Friday, October 20, 2017

Water pump troubles.....

Last nite the water wouldn't work at all in my home......I turned the water faucets on everywhere in bathrooms, kitchen, no water !......

I had just taken my shower, so I was happy I had already taken one to be clean !

Water well is fine, down into ground very long ways, water is there, just the water pump had quit !.....old.

Today I was able to go to town, and then I enjoyed a local Bbq restaurant, built in last several years.......very cute !......I only had a small Bbq sandwich.......nice !

Haven't been feeling well lately, I think I may have a urinary tract, or bladder infection, I often drink too much juice or tea some days, then water, too much drink, not enough water.......hopefully this goes away.......I took the cranberry tablets Azo.........maybe it will help.

Still worries with my cat and other things in life......

Hopefully I can have my water pump going this evening and I can have water........I feel as a plains, old fashioned, Pioneer woman !.......haha........that's country livin !

j.

Again, again, again...

Water well quit last nite, they screamed or S, screamed all nite because me and mom left to go get water at minis house I saw a lot of porch listed on at houses people setting out there, doing whatever trash they do........odd, that late.....masks

They yelled last nite I killed all their trash off because I dared to go somewhere late.......said they killed my water pump off and my grandpa's, and grandma p.......I think she is a mask down there, little teeny eyes, hands different, trying to make us cry.........lol......oh, yeah they are up to it as usual, now she is dying today, back to hospital.......more crooked.....

Still hollering in pickups ours and minis.......screamed at me all the way to chicksha, you kill everybody bitch ! I'm over now ! Said it was little people........Again Japanese or fake z........said they are gonna kill you bitch !...

You kill everyone fat bitch !......it's over now ! They will kill all of your family off now bitch, not involved in this !!!

Screams about ol man c, over east, money, estates they own or something ???......I don't know what that shit talk is about !???

Said z and k are gonna kill me, hate me, then they are dead, because I did something wrong ???....this changes daily......

Gave us the run around about water pump, and other shit with grandma, grandpa's........so damn ignorant stupid trash......idiots on dope and sluttin it up, high, trash won't go to rehab or leave me alone !

Harasses about cancer, aids, my pets are dying, people are going to kill us because we are not involved in any of this nasty trash mess !

Whatever, worthless harassing, nuisance dangerous thugs running crooked equipment, screaming at somebody who hates them and their b.s. right back in their face........

When I get threats, yells screams, harassment daily, and b.s. lie stories they create to find money, work, cause us sadness, exhaustion, confusion, more crap to have to put up with, they create messes to cause me, and rest of good family a nasty mess, money woes, for us, when we have enough troubles......sick of this since 1981.

My life is shit, and they just keep it going with more, from a bunch of crack head,jealous trash losers........

They are trying to make money or something off my worthless trash family masks holler about M family everyday and money b.s........sick of this too....

They keep that hillbilly trash sluts and dope all around me, I saw that last nite, they move more and more in.......they don't clean up nothing I can see, I guess another 29 years of corruption with crooked Dea and crooked Fbi, trailer ctrl trash whatever this is they yell.....

Sick of stress, being spun in circles, weirdness, evil, mean shit, dope heads and hillbilly trashy filth whores nasty trash family, snobs, snirls, telling, shitting all over my life, ruining things for me, no work because they ruin everything........had it !

Sick of listening to drug addict shit from a crack head idiot who hates my ass from high school....

Sick of being a good person and always being the last at everything, being verbally assaulted, harassed to death, upset, angry, sad, depressed, made fun of, why ???......because I am still a virgin, never took a drug in my life, never sold drugs, and because I won't lay on my back and be a worthless whore.......

I used to wonder why good people never got anything good in life like me, they just get shit, harassment, no good jobs, no money, made fun, picked apart.......because I am too good of a person to bow down to satanic, snob, dope head big wheels.......who think all a girls should do is bend over or lie down for money.......worthless trash rots in hell for eternity.......

I laugh because they are all cursed by me and a The Lord for their wicked ways, and all the shit they have tried to do to me......

When this is gone, the world will be better, I will have peace, happiness, no stress, and calm....

They keep it up, and I smile evily and laugh at their pathetic Dangerous, crooked b.s......I laugh evily at their pathetic screams, harassment, downward spirals, oh the crooked mighty are a fallin !!!

I know with all the yelling, screams, I must be ahead of them all.....they are angry for some reason right ?.......enjoy hell I tell them, take some ice cubes....it's hot down there.......lol...

What goes around, comes right back and slaps them in the face........karma is a bitch isn't it.....

Thanks for all the help, keeping us all safe, and the medical help, I appreciate everything !

J.

Thursday, October 19, 2017

Canned soups.....

Whenever I am preparing for stocking my kitchen cabinets with groceries, I always purchase cans of soup....

It is something I enjoy right now / seasonal, when very much cooler outdoors I can quickly heat and serve a can or two of soup.....

Soup can be very comforting for me, when I am not feeling so well, when in need of a quick prepare meal.....

I know when I am sick with a cold or flu, I always purchase Campbell's chicken and stars soup !........lol.......since childhood whenever I feel sick, I have chosen that soup........haha........I enjoy the tiny stars floating in my soup........my fave shape of noodle !.......laugh !

Brands of canned soups I like are plenty !

Campbell's.......all !
Progresso
Save a lot

The dry mix package soups I enjoy, you just add water, prepare......I like these :

Bear Creek
Lipton
Knorr

Healthy Choice soups are there lower sodium, for special diets, Healthy Request....also

I adore the Chunky soups, chicken, beef, lentils, steak, cheeseburger, broccoli + potato, chicken + wild rice, veggies with meats....

And.......

I enjoy also the Broccoli + cheese thinner soups, the cream mushroom and cream chicken soups, cream celery, for recipes, casseroles.......very yum !

With my soups I simply heat them in a cooking pan, very warm, can burn, so be watchful !......

I purchase a box of salted crackers, you find most anywhere.....my fave brands are :

Lance
Nabisco
Zesta

Cheese, I adore !!!  :)

I like to have those salted crackers, a few, with a square of any cheese, dipped in bowl at side, cheddar, longhorn cheese, Colby Jack cheese, sharp cheddar cheese, these are my faves with a bowl of soup + a few crackers.......

Very nice !

Thinking about soup tonite.

julie

Wednesday, October 18, 2017

Curtains + accessories.......

Curtains are needed for all Windows + blinds / shades......

I know here the sun is always ultra bright !........in the summer it hits the Windows creates too much heat interior + exterior of the home......

Curtains I purchase everywhere, I enjoy them all.......the heat / room darkening curtains work well behaving the blinds / shades......

Often curtains can match the home decor, be printed many designs, detailed, pictures, many color hues !

Elaborate sewing techniques create cozy looks for the curtains, Windows need coverage always, be respectful......

Businesses need blinds installed and / or curtains, or exterior shades.......helps with the look and the electric bills during hot weather......

I purchased a curtain set years ago, just plain color hue, I purchased curtain holder / curtain rod, very plain or decorative......install with tools above Windows, then hang curtains !........read instructions in packaging with curtain rods / hangers.........kinda tedious, but fun actually for me.........I was very happy to have curtains newer........

Curtains can be any fabric, but they need to keep you safe from prowlers / peeping Tom's !.......pervs........icky !........I have had this creepy issue also trying to look in my Windows at night !!!.......very nasty and creepy........I heard them talking......

I have had blinds and curtains installed many years......very wrong and nasty to spy on others as this way !!!......so we all need curtains to be safe from creepers !

Curtains can be many prices, most affordable at local dollar store, family dollar, Wal-Mart, Target........curtain rods, window blinds there at these stores also for purchase....

Helps with heat / cold + light well....be warmer or cooler.....

j.


Tuesday, October 17, 2017

Again.....

Last nite, more chatter, constant talking, harassing me with exterior / outdoor noises, scratching, yelling, weird animal noise or in hell creepy noises.........trying to scare me, I still get scared they are out there, coming back.......very creepy sounding, some kind of crooked surveillance equip.....S and or Japanese voice woman talking nasty to my mother at nite she said, then I hear in my room all nite talking about some old car, yelling about money, and rumpelstiltskin ? Under the bridge ??.......whatever that is...

Yelling at me about my cats mouth bleeding bad yesterday.....Rocky cat......blood and nastiness leaking everywhere yesterday......

My grandma p behaving oddly, seen her today, she was talking about my grandpa, and crying, I don't know what is going on, just hope she isn't hacked......she said she is thinking about him and thought he was there yesterday.......thanks for helping with her.......those damn pills for years I guess......

Please tell those good med health people we appreciate everything, they need more help they said once, too many corrupt up at OkCity and everywhere they said.......those crooked ones were hacking my house in next room, hacking me, hacking my family, and hacking my pets, said they were hypnotizing medicines in our bodies and all animals for many years, we all stayed sick because of them, they told......so that's another bad thing to look out for, letting you know.....

More crooked Dea and crooked Fbi yelling on my waves and wind about Dea owns this store bitch !....oklacity is going to kill you all bitch !......staring, following me everywhere, standing around looking at me, surveillance me........lol.......yeah I'm so laughing at them......I've never messed in drugs or sluttin and I have never sold drugs......or myself !.........weirdos....corruption ! 

I know you are trying to get this completed, but these creeps down here a lot are crooked with hands in the money jar, and in bed with sluts......a fools paradise for crooked ol Dea and Fbi...think they all are above and over ruling you guys...think they are getting everything too....i just laugh, struttin tall like big wheel roosters........haha....

They are all cry baby bitches, and bastards, crooked, worthless, jealous, running their mouths off, big wheels and low wheels messed up on dope, just as filthy and annoying as my worthless hillbilly trash family on all sides !!!

Anyway, thanks again, sorry to annoy you.

Julie

Sheets + bedding.......other things....

Spent the day today thinking about purchasing new bedding and a new bed sheet set for my bed, something affordable, comfy, New for resting / falling to sleep......

I think Now is the perfect time to catch some much needed rest ! Cooler weather, more quiet, calm.....

Wal-Mart, dollar general, family dollar, Target, I think Bed, Bath Beyond stores all have new sheet sets, pillows, comforters, dust ruffles, pillow shams, decorative....all colorful hues, patterns, styles...

I purchased a nice picture blanket from Wal-Mart for $ 8.......dollar General also has these........very cute, animal pictures, very nice !

I went to Walgreens to search for Halloween seasonal Beanie Boos, I found the spider he is cute, but I only purchased the bat named Beastie.......he has an orange nose and lime green wings !.......cute !.......

several other character TY Halloween Beanie Boos.......i adore all of them !........very many to choose from in this Halloween Beanie TY line.......picked thru at stores though !.......

CVS stores also have them for purchase as Walgreens does.......I found many decorations at Walgreens......for the season, every year I enjoy browsing the seasonal aisles specially for decorations + seasonal plush animals.......lol.......that's just something I enjoy yearly....

Thursday night I am going to be watching the cartoon The Great Pumpkin, with Snoopy dog and Charlie Brown.......it is very nice, tradition for me to watch, since I was a child.......Snoopy thinks he is a jet fighter pilot on his house !.......cute.......he is my fave.....wonderful cartoon, I like the pumpkin field also.....

Today I was able to watch the Super Mario cartoon, as the Super Nintendo game, it is older, I think I watched it before many years ago........I enjoy this one.  :)

I did see that Dollar Tree has those Wack a Pack self inflating balloons, mini size, you hit gently, and they inflate......These are very fun ! New to me.......very affordable....

Just a random browsing shopping day......

j.











Monday, October 16, 2017

Panettone bread !!!.....

Bread is something I like to enjoy.

There are many types of breads, created with dried fruits, chocolate, and other spices.....

Bread is nice with meals.....or as a snack.

I enjoy trying them all, they are available most everywhere, many different shapes + types........so I say to myself, Go purchase and try girl !.......you can find many new faves to add to your dinner table....

Wal-Mart Bakery has many, different types of bread in packaging, for different meals.......I browse through those sometimes......

One unique / different bread I enjoy for celebrating is the culture, Panettone bread in boxes !......I adore the boxes the bread is contained in, simply remove box, then wrapping.........I think it is fun !

The Panettone bread is very pretty and packaged differently, than most bread.......I enjoy it !

These Panettone breads also make nice gifts for holidays....

These brands of Panettone bread are nice :

Bauducco
Balocco
Granducale
Del Maximo
Bimbo
Goya

Very interesting gift, and very nice !

Many different types.

j.

Sunday, October 15, 2017

Cooking sauces.....

I enjoy cooking meals, especially during this time of year.......preparing / cooking meals, creates togetherness, comfort, and more so fun to cook meals at home !

I like to gather ingredients, search for good recipes, try new cooking techniques, New different recipe dishes to prepare.......gathering groceries can be fun also.......shop sales, off brands, enjoy it all....

Cooking dinners at home is old traditions, I adore that, sure I enjoy fast food restaurant chains often, but cooking at home is something old tradition, I think we should all try always......

Being together with loved ones you care for, and shopping for groceries to create a meal together also can be enjoyable.......creates, togetherness.......good social activity ! 

Chat, laugh, read recipes, have fun, then enjoy meals you have created.....

I like to try new ways of cooking + preparation for all meals.......try all types of meals / recipes......healthy, special health meals, or just plain whatever you wish..........

I always include plenty of veggies on my dinner plate.......canned or frozen, or steam in bag veggies......I try them all.......greens are very good for us........I enjoy meats well done.......cooked thoroughly.....

Very comforting to have family time, friend time cooking, having a good day !

I recently have purchased the Campbell's Cooking Sauces, in packaging, very affordable, I have tried most of them and I rather like them !

Easy to pour into cook skillet, just add whatever the instructions ask for on back of packaging......veggies, meats, pastas, oil......serve with sides......just pour in, thoroughly cook meats......sauces is all that is in package........very affordable......I found mine at Wal-Mart....

Today I used the sauce package I purchased........very nice ! Easy to prepare a unique dish........

Sauces are nice to cook with......I enjoy these !

julie

More.....trash..

Yelling on waves, vehicle, chatter on wind...

Yelling about my grandma at nursing home, going to hospital this morning....

Went to R. S this morning, to purchase a few groceries, us and mimi groceries, screams on my waves that you are killing everyone bitch ! Nasty sluts at Dollar store following me, staring at me, up to something, screams that Dea gets everything all businesses bitch because you are going to all these towns.....! We get everything bitch !.......must be more crooked Dea and or crooked Fbi ???

Talking about OkCity, going to kill you bitch !

More of that same old harassing.....

I want to tell you thank you for helping me finally rest comfortably last night and turning S. down off my home and waves.......it did storm but thank you for the help.....

But today at it again....

The sleep does help me, I feel stronger more rested.....I haven't been able to feel good and rest at all now for many years........these people are the most worthless annoying trash......my whole life, nasty trash family too.......sick of them all....

Thanks for everything you do, sorry I have to ramble on......just yelled at, harassed so much I just about pass out.....here, there, everywhere I go...

Love, julie

Saturday, October 14, 2017

Cat messes !.....

Purchased some Tang orange drink mix yesterday at Wal-Mart, I like to mix the powder + water into a plastic juice container........I know Tang is also available in plastic bottles, just chill and drink !

I also adore Sunny D, orange juice drink with my breakfast.......very tangy, has vitamin c added.......wakes you up it is so tangy !...........5 Alive, frozen juice, is also a fave with breakfast........very tasty ! Mix as instructed.......I prefer extra sour......just a little less water.....

Seems as though cat pet problems are plenty, Rocky cat still has a puffed cheek, still infected, even with this medicine, I have been very upset about it.......but I will have patience........

Last night my Tigger cat started violently projectile vomiting, all over the carpet, and it happened late.......he has been violently vomiting like this for a couple of years.........he behaves strangely ill also......I have so many troubles anymore......

I had to wash steamclean my carpet floor after that and empty the nasty contents outdoors late........what a mess......stress.

I love my cats, but very upset lately with everything......

j.

Friday, October 13, 2017

Playing crickets in head.....

Went to mimis house this morning she said she keeps hearing crickets playing loudly in her head, she kept hearing them this morning, I heard nothing, she said they play loudly all the time in her head....

I knew right then they are still hacking her mind, and I asked her to move to another room, she still heard crickets, I heard nothing........I heard chatter in her house and on the wind, so still hacking by nasty trash ! Maybe they need some crickets.....

Scared for her safety, mine, everything's always a mess, not right, ruined, or hacked, harassed by trash with equipment.....

S has been making suicide threats, to kill himself in front of my bedroom window, hang himself from a tree there, or shoot himself........upsets me, depresses + scares me, he needs help.

Sorry to bother you, just upset, scared.

j.

Settled in life......

I often think about how people cope with stress, worry, disarray, insecurity........do others have constant troubles and strife ???

I know I have these troubles with myself, due to outer influences from others, causing troubles my whole life.......

I wish for an end to these constant feelings, troubles, stress that devour my mind and life......

How often I wish for once in my life, things could be normal, stable, settled, tended to without just me alone it seems going through daily stress.....

It is often that I wish for help going through these bad + sad days, and facing constant turmoil and stress alone, I've never truly had much help with just daily problems that arise, like a never ending task, home problem, family issue, I feel as I am always the only one who can tend to issues, problems, this only causes me constant stress since I was a child !!!

I know I am tough as can be, but never ending turmoil, sadness, fear, danger has taken it's toll I know, it happens with everyone, much worse for some I know...........not whining, not complaining just wish for better days........something different......

Being settled for me, would be the end of stress, worry, and relief ! Many times throughout my life I have felt trapped, surrounded by danger, but I have kept on battling through the constant b.s........

Being settled I think is just relief, comfort, happiness for everyone.......no longer a mirage, it's real !.......lol.....

Hopes, dreams, wishes, goals, better days of good not bad !

Feeling accomplished, happy, having shelter, work occupation, trying our best for goodness, and not having others nearby who are evil to ruin everything we wish for and create, try for........adios to those losers !

Being settled is comfort within your mind, soul, heart, many of us ramble on for years trying to find that place of comfort + happy.......some people never find it sadly....

Settling in life I think is best for the whole world, calm the heck down !, find work, good friends, family, love + care.....

No worries, no pain, no turmoil, no vices to overtake us, no more worthless feelings about our behaviors or things we should have and could have done or said differently to have happier outcomes for us.........just go on, try and keep trying for better.....

Calming down, ending chaos, ending evil is best for us all.....

Finding where we all are happiest in life and figuring out where we all belong in life is best, relief to most I know !

Having peace, safety, comfort, happiness is what I think we all wish for all over the world......

j.

Thursday, October 12, 2017

More trash.....harassing....

I know you have already heard this b.s. in every letter, but today was another day of trailer trash harassing, nursing home trash, yelling in my head at town D - town.....

Went to see my grandma this morning, she had a terrible bruise on her arm, she says some girl was rough with her, s, kept yelling in my head that is our girls ! You're killing all of them off bitch get out of here !.......I suppose it's about trailer trash prostitutes working in that nursing home....

I see many people there in masks, I start hearing chatter and some brain wave yelling, short small people again, staring, like the others, heights change, I can tell, one must have stole my grandma's glasses, I can tell she is fake.....she changes.....but grandma said she took her glasses, she got them back........

Running their mouths off while I was there, s, screaming his friends were going now bitch leave !

Whole time I am driving or at a store he yells I am gonna kill everyone off bitch ! Yells about who must be properly working against him, they're dead, then alive, something about sterling trash hooks, Fletcher, Elgin, foster, bray, Velma, Ardmore, cement, I infuriate them going to r . S. Now also.......go figure that one ! 

At chicksha he screamed too yesterday I ruin everyone s lives in this trash mess......i just smile happily, I destroy everyone's nasty fun times....oh Boo Hoo.....wah ! Cry baby brats all of them ! Trash.

I think what has and is still going on is too much captured trash maybe dabbling in the underworld, having too much fun with sluts, drugs, fun times need to end for those losers.......I think they only do what they wish, running wild and free, in nastiness......no discipline, they are sick, drugged, possibly cancer ridden....they yell about all that, money our money bitch ! They scream.......diamonds, jewelry, clothes, slut stuff they scream over.....high heels, money....

Harasses me daily on my waves about my cat dying, my grandparents, then over filth, drug taking, and they still follow me trying to sell me drugs or something in the stores, I am sick of this stupid crap ! Probably crooked dea, fbi, again....as usual....make her cry ! Make her cry ! They have yelled for years....

Screamed about Apples last night and this morning all day.......

OKlacity, still yelling about that as I travel, Nashville, Hollyweirdos, being famous, all ridiculous nasty hillbilly trash famous from hollyweird they are worshipping........since my waves have been hacked they screamed they knew all this nasty filth from out in LA, they knew, blah, blah, they worked for them to kill me Julie off......whatever that's about, all that over east again, the mansions on fire ! F you bitch !

Oh what a bunch of sad case trashy losers all of them......I don't give a shit about foo foo hillbilly from Hweird.......too much fuss, worship over those trashy butts out there in LA, pretty damn nasty + fug........I don't worship trash out there or anywhere, don't care about all that weirdness.....

Famous, don't know all them, don't give a poop......they said they eat poop and drink pee and blood out there, I'm not shocked, sounds about right......they are all obsessed about famous trash, those wackos don't know nothing, burned up on drugs.....

I have enough troubles to worry about in life and I don't need all this trailer trash bunch, just like worthless trash family hollering in my head, I am a good person I don't understand all this harassment.....

S, also needs to leave my mother alone at night, he harasses the heck out of her, nasty about sex, dressing up, surgery or something.....she gets scared, and is confused, believes lies / crap he tells her...then I have to tell her he's on drugs, harassing !....he laughs because that causes me more stress with her being confused.....

I am everybody's calmer down, try to settle. Try to inform of what the heck is real or not.....I am sick of endless questions + upsets + confusion from mom, g, grandma's.......oh Lord help me ! I am stressed and tired......I just don't know what to tell them half the time !.......

It is hard being in the middle and knowing, but not knowing what the heck to say or do.......

...he says he has to talk to us both non stop because we will die in med health surgery......is that true ?......he talks non stop to me all the time, he catches other family members waves, and causes troubles, I'm sick of this......grandmas / both, and here at home.

Too much mentally ill, drug addicted, rehab, mental home asap !......  :)

I know you are busy as always, just needed to tell someone about nonsense still going on......it's a lot of wave harassment still......I don't feel very good at all, and I am still tired, it's just too much harassment, and chatter on my waves...

Thank you for everything !

Love, julie


Wednesday, October 11, 2017

Candied apples !.....

I enjoy Apples this time of year with caramel wraps, caramel dips, and the beautiful candied apple, very good !

The candied apple smells wonderful, sweet and sometimes cinny....

I have seen these for purchase at local grocery other stores, plain or candied, then covered in nuts......all good....

Every year at this time, candied apples are welcome !

Ms. Prindables apples from tv shopping I have also seen, they look yum !.......covered in nuts + chocolate chips, of all kinds.....cute in boxes + individual packaging......

I enjoy the candy apples very much, reminds me of old fashioned fall celebrations.....in town.

j.

Tuesday, October 10, 2017

" Nesting " for the cold......

The weather was very cold last night......blustery ! Brr !

Thank goodness for electric blankets + heat.......

I truly love the change in the weather, New season to begin.....

I always " nest " just like a bird or a hibernating animal does.....before winter....

I like to always be settled, prepared, comfy and have everything I need interior of my home and outdoors of my home also.......I gather + collect many needed items to be prepared for cold weather, chilly weather elements......

Items to keep me safe, warm, clean, groceries, canned items, pet foods, animal feed outdoors.....

Having your home well stocked / equipped with many items you need so you don't have to rush out into stores to find them, in crowds or bad inclement weather......

The different weather season I enjoy a change, I welcome chilly air.......

Being nested in your home, you feel safe from the outdoors, you can rest, not stress, it is just better to be stocking, storing, decorating.......lol.........

Cleaning, upkeep of home is always needed, very important, so I think cleaning, rearranging, repairing is something needed to be completed ahead of the cold weather, inclement weather days......

Caring for outdoor pets, hay, blankets in their pet homes to keep them warm....Canned foods.

I like to be warm, comfortable, safe in my home.....Rest is so nice during cold weather, rain, icy, snow days......

Electric blankets
Heavy blankets / quilts, bedding
Canned food items, non perishable.
Pet food cans, cat litter, pet bedding
Hygiene items
Cellphone, working properly, charge.
possibly a generator for power, working.
Coats, gloves, warm shoes, socks, jeans
My nice, pajamas, soft warm house shoes
Take warm baths / shower
hot chocolate !!!
Hot Apple cider !!!
Coffee !!!
Tv, internet that works in bad weather.
Check vehicles, before cold weather !
Somewhere reliable to find fuel. Close by.
Emergency / safety kits 
Medicines needed for all issues.

I like to be safe and comfy, already have items there, comfortable in my home.....

Nesting is a good way to prepare ahead of the cold weather + inclement weather.....

Less stress + less worries......Being already prepared !

j.





Monday, October 9, 2017

A person's weight, shape, size.....doesn't matter !

Seeing many people enjoy noon meals today.......I love it when people will actually set down and comfortably enjoy dinner, lunch, supper, breakfast, brunch !.....

Too many years I have seen guys and girls counting calories, staring at miniscule dinner plates declaring they cannot eat but a pea !........lol

Boring. People.

All sizes are beautiful, and God created everyone different / unique, all sizes, shapes, weights........nothing to be ashamed about......

The tv's, newscasts, papers, stupid magazines with airbrushed fools, tell us all at an early age, that we are not good enough, we are all ugly, never going to be perfect enough unless we are a -- 0 to size 4........way too thin ! 

Some people may be naturally small, I understand that, but when those very small bitches run their mouths off at others who are not their perfect teeny size that's pretty damn sorry.......women and men are terribly obsessed with being teeny sized.......

Those judging other's weight, size, shape are usually mentally ill, on drugs, high all the time, jealous, annoying, pathetic to make fun , ridicule others because of their weight not being their idea of perfect and beautiful......

When they run their mouths of and are so teeny, high, nasty trash, I always just laugh.......yeah, and you look like shit too bitch, snirl your nose teeny drug addict slut trash......Maybe you have the weight problem, you look half dead, you are on drugs, look as you may have worms bitch !.........bwahaha !

This society and worlds obsession / constant focus on weight has much to do with drug culture addiction, prostitutes, jealousy, bitchy women fighting over stuff, and bitch men, stupid worthless fashion designers who dress only the teeny drug addicted supposed to be -- 0 to size 4 nasty magazine models.....snobs.....go ahead snirl your nose trash !

When bitchy nasty women and men enjoy attacking others, criticizing them for their weight, clothes, hair or whatever.......I think of how pathetic and grade school level they are........I hate people like that.....trash.

Grow up ! Adult time ! Go look in the mirror at your bones and judge your damn self......

I have seen so many girls and guys in my life be ridiculed, made fun of, laughed about, because their weight is not that ideal meth addict -- 0 to 4 size.........stupid idiots.......sick of it.....how many times have I been made fun of because I am not that perfect teeny size and laughed, everybody's always told me how pretty I am..........usually jealous bitches making fun of me, guys and girls.......

This causes many of all sizes, shapes, ages, male or female to have depression, body dysmorphia, anorexia, bulimia, and when guys starve themselves Man o Rexia.......very sad, upsetting......needs to stop !

Next time you want to run your teeny mouths off about others weights, shapes, sizes, look at yourself, and how not so perfect you are, get off drugs, look at things in life more clearer......look in your mirror, you may be too teeny, not too perfect....lol

Enjoy food, and proper meals, starving is not going to create beauty.....

People are too vain, obsessed with weight, size, shapes, noses pushed in stupid magazines, those are worthless + pathetic waste of paper.......playing mind games as always !

People gain weight for reasons they cannot control :

Pain
Illness
Heredity
Handicap
Surgery
Disease

Exercise is always needed, I exercise, walking + swimming are my faves.

Enjoy eating meals, you will feel better, look better, you will notice you are much better, enjoying a meal.....

I enjoy veggies, fruits, meats, and some candies / chocolate in moderation.........some are way too sweet for me........

Next time you see someone, get to know them first judge them by how kind they are, never judge others by their weight, shape, size......

All sizes, shapes, of men and women, all different and created individual, there needs to be clothing sizes available in all stores for very small to larger sizes.........never be snobby couture ! Because of a size difference, so damn stupid......

I think people are moreso beautiful with extra weight on.......actually......just be healthy.....

Humans are evil + obsessed with the stupidest crap.......yawn, so annoying.

Julie.

Sunday, October 8, 2017

Christian wear....

Seems as though, I am going to have to take my Rocky cat back to the veterinarian sometime soon !.......he had 2 teeth removed, several days ago......his face is still swelled on that side !.....

I gave him all of his medicine properly, but when I look into his mouth, best as I can see, there is nasty yellow pus goo pocket in the teeth line......it smells nasty !!!.......his face is swelled bad, I hope he is ok......I think he needs a stronger antibiotic shot.......that should kill the bacterial infection.......

I love my boy Rocky......he is older, I know, but I wish for him to regain his health soon.......stressful for me lately.......worrying !

Nice sunny Sunday today, I purchased a t shirt this week, I wore it today, it says Team Jesus !.......very cute !......sort of like a baseball team for our savior....

I also have a religious t shirt that says Work hard, Pray harder, Property of God.......I have had many people ask me where I found it, years ago, I think that was from a local store.....I love that one also....

Now I have found the Blessed Girl colorful hues t shirts, that have Scripture, Bible verses, lyrics, beautiful Christian themes, pictures, graphics, oh, they are beautiful, they are very artistic, expression of devotion to God.......pretty as a creative painting !......these I have seen at Wal-Mart......I wish to purchase one soon....

I think expressing your devotion to The Lord / Jesus.....is very creative artistic devoted way to show that on a t shirt.....

Many other clothing items with Scriptures, crosses, sequins, rhinestones on them.....I have seen before many places.....

Today I am reading in the Bible enjoying a beautiful sunny Sunday.....

:)

j.

Saturday, October 7, 2017

Clothing, hair, makeup, nails......

Thinking about dressing comfortably to relax when I feel bad or I feel ok....

I only wear clothing that is comfortable, no makeup, hair up in a bun on top, nails plain, when I shop locally at walmart, dollar stores, others as such.......I never make a fuss over my looks, going to the grocery store, the same.....

When I have pain issues from arthritis, or hip joint, ribs, sternum I hurt terribly, so when I wear just a t shirt, comfortable sweat suits, oversized sweaters when there is a chill outdoors, I feel as my pain areas of my body are enclosed in comfort......very comforting !

When just shopping locally at stores as I shop, I say dress comforting, no makeup, hair in a bun......much simpler for me, plain Julie.......haha !......

Being very tired, stressed, or in pain as I have been, it is less fuss, less time consuming to dress comforting, no makeup......

Believe me, I know how to dress nicely in black, dress clothes, makeup, hair and nails, for attending events, celebrations, meeting others, church attendance.......I enjoy many colorful clothing, sparkles, makeup applying, nice dress clothes, oh it is fun to dress up !.......I adore it much.

Just not when running errands, local grocery, dollar stores, Wal-Mart shopping....I dress comfortably......leggings, sweatsuits, oversized comfy sweaters, many colorful pastels, brights, designs.....comfy shoes........

People can overdress much just shopping at local stores I think......she never dresses up ! She wears no makeup ! Her hair looks like a mess ! Her nails need to be done !.......I have heard it all.....snobs, they are all trashy ugly with or without makeup.......bwahaha !

I have had many many people tell me I am very beautiful without makeup, so I think those haters are just jealous of me looking so good without makeup.......lol...

Maybe when I feel better, have no pain, less stress, less worries, and can travel to shop nicer stores......oh well

You don't have to dress up nicely to just run a few errands, go to a local grocery store.......these people.....geeze !

j.

Friday, October 6, 2017

Very strong, insecure sometimes.....

Whenever I am tired, I often start to feel very weird, overwhelmed, depressed, insecure about everything.....

I know we all go through this, we stand insecure, no safety net to catch us when we fall......that's just how life is....

Being near people who are stressful, annoying, troublesome, who intentionally harass and cause you problems, these people cause me to feel stressed, upset, and I often become very sick with colds, flu, depressed, because of constant stress of having to be harassed by those creepy people !.......

Believe me, I am a strong woman, but I am very stressed sometimes with the out of control, annoying, stupid behavior of weirdo others......and those inebriated with drugs / alcohol......my whole life, those people stress me terribly, annoying.....harassing, hateful, evil most I have unfortunately met, known, or in my worthless family..........lol...

People who try to intentionally constantly harass, ruin, destroy others are forever in trouble, and end up ruining themselves.......just how it is....

Being insecure is weak, I know, but often I feel this way because of stress, troubles, sadness, confusion about things, anger, money woes, being sick with sinus / asthma / allergies......others.......very bothersome, ill often.....

I think mostly about others, do they ever feel insecure about things as I ???......

I make very sure I stay a strong, tough person, and I know how to go on and laugh through the bad / sad days, dry my upset tears, and laugh as the door closes on a phase of life, say goodbye and go on best as I can......saying goodbye to hurt / pain / illness / evil people who have intentionally set out to destroy me, because I am a good person....

Everyone has these tired, depressing, bad / sad days, cases and cases of the sads it seems.....do I require more rest than most, I wonder ???........each person is different ya know ?........

Feeling trapped, isolated in a mess can cause anyone to feel insecure, neglected, upset, ill and stressed......having to battle the idiots I have had to listen to, put up with, argue with my entire life, is enough to drive anyone Koo - Koo !......lol.......these are anyone in my worthless trash family and / or anyone I have unfortunately had to meet in my life who hates me........you have to laugh, and make fun of these morons right back, and go on......laugh ! They ruin themselves.......

Facing challenges, my whole life has been a challenge, but I never give up !!!......I just become very strong as I have to, to battle on through my challenges, and go on.....

Life, and people can be weird, I can't figure it or them out puzzling ???......I just have to laugh, say oh well.....and go on......haha ! Who cares......

Insecure, yet strong I never give up...

Just a tired week with a case of the sads. :(

j.

Still harassing as always....

I have been feeling very bad.....and we have been working in the fields......they keep catching my waves and screaming, then S, keeps yelling, non stop talking, making threats, talking disgusting, I thought I might pass out.....it makes me very sick.

Makes fun of me for being a virgin, calls me a fat bitch....every time I travel he screams in my head, or on the wind, surveillance, screams....talks non stop about crooked T, family member who lives over east......said you are all angry with me for blogging, going to kill me, when I blog they scream, you kill everybody bitch !, he yells too !

Listens to my thoughts, makes comments as I take a shower, makes comments about everything I do, say, think, feel, then takes things from my mind so I will forget simple items, or things at stores, or to tell something, he harasses as I drive, this has went on for 5 years.....

Screaming about Japanese, sluts, money always, Nashville, Washington, Dallas, H Wood, Tulsa, Lawton, Darko, OkCity all making threats on me, they are organizing to be sent down here to kill me said I need to be raped, make a whore out of me, and I have to marry an aids patient, drug dealer......???......

Constantly harasses my mother about her face, weight, said she needs to be a whore, she is a good mom, it makes me sad......

Every time I have troubles just like my cat being sick, or I have sickness, he harasses, says I need to be prepared for me dying, or my cat has cancer you bitch, harasses me so much, I feel faint, and I cannot rest, it exhausts me too much !

He tortures harasses my brain waves every 5 seconds, about stupid drug stuff in his head, tries to manipulate my mind so I will think / feel weirdness about everything.......talks about Kyle, his drug friends, family, how I ruined his life because Rhiannon broke his heart.....blames me for that and everything....

Screams about his money, their money, says I ruined everything, I have their money and his....says my cat has aids, cancer is dying, or they are raping your dog, and grandma right now bitch...

They harass my Mimi with calls that are creepy, play on her mind with surveillance to scare her.....I am very depressed about all the harassment, worrying about these nuts, idiots, and trash down here stalking, and harassing us, me on my brain waves every 5 seconds.......I don't know what to do, I am tired, not feeling well, and scared I may die.......

I need help or something to end the brain wave harassing every second, by a terrible drug addict with mental problems......the harassment is much, much worse, about lies, this is this, that is that, no wait ! I lied, laughing because he knows truth......playing mind games about everything.....to upset me about pets, my brother, Megan, my grandparents -- all.....

Upsets, harasses me about my old cow blue, I cry about him.....I cannot rest, he creates noises, sends nasty sick pictures + dreams to us all......very upsetting....

They are very angry now because I blog and he tells everyone that I blogged to you up there what they are doing to us.....says they will kill me, hack me, and other threats......sick of it !

Talks non stop about nasty filth, sluts, sicko creepy stuff, cancer, aids people on the creeks, in houses.....just non stop !

Says med health people put cancer all over my body for years, and people locally who hated me in high school, Amanda bshaw, Jeff Milam, Shelby l, nasty worthless trash family of mine.....

I mean, this is ridiculous, out of control, exhausting, to the point I feel faint, scared, crying, depressed, I am not a cry baby, I just have had enough constant drug addict, local trash, harassment !.....

I don't understand why I have to talk to someone like him, who is so far gone in the head, on drugs, hates me, despises me and everyone not involved in this stupid illegal crap.......he hates me just like his girlfriend sluts, Rhiannon, Sandy p......

Screams about Phillip, m family Sandy p, amanda, all the hales, all my worthless trash family, says he steals off my blog so you can't find things I need to tell you about these losers.....

Yesterday, I was busy in the field he yelled, talked non stop, he was high as usual I guess, he ran my mind down, I cried, felt trapped, depressed......I have enough problems troubles and things I have to do, then he exhausts me, I feel sick, tired, annoyed so I yell back at him.......

I know you are all very busy with other things, but I need help, before I pass away and die.....and those masks need to stop, or something, these idiots with them are too far gone.....I see them at stores, everywhere, still following me, this is really stupid of the trash to keep harassing someone not involved in anything, I don't know them ! They keep telling, I clearly do not know those losers.....

Weird, creep show people, I am sick of them, all this, I don't care about their junk, who they are, or what criminal crap they are into with my worthless family......they scream, harass, and so does S......I don't understand all this constant harassment, telling me to give up bitch ! Commit suicide !........yeah whatever.....trash.

Telling me I am dying, and the satellites are instructed to kill you bitch !....??????

I don't know any of these harassing idiots trash they brought down here to kill me, they said they are bringing more to kill me, surround me up my road, locally, this way, that way directionally........local towns...

I just wish for more quiet in my life, no more brain wave attacks, hacks, and idiots on drugs in stores, highways, harassing me either !......they need their equipment gone from me.......loser drug trash, whores, all need it taken from them, too dangerous.....out of control....

I know they don't respect me, and I don't respect them......they keep on though trying to kill me, S really enjoys attacking me, he even talks to me in the shower, says they have pictures of me naked, and as a baby naked online somewhere, and h wood bought these ??????? Upsets me..

says they raped my cows as bottle calves in my barn.......my dogs, all have aids.......says I was born with aids, and I am dying of cancer, aids, that the govt, infected me with at the hospital ????......they hide your blood work from you bitch aids !

I am tired, becoming upset, lost more so, very insecure about all this, he is much worse harassing my waves.......I feel lost most days, and he is screaming at me, my waves are probably worn down, red, raw.......my brain is hit every second with talking from his nasty drug addict mind.....

He seems upset about Morgan or something, harassed her non stop bitching about her....

I know this is another long letter, but I blog so you all know what's going on with this, me, those losers......

I just wish for more calm, peace in my life, answers, clarity, so I can calm down know the real story, not some drug addict talk who clearly hates me because I am a good person not involved in filth......

Sorry to bother you.

Love, j.


Monday, October 2, 2017

Into the fields.....

It is now time for fall season planting of wheat.....every time the weather changes, I know we have much work to tend to....

After wheat seed is purchased, then onto the wheat drill time !.......takes much work, sometimes re - sewing of the wheat fields......I know many farmers have already planted, and lost fields due to floods.......re - work !

I look forward to chilly weather, and while helping with the fields I know it makes a difference to help....

Usually I take chilled water bottles, and a few snacks.....it sometimes takes all day to complete a field, grand sized.....

Anyways, this time of year I remember growing up as a child helping to work in the field, and often I adore working in these mini coloring books that are seasonal / fall / Halloween......

I purchased 2 Play Pack grab n go, they are fun to color, mini booklets with the crayons and stickers......the pages this year are very cute, halloween, and remind me of the coloring pages in grade school, very outlined, neat !

I enjoy coloring those, very affordable just $ 1......all ages....

My Rocky cat is better, still swelled jaw though, he looks like a chipmunk !.....lol....he's cute......he had to have 2 teeth removed......still taking his medicine....

There is a very cute fuzzy faux black cat keychain at Wal-Mart very affordable that is so cute !....I found it last week, it has green googly eyes, that look almost real !....I smiled, it reminds me of my cat.....lol...

I am enjoying seeing all of the black cat wear, I have seen travel luggage, purses, leggings / tights, black cat.....very cute !.....

Black cats are beautiful, I know my Pumpkin is....

I have been baking more so lately and I found at the Dollar General the Tollhouse Blonde Brownie mix with the white + dark chocolate chips, follow instructions ! Very good snack.....in boxes, affordable, I purchased 2.....nice with glass of cold milk...

Anyway, I am ready to just continue on, say goodbye to summer, and this year....looking forward to the chill in the air.  :)

Julie




Sunday, October 1, 2017

Ssh ! Quiet at church !....

Can't believe it is already October.

Thinking about rest, and sleep this morning....

I like Sundays, very lazy days......and a religious day to always study The Lord's words / teachings and those of Jesus Christ.....

We should never stop trying to better ourselves and our surroundings , never stop trying to improve ourselves and the world, always try for better and to bring only goodness......

The world has many troubles, issues, evil, and there is much to work on to improve bring greatness.......we all must work together and always try.....

Attending church is best for us, we have to be respectful, attentive, listen to the pastor......do not text, talk on phones, turn those off before going into the church......also do not chatter, during sermon......

Be very respectful to all, quiet, very serious !....

Listen, read, follow along in your bibles as the pastor is giving the sermon......we can learn much about how to live the right + good way......we can change for the better by learning from The Lord's teachings.....

But to be respectful, attentive, and truly learn, we must be very quiet.......always try to learn, read our bibles and pay attention to the pastor......

I know it can be very boring and sleepy time on Sundays, but best to look forward to church, and learning from the sermons the pastor is telling.......

Ssh !.....be quiet.

J.


Saturday, September 30, 2017

Public transport.....Wheel chair + handicapped....

Was able to go to town yesterday.......I found many items for celebrating the season with......

I purchased the cute fabric witch doll from dollar general to decorate with......she was $ 6.......witches don't mean anything to me, but cute for fall season.

Cheetos has white color bones shape, Cheetos snacks......very different as skeleton shapes......it was a few dollars for the season......fun !.....available everywhere.

And......Rainbow colorful Nerds candy in box.......very affordable......Orange + black wrapped peanut butter chews candy......a fave of mine also.......many brands.....

Those are fun from the store yesterday I think.......

I am able to drive myself in a vehicle, and I know how fortunate I am to have a vehicle to drive, and a driver's license........upkeep is needed for your own vehicles and tag expires, all those......but I enjoy driving this pickup truck !

I know that for many with no vehicles, no driver's license, and for handicapped, they need public transportation to be able to go to town, run errands........sadly, many people have no one to help them by driving them to town for doctor appointments, errands, shopping !  :(

Public transport can be buses, minivans, taxi cabs, and I know these all need to be wheelchair accessible, and have the wheelchair lifts, and assistance hopefully.....taxis, I don't know how they could though ?

I see many elderly + handicapped people taking the minivans from nursing care facilities and I think that is needed everywhere so if possible they can travel to appointments, or shop some I have heard have assistance for those daily outings in towns....

These public transports need to be available in many areas, small and grand size towns, cities.....small towns need this as well......all nursing care facilities need the vans + wheelchair lifts........very helpful.

Wheel chair ramps are needed everywhere, as are handicapped bathrooms......accessible public areas everywhere, I know how this is because of my grandparents experiences.....

Stores need wheelchair ramps to be able to go into stores, restaurants, shop, dine, enjoy life as others !

Wheelchair bound / handicapped need plenty of store front parking with clearly drawn bright signs designating where to park......necessary everywhere, all towns / cities, small or grand sized !

Having the public transports for all available who need these is a necessity for daily living....

And being very attentive to the needs of the elderly and all handicapped is great !

Wheelchairs can be grand size, difficult for most to move.....and they can be electric......much easier to run properly, but room needed......they need to be able to get out there and have fun living too !

Think of everyone, in every situation possible, always try to improve, be helpful, thoughtful, and kind.

J.


Friday, September 29, 2017

More crap.....as usual....

Having so many troubles already in my life, then others like S......constantly are trying to harass and create more, obstacles, ruin, upsets, challenges and hurt feelings......

I don't know why those nasty evil turd heads keep following me, and harassing my brain waves....

I am very troubled and upset, angry, sad all the time and very tired, because they keep harassing me, any way they can, and hurt my feelings over brain waves, to scare, upset, ridicule or kick me down........very tired of the b.s.......I don't feel good much anymore.....

S, harassing the septic lines since I blogged about my troubles, screaming he is backing it up with his equipment, a mess now almost daily.....

S, and two at veterinarian s office telling us that my cat may have cancer in his mouth.....as we dropped him off.......We cried driving away, and then S, is screaming in my head that your damn cat is going to die bitch !....they said to tell you they know it is going to die, j. W. And other medical you have said this !........I was upset as my mom also, and he's screaming in my head, then screaming about my weight, fat bitch !.....I was at Wal-Mart, you ugly fat bitch you can't find any clothes !........sick of it.......I am tired and I need help to get rid of him off my brain waves.....

He tells me everyday that you guys hate me, are trying to kill me, and that C. and M.....are dead and hate me, or he is playing shit outside the pickup Windows, talks about gays, fug Rachel h, fug Julie b, Crystal fug b, fug Amanda t, trannys nasty as hell shit, stupid Karissa, and Philip m.....makes fun of my hair clothes, because I wear no makeup, the weight as usual.....my nails not painted......look, I don't feel well....I will dress better, paint up later, not right now, not at Wal-Mart......he said I need to lose weight fast bitch, people make fun of you ! Honky ! Whatever that is ?

I know I am pretty and plenty of guys throughout my life have been very kind and sweet, and told me I am very beautiful, even some girls have been very nice and complimented me, being pretty.....when I feel better I will dress better....wear makeup, I don't know what this is harassment for ??? 

S, every time I leave home, he screams on my waves that I kill everyone, my grandpas are alive / dead ??.....and he killed them with surveillance, I knew it was something !......makes threats to me everyday, Said grandma p, was raped one night by chinzee at the nursing home, I was upset ! He keeps harassing both my grandma's also......I am terrified for them......said Rhiannon had raped my grandpa's at the nursing home.......!!!.....I have been sick, not knowing the truth.....!!!

Tells me my brother is dead, D j is dead, and many others.....bitches about Courtney h, money, Shelby gaybo l, money, and other money, says I have to be killed and be a whore, then move to another state because they are coming back to kill me......talks about Japanese sluts and mixee, chinzee, Adam everyday......screams...

S, is very deranged, high, insane, stalker and he doesn't need to be listening to my ideas, thoughts, plans, because he exhausts me commenting on everything I say, think, or feel about something.......I would just love to harass him til he almost passed out and died.......give him a taste of his own b.s......Tells me you are all dead, mad at me, trying to kill me, I have brain cancer now, heart failure, and losing my eye sight......playing mind games about c. h......

Hates his brother, talks trash about him and money, doesn't appreciate him having to take care of his nasty crap.....harasses all night long on my brain waves, in my house screams about money and friends......he is very angry I don't give a damn for nasty worthless trash people, family and not real friends......

I have plenty of non-stop brain wave harassment from S, drug addict, non stop b.s.......I think I know how it is with dope takers.....almost an entire family and not real friends of dope pushers, whores, and dope addicts.......yep......my whole life just trash people who hate me and are annoying

I just laugh at them all thinking they were going to hurt me, or pull something over on me.......I am too smart and have never trusted them......I hope I ruined their lives and destroyed them right back slap in their faces.....by being a good person.

Tired of m town, think of going to another for everything because they will not stop harassing, following, dressing up in mask of nasty trash Kelly j., and the Japanese people in masks running off their mouths is a laugh.....can't figure out what the point of all this stupid 2 nd grade level b.s. is ???

Tired of it, my life has been pretty much all harassing my brain waves since I was a little girl, every birthday party as a child then on later, screaming in my head about my weight, how fat and ugly I am, kidnapping, harassing my private areas, sick dreams, nasty pictures of blood and carved bloody skulls, digging through the dirt in my head, going to outer space thru stars in my head, teeth chasing me, made me sick and scared !!!! telling me my mom and Mimi were going to be killed and die, or my pets. or my home would burn down or be robbed..........from the 1980s on to now still.......Dean country ham, stalkers, harassing, Linda t, Amanda t, Philip m, Sandy bitch, and other old bastards.......constant to me and my mother and Mimi, and my grandpa's......very upset with all this and very angry at them doing that my whole life ! If they worked for you they didn't do a damn thing right !......they were sorry as shit.....

bshaw house sorry as hell, and all others, trash, nasty people.....constant, jd wallerpants, Rogers still screams about those, and my nasty m family,/ Darko town.....money, celeb idiots.....sick of hearing about it from rednecks and S idiot........harass every second, every hour, every day.......when medical is working he harasses, scares me I will die.....they try to work, he harasses me, sends me nasty pictures, or dreams......needs to stop....

Why do idiots like S, have equipment ?......that's dangerous ! Upsets me terribly.......and he keeps harassing the brainwave s of my family in the home, and my grandmas to control their behaviors thoughts, choices and actions, he's crooked and mean, sorry and a stalker doing this to ruin my day, cause fights, ruin choices.........sick of it !

Anyway as usual, that is what continues, I know you are all very busy working on serious things, I know I have been complaing a lot. But this is serious, dangerous, and I am too tired from 5 years ago being almost killed in my head by hacking and zillions of people screaming in my head, bees, and water dripping sounds in my head......

Not angry with you.....just telling you about corruption with these losers.....

Love, julie