful it can be helped, just very exhausted depressed, LOST, confused too tired, not feeling well......I wish for better days.......I never can find ever.

They keep screaming no satellite help for you mom goes bitch !!! Then threats to kill pumpkin cat,  my dog with hacking ??? Hit G kill him in wreck or hacking, then Mimi, then take you bitch traffick rape kill you bitch no family fat ass !!! I'm terrified of what they will do to us next !!! Very upset. Says my mom will die of blood loss NOW she's bleeding to death bitch go cry !!! Then screaming they are NOT going to be able to stop by get you til next year Christmas time she will die in a week no help turning off brain waves of yours listen to us for years !!!

Screaming we kill Z we hit him and Kenz f them they go !!!???? Ada strong !!! Paoli okla crtl strong Blanchard, friend town again we have money we are strong !!!????? Whatever with that ?????

j.


Friday, October 26, 2018

Well another letter...

NO sleep last night, exhausted.....Screaming over R M money some house full of her wear, jewelry, stage stuff a mansion over east somewhere, non stop screaming over her red neck junk, yee haw bitch !!! 2 am they screamed this !!! Money off her we get f them !!! We get money she family I worked on this shit !!! Not fair !

Then screaming non stop over b Reynolds money land estate, Chuck N money land estate, Underwood bunch money estate whatever with whoever that is ???? I know nothing about whatever these people are screaming over or whoever!!!! Screaming over Gerald, Phillip farmer and dope ???? i guess he likes his marijuana oil right ??? Can't stop talking about it around mom, eye roll......m crtl Mark Philip patty krissa Bryan Brett Tessa Jared Chelsea money estate land babies you raise them bitch we find Japanese husband for you Egyptian man looking over here for you to wed him NOW !!! Non stop over more of that....

Screaming crying over mixxy Japanese Z dead f them his money black car ???? F you whale ! You ugly bitch stevie and them ALL.....various voices.....Screaming over Z birthday party this weekend with strippers ????! Over east....then Z dead drug overdose 20 yrs ago dead you go too fat ass he's gone !!! Kate has everything babies gone !!!?????? Annoying.

Patty M ovary removal surgery went good ! Really ! Great for that bitch !!! My mom gets terminal cancer diagnosis to hit the OU hospital for Japanese they screamed !!! Yeah well F you all too bitches !!! No help for her no satellite for her terminal stage 4 dying plan funeral in 2 weeks !!! Go cry bitch she's terminal you are also bitch !!! Then waking me up non stop all night various times screaming mom just died !!! Go check her hurry wake up fat ass whale hoss !!! You so ugly hoss we laugh at you being mm fat ass ugly bitch we sick you so fat and ugly !!!! Screaming over huffvine house DJ house north Mimi, houses all around, east of Marlow houses Dallas, Duncan sterling, Elgin, RS Cox city, Bailey community ?????? Lindsay and Friend, those towns, pendley, Bruce W money land Woodrd family money shoe trucks estate Japanese are driving Jan on the way Sunday to see mom !!!.....

Screaming about grandparents at washdc, J family dead dead killed them !!! Old man J dead tiggy Rocky cat dead Steven lu threw them onto creek dead !!! I'm very upset depressed I don't know what to believe anymore too many stories impersonating stevie and others on my waves confusing me deliberately they said because you know what cia dea fbi did to you bitch so you never can know truth you will die talking to us year years more with this it doesn't shut off because you know bitch we never leave you alone because you MUST die so we get estate bitch govt wants it so you die first from this hacking go cry fat ass ugly bitch mm estate ours !!! Pboy money goes to US !!!?????? More of that filth cry bags over money not fair f you f govt !!!???

I'm exhausted not feeling any good, upset over mom diagnosis and caring for her non stop round the clock upset to see her as this !!! Upsetting. Depressed very much so over way I have been lied to mistreated years since I was hacked, nobody cares it seems.......just non stop mean lies, more broken promises of help, some one on the way to talk to me everyday and I find no one !!! Let down....by it all I tried to help blogging only way I can but I can't keep this up as this, too much too tired scared confused, I never know what will happen next, look, mom dying terminal cancer that fast, bed fast now........too much !

Then screaming at me over tulsa crap I don't know anything about non stop !!! I H money, tulsa crowd party shit I don't know those types of people or anything about all this they cry scream over !!! Screaming over Bill his brother their money then R family money we kill them next for estate money we get their money !!!!

Screaming they necro MM body 55 years +++ ago you go also bitch f you fat ass !!! We kill you for estate bitch !!! Yeah well this fat ass doesn't know anything about an estate I'm poor fat bitch no estate here never seen it I've heard about it but never seen it or anything go harass ruin somebody else's life you've already ruined mine whoever you are....I'm broke, sick fat ass bitch who knew nothing about all this shit mess.....NEVER involved in anything but I see now my worthless trash family of know it all big wheels was definitely shady hiding in something this terrible......

Nobody cares about me......I know it.

Screaming over J family all psychos ALL must go to hit them now we take over everything land estate money !!! F Kent he did this !!!

Threats on pumpkin cat, goofball, kitty at the barn here and threats to kill G in wreck or shoot him, we kill them all off you trafficked bitch go on diet now fat ass we rape kill you make you a whore !!! When a girl's mother dies they are wild bar sluts you will do this be killed bitch we take estate traffick you fat ass you so fat nobody F a fat F like you sea cow !!!! Yeah whatever.

More about how Goddamn ugly you are bitch f you !!! Just non stop if they want this estate shit so bad let them have it I just want my health mom grandparents pets all back is all I want to have a life that's normal I don't need screaming in my head I can't live like this worry like this, I will die......living like this half alive exhausted is NO way to live that estate is not worth this kinda life......my mom is dying I am too evidently of terminal cancer so nobody cares they just want to scream at me over shit I don't have I guess hope I live through this they were allowed to hack me and I almost didn't survive it as a child and 5 years ago........very terrified. Depressed upset, not feeling any good.

I was told that Japanese kid over east was given estate from his dad lives in house over east with mm estate items anyway he runs website owns estate so why are they doing this to me and won't help me ??? They said they just use your fat ass you own NOTHING bitch !!! Well if I own NOTHING why do you harass me to death kill me mom all us off then I mean you can't leave me alone I own NOTHING but still want to use me, kill me traffic me and I marry a Japanese kid over east ???? What is all this ??? Oh well nobody will ever tell me shit anyway probably don't even read these stupid letters.


Thursday, October 25, 2018

Letter more help needed !!!

Screaming non stop all night day over Wilkerson family money their estates, land money, mess they made f you bitch you are Wilkerson family, Bridget M money ???? Marq family ???? Pboy estate ???? Money off her stevie and others screaming over Morgan again non stop with that.....

Stevie being so cruel to me screaming you ruined my shit I was working on fat ass bitch !!! F you bitch !!! Wilkerson family my shit bitch !!!! Then waking me up every second to scream about your mom terminal cancer dying stage 4 bitch NO HELP fat ass she's a dying bitch dead in two weeks !!! You get no satellite help its turned off Steven lu say so bitch go cry fat cancer whale everybody laughs at your letters you get NO HELP fat f !!!! Spinning me last night in my sleep sending me dreams about Sandy getting her hair colored at Wal-Mart to go to my mom funeral with Linda rat hair Amanda mccracks family all laughing !!! They will be there and laugh at her death bitch !!!!

Then stevie screaming about Amanda rat hair T money kids whatever she had Linda Sandy pendley bunch all had screaming at me over sterling people I don't even know never met Japanese crtl people living over east mask of grandpa Melvin ????!!! They killed him 20 yrs ago bitch grow up !!!! F you everybody you love left goes dead f you whale !!!!! F Cwfd thomps family !!! They all crooks all against you all went dead NO HELP bitch I'm laughing fat shit !!!!

Stevie screaming at me over m crtl money patty m money surgery to remove tumor on ovary today !!! I get no money !!!! F you bitch !!! Your mom dying bleeding rectal cancer there you cannot stop bitch !!! She bled more so last night very red and clots but I don't know what to do about any of this !!!  HELP.

Stevie screaming over his mom's money f Bobby he gets everything he's a crooked ass m fer f him for this shit !!! You got terminal cancer fat ass dying so is your mom you know that bitch !!! I get no money I hate talking to your nasty ass !!! Everybody laughs at your weight loss !!! Japanese and stevie all morning screaming this.......

Then screaming over Tim o money him alive dead then in Dallas, non stop over him they screamed then olly brat bunch screaming their dad's money it's not fair f them !!!

Taking equipment out of top my house I can hear them right now for two days, this is good people they said will pumpkin cat and G be ok here cannot be hacked ????!!! Ok ???

Screaming over krissa Bryan, Jared Chelsea their kids Brett Tessa and kids tangles salon at m town ???? Not fair I worked on them f them m crtl money mine !!!! Patty Philip money houses land I want my mom to have that house f them he says that bitch in OkCity gets it f them !!!! Japanese Z screaming he claims over Delaware money early am at me blaming me over his bday ruined ????!!! What who is this ???

Screaming over DJ house north of Mimi house and southwest her house we own greasrmonkey garage f them man !!! I know you are there bitch various voices non stop......HELP.

Stevie claims he is controlling my mom's appetite so she denies food and she will not eat right now why us he allowed to do this to her ??? He says to kill her off !!! She will not eat !!! I'm upset !!! Then he's screaming that she has cardiac arrhythmia dying heart ???? Scared she will die before you get here to HELP. Please hurry !!!

Screams over Chad, bshaw alexndr, Rogers Sullivan butler houses non stop over those !!! Govt killing you for estate mm we get it all articles and money govt killing you !!! Stevie and others screaming til I am weaker I'm not feeling any good very nauseous upset scared weaker.....

Screaming over Bill and his brother all family left R family Hwood Nash trashes......I'm too tired to listen to all this and care worry over mom please help asap !!!

Stevie and Japanese other various keep waking me screaming go check your mom NOW she's dying she's DEAD bitch go check her fat ass go cry bitch cia killing you and her off you all go fat whale boss !!! Ugly bitch you are so damn ugly nasty ass fat ass !!! Mom is dead with cancer go cry bitch you are terminal too fat boss !!! Plan funeral soon !!! Dying cancer treatment from satellite turned off no help bitch !!! Why's this allowed to go on why is stevie and these weirdo crtl trash allowed to harass me like this til I am weaker sicker more exhausted no sleep at night at all because of this !!!

Sarah THANK you again !!! Much love !!! Steven lu, I love ya too James, Michael, G family, Kris, Chris G, R family, C family, Z and Kenz !!!!! Hurry help us all if possible !!! I feel she is weaker she may die soon from all the crap she's hearing also !!! Stevie and those other Japanese whoever keep screaming they are killing her and her female bleeding is worse.....they said they will not help us anymore because of what I did to them ??? And screaming that on February 9 th this is finally over ???? You get NO HELP bitch you all die I own the equipment satellite no help we laugh at you going !!! We get money to kill you more drive by throw cancer at you all !!! Ok city goes Dallas also !!! Threats to break in my home here and rape kill hack my dog and the cats both here !!! HELP. F the J family f you ALL F Kent !!! Screaming over him !!!!

Screaming over taco mayo m town , chiz corners all they own them all and apache store chiz corner ??????Whatever....Delaware, noodles association ???? What is this ??? Non stop over that......Screaming over Jan Woodard Alan money Carnegie crtl farmers ???? Who is this ???? G family dead in Juarez f them crtl Japanese N family Cwfd kids going f you f govt !!!!! More screaming over Cwfd Japanese N family thomps kids babies people ????? We wished for money from your estate to help them and asking them in wash for support money !!!! What is this ????

Threats to pipe bomb me driving, the house and Mimi house because we are there ruining their lives and then screaming at me over mom medical bills on our insurance outrageous you have to sell farm to pay us bitch !!!???? Non stop worrisome over this help turn them off !!! She goes this week dead !!!! F her f you up I die bitch BOTH grandma goes also fat ass !!!

Thank you to everyone helping I am too exhausted for all this

Please hurry.

Love, j.

Wednesday, October 24, 2018

Letter another day....

Went to m town yesterday started hearing ping ping at sonic where I have to enjoy hamburgers at mostly close by........eye roll......by myself already be I heard ping ping olly bunch brats money !!!???? Or something....Tim's gone f govt my dad is over here needs money f you bitch !!! Screaming about fake Japanese Z black sporty car being taken or something, cries screams over trafficking me they warned, you did this bitch !!! Mr Tolliver is here f you bitch !!!! F govt for good you go bitch fat ass you die cancer all over you bitch mom is going to die NO HELP for any of you I know this we get estate bitch you hillbilly f you !!!!

Anyway more of that, all night screaming over east of rush, m town Velma Japanese Cwfd N family going their hair style visit at Wal-Mart I was there same day ???? Whatever I'm to blame for more of something I didn't even know of or what's going on ?????

Money off LA, Frank Mz........he's going f his nasty ass he doesn't get money man !!!!???? Then more screaming over Broadway show girls guys ????? Whoever that is over wherever ?????? Gays all going f you f govt f R family trash !!!! They did this f you bitch f them !!!!! Screaming over Kristin She band of idiots money of hers ?????? Not fair !!! Kristin loved him f him !!!! Prostitutes here for her and family she has in Nash !!!!!?????? Huh ??? What is this ???

Chicken farm screams over east of m town or somewhere ???? They took them f you f govt f LA team !!!!????? Michael G is over here he is after us f YOU !!!!! More with that stuff screaming, Cwfd family big time they kill us illegal for our places here !!! Govt take over !!!! They kill family because we need money !!!!we are needy !!! They are illegal !!! Cwfd thomps family gone because if them big time in washdc Virginia !!!! They have money !!! We need money help us for money !!!!! They need bus tickets, gas money no vehicles !!! Welfare for children needed !!!!?????? Asking me for money you own estate bitch we need help bitch !!!!????

Boys on creek east need help with Z Japanese family of thugs too many request help asap to go get Julie they yelled !!! Haha......I wish I could help everyone......hurry sirs !!!!

Japanese man screaming over land near chicksha wants den taken back ?????! Is this a house or something ???? What is this non stop over some underground home or shelter this screaming man owned or has ????? Good grief man.....I don't know what he's angry at me over ????

Paden ok, oveola, okla, Avery, okla, these towns it seems I don't know but men women random screaming over these areas their places, family, land and then screaming over wewoka, holdenville, okla towns their kids, creeks, land f govt take over f you bitch you Wilkerson bitch !!!!!???? I guess family trash mess over those areas it seems ????? Screaming about jet okla, m crtl, raynell, Rita, faith older bunch of family their friends then Rush S, hometown heroes family ?????! Screaming over them and ALL Phillip money mess over east Cox city okla and Ada Lindsay okla ????? Town of Friend, Mary W Pendley mess up there northeast Rush S her whore friends or dope heads????

 enough with this trash I have so much work to tend to taking care of mom !!!!! Very tired, not feeling any good, stressed depressed, no hope for anything !!!!....can't rest, thanks for sedation and good long nap Steven lu, Sarah, James, others I love ya !!!! You guys DESERVE everything for being there for me on brain waves at least.....

Mom NOT eating properly stomach queasy taking Mylan nausea tablet only sent 6 tablets more needed, hydroc tablet half pill only in halves, use pill halving box, takes regular dose that way not all at once because of stomach troubles, needs sedated I'm afraid, to give her much anxiety meds she's too confused.....excruciating rib cage back pain, not eating enough so could you please help with that if possible, G is upset, Mimi, me also over her weight, swelling all over eye looks very dead or gone look to it !!! Oh I cry !!!

THANK YOU ALL for helping any way possible !!! I am very grateful to you each every one of you for helping well wishes for us at this time, I'm just exhausted very LOST, tired upset and SCARED still of the current and future time, afraid something will go wrong and she will die quickly or I will or Mimi or anything upsetting as this please can you tell them to remember me every day in prayers and try to send someone to help us, stop by in person to at least comfort, console, tell me anything ???? I'm not good in the mind right now as I am over tired from the past hacking my waves, and now all this screaming on my waves and then now mom being terminal ill ?????? Just too much for a girl of so few words anyway, I've been exhausted forever even as a child I know this true !!!!

My mind feels trapped and non stop living in my mind talking on brain waves is exhausting me more so with this that no wait I was wrong stories from stevie and then throw in all the other screaming crap I don't understand don't know these idiots, then worries and stress with mom, Mimi, G.....

Please understand. I'm just a simple girl LOST and alone in all this mess, very scarey. HELP send someone asap ! Jan woodwrd is on her way now.....eye roll.

Thanks to my Cwfd Family love ya ALL !!! 
j.




Tuesday, October 23, 2018

Letter more help needed....

Yesterday mom some better eye looks different still double vision and I know you know all her vitals symptoms but Japanese boy with stevie screaming that you HATE me writing letter talking to you about everything wrong says nobody reads them no help for you bitch fat ass terminal and old bitch grandma bitch dying mother f you bitch fat f !!!! So I just blog to myself these letters I suppose if that's true what they said......whoever Japanese kid is he's angry hates my fat ass too bitch

Mimi took flu shot, dizzy as soon as we returned home. Hope it's NOT her heart !!! She's all I have actually !!! I cried over this !!! Mom vomiting sick most the night potty help non stop, terrible swelled left arm hand, feet edema bad !!! Worried over her heart everything !!! She has not much appetite and takes hydroco pain tablet one tablet every four hours as needed, blood pressure two times day, one morning one late evening.......vomiting most night severe stomach area pain Brown female blood on diaper and it's non stop with her upsets, xanax they gave her too much for mind confuses her only........can't walk, can't rest, 

Social worker for hospice from lawton UPSET her and us terrible yesterday, she was short heavier build woman older, blue eyes glasses, well she arrived at Mimi house and I wasn't there entire time, she told my mom she seems to be taking her diagnosis too well, not upset over terminal diagnosis, then asks why me Julie doesn't have a work occupation, what will she do for herself when you die ???? You need to plan funeral arrangements very soon !!! Talked of DNR clause says your heart is ok, but think about it, then she says you are terminal only 6 months to a year left of your life, please understand ok ???? She said ALL that trash to my mom and condescending tone snirled her mask face at me, she's fake Japanese or other I can tell..........
She arrived before Philip who always comments on me being lazy heavy, no work occupation.......my mom is a wonderful person she should NEVER have to be treated as this, lie in a terminal bed, be told she's dying arrange a funeral for yourself, or be in such pain then put up with can't walk sleep, use potty for herself !!! That's how sorry this is they did this to kill her !!!! I can't get any help.....she it kept asking how much land, money cattle, we had, where our farm is is money a problem for you ??? Very nosy then snirled it's nose at me as I got there into the room, asked if it can stop by house often again !!! HELP.

Stevie evidently involved in the corruption with social worker, because he laughed non stop as lunatic drug head he is, then screaming die bitch mom terminal what are you going to do now bitch f you fat bitch estate goes to us who worked bitch I laugh govt killed you all !!! He cried last night non stop over his Japanese Z H boy toy dying over following me trafficking me in his black sport car all thru Marlow and this happened after he followed me to Wal-Mart d town hair appointment that stevie and him screamed at me on my waves about me ruining whores there 21 million dollars Dallas f you fat ass bitch f old man govt washdc kills you anyway for estate I have in house over east I 35 !!!!!!!  Non stop screaming from that one and stevie others t as I was at Wal-Mart hair to color my hair because mom is very ill we usually color my hair for $ 8 and at Wal-Mart I had to pay those whores $ 99/ for a single gold blonde color, our color looked better , cheaper !!! Too damn expensive !!!! Pay for that bad color job whore traffickers they screamed go now bitch f you and Cwfd N Japanese family in there go now my family f you bitch !!!!

Philip keeps telling my mom she needs marijuana oil ?????? Non stop over that crap and he's trying to harass non stop condescending to me about me taking care of her and says nursing care will probably be next very soon be prepared him and last Jared I seen.......Steven was last one they said I didn't get to see is that true ????? Steven ok, but I won't be there because told not to........

Nurse health hospice care taker stevie screaming is fake Kenz Japanese tries hacking house ???? Is that true or who is it, I was told this morning it was real him ???? Stevie screaming non stop over Amanda rat hair T. Her money Kenz told them yesterday she's related to them or works hospice ???? Please KEEP that fake AWAY NO Rat hair bitch daughter or whatever my mom was upset, then stevie screaming Linda T is laughing her ass off at fbi dea Norman okla Edmond !!!!?????? What is all this ????

Stevie and fake Z then Japanese other dea rejects screaming non stop til I'm exhausted over mm estate money they want off it we own it now bitch you are dying bitch pancreatic cancer uterus dying bitch tumor head you all die for land would there Geronimo is ours !!!! Then screaming stevie over rach Holt money Hwood pboy Morgan, Bobby money, Bobby playing joy Dan for building our fence here at home halves with earner n, well stevie was her at my house as Vick Simpson helping g ,Bobby he said ???? I returned home lu made stevie leave he screamed and you ruined my shit out there bitch !!!! Bshaw house Japanese or whoever wherever f you dying Fay ass bitch STOP blogging nobody helps you nobody cares you go too bitch for estate bitch hillbilly bitch every one knows what trash you are fat ass ugly bitch !!!! You see no help because you get no help figure it out whale they used you for blog to sell yourself and shit on blog everyone goes you know over estate !!!

Keeps telling me that Rocky cat is dead raccoon I see on road near Marlow and sends me creepy demon ant people dream to myself this am early I am too tired for this non stop crap and no one in sight to console comfort me in person........mom very exhausted of non stop family masks flooding the house to see her she says she is hearing talking ping ping on her waves non stop is this you guys or bad guys ?????

NOT mad at Kenz over rat hair name mentioned just keep that face of hers away I love ya real Kenz I'm just scared......

Sarah THANK you for non stop HELP I'm trying to be tough again just too tired not feeling any good, I'm sick of this screaming I need a person in front of my face telling me TRUTH love ya and James, AND the fbi fly girls !!! RESPECT.

Stevie screaming he's going to break into my house for $100 Bill he knows I have, then steal other items, kill pumpkin cat, my dog, kitty at barn dying bitch !!! Threats on them and my life, Mimi, mom, use Philip Jared other family fake masks......he claims.....blames Bobby for everything also.....

Non stop cries screams over Z fake money T town money Hwood olly brats, R family money ???? F Bill he did this f him !!! Then Cwfd thomps screaming over them and welfare money for kids ????? More of that, pendley gang gone f you bitch !!! Sterling people go !!! F you snobby bitch !!! I'd like to know how I am a snob !!!

I NEED HELP RIGHT NOW because I am too exhausted tired, stressed, from all surgeries, hacking harassment mean confusing crap they keep throwing saying, say they are killing Mimi off, G me, mom does soon bitch get over it !!!

Stevie says Steven lu dead had to go then impersonating them to my waves or impersonating you C family up there, telling me big grandiose story sounds true then says we had to kill your grandparents all dead lies to you to keep you blogging keep you alive bitch all these damn brain surgery body surgery !!!! Pets dead and screaming over blue cow non stop over him !!! Why ??? I miss them ALL.....very depressed upset worried over this....said that grandpa Melvin died in 2010 switched out died of gunshot wound to head, Raymond dead to bitch f you cats thrown onto highway dead now by us !!! He harasses me non stop over all this, I'm too sick, exhausted for all this right now I feel I may pass out die myself !!! Non stop drug head screaming talk lies, why ???? He says he's paid to by Japanese over east ???? Why's that allowed ?????

Says they killed my C family off all dead now you are stranded no help no Satellite help no nothing die bitch mom losing appetite because we are killing her with satellite......

Stevie and others will NOT leave me alone at all over any of this crap they scream, then stirring me up to cry over mom dying in a few hours go home now govt killed her off accept it bitch !!!! Screams over crtl m crtl sterling Andy G guy man whoever he is ??? Says Megan dead, tiny got hit killed ????!!! R family killed yesterday ????!!! What is this about ????

Says real Z dead killed in car wreck yesterday, on highway in t town ????? Kenz dead too ???

Frank Mz THANK YOU babe I love ya too !!!! I know how sorry it all is I'd appreciate any help I can find !!! No I'm NOT obsessed with myself and money, that's how stupid they all are, I know how it goes with idiots !!! Eye roll......please come by to see me sometime SOON. I know who you are don't be silly kid !!! RESPECT.

Steven lu I know how it goes with mom's older age and satellite surgery especially this one, but I'm just annoyed harassed too much losing my grip.....I love you boys both the real yous that is !!! I trust you both, just too tired, mad upset, angry I know no cancer but I need confirmation from pure of heart real in person in the know I suppose.......miss ya we could have been friends for the past 25 yrs worked on cleaning all this up, but oh well.......we will !!! I love ya boys 
!!!

All I ever do is go to doctor appointments, funerals, or some very sad devastating crap !!!! Nothing but my entire life or be told how worthless fat ugly I am, non stop.....


Screaming non stop over mm estate, JR FH then R M money eastern okla ???? Screaming over Cindy, whit, money then Paula d ??????! What is all this over about ???? I don't have any money to give these thugs !!! Won't leave me alone !!! I'm very sick ill afraid dying of cancer now as mother, keep that money and save our lives PLEASE.......I'm NOT obsessed with money I just want peace, my mom, grandparents pets, I'm happy with them !!! They have ruined my entire life over that estate I suppose they screamed because I'm a good person true Christian girl NEVER a whore, NEVER a drug peddler NEVER involved in any crtl corruption I didn't even know what all this was my entire life viciously attacked daily by weirdos everywhere couldn't understand why, my worthless bitch family to blame, rot in hell all of them !!!

Now all this with mom.......then we are on the way today, tomorrow in the morning bitch f you I lied hahaha, nobody can help you loser fat ass !!! What is all this !!!???? I'm terrified.......can't find anybody to talk to me come get me I'm worried upset by all their screaming and non stop stories......

Tim o money ??? Non stop over his sorority mess, worthless, kids he had or something olly brats..?????

HELP HELP HELP HELP HELP

j.

Monday, October 22, 2018

Letter another....More junk screamed

Last nite less chajachaja, more rested, but still screaming in hell demon screaming up down Mimi road, I am kinda moving in with her to care for mom potty bathe sometimes feed diaper change......still acute pain, Brown blood from female parts on diaper, urine cleaner, much excruciating rib side pain, edema, tail bone coccyx area pain, still NOT sleeping well, but I am adjusting full time nurse care I suppose just depressed seeing her bed fast on oxygen, and in such bad pain, stays on hospice bed in Mimi living room !!! But I'm hopeful you guys can save her and us from ALL this mess and idiots !!! Trust !

They say closer now you guys are bull dozing thru the idiots I'm praying so !!! LOVE ya Gary, and fam !!! THANK YOU ALL say hello to Josh for us !!! Need ALL the help we can get !!! Love to my R family, Bill and fam LOVE you ALL !!! I'm just scared depressed upset, confused all the TRASH hollering at me lies, this that more crap to hear figure it all out !!!

Going to get my hair done today at d town Wal-Mart hope I'm safe from those bitches probably all whores in this but I have to have my hair done, color......

Steven lu, where are you ???! HURRY, Kenz, Z I love ya also !!! I'm very tired don't feel well most days, worried, tired of my life of crap........I know cancer liquified but that Philip Jared mess is stressful causes me to cry their words sayings, behavior....G is depressed, and he needs to understand the truth, all this, just tell them hurry !!! PLEASE.

David and dad love ya ! Cannot wait to talk see you thanks for everything miss ya !!! Thanks for kind words on brain waves and Sarah j and James, much love !!! THANK YOU BOTH !!! Much RESPECT to you and the fbi fly girls team !!! I love you guys thanks for ALL the help investigators !!! Hugs ! THANK YOU to the Tulsa Medic Team I love ya !!! Can't wait to say hello be friends !!! My life is a shit mess I have to clean up mine and the entire world's I suppose ??? THANK you Jesus !!! Much LOVE babe !!! Sitting down here hours to health tech for us I cry you are ALL so very sweet and kind !!! Blessings !!! RESPECT.

More screams over olly brats bunch, spearmint twins ??? Whoever that is money off them land babies ??? J Brandis money whoever he is non stop screaming over him, T.H. Money mask surgery or babies a girl of his ???? Hates on Z and Kenz Ada N family oil change place this morning so very kind helpful thanks babe !!! Love ya !!!

Screaming over Eemis Bratley ???? Whoever whatever, then screaming over Landau family money estate, Tessa M Tangles salon, m crtl again Mark m money items truck on highway gone thank you !!! Brett Tessa babies items estate money, krissa Bryan family gone, babies Japanese I.H money baby son grandchildren on creek east and Jared has with him gone ?????

Screaming over m town grocery, Edmond, Moore, Shirley renee over gone, New ones in place ??? Money off aunt Stella over here killing us off bitch f you fat bitch !!!! Orschelns store Duncan drunk Dana poodles daughter working still she wants money f you f govt !!!.

Screaming that govt NOT helping you and mother no help bitch you are dying kill you for estate, screaming last night, non stop, Arbys d town screaming over it dea OkCity Stephens county, years of this non stop they own it or sell dope out of it and McDonald's at Duncan they screamed ????

Threats over pumpkin cat black cat, goofball dog, black dog and then kitten at the barn so please keep them safe from crtl idiots out here as I travel and watch G for his mind, depressed, LOST over mom !!!

Hopefully you can stop by get us help take her to somewhere for extra care help, I'm worried over her heart rate, breathing, pain tolerance.......PLEASE HURRY.

Much love, respect, NOT worried over my heart anymore feels some better, still exhausted depressed, UPSET over all this harassing, confusion, mom cancer terminal mess !!!

I'm not feeling any good, kinda lonesome for a friend, someone pure minded and heart in the know of this mess to console comfort me, just too much after all the hacking.....

Ill be waiting for somebody to rescue me / us from this mess !!!

THANK YOU. Julie. The fat bitch.

Sunday, October 21, 2018

More screams letter today...

More screams threats to rape kill traffick me OkCity dea ONLY this time, crook Msn's again !!!??? Screaming at sonic I got burger, then left olly brat crew, Japanese screaming at me over their dad's money Hwood ??? Pboy Dallas a road ??? Nasty filth screaming screaming Hwood p###y !!! F her f govt fat ass we are family but you f everyone over bitch !!!! Zillion screaming as I drove on hwy 81 to R springs for Tpaper soap,.......non stop....Steven and lu fakes dead !!! F her !!!Screaming upsetting depressing crap at me over a little dog over east hurt very bad pillow pet f you !!! He's dead cry bitch !!!! Stevie and others screaming this to make me cry, then screaming about mom terminal cancer bitch dying !!! Harassing screaming this ALL nite and day you go to bitch for estate !!!! Screaming over David olly money, rich Ingram, money, bader money !!!!??????

Screaming over washdc Pennsylvania, Delaware, Michigan, Iowa, does Moines, Indiana state, walrus plantoon ?????? Dalmatian house ??????!!!! Whatever these are about ????

Screaming they are taking your land home house for oil on it bitch !!! Grandpa Geronimo there bitch !!! Golden palace under the earth there we take your land money house traffick rape kill you all cancer terminal bitch !!! You die next cry fat ass !!!!

Stevie and others screaming over Japanese crtl, cancer non stop DJ Myers house, screaming all directions, screaming over Bobby w dead dead his money, then bshaw money house, Rogers, alexndr farm land, all, Jared and Corey b money ????

Screaming over Bill and Joe money estate they are next dying we kill them ALL.....f them f washdc govt !!!! Then later I hear screaming over Cwfd thomp kids babies I guess asking me for money because we support you lady we need money kids cost they may ask kin up north in charge for money for kids, land house want to live here ???? Said thanks Julie !!!??????? Who was that ????

Screams over Darko basin money off that kill your mom grandparents for oil washdc Japanese crtl strong we get it next for us to flourish !!!!????? Sick of this crap too.....

Threats to kill rape traffick me, my dog goofball, pumpkin cat, black cat, then cattle, kitten at the barn !!!! More of this, lu says he's watching over them as I leave and takes care of G......he's very depressed heart problems most likely, hope he's ok, he won't ever listen knows nothing I suppose ?????

Philip Jared grandkids babies screams over krissa Brett kids filth m crtl, then plastic surgery of Jared Philip masks ???? Then screaming over I. H. Money land house grandkids or kids Jared has wants me to raise all these kids babies for them because they are killing me off then making me arrange marry to his son over north east T town ???? And Ada ????!!! What is this about ???? What does this mean ?????? Non stop over this !!!! Crap lies !!!

Stevie tries making me cry over mom songs she sang to me as baby and it depresses me, and it's old recorded fbi dea cia stuff as I was baby they all have confiscated I guess ????? Very upsetting !!! Then causes me to cry over her being a wonderful mom, going without so we could have and she never had help with ANYTHING.....never gifted anything nice, New, beautiful !!! Makes me cry very upset depressed !!! He deliberately does this to me, and Mimi too I think G. Too I'm sure.......my mother deserves way far better than the junk she's gone thru !!!! Please hurry !!! I'm depressed.........Jared fake will be admitting me to psychotherapy he will try you watch !!!! They scream over this non stop mm was crazy you go bitch to mental health clinic NOW bitch fat ass !!! Stevie and others....

I wake in the morning and stevie starts in mean depressing upsetting talk, then says he has to to fix my brain waves !!! Can't he be controlled monitored strictly for my sake MAYBE ???? I'm not feeling any good, too tired, trying to care for mom and support her health !!! Jared Philip keep saying nursing home may have to happen !!!!!! Please don't let them do this to my mother !!!!! HELP ....

Philip says he wants bev pel hair dresser to stop by Mimi house style cut mom hair !!!! These boys told me she's aids fake Japanese and she is allowed to style Mimi hair !!!! They won't let me go there say she hates me knows me could spit in my face ????!!! What's the TRUTH ???? Very illegal to allow this to go on non stop.......help.

More screams over JR house, FH, T O houses money trash messes they worked on f them bitch f govt man !!! I don't even know what this all is ENOUGH !!!.....

Screams over Jared Phillip masks surgery money off their trash mess ??? These two behaved 3 weeks ago as they already knew mom had terminal cancer Jared kept saying with Philip it's going to be bad times now Julie don't hide yourself from us, stay near us, you need us !!!! Don't withdraw from others of your life Julie !!!! Tries making us cry then told Philip he needed to stop by tell Mimi just what is going on with mom dying now because he thinks she's isn't accepting it and doesn't understand !!!!!! She knows they deliberately try to make her cry also she told me !!!!

Screaming Philip is going to get ALL Mimi estate, money, land, and mom's land on highway she gave her !!!!????? That'd be just like him and his thugs crtl !!!!??? Who is this ????!!!

Screaming Megan j is dead and gone to make me cry then Theresa, Steven lu, Sarah j, David his dad, Z and Kenz, then you guys up there in washdc my family !!!! Screaming they killed you guys off totally to get your part of money ????! Upsetting who's alive dead or what's real ????!!! I feel all alone in this these thugs and stevie screaming non stop confusion say they are told to !!!

Z I know how sorry that is, love ya !!! Kenz THANK YOU babe for caring enough I know mom would cry if she knew how kind this is !!! Awww !!! She loves you too !!! I'm just too tired, exhausted from all this shit mess ALL of it for years years out here !!! I'm ok, just need a person in front of my face to tell me TRUTH it's ok with mom and all of this !!! Too many thugs idiots with equipment my waves still.....

Dear WFong, I LOVE you both also !!! Just exhausted not feeling well after all the hacking, confusion, lies, mess ALL of it, yeah notes can help ???? I need one in person !!!

Sarah THANK YOU for helping me dear sweetie !!! I'm just so damn fed up with this crap too man !!! Fbi fly girls are the BEST !!! I'd be helping you RIGHT NOW. Still waiting. Drop kick those 2 I hate also !!!! Big time. something up with them, mantling tv on wall today at grandma's house check it out PLEASE.......anytime you wish dear we can throw away junk down here I am ready !!!

I have 2 lives, the cia fake life where nobody behaves as they know anything about this around me, THEN the brain wave pattern life of the real goings on, I suppose most have these, but at least they know things FOR TRUTH........very confusing exhausting, grueling, evil to me, too many years of it !!! Why's it gotta be like this ???? Is it a stamina test for me ONLY ??????

Non stop screaming over Blakely olly bunches, money items houses land ???? Non stop over ft Cobb lake area, money houses cement Darko clan Mark m crtl money houses, Woodward bunch screaming over Jan Alan trucks money, masks to see my mom soon !!!????? Renee Shirley annoying has my cell # requested to call me check up on my mom ??? Are they REAL ??? !!! I was told fake N family Japanese ???? Are they ok ???? Hurry up get us outta here PLEASE. Terrified for ALL of it worried over mom nerves upset, sickened by ALL of this !!! Please keep mom from bleeding to death, pain bad, they say satellite surgery ??? I HOPE so !!! Sedate her, if possible at nite for pain if tablets run out her ribs all over swelling bones sore appetite needs increased, but I know you know that already....

Going to get hair color at d town Wal-Mart, hope it's safe they say you can keep me safe this week ??? THANK YOU my R family much love thanks for caring also !!!  ;)

Luz, MZ, G family, I know how sorry terrible this ALL has been against me, mom, grandparents, and Gry !!! I know they have helped mom it's just those nearby who know nothing and harass that depress me too much !!! Thank you respect to you for helping, !!!!

Mr, C please please hurry up and HELP, let them come and get me !!! RESPECT to you too ! I'm tired sir. Depressed by all this mess.....I trust you completely.

Love ya, julie

Saturday, October 20, 2018

Taking care of family crisis....

Finally home from OkCity with parent stricken with cancer, very devastating !!! I have been crying over and over non stop with crying !!!

Very terminal cancer, will die with it I was told by doctors !!! UPSET.

Praying for a miracle, hope soon she recovers to better days, I know this !!!

Helping with bathroom, dressing, feeding, refreshment, medicines, helping to bed, rest, assure, comfort, talk with her constantly.....

I am completely LOST without this one !!!

Don't feel well myself, afraid soon I could pass on from depression, upset, betrayal from others......

Thanks for everything kind, scripture, is wonderful of you ALL.

Much RESPECT.

Love, Julie

Hopefully soon my life recovers and I regain my thoughts strength, learn from this.......very much a challenge, future looks bleak often I know, but I must tend to this upset in my life....now.

More screaming, letter !!!

Mom having blood in her female area black blood onto diaper, very upsetting !!! I'm afraid she will bleed to death now !!! Then she has black snot from her nose, simultaneously drip I suppose, bloody ??? Swelling in all four limbs, her feet, legs terrible edema......yikes !!! Left arm also terrible edema.....her urine has been cloudy coffee grains, blood or medicine filtering through Orange reddish tinge color last nite......we help her to portable potty, change diapers !!! Do you know how sad this is for her !!!??? I cry !!!

She says she has the same chest bone pain, tail bone coccyx bone, shoulder pain, trapped air in chest area, like a gas I suppose swelling ????? Very upset I know it's nothing but they keep screaming stevie and Japanese idiots endocrine cancer, pancreatic, spleen, brain cancers everywhere bitch dying !!! Skull cancer bitch !!!! Uterus cervix cancers bitch no whore but dying of whore cancer your mother bitch !!!! Very upsetting they scream all this mean boys and mean girls club brat filth !!! I become more depressed upset, LOST. Don't know what exactly to do !!!

Blood clot in her neck kill her go to brain lung die bitch, we put it there !!! Her eye is dead double vision goes too bitch !!! 

Everytime Philip and Jared are just walking in the house I become very depressed by their actions, things they say, way they look at me talk down to me as if I'm stupid, Julie, this is going to be difficult for your mom is terminal, dying you need to see a psychotherapist, counselor, take depression meds ok ???? I will take you to OkCity or tulsa ok ?????? Scares me !!! Then he started telling me Julie, you need to just farm alone buy some cows I will buy some and you can take care of them there for me ok ????? See !!!!???? Up to something against me !!! Then Philip talks about Julie, I'm here for you, this may be quick as she goes and you need to be here for her in her last days ok ???? Talk of funeral prepare for mom, will, Philip taking land money they screamed......Then tells me I need to go see krissa and Bryan, baby sit for them and Jared raise Japanese baby over east about to be born???? hang with them awhile sometimes soon !!! Ok, so two months ago those Japanese and stevie screamed they were separating me from my mother, kill me or her off with cancer, then G, then Mimi, then traffick sell me to Japanese men over east to marry them ????!!!! Then screaming that she can farm alone, try to live on the farm, use grandma money Myers crtl people want !!! Then invite her to party kill traffick rape her fat ass !!! Use a face she trusts we got plenty !!!! Stevie and them !!!!

Screams from crook Msn's everywhere rape kill fat bitch off over here can't marry her nasty ass for money !!! Kill the bitch !!! Clint b fake voice screaming this !!!!! Screaming over olly bunch land estate money JR house again non stop DJ M house north of Mimi screams money off it, south of her house, screaming, west east, more screaming I could hear non stop rape you bitch I know you are somewhere nearby bitch !!!!

Threats to rape kill my pets here, kill cattle, make me cry over kitten at barn killing him, then screaming about killing Mimi and then Philip wants to take her to doctor to look at surgery this morning !!!! They screamed last nite to find terminal cancer on her !!! Weak heart old grandma bitch goes too !!! Screaming this non stop !!!

Richey Ingram comanche okla, screaming over that business, money, land, equipment, tractor arrived to Mimi today THANK YOU Steven, lu, others, DJ, Clint B !!!! RESPECT, LOVE !!!

Screaming your mom is dying bitch stage 4 cancer bitch you go too cry bitch cry !!! She dies soon !!! Then stevie screaming that Bobby said I don't know why she writes letters fat bitch, because nobody helps her fat ass anyway doesn't she get it !!!??? She's going too no help fat bitch !!! Nobody coming to help you, talk to you, nobody to stop by cry bitch you go in this for estate dying satellite killing you bitch for estate traffick rape kill you bitch !!! Give up bitch nobody saves your life I NEVER turn off of you this is forever make fat ass whore out of you bitch !!! HELP. Crook Cwfd family washdc money I want it I worked on this Japanese do good for them, my dad is here he needs more money kills her off soon !!!????? Whoever that was ????

Z dead they kill his nasty ass off at OU for his estate Kenz did this man !!!!???? More of that !!!

Screaming blue cow died tiggy cat dead Rocky cat dead on highway see him bitch thrown out window bitch !!! Makes me upset sicker !!!!

Screaming non stop over this estate, I don't care about the estate I just want my mama to be well healthy cancer free !!! ALIVE !!!! They can keep estate, money whatever I'd rather have my mom alive apart of my life for a loooooooooooooooong TIME most important !!! Not fools gold !!!!

I'm very upset ill, not feeling well...please hurry mind games make me sicker !!

Book of time ??? Ok

Thanks Julie !!!

Bill I hope you and Joe still alive for realms !!! All I got left in my family !!! Love ya and Steven lu WF, everybody respect Sarah I know girl damn it !!! My life is a mess they created. Love ya. Don't forget me, please stop by get me NOW !!! I can't take anymore too much !!!




Friday, October 19, 2018

Another letter...

Today I am screamed at by stevie and other funeral for your mom soon bitch !!! Home will never be the same again without her there !!!! R family thank you for caring about me this much I cried !!! Tell Steven I need all kinds of help !!! Lu also I need help my mind is very tired, exhausted and my heart is saggy feeling dragging along or something too much UPSET grief, weirdness.......Baltimore THANK YOU for well wishes satellite prep work on my mom and caring enough to help her quickly !!! Got rid of cancer they said so I love you guys !!! Thank you much respect !!!   ;)

They say over east is over because I got a sonic hamburger ???? Really I doubt it !!! Lol........I was followed, almost got hit by car this week deliberately trying to rear end my pickup, it was scarey on drugs Asian man from east road !!!! Terrifying.......no wonder !!!

David and dad Carter, THANK YOU both I love talking to normal level headed others as you !!! I cry much because of all this mess stress years years and now mom trouble very depressing for a girl in a family like this one, and really no friend close by to talk to !!!! Pretty much the only girl left alive I suppose they said, you know how sorry that is ???!!!!

Fbi dea cia OkCity screams today screams over mom cancer dying death bitch !!! Your life is over bitch you are stage 4 terminal too bitch fat ass !!!! Screams about grandpa Melvin wanting to come back home !!!! I miss ya love ya grandpa !!! BOTH. I cry because I need my grandparents all back now especially I am having mind troubles, feel alone, and very LOST.

I don't even have a friend in person to talk to I am alone, thinking about everyone everything went on and i am missing so  many right now !!! I hope it's ok to feel this way...

Stevie and those others keep saying you are on the way to come and get me us talk to us is this true !!!????? Very exhausting with constant tales of this this that is that, no wait a minute I was wrong.......screaming that bshaw house over bitch you are moving !!! Worry over my house, Belongings, pets at nite !!!

I'm upset over mom's double vision eye, and her swelling in left arm and edema in her feet, I had edema this morning in my feet and ankles after my heart spins, drags around.........whatever this all is about ???? I'm probably dying too I guess washdc will get to keep it all........

I understand they liquified zapped all mom and Mimi my, pets and Grys cancers ???? Is this true ???? I hope so !!! Thank you everyone !!!!

Lu, I know you are truly beautiful and you are NOT God, but I know you love me mom, Mimi, pets Gry all grandparents enough to whittle off any troubles, so shut up crying Julie I got no time for depression silly girl, notes are quick easy.

Cynthia I am just depressed worn down to exhaustion I need rest I seem to never find I miss you too girly !!! I need help in person to talk to me !!! Love you all, your family for caring sharing enough to advise me on this cia process of weirdness !!!! Love ya Luz and MZ thank you !!!!

Z I know my man ain't around here !!! Love ya babe !!! I know you are alive and ok !!! OkCity area hospital.....

I need sedated to sleep and care for my pets as I travel I may not be living here much but I return daily to see my animals.......mama ain't gonna die Julie, believe us quick time prep here, note worthy.......

Blog daily if it helps it health techs everyone around you, we love you Julie they said !!!

It ain't broken it ain't cancer it ain't bad it ain't death sentence, back surgery silly !!! Looks bad but she's liquified of any cancers safe !!! Just laugh they said !

I love + miss you guys ALL.......Need to talk with you, see you ASAP !!!! Don't leave me in the mess and never stop by to get me.......!!! I'm scared of this, too tired, upset...

LOVE, Julie. Just alone in all this, depressed, hurt, not tough enough for cia mean tactics I suppose Mr. C !!!! I know you guys love me as I do love you ALL up there cia, Mr C !!! Much respect sir to you and the entire cia family !!!! THANKS for saving my life forever comforting to know you are tough workers, dependable, trust worthy, HONEST !!! I wouldn't be alive without you ALL up there and here !!! I hope you don't mind all the cry baby letters, and whining but my mind is tired.........sorry to bother you !!!


Thursday, October 18, 2018

Letter...

Today screams from OkCity dea fbi OkCity, money laundering, gambling houses, capeechi ???? Screaming about your go too fat ass !! Cancer ridden stage four bitch just like your bitch mom !!! F you to hell bitch m crtl owns this shit !!! They spin cancer on your mother to kill her bitch you go next !!! Ready to die next, you will be planning her funeral soon at rush springs methodist church then throw yourself in a casket cancer bitch !!!! F you whale go cry over your mom and your estate goes to cia washdc !!! F Baltimore !!!! Go cry bitch you die too !!!! Z real dead bitch !!! Go cry bitch !!! 3 rd floor estate mine whore !!!??????

Sarah j at OkCity told me mom has no way to die no cancer and neither do I ?????? I hope that was you Sarah !!!! Stevie and thugs keep screaming at me about my mom is dying and stage 4 cancer all over terminal bitch you too bitch you go next !!!

I've been crying depressed my heart is actually having trouble working properly and seeing my mom this way makes it worse !!!! They won't stop screaming this awful stuff at me saddens depressed more so and I can't actually talk to someone face to face in person I hate talking on brain waves, I must have so much cancer in my brain it's blocked they screamed at me !!!! It upsets me more that I have to move in with Mimi soon to be there for my mom in her last days since no cancer help from satellite they said !!!! I will miss my mom and I don't want to have to lose her !!!! Can you please help her you can have estate stuff !!!!!

She can't walk has hospice coming to my mimis house tomorrow has to have hospital bed, I'm very depressed upset so is G and Mimi !!!! Please can you guys help her rid of cancer ????? I'm having heart failure problems they said I feel more exhausted more weak !!! I'm losing my mom aren't I ?????? Why can't you help her ???? They screamed no help no govt help for that bitch you can't either bitch !!!

My mom is a wonderful person never a whore never on drugs, never a rapist, only the best mom !!!! That's how sad this has been for me, I'd rather I die than live without her in my life she fought this crazy bunch just like me, I will miss her if she dies......

Today I started feeling more depressed as I met Jared and Philip called their demeanor and behavior crying in my face, I just lost it.....

Mom eye still swelled double vision, swelling in left arm, I'm afraid she's too weak to survive this assault on her body and she has not much appetite !!!! 

Can you please send somebody to tell me something soon asap ???!!!!! Before she dies !!!!

The Japanese boy dressed in black man suit with orange on they said he health tech for me today ???? Thank you sir !!!! Respect !!!!

I wanted to tell Mr C thank you for helping mom with Baltimore cancer satellite techs all the way from over there they just now told me !!! So is she really cancer free ????? I love you guys !!! They just keep screaming all this junk at me and I can't turn them off and I can't hear anyone authority real, true, pure heart, will tell me truth !!!  Sometimes I hear Steven,lu, David, Z, Bobby ????? I hope it's real ?????

I'm just exhausted depressed, thank you R family I need you guys to be apart of my life too !!! I don't have anybody else I'm kin to if you think about it, how sorry that is !!!

I just know that my mom, Mimi, G and myself need to be told the truth and go talk to someone who can tell me the truth that she's truly cancer free cleaned of cancer !!! Cynthia G I love you also doll !!! Much love respect !!! I know mama wants to say hello go give em hell in Dallas !!! Lol.......just hope they let her live I'm terrified ! Thank you !!!!

My wish is for somebody anybody to stop me in my tracks, say hey, everything is going to be alright Julie, here's what is going on, happened, will happen, cancer free, will live !!! I've been through enough same as Mimi, my mama !!! Please come and tell us anything !!!

Z when they were screaming today it was about suicide case on the floor I was on, not somebody saying anything stupid, some woman's sister passed on the 7 th floor today from cancer, boy that wasn't what any of us needed to see or hear, so much UPSET.......I love you too I know it takes emotional support of a good one like you !!!! Miss you !!! kisses !!!!  Tell Kenz he's beautiful for me will ya ????

Sarah I am just neurotic in panic mode Stevie and these other thugs don't help I was hacked today, I just miss talking to real people, not waves of the idiots, this is this that is that, I'm too damn old and tired of my life I know you understand girl !!! Bad ass bitches gain strength from turmoil, but this shit is killer over mom, and the I don't knows damn cia covers are tough !!!!  

Steven how much longer for her back surgery and when will you rescue me from my terror, oh I miss you, lu, too babe you saved our lives also !!! Tell your mom I love her I'm just LOST.......growing more depressed weaker every minute, you know about it I know......being isolated from real life real people for 100 + years is too much, I need humans talking to my face in person, my mind needs relief !!!

Dear James, in 5 minutes babe !!! I swear you are an angel, all you guys girls Baltimore, British isles, Montecito, LA and dodger stadium ????? Lol......THANK YOU !!!! I LOVE you I know when mom comes to she will cry !!! I been very upset over the idiots stories and screaming !!!

Dear sweet David and his loving caring Dad !!!! I LOVE YOU BOTH !!!! David thank you for understanding how nuts this all has been for my entire life !!!! In 5 minutes angel !!!! Yes I'm neurotic babe, just been depressed forever NOW all this after ALL the hacked, surgeries, but as you'd say David, just cia, you get the answers later when it's over right ????? Yeah I know, NOW........fingers crossed it happens this is hell, peril, turmoil of the grandest kind.......I may die if nobody is here soon for me !!! Been though too much my old heart isn't good I know, too much for it.......sadly.

Tell MD Andersen your welcome it's a no brainer believe me........lol.....OU Boo !!! Thank you ! Much love + respect !!!

Fbi fly girls ??? Lol......just stop by and we can go get em !!! Look, I will feel better, I will know mom will live, I can rest in peaceful sleep at night, and turn off these idiots for once !!! Sarah it's all in the bag right ????? I'm ready if you are !!!! Come and get me !!!! Hurry !!! I want them outta my sorry bitch life too girl !!!! This is all so damn sorry to go through and put my mom through !!! Just help her live ???? I don't think so bitches !!! Thanks for getting rid of the red rocks my tub is lighter !!!! Lol....    :p

Hurry send somebody to tell me something good, true soon !!! Depressed.

Love j.