Friday, August 31, 2018

Heart -- shaped sunglasses !......

Just bought a new affordable pair of sunglasses ! My sunglasses broke this morning, I had to quickly buy a pair locally as I had to drive today........Sun's harsh rays seem to hurt my eyes, I always wear a pair of them !

I stopped by Family Dollar store and I found a VERY cutesy pair of sunglasses ! Cost a few dollars......oh, they are nice ! One of my favorite shapes of the lenses !!! Hearts ! I already have had plenty of nice comments on them today since I purchased them..........

These are shaded nice, I think online / internet they are in an array of different, unique color hues ! Mostly a girl item I suppose ???........lol.......but eh ? Guys can wear also if they choose !!! These are very fun !

ENJOY ! 

j.

Letter for today....

Screaming since 2 am about dea fbi crying over my fires letter detailing their crooked worthless dea fbi cia cry baby worthless lazy crook ways !!! Lol.......TRUTH hurts it seems.

They started screaming that I told on them and you bitch ! You go bitch ! You said we are lazy and trash don't clean up this bitch !!! F you fat ass !!! 

Bwahaha !!! I just laugh truth hurts cry baby trash crtl !!! They don't and won't ever behave, clean up, try to finish work shit messes they have ALL created caused !!! Lazy unprofessional, cry bratty babies wah wah wah !!!

They started screaming today as I drove to town that you are brave ballsy bitch from Satan to tell off Oklahoma city dea fbi cia bitch !!! We kill you bitch !!! Stevie crying over chipmunk head or mixxy half mix or the acorn head Japanese?????? Whichever this is Gina his mom is whore she was made whore bitch f you !!!! This cry baby was screaming on my waves non stop today !!!!

Then screaming as I drove to town about your eyes will blow out and your head aneurysm explode bitch !!! As I drove a little bit longer my sunglasses at the top cracked and the lenses popped out !!!! Sorry bitch hacking !!! DANGER with these creepy cry bags crtl !!!! Various screams then stevie saying Steven and lu go today he's mad over his mom going today bitch he's killing you with equipment bitch !!!  
Screaming that Tim Joe, Bill Nick Gary Eric money goes to them !!!! We kill them off giants go bitch !?????? We get everything over here bitch !!! More of that crap.

Heart shaped sunglasses and watercolors, make them cry I bought a cheap pair today, good thing I have to buy cheap sunglasses ! They were screaming the sunglasses ruptured bitch supposed to blind your eyes bitch !!! It just cracked dumb asses !!! Like your heads idiots ! I laugh at their stupidity. Wah wah !!! Go cry OkCity everywhere cry baby bitches, it's not fair bitch ! Wah wah !!! You got nerve to face us this way bitch dea fbi cia crtl strong f you fat ass mm !!! Estate we get bitch !!! Screaming something about red f crying over me blogging watercolor kills his family of Japanese for 10 yrs now bitch !!! He screamed at my waves ping ping today as I drove......

Thanks.

j.


watercolor farm, watercolor crayons !!!......

I enjoy painting, any style of art / painting, coloring, using colorful hues for artistic expression !!!

Watercolor artwork is a style that is very unique look to it ! Very vibrant, colorful, exciting to my mind ! I enjoy the watercolor art, and the paint as well ! I think much fun to use !!! Enjoyable !

Watercolor items are beautiful ! Several to buy + paint /  create, enjoy ! The watercolor paint sets, brushes, all utensils / sets are mostly affordable, all prices, all styles / techniques !!! Online and most craft stores, Wal-Mart also has the watercolor paints / art sets !!!

Watercolor farm is my favorite design / theme ! Because it is my life, farming, growing up / living on the farm ! Very beautiful, comforting, home ! I think the cutesy farming scenes + the animals of the farm are just darling ! Aww !!!........very colorful, eye catching, great for home decorating ! Exciting !

Watercolor farm is a very beautiful design and I find it on many items to buy, mostly online here are a few I have seen ::::::::

-- aprons
-- kitchen wares
-- clothing, mostly t shirts
-- nursery
-- fabric
-- pillows for the couch
-- note cards, say hello ! Send !
-- stationary
-- keychains
-- canvas wall art prints, nice !
-- mugs
-- some stickers online
-- clip art, pictures / designs, computer only.

Decorate the kitchen add to the farm decorations interior the kitchen, or maybe decorate your babies nursery with the watercolor farm nursery items from the internet / online ? Very unique, I adore watercolor farm !

I have also found the watercolor theme / style to be in other variations / variety, other themes available ! Inquire !

Watercolor crayons are a new to me find ! Those are available in packs, colorful hues, different quantity / amounts.........just dip watercolor crayon colors interior water in a cup and color on art paper, maybe some of the watercolor coloring books I have seen out there ! Easily color with the watercolor crayons, available at most craft stores, on the internet / online ! Inquire ! Exciting !!!     ;)

Watercolor everything I can find is very beautiful ! Adore it all ! Watercolor farm is my favorite theme / style !

I think life needs to be more colorful, very beautiful to me !

ENJOY.

j.


Thursday, August 30, 2018

More a letter...

Well, pickup feed truck overheated today as we drove north of sterling, grease monkey garage worked on it last week, but it overheated the same, stevie started more screaming as we stalled north screaming about the mechanic he's fake Japanese she is too bitch we set you up ruined your feed truck grandma paid him $ 900 to fix it, I met him he's nice.....don't know anything about him but stevie screamed....

Stevie kept screaming about bohn bunch close by there screaming he turned into dea fbi a bunch of lies that I screwed b bohn and I'm a fat lez and a thief, drug dealer, bunch of lies he screamed he told fbi cia dea made up.......I'd like to know how I did all this lying crap ??????? Because i know I'm not that way bitch !!! Heard this for years cry baby jealous brats !

So as we set there this morning chipmunk face Japanese tyranny drives by was following me screaming too close, and a whole string of Japanese looking creeps drove by screaming ping ping on my waves, screaming they overheated the truck with equipment their data crap ?????

My cellphone wouldn't call out, house phone wouldn't ring, no signal.....dumb ass cry baby brat dea start screaming again all morning as I try to drive to haul cattle !!! I try to work on serious things and danger to be rattled to death by these idiots !!! Screaming about trailer trash bratty Japanese I don't know !!! Dea worthless as hell jealous burnt up crying over money, blaming me, nasty filth pedo and animal abuse, rape stories screamed onto my waves !!! Corrupt OkCity fbi dea non stop trying to depress me over my cats killed on creek they yelled, my grandparents dead f you bitch your mom going to die from back surgery cancer bitch cancer !!! You have terminal cancer uterus bitch dying bitch !!! Stevie only then his other worthless trash cry baby brat Japanese and others !!!

They and stevie have so much free extra time to harass the hell out of me for years, I'd like to know how they have extra time don't they have work to get done busted crtl trash brats ???? Says he's been flying to Hwood for years f ing trash playboy so I guess he's important huh trash ?????? He's obsessed with me over money marrying me, or something weird stalker had my waves 20 years he says !!! Sick of him !!! Says he's spied on me in bathroom shower for years masturbated on my clothes, bed, underwear he got into my house with jareds keys ????????! Upsets me !

All these worthless crtl busted dea have ever done is like on their back f that creek trash and cry over money whores imagine fairytales to scream about, all brats !!! Look, I don't have anything to do with crtl m crtl, drugs, whoring or lying on my back !!!! Never have, never knew anything about it !!! I just lie on my bed and blog try to take care of myself family left pets and cry because 5000 letters still get me no help m fers screaming hiding my internet still hacking it stevie and this dea trash they throw north of my house listen to them dig in my trash last night, park by the house, hack off my internet and screams bshaw, Chad dump, Rogers sully alexndr houses !!! I'm moving see how they like that !!! Can't use this bitch no more dea and cia crooked !!! You can't have your estate bitch because we have to make more money !!!

They keep saying that they got rid of this teeny creep following me then that one, this one, but here they are again in my damn face trying to cause me havoc or ruin, trip me in store or spit aids in my face !!! Says chipmunk can't go because grandpa c won't kill the bitch his bratty baby ?????? Chipmunk is corrupt ! Ping ping every time I see him and they say he cry bags about his mom whore Gina ???? She went because of you bitch f you !!! Whoever the hell that is non stop over this to my waves !!!!!! Sick of it !!! I DO NOT know these trashy idiots !!! Say they are N family ????? That's a trailer trash worthless bunch family just like mine grow the hell up cry bags bratty bitches !!! Stalkers !!!

Waking me up screaming at me prodding me with equipment hurts !!! Harassing sending my waves sick in hell pictures, animal abuse, pedo creep perv shit to my waves !!! ENOUGH !!!!!! Trash !!!

Screaming over and over about JR FH money sick and tired of hearing that b.s. pansy cry baby weak in the mind trash dea crtl fbi cia all grow the f up I have had it crybaby !!!

Screaming about m crtl f you bitch because I had to call Philip cell # as we were stranded Mimi said to !!! Ruins everything bitch f you !!! M crtl babies Justin Ralph, Perry, Brett all these years placing babies on their whore shoulders to place in our faces at stores for years and years and then scream at nite out here I saw you today I had their baby I need money please it's his !!! Or Lewis Ray Tom Tom babies !!! Years years, Chad brad kids years years, now it's my brother's kids,babies, rat hairs, and that creep Shelby l daughter she knows you she know you bitch !!!!! I DO NOT KNOW that trashy bratty bunch LEAVE ME ALONE TRASH STALKERS !!!!

Screaming about Frank b, again his money his estate, Z fake, real, alive gay bi baby's with Katie ????? Money off that whatever that is acorn head chipmunk face screaming because I went to tulsa 20 yrs ago ruined his life bitch f you HE never goes away whoever he is !!!

Embarrassing unprofessional trash cia dea fbi all need a drill seargent to EVER get this shit mess cleaned up, all burnt up, crtl jealous busted, crack head Japanese trash lazy, just like screwing around their trash on creeks, crying about money money cards, their dead friends trailer trash family all of em !!! Pansy weak minded garbage grow the hell up brats that's life m fers !!! Wah wah !

Screaming bill Nick Gary Eric, Joe Tim, all dead dead f them f them I get their money bitch f them !!! Bawl bag cries from weak little pansy crtl trash wah wah bitches !!! Crying over crtl gone Herman Kenny kids on creek ??? Some David Japanese kid ( plays Dave c real one ? ) is hacking with fake Steven lu, stevie, crying bawl bags whoever the hell they are won't stop !!!Screams about Steven lu David real one all going today f you bitch govt kills you off bitch !!! Estate you cannot have Z not ready he gets money f you !!!

Blaming screaming about me Ronny DJ about m crtl m crtl zillion times a day m crtl b.s. !!! Had it with m crtl trash cries over krissa Brett Tessa patty Philip whole Darko gang, fame family crying over their money never ends !!! Say they have to harass me to exhaustion for says surgeries Really dumb asses that damn much harassing !!!! I'm half alive most days for all this crap you scream rattle crack head cry babies !!!

Stevie keeps screaming about a child name blue he raped pedo ????????!!!!!! That is sick as f hell !!!!! Then screaming about my blue steer, my tiggy cat dead bitch dead cry over your pets bitch and Melvin dead bitch f you bitch !!!!!!! Screams non stop !!! Stevie screaming about his mom's damn money I know nothing about any of this crap he hates me, Bobby, DJ, Steven, lu, David non stop !!!!

Keeps saying your mom has back cancer surgery now bitch we gave her cancer bitch !!! Non stop harassing over something new now, stevie them !!! Keep hacking cattle as we try to load unload them or catch them, good boys have to turn it off, thank you honest guys ! Love ya, appreciate everything you do to help, keep us safe truth !!!

Tried putting clouds over my eyes again last night with equipment fbi after I turned light on, screaming about digging in my trash, hurting my poor ol dog !!! I check him all night with flashlight, he tells Japanese up the road it's a sign from me to talk to them or buy drugs he says ??????!!!! Tried smothering me with it years ago as I was hacked threw cape surveillance over my head couldn't breathe !!!! I wish I had NEVER met him, all these other crtl creeps my worthless trash family I wish I never met these idiots they have tried to depress, sicken, hit me in car wrecks, kill me with sats surveillance my entire life !!!

Screaming I have to move to tex nm, either or because they control Oklahoma and I have to be moved outta here fat ass bitch so we can party bitch f you !!! Tulsa screams about Gina kids non stop whoever this is ??????

Says stevie and Ian t, sterling trash, Japanese health techs spun up that cyst my mom had an over her left breast grew quickly into cancer so I worry about all this health tech on us if they are allowed to infect us with cancer create it ???? Worried !!!

Then something about sterling Japanese you never knew bitch use you bitch for money traffick you they need money bitch !!! Stevie talking loudly in front of Mimi pickup today as we were close to her house, then screaming loudly close by my home non stop too loud !!!

Screaming about brain tumors, aids, cancer, leukemia ???? Organs failing Hugh blood pressure diabetes bitch f you !!!??????? Exhausted of hearing all that crap, then screaming because I eat a meal I was told to keep eating stevie never shuts up exhausts me more more !!!

More stories about on the way to talk to you, come by get you, leave show you, I'm shutting off tomorrow and it NEVER happens !!! 5 years of this, I packed my suitcase once 5 years ago as I was hacked because he told me to be ready that's how sad embarrassing that has been for me with being hacked no help 5 years ago I couldn't even think I was dying my brain was so hacked exhausted me !!!

And whoever this Mr Cwfd is he keeps talking about he is mad or something at me over his family, friends money he wants to kill me for not fair he can't have estate money like that !??????? Stevie in cahoots with him to coherence me to do things or something weird crooked fakes or real ???? Money against me ????? To kill me ??? Stevie says he's trying to kill you bitch !!! Not surprised.......eye roll cry baby pansy weak bitches wah wah !!!

Oh and they scream non stop I am a tattle tell writing letters bitch f you fat ass !!! Japanese driving county dump truck like hell 200 mph out here look cracked Japanese teenys......they said more of this shortstacks Ada tulsa gang of cry titty thugs !!! Just rattling to save my life....wah wah

Weak pansy dea fbi they can't won't get a damn mess cleaned up because they are involved in the chugging down here everywhere....I could have had this trash gone 20 + years ago....I don't cry im tough they are weak sissy pansy wah cry tittys !!! Dea fbi cia bawl bags so damn pathetic cracked, jealous, weak, gotta make them some more money for smoking dope, screwing their trash on the creek they seem to not be able to clean up then cry about weenies genital warts, aids, unwanted babies they all had irresponsible trash filth !!!! Sicko pervs pedos too just disgusting filth !!!

Scream at me over estate shit constant !!! Sorry I cuss, but I'm tired and angry that filth people trash like all these are allowed to trash all over my life because I simply exist !

Their stink is still wafting for miles everywhere I see them and smell them !!! Go in any store and you will smell them and see them shoo !

Thanks the bitch fat ass Julie

 ( NOT involved in ANYTHING but being kind too nice and a good clean person all these years, and a Christian girl so fat and boring !!! That's me Julie the real one NOT those fake baby j I hear of daily we thought it was her lying on her back on the creeks ! It's not been the real her over here east !!!????? What ??? That's all I hear about that fake baby j over east fake Jess m they said from high school .wears mask set up Japanese screwing as me made me very offended angry no respect for that bitch and the others!!!!!...impersonating me very upsetting !!!




gemstone sticker sets !!!.....

Just awoke this morning....

I was browsing through some sticker sets I found, I enjoy collecting these when I find them, affordable...........I collect anything beautiful, cutesy, sparkle + glitter, holidays, themes, anything actually, very unique my faves !    ;)

I have found the gemstone stickers to be very enchanting + unique ! I found the rhinestone / gemstone stickers plenty stores ! 

The gemstone stickers can be normal shapes, all color hues, all sizes, animals / characters, or paper / stones !!! I adore collecting !

Most craft stores, dollar stores, dollar tree it may have some gemstone stickers, Wal-Mart, look on the paper craft / scrapbooking aisles !!! ( Can be pricey in some stores ), look online also, eBay, Amazon, crafting websites !

Gemstone stickers are for decorating items, scrapbooking, placing interior cards only, never adorn mailing envelopes with the gemstone stickers exterior because they can be false alarm in the mail office, so just use only plain stickers for exterior our letter envelopes !!!

I find ALL stickers to be exciting ! I'm silly I guess ???............lol.......nice to collect when needing a hobby ! Store + keep safe interior plastic Ziploc bags, and / or plastic storage containers, very affordable way to keep our sticker collections safe !

I prefer to keep my sticker collections interior my bedroom place on the floor in the corner, maybe interior the clothing closets / shelves / floor.

Some people prefer to place stickers interior paper scrapbooks, just peel + adhesive ALL stickers to these plain paper scrapbooks, I think these are most craft stores, maybe Wal-Mart, I know plenty online ! Old style way to keep sticker collections looking fine !   Adore this !

I buy ALL sticker sets I can find ya know ??? These gemstone sticker sets are absolutely darling !     ;)

ENJOY !

j.

Wednesday, August 29, 2018

Letter.....More crap today...

Urgent med where mom went for doctor visit for back called sounded high today giggling weird voice saying her x Ray says she had to have Mri.....x ray found bone density mass in lower vertebrae, giggling high misty or Jen locks she says looked Asian the other day gave her crappy muscle relaxer doesn't work.....

Stevie screamed that she has cancer says Japanese Z did this to her back last week, put cancer there......Said she has to have surgery !!! No help with health Japanese kill you all now bitch !! You have hysterectomy at hospital because z mad you cannot have baby for him !!! This teeny man follows me everywhere at m town DG today almost tripped me bumped into me swirling nose !!! Ping ping stevie screaming Z it's Z your man bitch look look saw him all over town for years follows me tries selling me dope or something ??? Govt kills you bitch for estate bitch f you !!!

You have terminal cancer bitch !!! Due die ! Japanese crtl strong !!! So now I have to get rid of my cat pumpkin because Z doesn't want him in his life or something ???

Mom scheduled for Mri lawton open air !!!

Help !! Keep screaming Steven lu fake doing this WF evil bitch !!! Help

Letter, more crap harassing.....

More screaming at me all evening, harassing my waves telling me not to blog anymore bitch dea fbi over for your blogging bitch no more blogging bitch ! Cia crooked and stevie, cries over money, his mom's money bitching about MZ, Luz, then it's the Z and Kenz hating, this that stories, hating on Steven, lu, alive, dead, real, fake, it's all a fake home on you fat bitch die die !!! Non stop with that b.s.......eye roll annoying.

Screams about tahlequah, marched, rush s, sterling loser trashes I never knew and can't remember anymore, their b.s. kids they have still alive over here there, everywhere, labor day weekend parties ???? Screams about Japanese Kent j, ??? My brother's babies ???? So sick of hearing about that crap daily, hourly, minutely, money show non stop cries about money, Hwood nasty, playboy junk nasty ol whore traffickers.......stinky p#### eating on p#### is nasty man I had to eat it stank m fers down there man !!! Don't hair, big swelled balls man, my c###is hairy loaded man !!! I hear this daily about balls genital warts they have, ejaculation green man !!!??????

I hear it must be a bunch of worn out vajajas and weenies over east and everywhere ???? Good grief ! I hear medical sex history, filth, exams everyday sex stories of filth just like in high school from stevie and all these filthy others !!! Cry balls all of em !!!! I see they still can't figure out what is causing all these below the belt problems / troubles, I mean, is it that difficult to stop and prevent, understand ????? Damn ! Ol dea, fbi, cia worn out below, too much fun on the creek, too much drugs, sex, chaos for em all.......this is Dean country ham, Philip territory.........I bet they never could figure it out either !

I know all about what their problems are at OkCity, Dallas is over they claim, for whatever reason that is ???? I'm still rather confused about all of it, I don't know any of these people they have been screaming harassing about out here for 20 + years stevie is awful upset about idiots like him I never met, don't even know, cannot remember, a lot has went on since high school with my mind, life, exhausted I never knew, met and can't remember any of these idiots he cry bags over.......too tired.

Too many idiots that scream, harass, steal, derranged in the head on coke, meth, alcohol, yelling, all this since I was a baby in my loser worthless trash family.........exhausted me, I seem to have a life full of nothing but, my purpose in life to have to put up with wild, drug addled stupid dangerous hillbillies it seems.......just too much.

Screams about Crystal, Donna, Kathy, all the simple kids, and Crystal, Kathy's brood they said had aids driving up and down the road fast for years on dune buggy, cars, party wagons all these years by my house........ screaming ol whores, filth trash family on all sides no sleep my whole life, calling for help, money, it's not fair, all their ailments, troubles with their unwanted kids they want to dump on us, begging for money, drive them to town, theft, jealousy, drugs, high cracked b.s. stories, non stop harassing, their crying, fake b.s., luring us out to innocently go shopping, won't leave us alone my entire life........hanging around outside my house at night all of them, scratching on my Windows, shocking me with crooked equipment, heard them years forever outside my bedroom window.....

Exhausted. Then I have to fight OkCity crooked never knew, screams, never knew what this was.......rumors about myself down here sick as hell, lies, made up fabrications, she thought this that in her mind eavesdropping on my waves they lie make up turn in to fbi, I'm gay, aids, prostitute, all kinds of lying sick filth, I'm drug dealer, rapist party girl......stealing at Wal-Mart, dollar stores on camera, I had babies on creek they yelled at me, just non stop sicko lies filth THEY all were + took part !!!! NOT me ! I been dragged thru the mud enough, me and Megan !!!! Lies lies lies.

They told me they sold drugs as me and whores as me on creeks and in Hwood with mask of my face ????!!!! Upsetting !!! Said fbi allowed this !!!???? Then whores of crtl girls had plastic surgery of my face !!!??????.....why's that been allowed ????? Went to Dallas, modeled as my face ???? Terrifies me !!! Whole world against me over this !!! I never knew anything !!!

Said they sold drugs behind my house at night since I was a baby, I heard plenty cars driving thru my circle drive since I was a child at night even during day with cameras taking my pictures, trash family, crooked from everywhere, then said they killed a bunch of people in my house in 1970s before we were here and then my senior year allowed dea fbi to pop people in this house as we were gone ??? Said Dean Philip, Ian t, Sandy Linda, other crooks did this ????!!!! I wouldn't be surprised about any of this, somebody did all that nasty stuff whacking aids on my mom's underwear and mine, my bedroom I remember !!!! Said Japanese and worthless crtl were allowed to do this, raped my dog they screamed for years !!! I been very sick, upset, said they did this to both my grandparents each side to their houses ????!!!!

Then non stop screaming they are stealing mimis junk iron, other belongings on her land they have to take it bitch f you all bitch !!! Hiding in my barn for years, raped blue cow they screamed non stop ????!!! Upsets me terribly ! 

Just non stop with this, I am too tired and old for all the stress I been thru, just everybody hates me over something ???? Ugly fat bitch f you bitch !!! Screams they stole my identity all over the world ???? My fingerprints, my face, my ss #, bank info ??????? Just depressing. My whole life has been they wonder why I like hot topic ???? Really ? Can't figure that one out either huh ??? Indian cemetery every day screams over that crap, morbid but oh well I can't do anything about it.

Sick of hearing screams about their damn family worthless trash, their friends their drugs, money Hwood, Nash, m crtl, so damn tired of it all. OkCity dea still at it, I'm going to have to move leave the state they say, I guess I will probably.........no help nobody gives a shit for me anyway.

j.

stop / end, evil animal trafficking and animal testing !.......

I adore all animals, I wish to keep them all very safe + protected from all evil......often humans are filth, cruel, evil, cause harm, danger, disarray, are very irresponsible trash. Anything to have money for their corruption, evil organization !!!

I know that illegally trafficking humans + animals is sick, filthy, evil, and this continues to go on daily with corruption / evil organization........

kidnapping / stealing any rare, beautiful, and or thought to be unique animal from the wild / the jungles, unseen, unknown of before, MUST STOP !!!

This has went on for too many years !!! Often the very wealthy involved in evil corruption, nasty  drug dealing, all over earth, give money to crime organizations all over earth to sell, solicit, rape, torture, innocent animals and traffick them all everywhere over the earth, same as humans !!! Just as poaching, kill for beautiful fur, bones, teeth, neglect, hold captive !!! It sickens me, causes me much sadness, turmoil within my heart ! I cry much over this very upsetting evil !!!

This MUST STOP all over the earth, the high fashion big wheel snob people and their corruption evil organization drug, traffickers, all need to be over immediately ! This is one area of evil that needs removed from our earth, should NEVER be allowed to continue on, clean up the earth, rid of evil crime rings / organizations !!!

Drug dealers, high fashion snobby big wheels, are always involved, every state, city, country, town, land, all filthy trash idiots, nasty evil !!! I will always fight to remove this from earth !!! Tired of them / all their creepy evil ruin of EVERYTHING !!!     :(   they are TRASH.

These rare, unique animals, can be ANY animal, local wildlife, jungles, Congo, reserves, anywhere, MUST be stopped immediately, returned to wild, IF you know of this filth, ALERT ALL others of goodness ONLY !!!

Another sick filth, I completely HATE, is that upsetting idea / way of animal testing !!! I have forever been very saddened by animal testing also !!! They are loser trashes people who claim they are scientific chemists, or investigators, who do nothing but  take innocent animals such as any pet, to do severe evil harm to them against their own will / choice, they go to laboratory and harsh tests are performed on any animal, very upsetting I have cried many years of knowing this goes on !!!

I heard once there was an animal testing facility in OkCity, performing these very sickening / evil / upsetting chemical tests on pets from shelters that were not adopted !!! It upset me terribly a facility as this exists anywhere on the earth !!!

They claim they are testing animals to help humanity with items that must be tested on animals first ! Chemicals, unknown medicines, sprays, removing body appendages, blood borne pathogens !!! Anything they claim is scientific, very stupid, sickening, upsets me forever, since I first heard of this !!! I think it to be very corrupt, suspicious of corrupt evil organization also !!! MUST be STOPPED also !!!

I know I love / adore care for ALL animals, I feel it is my responsibility as ALL of our responsibilities to clean up the earth of corruption / evil, save lives of those innocent, unable to find help of goodness ! I wish to be there to keep the animals, all innocents VERY SAFE, as I know OUR Lord instructs us to be helpful, kind, respectful, caring, chivalrous !

Bring goodness !

j.



Tuesday, August 28, 2018

More harassing. Letter.

Well more screaming today about all that junk over east, mixxy mix, half mix, beady bunch, screaming non stop about m crtl, dea ok city owns your road bitch ! They are vicious over these houses dumps on my road bshaw, Chad dump, sully houses, Rogers, k alexndr renty house, jd w, house, bratty butler bunch over west screaming about blue hummer vehicle Sheena fake has ???? Whatever this is about, I see that vehicle quite often.....yesterday in fact. Going west. Whatever.

Screams about Z real dead, mad about money, mad at you over Kate money ???? Then screams about fiddlesticks ???? Whoever the hell he is ???? Non stop, screams about rush s, over east some house or some crap ??? The road north of Owens place near here, screaming about that non stop, then screams about Joe, Tim, Bill, Billy w, Anna n.... money estate ?????? From Texas. Whatever non stop over that.

Screaming about canyon tex, then you bitch you did this to us dea dead bitch f you I only had millions not enough bitch !!! Mixxy mix fights with real Z played over and over, whatever trashy bitch is wailing over that Japanese whore screamed she lives north of me ???? Traffick you bitch f you we never leave bitch we own these houses, all evening screams !!!

Turkey tex, people bawl bags, screaming about leaving running off mouths non stop ??? Panhandle ok people screams about that, guymon and Gage f you bitch !!!

Dallas playboy whore gone screams over whoever the hell she is some damned ol trafficker, wah wah ! Like I know or care whoever that trash is I'm sure she squall bagged over here at me too with equipment !!!

Nash trash screaming about little Debbie cakes, Charlie bears in England my friend from England !!!??????Whoever that is shut up bitch I'm exhausted !

Screaming stevie because I am driving grandpa m red truck to take Mimi to town today, screaming that grandparents j been dead popped since I was 18 !!!??????? MORE of that b.s., cry baggin about Elgin creek east west north south, then Fletcher school kids ?????? Whatever that is.

Screams about JR and FH money again more of that cry bag b.s., screams about Kent j, him doing something wrong ??? Harassing that blue cow is steak we ate him, killed your car's on creek and NON STOP screaming about pumpkin cat aids dead cancer cat bitch !!! Screaming in my head as I shop at fan d m town and DG m town !!! Don't buy anything you want they buy you shit bitch no black cat items your cat is going to be put to sleep cancer head bitch die die !!!

ENOUGH of this screaming crap in my head, all these stories of weirdo perv crap, big hairy ball donging !!! filth they keep telling, my balls are floppy bitch !!! Saying You marry fiddlesticks he is honest bitch !!! Z has wife sister with children, aids m fer ! He goes man !!!???????? Over and over about that and a house over east ?????? F washdc, Pennsylvania, Virginia old man over bitch !!!

Steven lu in my attic removing equipment last nite, could hear ya they said was them anyway, if so hallelujah ! 

Lord help us.

j.

day of the dead items at D G stores !!!......

Just returned home from local shopping....

I found for decorating / celebrating the colorful Day of the Dead decorations, party wares, costume wear, solar dancers also ! Excited !!!      ;)

I found several of the Day of the Dead items at the local dollar general store, very colorful, affordable, whimsical !!! These are nice for the home, place upon the offerenda !

I enjoyed browsing the Halloween decor aisles at Dollar General stores + Family dollar stores today !!! I even found skull items at family dollar for day of the Dead, looked as though a clear see thru glass container / jar, may be others for those to enjoy !!!

Colorful skull items at DG are very pastel, and shiny skulls also for day of the Dead, I know many celebrate their culture locally, tradition !!!

At family dollar I found an aisle of Halloween costumes, head bands and all harvest kitchen wares !!! All types, very affordable ! 

I know very soon Wal-Mart + target, and ALL pet stores will have available pet costumes !!! All prices, characters ! Very cutesy to costume our pets for all Autumn / Halloween celebrations !!! Adorable !

Look online for ALL Day of the Dead and Halloween decorations and everything ! Most stores I have mentioned earlier have these available !!!

I find plenty of Halloween pet treats at pet stores + Halloween pet Chewys ! These are very nice ! Affordable ! Yearly I purchase a few for my dog !!! He needs a Halloween costume !!! Haha ! I enjoy the costumes for me to wear + pets to wear !!!

We should ALL celebrate the enchanting Autumn season with its beautiful oranges, holds, reds, Brown's, and know that ALL ages can dress in costume for Halloween / Day of the Dead ! Paint faces, wear a costume, listen to music, attend ONLY good social events that are safe ONLY ! Take pets to your home events only, be watchful, responsible, watch over children + pets, keep them safe.

Plenty of time to prepare for these social events that are safe and ONLY of goodness !     ;)

Enchanting, favorite time of year, always has been.

Excited !

j.

charlie bears !!!.......

I have been seeing plenty of gifts to purchase online lately, shop early I say for Christmas, save, collect, box, wrap later ! OR, just gift to yourself right this minute !!!

I found the very beautiful character themed, Charlie Bears, the plush teddy bears !!! Oh, I gotta have these ! These would be wonderful gifts for the holidays, EVERY celebration !!! They have very cutesy faces, fur hues, and they are in character, wearing hats, clothings often.........

I know there is also available other plush animal creatures, variety ! Oh, they are cute !   ;)

These are so very beautiful and nice, place on the sofa / living area furniture, bedroom, areas ! You know how I am, I decorate subtle with these all, too nice to just store away, let everyone view them at all times, why not ????.........lol...

Charlie Bears ! Look online, or tv shopping sometimes !

I was able to find those, and I think they are adorable / darling ! Sweet + cutesy !

I know I bought a box of those Little Debbie snack cake / mini decorated cakes, two in a package, several packages interior the boxes !!! A few dollars a box in cost, affordable !

There are Autumn / fall season themed cakes + brownies, yellow school bus, unicorn cakes / strawberry cakes, banana twins, zebra stripe cakes, decorated so pretty ! Yum ! Several to buy, try......

ENJOY !

j.

Sunday, August 26, 2018

Letter harassing.....again.

Screams non stop again today about my brother, money, Donna trailer, Crystal kids, Kathy,  money or something ????

G. Behaved hacked today yelling at mom to go to doctor for her back, and now her hip much worse throws her hip out when walking, crying, excruciating pain, swelled right side of vertebrae, stevie screams kidney cancer ???!!! I hope NOT worrisome, G. went to donnys and he told him he wouldn't help Mimi with farm work no pay, I'd stop doing her work !!! Whatever red neck hacking stevie started screaming on my waves he was playing Donny, more stirring up troubles, for me and mom stress ! Never ends ! Help !

So I see that I will have to take her this week to Duncan doctor, I suppose they will send a Japanese crtl in a mask to play doctor just like they always have done to me for years, tell her can't help her, cancer, diabetes, weight weight weight bitch !!! Hateful Japanese in masks playing doctor.

I'm seriously exhausted of trying to tend to farm chores, errands, care for my family left here, my pets, go outside in hot weather and be screamed at by stevie, G. hacked yelling, hateful, or mom now crying in pain, Mimi upset and scared !!! Too much, I feel weird, tired may pass out stevie, his Japanese girlfriend and boyfriend mixxy half mix or whoever these idiots are he yells at me about non stop !

Screams something today that Z real is Japanese black man with wife over east 5 kids you marry him he's bi !!! Hung m fer f yeah !!! Big dongin, hairy ball sacks bitch !!!???? Sicko pervs ! Sick of that filth.

Screams about Pennsylvania, New York, Virginia, Ohio, canyon, tx, Floydada tx, Hobart, granite, mule shoe tx, lawton ft sill, Dallas, north ft good, Nash, Hwood, Arizona crtl, Japanese in taos, ???????? Various screams over and over, Idabel too ??? F you fat ass bitch !!! Govt kills you bitch ! It's not fair you not involved in this crtl bitch ! Rape traffick you fat ass !!! It's not fair bitch !!! Eye roll annoying trash..........sick of this.

Screams about jd wall, house, his whole family their kids, people crtl, need money for the kids over east bitch ! F you !???????jd been harassing for 20 + years now about money for those grandkids, hasn't been here in 3 years, good for us !!! Too much annoying unnecessary b.s. !!! Stressful, cries about hailee, Donna, black men ???? Chad and brad crap also screams about that mess from up north !?????

Screaming about skunks, smelled them last nite again aholes with equipment !!! Trash up at bshaw house and Chad dump trailer again, trying to talk in my house again out loud or something scares me I'm hacked again !!! Help ! Rogers house b.s. cries over whores, money ????? So annoying, I'm tired of all this !

Screams over Kate money ?????

Screaming you move to new mexico and Texas forever !!! You do not live here ever again fat ass bitch !!! You are always suspect !!! Whole family in crtl you have to leave no estate for you $ 500, 000 only you get OkCity broke now bitch f you we keep your estate !!! Screaming about Kong ???? Non stop with that filth word......sick talk about that. OkCity gays go f you bitch !!!! Some Japanese hack who lives near me here screaming about her she will kill you bitch hack you over estate she wants it, she watches you outside your home for money telling others fat ass bitch !!!??????? Spying stalkers more of this crap.......help.

Screams about Teresa and my j family all, f her f the j family to hell m fer !!! Keep saying we are about to stop by talk with you, give you all this bla bla, but this has been told to me 5 yrs since I was severely hacked, I am stressed, upset, it may be corrupt lies, he keeps saying it's a joke on me because I'm not involved in this filth ?????? I become sad, upset, depressed it may never end, they may talk to me til I die !!! Scarey ! I can't turn it off, no way to defend myself from evil equipment these evil idiots have on me before !!! Ptsd, forever !!! Help !

Screams about alissa non stop ! Hey girl !

This screaming and talking is bouncing rounded off my brain as words come into my waves, I can feel the bouncing off my brain rounded, too much too loud !!! Hits my brain, ear drum also may be my teeth causing it on my inner ear ??? Yikes ! Also Hear them talking stevie talking too loudly close by on my fans, anything electric......!!!!! Makes me more tired. More harassing lies about my cats, blue cow, my dog, and grandparents others in my j family.

Tired.
j.

arba, rabbit shows !!!.....

I was just browsing online I found the schedules for upcoming arba rabbit shows !!! the websites detail PLENTY of rabbit shows locally + across the United States, almost each state !

I adore rabbits ! I know each one to be docile, affectionate, beautiful, cutesy ! I think attending the rabbit shows would be awesome ! I would just adore owning several rabbits to take care of properly, Love / adore, and place / train for the rabbit show attendance and win ribbons !..

I have forever adored rabbits, their cutesy ways, and I love taking care of them ! You know anytime you can wash, groom, feed, water and absolutely adore any rabbit as your family, placing them onto the roster for rabbit shows is a sweet idea ! Much attention, care, travel, and nation wide travelling can be pricey, but enjoyable for us all !!! Ribbons + placing are just for enthusiasts + fun ! Celebrate the rabbits, all types, enjoy attending the rabbit shows ! All in fun, contests, to place to celebrate the rabbits, all types of rabbit ! Aww.......

The rabbit shows may be close by your local city / towns and usually take place at fair barns / Ag barns.......

Online I found rabbit shows in almost every state ::::::

Oklahoma
Texas
New Mexico
New York
Pennsylvania
Nevada
Alabama
Ohio
Arkansas
Oregon
Wisconsin
Illinois
Missouri

Just to name a few, if you are locally close by a rabbit show, just stop by !!! Attend, enjoy / admire the rabbits + rabbit shows / competition, or next year, be on the roster with your rabbit pals !    :)

Just wanted to talk about them, I wish to attend yearly........

j.

Kirk's folly jewelry !!!......

I was watching tv last week, Qvc shopping channel, and I found the cutest whimsical jewelry company, seasonal styles, more so affordable !!!

The jewelry is often themed, fantasy, celebrations, very much beautiful ! Adore everything they have for purchase !

Excited !    ;)

I enjoy every piece of the jewelry.

They have available most often seasonal, holiday, just everything ! Ebay may have more of the older pieces of jewelry or other to find + collect ! Inquire !

They have several character themes :::::::

Witches
Moon with face, iridescent. Colorful.
Angels
Fairy
Butterfly
Cats
Pegasus / unicorn
Skulls
Flowers
Stars

Just most everything ! Exciting ! Beautiful !

They offer -----

--- jewelry, all
--- windchimes
--- sequin throws / capes
--- sometimes figurines
--- sometimes home furnishings

I just adore Everything they have for purchase, I know most may not have ever heard of them before !

Very sparkly + colorful ! Gotta have this all sometime !

Right now I have found their Autumn / Halloween pieces on the tv / internet, but eBay has plenty to browse through !!! Inquire !      ;)

Nice, more so affordable, beautiful, unique !

ENJOY !

j.

Saturday, August 25, 2018

beistle, grandin road, kirklands, Halloween !!!......

I have been looking online at all of the seasonal Halloween / autumn decorations / party wares, plenty online !

Yesterday I found the Beistle brand of Halloween only party wares !!! Oh, my goodness ! Very much in love with this brand ! Black + Orange, vintage / old style 1920s time graphics look, to these decorations, mostly of the paper these are made ! Affix to walls, enjoy at celebrations !!! I just adore these, party wares include ::::::

Printed plates
Printed boxes, gifts + desserts
Printed dinner napkins
Streamers
Table top decorations, honeycomb papers !
Party necklace
Decorations affix to walls

Mostly affordable ! Inquire !

THEN...........

Grandin Road, --- is a new to me Halloween / autumn decoration, all seasons to celebrate, a  company to browse through !!! I have seen Grandin Road tv advertising on the tv shopping network Qvc !!! It has plenty cutesy, whimsical, party wares / decorations, they have most seasons !!! For celebrating ! Online store, had plenty, some of the pieces, very expensive !!! But others reasonable, lower cost ! I see much I wish to collect + take care of ! High end cost most, but, hey I enjoy seeing it all......inquire !

Jim Shore figurines / collectibles, ---  are available also !!! All seasons, I find these online also, cute ! Some affordable, others may be pricey, eBay may have them also, inquire, great to collect, store / take proper care of yearly !!! Qvc I find these on the tv mostly, local decor stores, online.

Kirklands --- is another decor store, it is local and a chain store, I found it one day at the local city, has much to see + buy !!! Halloween + Autumn decorations, for celebrating !!! Nice prices, most ! Some expensive, just browse through online store for Kirklands, enjoy there as well !!!       ;)

I finally found a new plastic coverage table cloth !!! I needed a new one, last year my cats accidentally tore the edges of the table cloth..........I found it at Wal-Mart, Halloween / autumn, they are reasonable prices, most stores !!! If you can keep them from being torn, re use next year also, but these brighten up / cheer up your kitchen, seasonal,  printed, designs, character printed, or plain, cloth also available but more so pricey cost !!! Most stores and look online, newer best affordable !

Excited !!!

Celebrating the seasons !!!

j.

Friday, August 24, 2018

Meerkats, Meerkat Manor tv show !....

I have been watching old episodes of the tv show called Meerkat Manor, it was years back, I remember watching all of the episodes about the real lives of the cutesy Meerkat creatures !!!

Youtube is where I have been watching these tv show episodes of Meerkat Manor........they are in the natural habitat, each have their own character / personality ! Aww......very sweet + cute.

Meerkats are very unique, beautiful coloring, and innocent ! MUST BE PROTECTED / KEPT SAFE from all harm, evils done to them as with all innocent beautiful creatures, much harm, abuse, simply because they are innocent + sweet, docile !!! Terribly upsetting ! BUT we must keep watch over and be respectful, care for helping take care of all our natural habitats / animals, everything innocent needs kept safe from all evil + harm !

Meerkat Manor is very interesting, a simple nature show about the real Meerkats lives, they have named most, cameras watch them for the show, I adored watching the shows / episodes, all !

These may be on DVD, from Animal Planet tv channel, very worth it to watch, enjoy !

I know there are plenty Meerkat plush animals, very cutesy ! I gotta have these to collect, I decorate subtle with these interior the home, very cheerful, great to see during the day !

Online I find plenty Meerkat plush animals to collect ! Aww !.......cutesy !

LOVE, Julie !

Thursday, August 23, 2018

Letter.....

Screaming non stop all morning evening about its over !!! F you bitch ! You blogged Gund brand f you fat ass !!! Stevie screaming because we had to travel to take cattle to apache and feed truck stopped overheated, they did it at Marlow Burton's auto we paid Japanese to force shit up in radiator !!! Hahaha crazy laughter f you fat bitch !!! Your grandma paid us at Burton's for nothing bitch !!! F you !

While I am helping load cattle drive, multi task stevie and Japanese are screaming whores various f you bitch f you ! I can't have your money estate bitch f you mm !!! Not fair bitch ! Traffick rape kill you bitch !!! Made me upset sick as I tried to help with cows, loading, listening to mom g. And Mimi, talk !!!! Thought I was going to pass out !!! Upsets me ! Non stop screaming about money over east, his mom's money, BM money ???? Luz getting married he wanted to marry her ???? Then marrying Morgan ??? Non stop crying bitching about his lost loves, marriages, girlfriend and ol prostitutes over east ???? Then  Non stop about Luz, he was spying on her in the shower in mx ??? Sicko weirdo !!! Keeps saying he does this to me for years and masturbated years in my attic perv !!!!

Non stop screaming about Megan, Cody, Travis, John, Teresa, Kent, Dwayne, Mike !!! My grandparents, my cats not here, all dead bitch ! bitching about MZ, RC, Ronny dead !!! DJ dead !!! Bitching about fnb bank, Tim Japanese, Joe, screaming about some bitch up the road bshaw, Rogers house rent house he sits with tried triangulating me from rent house like he did 5 yrs ago with that other trash !!! Today satellite tv behaved weird time wrong kept downloading, then I hear stevie and some whore loudly talk aloud louder in my fans, he said from rent house to hack me, playing renty guy again !!!!

Screaming because we got stranded near sterling apartments, north sterling you are killing everyone bitch f you !!! Non stop screams ping ping, f you fat ass I hate you bitch !!! Bitching about everything I am helping work on today everyday, my mom's back is kidney cancer he created he said no surgery kidney cancer, then it's tumors they made, she's a m crtl not a whore f her bitch ass !!! She needs her face lifted, you need fat bitch surgery make a whore out of you fat ass, pretty face but fat body ugly bitch !!! Non stop !
Screaming about grease monkey garage working on our feed truck, f them !!! You ruin everything bitch !!! I hope you die bitch !!! Stevie, Japanese, various whores, screaming last nite about Crystal, in hell picture, to my waves, non stop !

Hi just had to go outdoors to check on my dog, and he started screaming and various others, ping ping just now I smell thousands of skunk stink in my bedroom, permeating from my outside my bedroom, asthma, allergy stinky skunk, now I'm very ill, sick at my stomach.......not feeling well anyway already !!! they use this Sat equipment pull skunks to my bedroom spray goes into my bedroom, I'm puke sick feeling right now !

Hates on + screaming about real Z and Kenz non stop non stop !!!

Screaming about Pennsylvania, washdc, Virginia, Rhode island, York, people OkCity over f you f them !!! More dea screams all day nite, cannot rest !!! Bshaw house dea owned bitch !!! We don't leave til you are dead bitch !!! More of that b.s.......






Merkittys + purr maids !!! .......

I have recently been finding much merchandise for the Merkittys + Purr maids ! ...........lol !

I think the mystical creatures are adorable ! They both are cute cats, half cat, half mermaid, it is a very unique character ! aww.......

I found several of the Merkittys / Purr maid designs, coloring book Zen doodle brand + others, then I found these characters on plenty other items, local malls, Hot Topic + Spencer's stores may have some merchandise ! Exciting !!! 

I even found Kawaii / Gund brand, Pusheen the silly gray, kitty cat, dressed as a Merkitty ! Lol......very adorable / fun ! Grand size amounts of Pusheen character merchandise ! I adore Pusheen, he is silly !    ;)

Merkitty + Purr maids merchandise LOOK online also for these whimsical items :::::::::::

-- clothings, all
-- shoes
-- purses / wallets
-- lapel pins
-- writing pen sets
-- stationary
-- books
-- plush
-- stickers, all plenty !
-- drink ware
-- fabric
-- Coloring books, also, coloring pages.


PLENTY more !!! Inquire !

Wonderful new cutesy critter, great for all ages to admire !

AND..............

Wanted to share that I just found those Little Debbie brand character cookies, the cinnamon Jack o lantern face shaped Pumpkin Delights mini cake cookies !!! Oh, these are GOOD !  I purchased a box very affordable, seasonal, for Autumn / celebrations ! Cinnamon !!!

ENJOY !

j.


Wednesday, August 22, 2018

Being neglected.....

Often in life we feel less than, upset, let down because of the way those we love / care for behave toward us.........I know I have had my fair share of feeling neglected, trashed on, told I'm not as important or grand as others, simply because I don't over achieve, not as important I have been told....

Hurt feeling / sadness !

I know when we have loved ones who behave toward us as we do not matter, we just exist for them to ignore, forget, avoid, it can be very depressing knowing they simply just do not care to be there for us, chat with us over how we feel, or even offer their congratulations, sympathy, or advice, just hateful + chilly toward us, it hurts terribly to feel as though you are being neglected by those you adore !

Often our pets even can feel neglected as we Simply do not have time to be playful / romp, throw toys, Chewys to them, walk them all day, feed + water, shelter them !!! SO........we MUST give our pets, children, grandparents plenty of attention, so someone is thoughtful, loving, caring enough to be there for them, I always have !!! This is family ! Responsibility ! We all MUST be protective, watchful, love / care ALWAYS !!!

When you are just tossed aside as your thoughts, opinions, ideas / ways, feelings do not matter to those closest to you, or you cannot get advice / help for troubles / upsets, it is very upsetting and often stressful to have those you thought you could count on for help just not care, and walk away....

Being abused by loved ones in any way is also neglect........very depressing upsetting to know loved ones do not love / care for you at all......leads to drug abuse, self harm, depression, all kinds of sadness in the heart + mind ! Know you are far better than this !!! Look forward, go on, forget them as you can !!! Seek medical help......

Neglect hurts our minds, hearts, souls, it is very sad to be tossed aside, unloved, forgotten by friends / family !!! We all have went through this i know, but just wanted to speak of it !

Don't be harsh, + hateful to your beloveds ! Family, friends, pets, co - workers, be kind, attentive, show you care, love + respect !

Check on those you know at least once a day, ask if they need help, advice, chat, be friendly ! Tell them you adore them ! Invite them to go to town with you daily ! Write letters, send cards, be cheerful, phone calls !!!   ;) 

much responsibility for our elders, children, mental health troubled, handicapped, and our wonderful pets / animals !!!

Family !

LOVE, j.

Letter today...

Screams Japanese N family strong up here north of you bitch f you !!! Our children school bus go by now f you bitch !!!?????? Whoever this is ??? Sullivan house north they said ??? Screams about Rogers, Ken alexandr land, money, rent house over by creek northwest of my home ....f them f them we own it !!!!????? Screams about house south of Lynn alexandr house old dump house with silo in ground old pool dump beater cars in yard....We live here now we own the house here we get land house cars to salvage for money we get it !!! ????

Screams over Chad trailer and bshaw thug dump party animals man !!! Looks like a junk yard at corner Chad dump trailer, good grief ! We get money off land, house, bshaw horses !!! We sell !! Screaming at me non stop dea own your ass bitch because your family involved !!! You m crtl family member !!! You don't get estate because your family in this ! Dea kill your fat ass bitch f you f MZ !!! You all go dea own this road and all houses land near you !!! We never leave bitch !!! We get the money !!!

I'm sick and tired of screams from OkCity trash dea crooks telling me this that they own my ass because my family was all in this crtl trash !!!! Would someone please tell those aholes that I am nothing in dea, I am not involved in any of this trash !!! They keep trying to do something to me, harass the check out of me about my trash worthless family crtl and money off estate !!! Dea is nothing to me ! I am not and have never been involved in any of that crap trash !!! They make threats, Dean country ham talk, m crtl, Philip your uncles all, just non stop I am exhausted !!! Dea I am nothing in this drug trafficking crap you are the trash !!! Screams about Z and Kenz also about money, land, OkCity, Mark w, Charles weave, sick of this !!!.

At fnb bank Marlow today I updated my bank info and screams about girl at computer she's hacking your info bitch !! She behaved odd, smirk.......Screams about Anna, dea own this bank bitch selling drugs dea clean up, get out bitch !!! Anna fake looking, screaming about her wedding bands look at her diamonds wedding set $ 50, 000 we want it !!!????? Weirdness. Dea owns this bank bitch get out fat ass !!!

Screaming stevie about mom money, BM money says he gets it all played him in Vegas and on creek east ????? Non stop crack head rambling bitching about it, then his face got burned plastic mask into his skin, cancer, aids, diabetes, needs health tech, surgery, money, but never mentions rehab or strict drill sergeant brain wave controlled he needs inforced on his own waves !!! Go take meds a hole, stop screaming rambling upsetting me, harassing me non stop over my health, tiggy cat dead in box ? Pumpkin cat has to be put to sleep for good brain cancer, grandparents dead involved !!! Brain tumors you have bitch diabetes ! F you for leaving today bitch !!!

Then various Screams over Tim Joe, Bill, Nick, dead !!! We get money ! Bade, his money shit man we get it bitch ! F your family bitch !!!

Screams about hairy dong man it's big man ! Big balls hung bitch !!! We f p#### hard big f yeah man !!! Non stop sicko filth sick of hearing this crap.

Very tired screams non stop stevie close by house all night hear his voice LOUD......not much rest / sleep, very tired don't feel well......

I wish this was all over away from me totally........I'm sick of all the dea stories, cries it's not fair, harassing my poor dog, me, mom, pumpkin, Mimi, cattle, just non stop all the time.

Mom back the same, she's very much in pain can't do much of nothing, I pick up the slack here and at mimis, oh, well.

I don't feel well, can't + don't care about all this junk. No way to live. Suffering years of other people's trash in my face, head, I'm dumped on because I exist. I'm a good person, sad the world doesn't even know me and hate me non stop around here, everywhere. Oh well.

J.

Tuesday, August 21, 2018

pumpkin bread !.....

This time of the year, I prefer turning the oven on and baking pumpkin bread !!!

I know I have blogged of the bread before, I prefer my recipe over any other.......lol.......I use oil in the recipe, creates very moist bread ! Bake interior two medium sized bread loaf pans, best !

I enjoy slicing the bread, I like to place a small pad of butter onto a slice of the pumpkin bread IF warmed !!! Yum !

I think that the pumpkin bread is a VERY beautiful golden / yellow / orange color ! Very festive ! Nice for fall / autumn celebrations !!!     ;)

I like to toss into the pumpkin bread batter,  a handful of walnuts broken into pieces, you don't have to have the walnuts, your preference ! I seem to like them interior the pumpkin bread myself !

Prepare the pumpkin bread, Enjoy it daily if you choose so ! I know it quickly is eaten when I bake it near here ! None left !!!      ;)

Great to prepare for you, yourself, your beloveds, family, friends, or bake and cool, wrap interior foil wrap, roll all sides / fold, crease, secure well, after the bread is completely cool from oven !!! Gift to others IF you want.

Nice for celebrating !!!

ENJOY !

j.

Monday, August 20, 2018

grand size feed / seed companies needed everywhere !.......

I just thought of something today to jot down onto paper I have experienced today ......

We NEED to have available to ALL farmers who farm / plant / harvest field crops.......grand size feed / seed companies who will sale seed directly to individuals, transport interior cloth grand size pods / bags !!!

This morning Co - op the local agriculture store informed to us that they don't sell grand size seed amounts to individual farmers ! Oh, what a mess / stress this is ! Headache ! Very annoying, costly to local Co - op members, needing easy access to purchase farming seed locally ! Oh no !

Individual farmers MUST have seed readily available locally, to quickly sew into the fields, seasonally, I know we need the seed in mass quantity, and often we have to transport / haul the seed in short trailers, pull behind pickups, BUT it would be wonderful to have grand size seed / livestock feed companies close by all rural farming areas, just there ! Ready to help you scatter seeds, transport the grand size seeds in the bulk size pods / cloth or plastic bags !!! This would be very helpful !

I think of the transporting of grains to grainary bins for storage at the Co - ops to sell our harvest / bounty for money, Why don't they also allow for purchase to start over regrow new crop with seed sold locally ??? I know seasonal difference can cause issues, but those individuals selling their seed for planting new crops often grow / sell massive amounts !!!????

Why not build grand size seed / feed companies locally for all rural farmers to easily find, transport the seeds for crops ??? In those grand sized tubs / pods / cloth or plastic bags ???! I know there are plenty locally who would agree ! Closer to drive, less fuel cost, less transport / driving stress ! You worry over losing the trailer as driving with the seed, spillage onto highways, have to drive slow also !!! Yikes, close by would be MUCH better !

Cleaned seed is a MUST HAVE, when the seed is cleaned there is less trash interior the seed, less fibrous material unneeded, such as sticks, rocks, dried fibers that congest the planting equipment ! I know about this ! Clean the equipment spouts yearly !!! 

Variety of seed for farmers to plant in the fields !!! Several inquire, vegetable seeds, grains, fiber ! 

-- Cotton
-- rye
-- millet
-- peanuts
-- sorghum
-- oats
-- wheat
-- all vegetables
-- barley
-- corn

Plenty more we can plant !

I love agriculture, country life, farming / cowboy life ! Peaceful.

I know there are several big name company brands for seed / feed around everywhere ! These MUST be properly controlled, operated, evaluated by people of ONLY goodness ! I have heard plenty terrible stories ! Yikes !

I know that OSU extension, has some seed crops for the college, and others as well......Monsanto is a seed company I have heard of before, expensive !!! this one is huge conglomerate / company !!!  Others the same ........

We need to have individual seed / feed companies that are fair in prices, clean, no hybrid seeds I hear these are no good ! Farmers gotta be watchful of the seed and all agricultural items needed !

Having the grand size amounts of seed / feed there readily available, easily accessible to local farmers everywhere in rural areas where needed would help all farmers greatly !!! Easily drive / transport, and / or scatter seeds easily for you at cost is much better for us all, less stress on farmers with much work ! For price, I'm sure it can be quite expensive when paying for seed to be brought + scattered onto your land ! Pay for transport / driving, then they can scatter seed onto fields, BUT you must drill the scattered seed into the fields yourself with your equipment.     ;)

Just a thought right now.

j.


Letter, more screaming !

More screaming because I had to go check on Mimi her phone wasn't working, sounded hacked cell phone wasn't calling all the way thru ! Again, started hearing ping ping noise, screaming about f you it kills us man f you !!!!

Screaming they are going to kill my grandma because m crtl she not involved f her f you bitch ! Govt killing us over here fat ass ! F Z ! F him ! We kill him for the money f him ! We know he is going over this bitch !!! Ada, tulsa people are outta here m fers !!! We get oil money ! We work our asses off for this shit man !!!

I just drove to my mimi's house alone and stevie and various screaming it's all a joke on you fat ass ! You won't prostitute ! You will be trafficked we get paid to lie to you, harass your ass bitch !!! Non stop screaming on my waves about OkCity, keep saying weird crap about urkel man ???? More fbi crooks screaming the state is f ' ed because you exist bitch ! You are beautiful but you go too bitch govt killing you bitch !!!????

You marry my brother I will kill you bitch f you ! Screaming she lives north of my house ????? I met little Japanese with Z fake mask on burgundy feed pickup, driving erratic as the others swerved to hit me on my way home, screaming ping ping LOUD !!! Made me very exhausted, ill feeling yesterday.

Screams over Tim money ??? JR houses more of that crap, RF travel money ???? F them ! Then keep saying real Z is dead bitch !!!?????? I. H. Money we get it f them !!! Eye roll, so sick of hearing about that and then screaming Z he thinks he gets that money off them ??? I get it f him man f his ass to hell !!!?????? Non stop screaming over that damn money good grief enough !!!!

Not feeling well, very stressed, non stop screaming, makes me very ill, or something is, tired, just ill feeling.

Mom back is becoming some less painful, tail bone area, swelling went down some, but she's still crying because of pain, G. Harasses her non stop about back pain yelling at me and her nuts in the head, so tired of all this !

Sick of the whole damn thing. Tired of it, don't feel well, don't care.

Thanks to everyone who is helping, I appreciate all good people, saved my life !.  j.


Local county + state fairs !.....

It is very soon or possibly right now that the local county fairs and / or the state fairs are starting everywhere !

I have always enjoyed attending these for many years. I generally try to attend the county fairs yearly, show local support ! I see many fair schedules interior the local newspapers ! Exciting !   ;)

The local county + state fairs usually have a carnival, thrill rides, Craft shows, ribbons given away at the judging / contests ! There are also local livestock shows, 4 - H chapters have contests / exhibits to go support + view ! Plenty more !!!

4 - H is for the children at the local school, wonderful organization ! Great for children to learn many ways / ideas, community involvement is best.

At the local county / state fairs their may be a cash fee / wrist bands to purchase so you may attend all day, remain at the fair, allows for easily accessing any venue at the fairs !

Musical performances may be taking place at these and the fee may be different, usually is different price, ticket purchase required !

Parking can be chaos...........park where designated ! Watch your children closely, LEAVE PETS AT HOME, SAFE !

Take a long extra money secure interior pockets ! Be safe, secure, responsible, watchful !!!     ;)

Go to the fairs with plenty friends / family, Travel as a group, safer + possibly MORE SO FUN !!!

ALL allowed to go and see everything at these ! Go see and attend ! 

ENJOY !

j.


Sunday, August 19, 2018

Chocolate covered peanuts, adult coloring books from D G ....

I was able to go shopping yesterday close by. I found a small bag of chocolate covered peanuts ! Very affordable, plenty brands of these around everywhere ! I have ALWAYS enjoyed these chocolate covered peanuts, the clusters of these, or individual ! Bridge mix is a variety, of the same I adore ! Chocolate covered raisins, chocolate covered cherrys also available ! All brands nice !    ;)

I went to the local Dollar General, so I could shop locally small town ! Lol.....when you have to shop close by, locally, it is wonderful to have a DG store, helpful, nice ! I enjoy finding items needed when I can.

While there I found several Adult Coloring books, New to me ! These are great ! Very thick books + pages, nice books very affordable, variety to these ! I generally purchase several when I can find them ! Nice books to buy, store / save, collect ! I like to store them up and color on these during fall / winter season, OR gift to others for Birthdays, Christmas, Holidays, Celebrations !!!! They also have plenty children's coloring books, Art supplys !

These Adult coloring books I found, here are the titles :::::::::

-- Day of the Cat
-- Coloring Cats + Dogs
-- Alice in Wonderland
-- Tangle Bay
-- Art Therapy Disney Frozen
-- Classic Pinups, 1950s.
-- Wallpapers
-- Patterns
-- Mandalas
-- Romeo + Juliet, Amor !
-- Magic Garden, metallic backgrounds
-- Matchbox cars, history
-- Every Artist Was First
-- Flowers
-- Fantasy Mythology
-- Pop Art, old Comics
-- Color the 50' s
-- Color the 60's
-- Day of the Dead
-- Tattoos
-- Care Bears, for Adults
-- Strawberry Shortcake, for Adults
-- Whimsical Lettering
-- Living Neon, all
-- Fantastic Beasts
-- Around the World City Scenes, grand size
-- Colorama, several variety + coloring pencils
-- Advanced, Color By Number, circle fill ins
-- Inspirational Quotes
-- Marvel Comics
-- The Time Garden
-- Lost Ocean
-- Imagimorphia
-- Magical Jungle
-- Lisa Frank, grand size, mentioned months ago
-- Christmas, variety, love these !
-- Religious
-- Animals, variety
-- Masterpiece, coloring replicated historic paintings !

ENJOY ! Affordable from local D G stores !

j.