Thursday, May 31, 2018

Craft paints + more supplies !

I have been crafting + painting, browsing the store aisles for craft items.......seeing many colorful, different types paints......hotter weather nice for crafting interior house, under fans + air conditioner ! 

Enjoyed a nice simple dinner, of skillet meal.......just pour frozen interior pan, add packets interior box read instructions, no turning on oven ! Less heat interior home on these very hot temp days...... Quick prep ! Most healthy ! Skillet meals nice ! Bird's eye brand.....Many brands, also Hamburger Helper yum skillet meal, serve with veggies as sides ! Affordable.....Wal-Mart where I find these......nice for hot weather days, no ovens needed ! Just thought I'd share about these ideas for summer food prep easier !

Anyway I have been painting quite a bit lately, the plaster paintable character figurines ! Oh, these are fun + creative ! I have been using many different craft paints, very beautiful paints ! The plaster paintable figurine characters are plenty to find online ! Wal-Mart has a few in craft aisles, Hobby Lobby also ! All characters, sizes out there to paint ! Adorn also if you wish ! 

These craft paints are available in several variety types ! Exciting ! : these brands : my choices, Wal-Mart affordable !

Folk Art
Waverly
Plaid
Apple Barrel
Tulip

Types of paints :

Sheen
Metallic
Glitters
Neon
Glow in dark
Paint markers / pens
Puff paints, painting on clothing or towels, puffs up !

Glitter glue ---- is very affordable I buy a few of these for crafting, in bottles, KEEP lid closed ! Dries easily, the glitter color hues are variety, very neato !   ;) affordable available in glitter glue pens also, more detail, but just as pretty ! Wal-Mart most affordable........glue items or detail, paint on with painting brushes ! Craft ! Art ! Create.

Paint / craft brushes --- I just bought a few new packs of these very colorful, or plain, variety, plastic handles ! Once again Horizon Group brand Wal-Mart, multi - packs ! Wal-Mart most affordable ! All shapes, sizes styles of paint brushes for crafts ! Adore !

Shake + pour on glitter containers --- oh, these I like to use on crafts,same as glitters above but often much more pour or shake on just painted or glued items for more charm + sparkle !!! All colors of glitters, very, beautiful ! All styles of glitters, sizes, shapes ! Very affordable at Wal-Mart !

Peel + place adhesive backed rhinestones -- pages, grand sized, all types of the rhinestones, plain, iridescent, colorful, nice for art / craft projects ! Adore these, so beautiful ! Affordable these pages at Wal-Mart too !

The Sun catchers --- these are clear plastic art portraits, you paint !  Small, all characters, cutesy ! Paint affix to kitchen Windows interior see them shine, very colorful you paint ! Boxes of these, for purchase at Wal-Mart, very fun ! Need the paints for these, small containers, certain paints only ! Always have enjoyed these ! Nice !

Plastic medium sized containers of colorful gemstones, ---  for crafting, some peel + adhesive, others you hot glue gun them onto craft items ! Look as real colorful gems, oh these are beautiful ! I enjoy crafting with these ! Variety, buy at Wal-Mart affordable !

Wooden plain crosses --- these are craft projects, plain wooden crosses, you paint, decorate with glitters, gemstones, rhinestones, oh, so pretty ! Nice to adorn, affix to a wall in your home, celebrate the Lord ! All sizes prices, Hobby Lobby, Wal-Mart, the smallest, affordable !

I found the Spanglemix foil colorful confetti !!! In packets ! Wal-Mart, very affordable, oh so beautiful, I love this stuff ! Sparkles, colorful, sew on some I see available with sewing holes for sewing onto items, or maybe skirts or other craft projects.....very enchanting !   ;)

Crafting is good for us all, helps our minds to focus, calm, relax, create.......enjoy !

I had to find more of the affordable scented soap at Dollar General, the brand Levels, I found a cutesy jar with lid, plenty soap, with dispenser, just $ 1 / jar, looks very country charm, as in farmhouse style cutesy ! Nice soap for washing hands after working outdoors performing chores.......like it ! I will buy more, scents well.....ahhh.....nice.

Love Julie !






Help ! More junk, more screams, a letter !

Japanese Alison driving by my house meeting me in road, ping ping on my waves, too close to my home now followed me, weirdo, scares me ! Stalker.

Air conditioner stopped working, they screamed non stop on my waves as soon as it quit We hacked your air conditioner fat bitch ! Stevie just kept screaming at me on my waves ! F you bitch they are getting rid of everyone you fat bitch f you !!! Non stop, I been very sick have to use my fans in my room + over heated room bad air ducts and him + all this excess heat, fans playing scuffy sounds, screams, made me sicker I know, non stop screams from him and those idiots at the bshaw, Sullivan corner dump house, all nearby, I can hear screams They hacked air conditioner ! Now I been hacking your mimi's air conditioner ! I am so tired of this !!!

Non stop cries screams complaining about those money cards ! Dallas high culture ???? Whatever that is ??? Not fair ! We get no money off of your estate they promised we get money off you fat bitch ! Various voices ! 

More screams You are dying of terminal cancer bitch ! You have to take chemo soon, you won't live two years ! Meg gets it all take over because you were killed off by govt with cancer from equipment !!! Do I have terminal cancer or something ????? ! Damn ! More screams about they got aids ! Not fair ! F them !

Last tubs here man !!! F them man, over !?????Whoever this is over east ? Screams about h wood, Nash, more junk about spoiled cry baby slut trash losers crying about tales of woe non stop all evening, hearing this !!! Tired, ooh, yeah like I give a crap trash !.....your card of money corruption funding finally got taken from you ????! Wah ! They screamed We never leave f them ! We bring more from tulsa ! These cards fund crtl grow more ! Long live Japanese !!!! Various voices ! Look out for that trash, more coming they screamed !

Screamed they put fleas interior my house again with equipment, or boxes of fleas like deancountryham used to dump near my home !!! Sick of it, difficult to get rid of them !........probably did ! Screaming about aids fleas everywhere ! What is this about ???? Weirdos.........all they can scream about is aids, cancer, money, nasty filth talk...!!! Sick of it !

Kept swirling, voices various sick perv sex talk ! I almost puked about pictures Ewwww ! They sent my waves ! Purse your lips for Kong bitch ! Big dongin, hairy Kong ! Greasy hairy p###y ! I love to munch man !!! Every man loves greasy hairy p###y !!!! That is the sickest filth trash talk !!! Puke ! Nasty talk about whores they been screwing ! Sick of this !!!

Screaming they are s. h + l. h, Our mom got hit she gets no money man f you bitch !!! Whoever this is ???fakes they are somebody ???! 

Random screaming about Z and K, we kill them f them ! We get I. h money !! F them ! He think he important !!!?????? Whoever that is non stop about that stupid I. h money ! Why can't we get these idiots all shut down !!!?????? Enough with that b.s. !

Racist talk about white people, cracker ! Salt ! I F that white p###y good man creamy babies !!!?????that is sick ! They told me it all good bitches !??????

Not fair ! Screams about estate f her ! F her ! We kill you bitch ! Fat bitch ! Goddesses take everything we deserve it all bitch we whore for govt !!! Sluts !!! Sick of them !

Cards from OkCity they have now, we fight ! Japanese forever !!! OkCity help now ! We find and kill her ! Take over !

They have got their peanuts in a wad, oh, their Louis vitton pantys, only the best for the whores you know $ 123,454 dollars a pair from LA and Dallas high end ! Eye roll, trash !

They waste so much money in all this mess over east near here ! I mean, these outlandish spending sprees, jet setting, champagne, high end buying only the finest, said crooked C all have the millionaire money cards gave these sluts traffickers to live on help crtl ???? Now why is this allowed ??? Who is this ??? Funding more crtl b.s. crooked ! How do you clean up a mess like this ???

Screaming Hiv here ! Drinking from water fountain spitting aids on everyone everything now !!! That terrified me what they are starting up now !!! Plotting this dangerous crap now ! Gotta do something !

Nasty perv sex whore stories about celebtards they screwed, sex stores, sex toys, how big dongin, kongin, nasty stupid creeps ! Weirdo pervs ! Where they been sexin at, how long a dong, hairy women parts ! What came out of it ! Sending me nasty gross pictures of this puke nasty, gross ! Enough !! Big P###y over here !!! I love this shit man ! Sex sounds playing !????

Screams about nail shops, hair style shops, Dallas, Dallas, LA, LA, Nash, Nash !!! Sick of worthless trash whores screaming busted crtl trash traffickers, won't leave me alone ! Blaming me and meg for everything !!!# non stop trying to exhaust me, and I'm already tired, sick now summer is here, keep messing with my air conditioner hacking they screamed !

Harassing non stop about grandparents, Govt killed them 20 yrs ago fat ass ! Killed your grandpa for estate money land !!! They're involved ! Stevie and Japanese girlfriend or boyfriends !!! Then picking at me about my cats being gone, then making fun of my hair, weight, nails, no make up, and my clothes !!! Yeah well live my life for a day, see how good you feel after 2 hours of my life trash !!! Listening to all these losers filthy talk, hacking me, trash crtl following me non stop using me to make money off me sending all these aids weirdo whores to watch harass follow me non stop ! I am very EXHAUSTED. I'm a WONDERFUL person NEVER involved in this filth !!! Why don't they understand that ! They don't even know me and I know don't care, just want to kill me over something !!! My whole life they have.

I try to help get this done, keep everybody safe, then get screamed at for telling you guys ! Non stop following, ping ping harassing hacking ! Making fun of me because I don't sleep with people, I never had sex, and I believe in the Lord, then make fun because I have a clean small vagina !!! How do they know ???? They evidently have had access to my medical records because 5 yrs ago as I was hacked they held me down twilight me to death with equipment I couldn't move or wake up but I hear them talking loudly in my head about my body parts, looking at me they said naked, talking about my medical records and my mom's medical records !!!?????? Why just letting everyone look at me, talking about my teeth, boobs, vagina !!! Just letting everyone look at me !!! I don't like that !!!! OkCity doing that, I couldn't breathe ! I had to fight to wake up ! Triangulating from Rogers house !!! A lot of nasty filth talk scared me about myself !!! Various voices !

Now my mom is hurting bad, kinda worried what is up with that, my cat meows yells like in pain, hope he's ok, screams my dog is dying " put to sleep him and my cat that is left " non stop !

Thank you all honest ! Love ya !

J.



Wednesday, May 30, 2018

work thru obstacles + challenges.....

It's always something gone wrong ! Last night the air conditioner stopped turning outdoors, and it becomes very hot interior home ! It is an old air conditioner, and it is very difficult to find ancient parts for it ! :(

I always am faced with turmoil, obstacles, a fierce challenge daily ! Very stressful worrying every summer about this stupid ratty old air conditioner stopping ! When not feeling well, 100 degree temps make me feel worse.....very upsetting....

The air conditioner was worked on minor work right now, so far ! Yikes, biting my nails scared !   :(

Life is often overwhelming ! We all go thru these troubles, road blocks, trials, set backs ! Sometimes I think way too many troubles ! Sadly, but just apart of life......oh well...

Challenges + obstacles in our way in life we HAVE TO work thru to get to the next one it seems often.....Too much ! We have so many things to complete to get thru to the END of troubled days.....Exhausting it seems...

KEEP working thru these days of stress to get to the happier, less stressful.....NEVER GIVE UP.

I usually enjoy knocking down all of the obstacles in my path of life, keep working diligently.....work thru troubles, never cease !

Seems as though I have always had chaos or a challenge in my way. Persistence, determination, strength, ingenuity, smarts, these ways, all help us battle thru crap that hinders us. You know more work, troubles on the way all the time. Be wise !

Kick down one challenge, done, it's over ! Then another awaits. Continuous, eventually ENDS sometime ! DO NOT cry ! Stay on your feet, keep fighting thru these obstacles !  ;)

Find your challenges, what is your trouble ? Step back analyze your problem / work, Figure out how to END it, PLAN, then attack your challenge full force, NEVER STOPPING, til you succeed, it may take half your life ! But NEVER give up trying to work thru it !!!

Continuous working, TEAMWORK, determination, Never giving up, staying strong ENDS troubles often quicker......I just become very ANGRY and END what the problem is, the best way I can, I never cease !  Sure, I become upset, angry, sad, let down by life, but that puts a fire within my heart + soul + mind to be more determined to stop my problems, or whatever is my challenge............

Life keeps throwing a lot of b.s., but I just throw it back cleaned up neatly, nicely, clean ! Haha !   ;)

Going thru these bad sad days, remain level headed, strong, pure of heart, sustain strength, clean up all life's difficult challenges......you will succeed in time !

Be strong. Never stop trying. Never give up.

j.


Tuesday, May 29, 2018

More harassing, screams, a letter.....

Screams early am about money. Stevie harassing about my brother money he wants off that mess, he's mad about.......then calling early am my brother's rang house phone. Then stevie starts screaming non stop on my waves about everything ! Screaming I could hear him loudly on my fans in my bedroom, made me nauseated........it's hot in there so I have to have these fans turned on !  Triangulating my room, fans, playing screaming, voices, unnecessary !!! STOP it ! It goes on and on, makes me very tired, more and more.....

Called me every nasty filth name he could think of, fat ass whale, lazy bitch, fat lez ! You don't sleep with anybody ! Lez, you are gay because you don't prostitute bitch ! You don't take or buy drugs bitch f you for ruining my life, my people are gone ! I need money, I need work, you keep ruining my work job, money ! Sick of being used, harassed to death, made fun of, called names, lies about me filth !!!!! 

Then screams about OkCity, crooked fbi dea, blaming me because they got busted for being in crtl trash ! Everybody got busted bitch because you exist fat f###king bitch ! Screams OkCity will never leave you alone bitch because they make money off of you bitch !!!! You will never be free of us bitch ! Various voices, hacking my waves or house phone, then I couldn't call out on my house phone !!!! Screaming about estate, h wood, Nash trash, M crtl ! M crtl !!!! Philip, Mark, Justin, Ralph, then complaining about DJ again F him ! He did this to everybody ! F DJ ! heard this as I drove by myself to my mimis house !!!

Some screams about white plantation mansion ???? F them our home gone !!!!?????? Cries, screams on my waves, crap about Faith, money, her stuff, houses ????? Then screaming about JR stuff non stop, all screaming about money or something about her ????? F them I get money I was there man !

Followed by black car flames on window they said was twinzee, mixee son or daughter ??? Then I heard cries about that I. h money again ! So it may have been more of that trash kids of his weirdo mongo head, damn ! Had enough about this money !!!! I don't know nothing about it !!!!!!! Leave me alone hillbillies Japanese !!!!

Screams about Mara crap again, krissa junk something about her ?????? Then cries screams about R family and O family ! F them they keep doing this ! F them ! T.  HE did this to everybody ! F him ! It's over now Mfer !??????More about that !

More cries about money cards.......F them, my money cards ! High end Dallas !!! Flying, champagne ???? Something about MY Prada bag !??????? Ruined ! Then Chajachaja scuffy sound, ping pings.....talk about cancer, diabetes again STOP eating ice cream bitch !!! Why I don't eat ice cream all the time ????? I don't eat sugar constantly ! I buy candy save it, because I don't always get to travel to town !!!! Harassing me about this for years years now sick of hearing it none of their business ! They seem to think they control own me about EVERYTHING ! Don't do this ! Don't do that bitch ! Damn ! I hate these weirdos hacking, comments nervous wreck !!!

Screams about Moore, Edmond, Norman sick of hearing about that, something about Guthrie, Louisiana, Mississippi ?????? Tulsa trash more about Z he's dead now ! F them !???? Gay has baby bi with sister!!! crazy laughter.

Yeah well, I don't have money cards, drink champagne, jet set, but that's all I hear about non stop for 20 years out here, they been living it up big wheels ! All of them have, my family included, while we all suffered.....im sick of hearing about all their big wheel crap ! You don't have this and that bitch I do ! I prostitute bitch I am a goddess !!!!

Yeah whatever trash. Go waste money like you all do trash, go give it to corruption create more filth to add to my shifty life as we all suffer big wheels ! Scream at me, blame me for all your corrupt fun being over wah wah ! Me being sick all the time, having to pay outrageous doctor costs, while they run to OkCity, Dallas free health visits, plastic surgery, fly around, buy outrageous high end they brag about, slut around !!! Screamed they all were goddesses we learned trained to be professional whores for govt ! Kill your fat ass for estate you don't deserve bitch ! We will get it ! F you trash ! Non stop 20 years of this being yelled at me on my waves or outside my house......they all told off on themselves !!! All that over east !!! Gee, I'm so happy you know how to be a worthless whore trash ! And those drugs you all bragged about ! All those celebtards you bragged about screwed, yeah you're filth !

All the while I set here a very good person, very nice, clean, and half alive all the time battling stupid crtl people and my worthless bitch family, screamed at non stop since I was a baby with this shifty crtl equipment, hacked hurt by trash running it, choked, raped, grinded my teeth down, burned my girl parts, almost died, like my pets and others in my family NEVER involved innocent !!!! With that crooked crtl equipment OkCity or whoever big wheel had ! Made fun of, blamed accused, all for something I never knew what was ! 

Me and M he suffered this too ! They all harassed him, stole from him, he went without all the time just like me ! Blamed him, accused him, his uncle he's Chuppys nephew then jealous of him over that junk ! Sick of it for all of us, Family important in this crtl filth ? You catch it from this crazy hillbilly trash very dangerous for us all our lives !!! Obsessed with you, dig in trash lick your old underwear or wear a shirt you threw in trash, steal shoes from trash.......stealing trash to " test it " up there at fbi dea for drugs to accuse you of something ! They screamed Or take blood off an old tampon or pad and lick blood, " test it " up there at fbi dea because " we have to " that's how damn nasty this has been !!! Giving whores my old junk clothes and old underwear on the streets, creeks because of this baby j crap !!! Stealing from my grandparents, giving to whore trash on creeks to use, then fighting over something krissa had because she was M crtl family ! Weirdos obsessed with us M crtl, baby j crap, all over this money, big name in corruption, M knows this too, G family all I hear screaming bawl bags about him being G family !!!!

Creepy obsessed weirdos billions of them coming after us, scarey, and angers me !

Talk nasty about my body, sicko perv talk !!! Did this to M too ! He knows ! Sandy p and them wouldn't leave him, alone either !!!! All after us ! 

Then something about washdc stealing items from my attic to " test them " ?????? For year years trying to run me, mom off road or hit us in car wrecks Dean c screaming, sterling snobs following me, ruining jobs, stalking me to schools !!! Screaming ! All of those idiots scream scream out here, no rest no sleep at all ! My entire life ! Comments about my weight or broken nose they hit me in face with ball in grade school Courtney ugly bitch huitt ! On purpose !!!

Too much !

Anyway that's the latest screaming.

Monday, May 28, 2018

Letter, yet again....

More screaming non stop at my waves.

Crying about Japanese N family over east.screaming about pizza hut, saying to me, when you go in there bitch my people go ! Sent me picture of someone spitting aids blood in my pizza ! Every time I go order a pizza Stevie screams at me, cries, bawl bag years to my waves, driving to and from......exhausting.

Keeps playing Steve sully + son, luring G. Over stopping him over by sterling, said he's going to sell him drugs kill him, something about a mask he has of him, screams about Cletus White family ???? Kuntz family ??? All that junk mess. Brantley bunch trash too ! Tom Tom mccracks, Burnley family Steve, Bill, grandson ??? Something about Davis clan money ??? Japanese living there in house f you bitch ! Fat whale !

Screaming non stop about Japanese N family Z, something about his baby, incest his sister, over east, half mix ??? Old man c Japanese, dead alive, dead just now dead bitch ! He said you had to be in something fat ass !????????More of that. Then screams they will kill Z and Kenz ?????? I. H. Money we get it !!! F them ! Sick of hearing all this about that crap I. H money never ends !!! Hating on Z and K....?????

Stevie crying around about Morgan baby with Schaf ???? Had 2 kids, New baby, named after me ???? Eavesdropping on them in the house, married in bed ???? Screaming about it for weeks now. Tishomingo crap over there east yelling Japanese !

Screaming at me about my teeth being bad, non stop, I know they need to be filled soon, breaking in back side ! Damn ! And my mom's need work too, I know this !!! he yells non stop picks me apart about my teeth, my hair, weight, weight, nails, face, my back messed up, just everything !

Stevie meeting me in road trying to hide my cell phone signal on road west of mimis house to Woodlawn hunt house, I couldn't get a signal, he turned it off, screamed the whole time about money off those area houses near Woodlawn ! F you bitch ! You get rid of everything I need money bitch !

Screaming about his mom's stupid money I know nothing about, hating on his brother B, hating on his grandma, blaming and accusing me of ruining his life ! How ? I guess because he's hacked me, got into some trouble or whatever ????

Something about Japanese Alison, Jessica, Anthony, Doog ?????? Seen the Alison mask yesterday he screamed yesterday on road, by Dennis houses, Lucas houses, still that same girl at my mimis house 5 yrs ago as I was hacked, glaring at me ! Don't know her bitch ass !

Stalkers, following me everywhere to Fletcher DG, creepy stinky tranny creep following me !!! Too close ! Trannys are danger zone ! Icky ! I don't like that trash ! Weirdos, cry babies !

Screaming non stop at Fletcher and drive home, not fair ! You won't buy from us ! F you bitch ! Not involved ! We get estate ! We will get it fat ass ! Screaming about Meg and my rest of J family ! Dead we kill them bitch !!!??????

Screaming about some money he wants off playing my brother all these centuries ! Crying its not fair I played him so many times !!! Stevie, harassing about that, blaming Bobby for everything ! Sick of hearing about his money and lost love woes !!!

Screams about estate items they have seen know about crooked old man c showed them ????? I am buying them fat ass ! We have sex in these !???????? Get money also !

Stevie telling me I have to take chemo rounds for all the cancer in my body they put into my body years and years ????? Do I ???? Harassing me about cancer I have non stop, diabetes, aids, hep c ??????? Didn't know I had all that or how I have aids all the time + my pets rest my family left do also ?????? My mom's lower half side kidney area, between shoulders at top,  and lower back are hurting terrible, hope he's not hurting her with crooked equipment ???

Pumpkin cat cries all the time, stevie said he's dying bitch ! F him brat cat ! Cancer cysts on his belly dying bitch cat !!!????? He has a few spots on his tummy that are cyst like, he said cancer hope not ! Said he hears me scream at his waves bitch ! You have to put him to sleep soon and goofball dog has to be put to sleep bitch aids cancer dog ! F him !???????Sick of hearing this crap !

Keeps saying " passed away " surgery for cancer dead !!!???????Non stop with this ! Tired of it !keeps telling me my grandparents j were involved killed in house 20 yrs ago uncle Lewis co horts ?????!!! Grandparents All dead bitch ! F you ! F them !

Screams about h wood, Nash trash, Dallas money cards high end shopping again, drinking champagne jet setting ?????? We get cards high end now bitch f you ! Japanese bitch voice ! Tired of this junk !!!! Plastic surgery they and stevie is needing ??????

What kind of job does stevie and these others have where they can non stop harass me ??? I mean he knows my every move, eavesdropping in the house, my waves he knows all my personal info, my thoughts recorded, quoting old stories from my childhood, past, real, fake, lies, or random memories about something ??????  They sure got a lot of time on their hands free, I think rehab and mental health or other need to happen with this out of control nutso bunch !!! 

My room is very heated,no cooling and I have to blast my fans, ceiling and other, well, he enjoys playing screams, cries fake cries playing on here, talking, robot, people souls descending to hell, landing, screams, all kinds of crap playing on my fans, cannot rest, pumpkin cat might be hearing it also I don't know.......very exhausting !!! Need help with that, triangulating or other he's up to.....!!!!

Tired, ping ping hacking, screams about my cell phone, money hacking my wallet to hack bills they screamed ????? Looking in my purse, shopping buggy, or prying in my bank info ???? Screaming about me wishing to put up my swimming pool, screams they are the reason my pool pump was hacked quit working a few weeks brand new !!!! I cry about all they ruin !!!! Can't have a life, do anything, they hack everything !!!!! Kill your grandparents, kill your pets, all innocence they hack and kill or appliances, they hack it all ! I wish to end all these creeps outta control this whole stupid mess !

You can't have anything they get mad, follow you, stalk harass you, non stop ! No privacy at all !!! Can't even think in my head without 80,000 people knowing commenting every 5 seconds or knowing where I am going to town to harass the crap out of me or ping my head !!! Had ENOUGH ! Sick and tired, need full night's REST !!!!!!  STALKERS.

Screams about Texas people, money things I ruined ?????

More harassing non stop about lroy, Janet, Seth crap, M crtl, DJ f him ! Various voices non stop, sterling apartments again, the town, tana Coley and hubs B. alexdr, Cyril junk....????? Screams about M and how he ruins everybody's lives too.......
 More about tulsa, Ada, Kansas, arkla tex ????? Screams !

Exhausting, tired, same everyday screaming at my waves, never ends.

















Sunday, May 27, 2018

inspirational bible verse.....

" Be Strong and Courageous "
Joshua 1 : 9

This is the latest Bible verse I have seen lately at random. Haha ! This message was on a t shirt, interior a store window, there it was !

Sometimes I know Our Lord must be sending me messages from above here to earth randomly, on many signs, things, just to say Pay Attention to me ! I'm here !.......lol

I generally find these messages of inspiration during times when I am upset, sad, angry, confused, not feeling well, very tired......unique weird ways there will be a message somewhere odd,  and I laugh.........inspirational.

These messages are always bible verses or something random pertaining to something I am going through, how I feel or something I am worrisome about.....

This message is about being Strong ! Having the Courage to continue forward, Never give up.   ;)

Nice for us all.

Love, j !

Saturday, May 26, 2018

Searching the internet.....

I know the internet is a very much needed idea of technology ! I adore.

I often search the internet daily for needed information, health questions + signs, recipes for food prep, order information, online shopping sometimes, music weather, fave websites, YouTube videos, all for goodness ONLY !!!

I know there can be awful filthy disgusting, and mostly upsetting crap online, oh, I wish to END this filth ! REPORT all nastiness online to authorities of internet, we CAN STOP this trashy behavior..........I wish for the internet to be used for viewing + searching for only goodness !

Online people can be in chat rooms often, these I don't frequent, I view, read, learn.........some people are nice online ! Wish for ALL to be this !    ;)

Forums for learning + specialty groups, those like minded these I prefer ! Help with going through the same life troubles, meet up, Struggling through loss, Rehab, Drug Addictions, Alcohol, Diseases, health issues.........Good to know you are NOT alone in your struggles ! Nice !

I enjoy these online :

--- crafting websites, Etsy, others
--- craft stores online, all, ordering, browsing
--- farming websites, learning, treatments, equipment
--- pet supplies + stores Chewy, Petsense, Petco
--- food prep + recipes, all
--- iTunes, Pandora music listen + buy
--- local news, weather
--- YouTube, watch videos, cutesy animals, music
--- Dollar General, Family Dollar, Dollar Tree, buy !
--- Wal-Mart, target
--- eBay, Amazon buy anything nice !
--- hot topic buy anything
--- fabric purchasing stores online, notions also !
--- cattle livestock watch auctions, buy !
--- feed stores online, buy feeds, order !
--- animal specialty forums, health, care, learn !
--- fave music, bands, musicians, all styles enjoy !
--- craft instruction videos, sites, learn, watch
--- art supplies, pictures, learn to paint, buy, create !
--- SAFE children's learning websites, games
--- games for adults, SAFE, genuine, clean, pass time !
--- health info / questions, learn ! Sites, all.
--- veterinarian pet questions, info sites, all !
--- much more, just whatever you like !

The internet can be a nice enjoyable place on your technological device ! Just BEWARE of the corruption that can be online, cyber bullying is filth, stupid, avoid, turn off internet ! Don't let a bunch of idiots hiding behind internet computers get to you ! Much false people out there online too often ! 

NEVER give any self information to anyone online ! No pictures ! You can chat, but NO names, NO locations given, just say hello, be kind NEVER intrusive ! Be respectful, DO NOT be a bully, DO NOT harass + stalk others online ! Be nice !

Internet, device hacking often occurs, THIS is TERRIBLE ! REPORT all signs of hacking, stealing information, I DO NOT think online banking is necessary ! Very Dangerous ! If shopping online ? Just use prepaid cards ! Safer !

I enjoy being online to pass time, to forget my upsets, stress, worries, something you wish to know more of ? Type into device and find out more information ! 

I think we should be inspired to greatness + goodness when searching online, internet that is wonderful, of goodness, makes a safer + much better cleaner world !

The internet should ONLY be used to bring great minds alike together to create a safer, more pure world !

I wish the internet was much more innocent, beautiful, safer, the same I wish for our earth, and each of our lives who are nice ! ;)

Love, j !

Friday, May 25, 2018

tired, a letter !...

Non stop screams as I traveled to chicksha, made me feel sick, pass out feeling....Too tired to keep listening to his crap and their crap, very messed up screaming high on drugs bad messed up !!!!

Keep screaming about aids cancer, screaming about money off his mom's money he thinks he should have that I know nothing about !!!! Blaming me and his brother for everything You and B are goody goodys you get everything bitch ! My mom's money this ruins everything bitch you fat ass ! Japanese screaming, stevie together

Screaming about his Japanese girlfriend being over, calling me a fat ass every time I leave the house, he is with some Japanese girl voice screaming, then a Asian male screaming about his mother going and her kids.....screaming about his black sister ? Stevie has one ??? And his Japanese family he has been living with stealing for ???? 

Screaming at me about some old dress I had in high school they got from garage sale at church, and I was an embarrassing fat ass in it ! They had this online, off the creek we took this nasty fat whale dress you wore and sold it from the church garage sale, the sluts made fun of you online and wore the dress on the creek ! Everyone laughs at what a fat ass you are ! So embarrassing how fat and ugly you are bitch ! Whale ! Said they stole an old bra out of my trash can 20 yrs ago and a pair of my underwear that I had used to work in the field wearing old clothes that are worn........he said they took these to fbi dea to laugh at my fat ass over !!!!???????? I been told Shaun gay bitch did this because of who I am sent these to la to sluts to laugh about holey clothes ????? Dumb ass ! They're old clothes why dig in my trash for my old discarded clothes ??????! Said they did this to M and his brother also ??????! Creeps !

Said Shaun gay bitch also got into my grandparents houses and mine looking for money and shot black men in the head in their houses and mine while we were gone during the day ?????? Ian did this I know they said also !!! Why ?????? Hillbilly trash ! Fbi dea knew about all this circus and more had to clean up blood in the houses, aids, hep c everywhere ???? Did this when I was baby to in this stupid house here also several times all pilfering in this house, theft, while gone, letting crtl people in the house ! Then whacking all over everything while we were gone in the house ????? I wouldn't be surprised about nothing ! Dumb asses !

Circus and loser jealous drug head clowns !, what a joke ! Trash family Philip, Sandy, Linda t, Ian the whole cry baby smart ass know it all bunch ! and loser crtl cry baby dea fbi garbage !!!! Unprofessional trash ! All of them good ol Oklahoma fbi dea ! At it for years against me and my family not involved, I'm lucky to be alive me and my family left and M he's had this trouble also ! All weirdos in crtl obsessed with us trying to kill us ! Screaming blaming hating on him, his family G. And me, my family left for years years now......!!!! Trash crtl weirdos !

Said Japanese and other filth got online put pictures of me in all walks of life making fun of me and my fat ass ??????! Non stop about this junk.......?????........

screaming yesterday about s and l, their mom and brother A, non stop ! They're dead f them ! I lie to you they been dead 20 yrs tried killing you off, obsessed with your money and T over here ! They just work on him he's all that matters fat ass they're gone !!!! F them their bitch mom ! F A's ass !!!!

Stevie and those Japanese whoevers listen to my waves then go run out to town to stores I'm going to and buy everything I am looking for, planning to buy in the store,, don't matter what it is, they buy ALL of it, have for years, and I know they do this ! They buy everything up with their money cards then give it to trash on the creek or throw it in the garbage Just because you are wanting it bitch !!! I have seen them in the stores, might be 89 bras in their buggy always teenys, frowning, glaring, you can tell they know it's me ! We can afford it all bitch fat ass ! Screaming at me in Braums for buying an ice cream carton ! Non stop screaming, We bought all your flavor today bitch ! Alison Japanese princess is having a birthday party tonite ! We bought it all my walnut flavor, so he's screaming like crazy Diabetes ! bitch ! Your fat ass ! We buy all of it bitch ! 

This Alison Japanese bitch, all these fake Zs these weirdos need to STOP stalking me, I'm never going to meet your weirdo asses, I DO NOT EVER want to meet you dumb asses and I DO NOT want to be your friends creepy weirdos Japanese !!!! They got money cards, and going to be your friend marry him Z is ready now to kidnap you bitch ! Had it with these nutso creeps !!! Stalkers ! Twisty top acorn and the gang ! Sick of them !

Screaming about my brother this ugly creep baby of sickness diarrhea baby, goo ball eyes ! Damn ! You raise him bitch ! F you ! It's probably stevies and Japanese baby ! He probably needs child support money for ALL his brood over east !

Sick of his non stop rattling weirdo, drug high crack pipe talk, he's annoying ! He gives me a nervous wreck all the time, at stores, driving, rattling, I'm already tired ! My brain is not a drug head brain, too much rattling makes me nervous ! Sick feeling.

Says he killed my grandparents off 20 yrs ago in their house, my cats he stole took to the creek shot them, killed my dog he's fake out there has aids bitch ! Just non stop, with this junk, screaming about Japanese, his mom, his sister, money !!!

Screaming about Kyle and Texas non stop.

Hates on his brother who has to worry with him, all the time You and B are boy scouts, goody goody, screams about B, other, then blaming me for some h wood plastic surgery about his nose, it's messed up, looks like air holes no nose !!! He sent me a picture grotesque of his nose and looked like a dinosaur  nose holes !!! Gross.

Screaming about my brother money, he had to play him 10 yrs because he's been gone, and he wants all the money off it ???!!! Tried selling you drugs as your brother for years bitch, hacked house too and stole from the house as your brother bitch ! Dea and fbi did this to you bitch ! You have to be involved ! F you ! Make money off you bitch for all of us bitch !

Said he sent aids trash to bathroom yesterday at town to diarrhea in toilet whack aids on toilet stool because I know you need to pee today bitch fat ass ! Blogged ya know....

Screams about OkCity fbi dea busted trash cry baby crap as is screamed daily.....Non stop OkCity said they're killing you kidnap you bitch ! You don't deserve all that money estate bitch ! Whale ! F you bitch ! Never see any of it because you are too boring ! Fat ass ! You don't deserve anything that estate is sold, it's going to be ours here !!! Various voices non stop about this ! Not fair ! I want that ! F you ! Over and over with this....

Tried to find something out on you bitch about drugs !!! F you not involved, more about my J family, f them not involved ! As usual.

F the R family and O family ! F them ! They did this to us ! F DJ he said he gets this ????? F him bitch !

Keep screaming about Z has baby with k and aids bitch !????Whatever that is....Non stop.

Telling me DO NOT put up your pool bitch, every summer now for 5 yrs ! It ruins this up north bitch we will whack in it bitch ! All of them will !??????? I'm tired of living like this because they want to play up north or on this road with sluts, drugs crtl !!!! My poor dog cannot run loose either because of this filth ! Tired of it ! They harass ruin everything or send trash with aids to my yard, I have to check every night on my poor dog !!! Upsets me ! After all this ! Can't rest, sleep, nothing ! I have had it !

Keep saying my dog has to be put to sleep and my cat pumpkin does too ????! Why what's wrong now ????!!!

Crying about their people, Arcadia, Louisiana people sterling, sick of hearing about them, laden that town Kim Han, Kim B, those weirdos, non stop they made a model out of Kim b over in Dallas, she wants to be your friend ! I don't think so bitch !!!!! Annoying trash ! Sluts !

Rachel h screaming about her snobby slut ass and her daughter or something he married ?????! Sick of hearing about all those sluts trash !!! Snobs ! I'm tired don't care !

Screams about half mix, nugget, shortstacks ????? Whoever those idiots are Japanese over east ?????

Apartments at sterling, crap about they're mad about something ??? Japanese black people, Louisiana people there in sterling Sandy p had for years !!! You don't know them !!!! ????? Sure am happy I never met those losers !

Old man against you bitch ! He thinks he owns your estate and gets money now bitch !!!?????? Whoever he is ?

Screams about Jeff Milan weirdo and his raped kids ??? Creepy filth ! Clint k kids are over here bitch !!!????? Like I care ! I don't ! Screaming non stop You can't have anything because we put this trash here to waste your life away, ruined your life because of money and estate, we make more for them here to ruin your life ! Crazy laughter.????

Screamed because We tried to do something to you today bitch !!!???????

Ping ping hacking on my waves all day yesterday.

Screamed we record your thoughts for years you are crazy bitch we lie tell them shit fat ass for money ! Crazy laughter you insane fat ass ! I have heard so many crazy lies about myself out here, doesn't make any sense, vicious, cruel lies, no truth to any of that junk....sicko pervert, creepy stories, they said you are gay, you have fetish????? Whatever that is you prostitute !????? Mms gay in her life she's slut we are too !!! You have to be bitch ! No damn truth to any of that !!! just because I'm single, Christian a total nerd, and they are satanic, drugs,sluts theirselves ! Sick of being run through the mud, accused, false lies, sicko stories, made up, sick of trying to clean up my name, those weirdos do not know me, I'm a straight person ! Never had sex, never married, never took a drug in my life never sold drugs !!! I didn't know even what a crtl was !!! ALWAYS after me for something too many high cracked out weirdo filth ! Scares me. I'm just me, a good person, I'm a nerd, nothing special. 
 They hate me, over something, always have been mean hurtful to me.....that's sad.

Makes me sick all the lies stories I have heard about myself, just creepy disgusting filth, Shaun made up most it they told me, those people do not even know me......!!!! I haven't even met any of those people telling me all this out here, and I don't know most those making up lies at dea fbi !!!! I haven't seen stupid Shaun since 6th grade ! 

Anyways all these embarrassing lies, stories I have heard about myself are filth, upsets me, scares me what people are trying to do to me at fbi dea, spying on my eyes in bathroom, shower camera in attics, I'm tired of being harassed bullied because I'm innocent........then making fun of me for yrs yrs because I don't know anything about this filthy sex talk, this means that is this ! Just creepy gross ! They laugh because I don't know anything about sicko sex junk !!! Oh she's so stupid she don't know what that word is ! Embarrassing gross crap.....I 've never had sex , so who cares ! Make fun of me ! They are obsessed with sex, sluts, and on drugs ! 

Sick of this, whole mess.

j.








Thursday, May 24, 2018

windmills.....

Often as I drive through the countryside, I live nearby, I like to see the old abandoned windmills........there are some still turning ! Rusty, broken, apart of the landscape still !

There are many photographs taken of landscapes, old farms, where the windmill is silhouetted by the beautiful sunset......I love them !

Very beautiful, plain, simple, old style......

There are many farms locally I see where there are windmills being reconstructed, this I think is wonderful !

Windmills can be constructed from steel + strong, sturdy wood, all sizes, styles, variety, grand size better !

The windmill is a self efficient affordable way to create electricity, churn water, pull up from the earth, affordably.......simpler I think.

The wind turns the windmill fan and moves below to pull up water for land, farm, home use, cattle......

Wind power is an excellent source of renewable energy, for us to continue using, natural from the earth, renews !

I think wind turbines are nice, the grand size turbines, gathering wind just below the clouds, create energy, these are renewable resources also ! 

Too much of the fossil fuels below earth we rely on ? They can end with too much consumption....not renewable with those fuels, bad they end ! More alternatives needed.

Solar energy is another nice renewable resource, we can all use to create energy for many, many items ! I see many solar power items, for using near home, and near cattle gates.....most I have seen, solar grids, patterns, collect from sun's rays, gather energy to perform tasks, many items, NO electricity required ! This is exciting + wonderful for everyone, more affordable, safer for our earth ! And is renewable energy !    ;)

The windmills need to be rebuilt, restarted, I like the old style, simpler days best ! Save money where + when you can.........windmills on farms can be very helpful, more so affordable with updated additions, keep it old style, simple but with newer ways !

Wind is plenty most days, windmills could be helping create much electricity for houses + our farms everywhere, more affordable....

Sometimes the more simple something is, the better it is for all of us........I love the old ways of farming + life........simpler, often calmer, more peaceful........

everything can be too complicated, way too fast with technology sometimes.......makes life boring + stressful........slow down ! Go back to older ideas, ways, more simple life !

Do we really need life to be more complicated with all this extra technology crap ? No......I think driving + controlling your tractor yourself is best ! Never a computer driving it for you ! Stupid. Enjoy driving it yourself, full day's work........that's real life ! Living, being a farmer, NOT a computer !......lol....

Love, Julie !

Wednesday, May 23, 2018

clean up public bathrooms / restrooms !.....

I dislike having to use the public bathrooms ! I pee so much I have to go use the bathrooms in most stores and they are disgusting, filthy ! Just a few days ago I had to use the bathroom at a store, and the toilet had vomit on it, and the floor had pee + hair on it !!! It looked like someone had taken hair right out of a hairbrush and thrown a ball of hair onto the floor !!! Nasty !

 I find blood often on stools and this is a DANGER ZONE ! Blood borne pathogens, diseases, in close contact ! So always inspect the toilets, all restrooms for this ! Alert stores, AVOID ! Feces, poop, pee can all contain aids, hep c, all blood borne diseases, so be very watchful in all public bathrooms ! Stores have zillions of people, all ages, genders, using the public restrooms, every second, minute, hour, day weekly !

Need cleaned, bleached, inspected, daily ! If I worked in these stores I would go to the store bathrooms all, beginning + end of work days I would wear, gloves, cleaning masks, cleaning wear, be very careful, inspect all bathrooms, and clean them myself ! I enjoy keeping everything clean, bleached, orderly ! I would be happy with myself for achieving cleanliness for mine + everyone's safety !

We need strict bathroom public health codes, regulations, health department inspections for all public bathrooms ! VERY SERIOUS ! DANGER ZONE !

Too much danger with blood borne pathogens, contaminants, illness can be contagious out of these restrooms !  Bacteria, diseases plenty there ! Yikes !

All sides + underneath the toilets, and interior the toilets need bleached, strong bleach only ! Bathroom stalls, sides I have found poop and blood smeared in these stalls before ! Very sick ! Nasty ! Stalls need bleached too ! Toilet paper inspected on roll, clean, no nastiness ! Inspect before you use !

All sides of toilet I have seen blood, feces ! Vomit also ! So inspect before you use the toilet very dangerous !

The top half remove lid, place I exterior the side at top the bleach discs / tablets of bleach only ! Very strong with every flush, it is bleach in the toilet water system ! If no toilet top half as in most public, bleach cling beads placed on all sides interior toilet needed ! Stays put, cleans, bleached most day ! Grand size toilet bleach tablets / discs are needed everywhere !!! Use at home toilets also I use them ! Helps ! Several brands of those !

Toilet lids, covers, need inspected always ! Once again I find stains, grease, blood, goo, feces all over these ! Need bleached daily or yourself ! The toilet lid tissue hygiene pull over papers are ok, I use every time, but still these toilet cover lids need bleached !

I often think I may just start carrying toilet cleaner in small spray bottle interior my car or purse to clean the toilets at stores before I use them ! Just laugh ! That's how bad that is ! Lol.....

Maybe heavy bleaching wipes, for sanitizing and bleaching toilet lids before we set down could help us in the stalls ???! We all have to go bathroom ! Haha !

Floors need cleaned in all bathrooms, filthy, disgusting ! BLEACH ! Use gloves + masks ! ALWAYS.

I'm sure that the men's bathrooms are equally filthy, I have seen those pee cakes, on tv before ! Those look putrid ! Nasty yellow pee ! I'm sure those need replaced weekly or something else used in place of those, bleach tablets waters or something ! Shoo !

All restrooms NEED to be required to have disinfectant sprays, aerosol sprays all over stores, kill germs there and in these icky bathrooms, smell better too ! Shoo ! Stinks in those bathrooms !  :(

These public bathrooms need the hand wash areas, sinks, soap dispensers, all VERY clean, sanitary, bleached, working properly !!! I have seen too much filth at the sinks also, feces smears, vomit, eyelashes, hair balls, make up smears.....icky !  Hygiene dispensers for all need inspected, these are often bloody, smears, nasty !!! Paper drying towels + drying machine need to be filled to brim, clean, sanitary !

NO ! NO ! NO ! ENOUGH nasty unclean everything !!!

Clean them up, and our toilets at home ! NEVER let children, or pets ingest toilet water, NEVER let them play in toilet water, NEVER let them ingest these dangerous cleaning supplies ! DANGER ZONE !

We must inspect, bleach, clean all public bathrooms and ours at home ! Clean daily.

I enjoy cleaning, disinfectant, supplies, soaps, bleach a plenty !

j.









Tuesday, May 22, 2018

jellies shoes, mini toys I found !....

Footwear is something I always wish to be comfortable, pretty, nice to wear...

I have forever loved the jellies sandals, shoes, all styles, very different, all colorful, see thru, glittered, sparkles ! They feel nice on my feet, most styles do anyway.    ;)

When I was a child I had a few pairs of the jellies flats ! I was always excited to find these and maybe purchase a pair or two to wear.....

I know not everyone enjoys them, but I seem to prefer them summertime.....all colorful....glittered, I had a few pairs not glittered few years ago......all variety, styles nice to me !

I always like sandals beaded, colorful, or embellished, jellies are the same......

I have been wearing flip flops many years foam, these affordable, all patterns, colorful, simpler I know, you can just enjoy these, nice.....

Anyhow, I was excited to find the cutest mini toys yesterday at Wal-Mart, I know how exciting that can be finding on my browsing days ! Lol....

I prefer colorful everything, and I found the colorful JigglyDoos, animal characters, you just touch and roll ! Kind of squishy, very cutesy, colorful, affordable ! Bright coloring ..... collectible !

AND the Moj Moj mini collectible squishy gel toys, very cute animal characters ! Adore these as well ! Affordable for us too.......I seem to enjoy the mini everything to collect, if I find something cute, colorful, I gotta have it !

Donutella toys I prefer to see them in most stores, these are mini as well ! I found some at hot topic store.....

I found at Dollar tree yesterday mini sand pail with glitter interior the pail design......very nice ! I am using for carrying my dog his dry food ! Haha ! Just $ 1 / small pail, also includes small shovel attached at sides.......

I am seeing plenty of the very affordable summer melamine / plastic party ware, use for dinnerware, glassware, very colorful, nice designs, collect these if possible, nice and not much cost ! 

Pineapple designs are everywhere on many items, very bright colorful, I am seeing much of the design right now, I like that ! Clothing, party ware, decorations for summer, kitchen wares, plenty, nice ! I seem to love the brights the pineapples are very golden on the designs......

Life is often too dull in some areas, I'm sick and tired of seeing everything gray + black depressing colors ! Pastels, neon, brights that are very cheerful, those are my faves, black is nice for showing respect, but I get bored with life being less than colorful......lol...

j.

More screams, help !

Very tired.

Yesterday drove to Anadarko.

Screams on vehicle, my waves terrible, every time I drive there to and from the screaming is terrible, upsetting as usual, exhausts me, my mom and grandma hear noises, crickets, roar sound ping ping on their waves.....hacked !

Screams about OkCity, dea, fbi, busted had to go to prison bitch ! Fat ass bitch ! You think you're so damn smart bitch all the M crtl family left ! You are all rich spoiled f you bitch ! You have to be involved in this ! Wow, I really didn't know I was rich and spoiled, news to me a hole ! I struggle, I am a good person, never spoiled + rich !!!! I think you all are cry babies busted traffickers, drug heads !!! More crap with those OkCity fbi dea, loser trash !

Screaming about oil basin, your m family here ! Money oil !!! F you bitch ! Screaming about DJ, F him ! He thinks he's so much better too not involved has to be in this !

Screams about Japanese some dumb loser trashes incest mother going ! My mom's gone ! F you ! My son is just 18 ! Gone ! My family is over f you bitch ! Twinzee screaming names, his mama's tittys, money he doesn't have on something you blogged bitch ! F you ! Red F kids, babies ! Inbred ! They gone F you bitch ! You did this bitch to my family ! Some insane psychotic screwed in the head incest hillbilly, Japanese sounding cry baby followed me up there, along with others...

Some woman short blonde hair some little girl Brown eyes, screaming on my waves Justin's baby right there !!! More of that ! Screaming about Philip, Mark M crtl they own this Wal-Mart, Mark said mumbled.....he's something ?????

Larger woman bleach hair at Braums staring, following us setting with tall man older beard gray, staring setting across from us, I hear ping ping, they both stared annoying weirdos ! Followed us to Wal-Mart same as other woman, and kid.....fakes in masks, suit ! Suspicious up to hacking I know....creepy !

Calling me a fat ass, you can't shop in here fat ass get out bitch ! Nothing for you in here ! F you ! F you bitch ! We get your estate, everything for us bitch ! They give us it all now ! Non stop.

Non stop screaming, about T, he's mad he hates you so do J they kill you bitch ! Mad at you over this land money we have ! F you bitch !????????? 

Screams about the B family on my grandpa's side, up there, non stop......damn !

While at Wal-Mart non stop screams about Rob Bon, from sterling being pastor at my great grandma Ms old church on the interstate, Rob Bon and his wife you know they are here bitch ! Preaches at this M crtl church bitch !????? They are having funeral now coming to see you bitch right now !  ??????? I did see a parking lot full of cars there as we drove into town beginning of drive to Darko....

Screaming non stop about tulsa, Ada, ty, money from up Owasso, land money, I get that ! Cookbook neer bitches money, ranch !??????? Non stop screaming.....had enough !

Screams about Z going insane, fake, real, dead alive, Kenz, f them dead ! We get money now ! He's insane man ! He f his sister aids bitch now ! Laughter about RedF, non stop ! We get money ! He goes !!! This family goes man !!! Japanese man voices ????? Cussing Kenz like crazy ! He won't help ! F him !

Screams about me blogging about famD clothes affordable, money off that or something ????!!!

Cries about H family, that crap bunch, I. h money again more bawl bag cries about that damn money ! Our money ! Not fair ! F them ! Z and K.

Screams about J + A Woodwrd then we see them leaving shoe storage at Cyril, very fake looking masks, screams as we drove home after seeing them ! They are my friends, my family is there ! F you bitch ! Then my Mimi hears ping ping, hollering, bee sounds louder, and my mom also ! We get money off their estate $ 4 mil off Woodwrd crtl ! We play this bitch !

 Good grief trash ! Stop yelling !!!!! Stop hacking !!! cry babies blaming me the whole drive to and from darko and DJ, my mom, Mimi ! F you mfers spoiled brat f you all rich m crtl family ! F you fat ass ! I think this b.s. all this trash needs kicked to the curb gone totally, this is insane drug addict nutso trash, stevie and his screaming blaming me, he's high, messed up with these weirdos, make him calm down if I have to talk to him, go take his meds or something ! Damn ! Calling me a fat ass whale, all the time ! Said Japanese bitch dresses up like fat ass blonde to make fun of your weight bitch ! So I guess I'm supposed to look like that bitch at Braums ????????

Damn ! I know I've got weight problems but I have had female problems my body has had surgery, you live my life bitches then see how damn good you look trash, I'm not a drug head slut ! I Never have been and I'm not Asian !!!! Everybody's a fat whale if you're not a size -- 1 to a slut ! And you're not involved and never smoking a meth rock pipe or coke head bitch like they are ! F you teenys trash sluts men and women ! Incest weirdos ! You look like shit too midget trash sluts ugly !

Harassing me about plastic surgery all the time, aids, cancer, tumors, drugs sex, people on tv, money, money, money, you get everything fat ass bitch ! F you whale ! Not fair I don't get that f you ! We are taking estate now bitch we will kidnap you ! You raise your family this son he is brothers son you raise him ! He needs money f you for not caring ! Yeah if he has a kid the damn thing can get the hell outta my life trash fug baby I'm NoT taking care of that trash and neither is my mother ! ClintK trash he screamed at me 20 yrs out here about money I didn't know him ! F you fat bitch ! That a hole followed me everywhere in masks he yelled I'm gonna get that estate money bitch for what you did to me and everybody fat bitch ! Goddamn you're a fat hoss bitch ! Ol sterling town cry baby snob trashes ! High school and more jeff M, wah wah fug ! Wah wah like I give a damn what anybody thinks says about my fat ass ! Lol....yawn !

They're all burned up trash crtl, Sandy p Philip mark m crtl worshippers pity party for a gazillion losers ALL trash who ruined their own damn lives, wanna kill me over some money I don't even have or own blame my fat whale ass ! No brains I laugh at them all ! dumb asses ! Snobs ! They all thought they were good lookin, sporty important, better than everyone ! Yeah whatever high school brats crtl hating on me for their troubles ! Blaming T for everything too wrong ! Haha ! Cry baby bitchin 20 yrs out here ! Snobs, hateful, go hide in the church stir up more crap big wheels !

Whole damn world and town sterling school, all losers blaming me and those left not involved ! Trash ! Wah ! Go raise your own damn nasty trash incest baby ! All obsessed with everything I do or where I go, try to hide my cellphone numbers, harass me scream, obsessed with movies, fake, sex, drugs, all losers, messed up high on damn drugs ! And inbred hillbillies ! Sick of it !

Dea fbi OkCity screaming something about we need jobs we have to keep playing masks f you bitch ! Then they said they create more mess to waste my life so f you bitch you never get help or that estate you own bitch ! We keep wasting time because we can for us ! We matter you don't loser fat ass ! Bitch ! Screaming the same about M and his family you all screwed us over everywhere in this bitch !!! F you and M you both did this to us you get everything ! You never see it we kill you for money all this you did to us !

Screams about a burnt up ol damn house over east money off some house, trash ! Mark m he's the one said.....mumbling, cleaning a house some crap ?????

Whatever more b.s.. I am so sick and tired of all this !!! I cannot make it another year like this hearing this I will fall over......exhausted.

j.










Monday, May 21, 2018

Letter # 2534567896543 !

Screams past few days, nites, again.

Tired of it all .

More screaming about Japanese Alison, Jessica, and Adalrymp, Doog ????? Alive, gone, alive hate you bitch ! Fake for 20 yrs !????? Mad at you about Tangles hairstyle shop ! F you ! Over and over.

Screams from over east sounds like as Steve Sullivan, Tommy, Davis ?? Masks fake of them, harassing cottonwood corner screaming about that ?????

Screams about aids, cancer, money, all the time non stop.

All good health techs gone ! F you did this to them !!!

Grandma Japanese having sex ???? Sicko whatever that is ???

Screams about my brother all his mess. Non stop. Harassing about that baby all the time, non stop, they are obsessed to the point, insanity ! Screaming clintk did that ! Came up with baby fake for money bitch !!! You raise it ! We get money ! Dea gets money they made it story ! More crap created by crooked to cause us not involved more chaos trash !!! Never ends. Tired.

Blaming me for all Japanese land dissary !!! F you racist bitch you hate the Japanese over here ! Then next day follow me to rs grocery, and my phone cannot call out ! Screaming on my waves in store Your number is turned off because N family trafficks bitch ! It kills them get out bitch f you ! And my mom couldn't call out either in the store ! Sorry trash controlling my life again had it !

Walters, Temple mumbles scuffy sounds about those towns, Cookietown also ??? Bray Doyle over here ! Bailey over east ????

Screams about Josh m ????? F him ! Been screaming this 5 yrs now ???? He did this to us ! He's insane !!!!

Playing mind games about my J family not involved get rid of them ! M she's gone bitch f her too ! We get money ! Off estate now !

Trying to control where I go screaming I control your family there in your house waves bitch ! You don't go anywhere bitch fat ass !

Screaming non stop This summer ! This summer ! ??????

Yelling at my mom stevie screaming about prison !!! I have to go bitch ! She said she couldn't go to sleep the other nite ! Exhausted her.

Screams about fajita supplies you blogged bitch ! It got everyone bitch f you ! Non stop.

Controlling Gs mind hacking him as old sterling fakes in masks, luring him over to houses telling him outrageous tales ! Stupid, crap, stevie or N family, Japanese too ! Then he's more hateful snotty mean when he returns....constant.

Keep screaming Annette gets out of prison she will move back up north of your house kill you bitch for this !!!....crap about Corey and Travis non stop, still masks Japanese they said??????

Harassing about Z, real fake gone alive, married to Japanese has 18 yr old son...Non stop.

Complaining about tiny Chris G and his wife ! F them ! Hey ! Love ya ! If they're screaming you must be doing something good ! Haha !   ;)

Screaming about so go, same crap, love ya !   ;)

More hatin on s.h l.h their mother, A.  aunt, screaming they are fake gone 20 yrs trying to get you kill you bitch ! F them ! Lying they are fake obsessed with h wood !!! All about money ! F them ! F Davec !???????????

Variety of voices blaming M the G family !!! Love ya ! Know you are making them mad mad angry ! Haha !

Stevie needs rehab mental health non stop, daily, hourly minutely forever ! If I have to keep talking to him, please CONTROL him, screaming like a wild banshee on drugs  everyday non stop, he needs to be forced to daily take his meds !!! Screaming about Rgn non stop ! Years now.

Screaming about California non stop and Texas ????? Various people voices swirled.????

Screams about randlett, casino +??? We got this man ! Money off this shit !??????Whatever this is about.????

J.
















Sunday, May 20, 2018

wings, red heart items !, Mickey + Minnie I found !....

Nice day today, enjoyed spending some time outdoors, walking my dog......

The rainstorms have helped ! Cooler, cleaner air.

I was able to browse through local stores, I found a few new to me items......just for fun !

I  enjoy artwork, the wings + red heart decor items, are so very enchanting to behold ! Whimsy, elaborate, adorable........I have found the wings + red heart variety, emblem, painted on items, decorations, some clothings,  jewelry, all sizes, colorful hues, just on most anything we can think of, I see much of the emblem, Adore ! More online.....

I love the heart shape items also ! Glittered, sheeny, sparkled, love them all ! Online plenty.

I did purchase a cardboard style, storage box, beautifully, printed, colorful, theme, to store some coloring book + craft supplies interior ! It's pretty ! I know it is more decorative a storage box ! I love that ! All styles available, shapes, sizes, colorful, a variety of these ! Has strong lid, place atop the beautiful box ! You can set them upright, when empty and decorate with the boxes on a shelf or ledge, very simple, and eye - catching ! All stores have these, just inquire, mostly affordable !

Hersheys Kiss mouth balm !!! Looks as grand size Hersheys Kiss candy ! Variety, cutie ! Smells nice, jojoba oil, other in the mouth balm, very affordable, at DG, Wal-Mart, most stores ! I sometimes collect mouth balms, use each one daily switch them out rotate use, so you can use them all ! Drop in zippered purse for women, and /  or interior pocket for the men !..........the Coke a cola mouth balm I found is nice, looks as mini coke can, bottle ! Nice ! And there's Dr. Pepper also mouth balm, looks as can ! These are fun to rotate use, everyday........mouth balm is nice...affordable, all, Wal-Mart variety stores !

I found Flex bath wash at DG, and Flex shampoo, the Flex bath wash I found was scented as the Airheads Taffy candy !!! Haha ! Smelled different ! Online I found many more bath washes, scented unique as this ! The Minions cartoon, bath wash is scented as Bananas ! I know it's probably scented sweeter ! Lol........it's nice ! Affordable....

The bath washes and bar soaps at Dollar Tree, Dollar General and Family Dollar are very affordable, these work nice ! We all gotta clean up, smell nice ! Bathe daily if possible ! I enjoy looking for these hygiene items, deodorants, soaps, scented bath washes, some of the bath sprays, cologne, perfumes they offer in these stores smell very good ! Affordable ! Who cares if it's not name brand ! I love these scents ! to scent, wash, clean up, and it's close by to drive to most towns, rural areas, less fuel costs driving !!! 

Hey, I'd rather pay less money for anything ! Save money on these, purchasing at these stores ! Just as those nice clothings I found at Family Dollar today, variety sizes, cooler clothings, shoes, Capri pants, shorts, T shirts -- all,  bandanas characters, pull your hair back in style, keep cool......sunglasses ! Shield your eyes from Sun !..........I enjoyed browsing through those clothings today, larger sizes, colorful, thinner for heat weather outdoors ! Men's, Women's, teenagers, child ! For everyone ! 

Anyways,

I always collect stickers, I found today Sesame Street, Mickey + Minnie mouse, Pooh, Disney Princess, Care Bears, Stars, colorful holograms ! Adore ! All affordable, yes, I am a nerd ! Lol....look online for many more if avid sticker collector, just as ME !     ;)

Plenty of Mickey + Minnie items ! Love ! Aww....online too ! Cutesy !

Love, j !






Saturday, May 19, 2018

tranquil + calming music.....fajitas !

Enjoyed the day, just created chicken fajitas for supper ! These are nice !   ;)

I seem to think that fajita seasoning of the chicken is best, better taste to the meat ! Beef, pork, chicken, Wash under kitchen water faucet, place on drying paper towel, then I tenderize with utensil after placing meat on cutting board.......

I place my tenderized, deboned meats ( whichever I prefer ) for fajitas.....I place the meat into plastic Ziploc bag, pour interior on top the meat the fajita marinade sauce ! Yum ! Smokey, flavorful, spicy taste ! Let this set in Ziploc two hours, the meat absorbs the fajita marinade.......several brands of the fajita marinade....

After two hours, of the meat setting interior the Ziploc bag sealed, covered in fajita marinade, I then cut the tenderized, marinated meat into small narrow strips......Place interior frying pan, small amount of canola oil if frying grilling chicken fajitas.......

I cut up red bell pepper, some onion, fry with the meat, cover with pan lid, sort of Smokey heat cook thoroughly the pepper + onion.....when well done, I prefer to take flour tortillas, warm on plate in microwave several of the flour tortillas ! Then place a few small or grand size tortillas on dinner plate, fill with the mix ! 

I use sour cream on top this, and a special fajita sauce I create at home....I enjoy these wonderfully ! A fave.

Nice to place lime juice onto mix also, more flavor !

Nice simple supper at home.

I listened to some of the tranquil instrumental, New age, music today that I adore !

Ahhh, so very calming, peaceful, nice to unwind at the day's end listening to.........very much mind influencing music, slows you down, calms your stress levels....very beautiful !

I have a few music cds of the Tranquil, Spa therapy instrumental music, very easy to relax to, NO singing, just music....

It helps your mind, relax, I prefer it over most loud boisterous music !.....haha !

Very much emotional, calming, therapeutic music, I'd recommend it to everyone.....Relax at day's end....or listen all through the day if you can + wish to ! Cds in vehicle CD players, listen there as you drive if you wish this ! 

Many cds online and Wal-Mart has several to purchase enjoy, affordable music cds.....often very pretty CD cover art......

These are nice cds to listen to interior your home during day as you clean, prepare meals, nap / rest, or just relax.....very, very, needed ! I enjoy listening at home on portable CD players......play aloud through home or just on CD player earphones !........love it !

This music is nice to help pets relax also, my pets always nap listening to these calming music cds.......pet therapy too !

Have troubles resting / going to sleep at nighttime ? Try this beautiful music at night, I go to rest / fall asleep peacefully..... Zzz.

When I have had pain issues throughout my life, suffering terrible pain from arthritis and bone / joint troubles, this calming music has helped me to remain calm as painful days have been plenty most my life, it calms my mind, the pain seems to not be so harsh to my body........just my opinion, try it yourself !    ;)

Symphony / Orchestra music cds also available these are the same, very relaxing, beautiful.......Ahhh.....Nice !

Music is very therapeutic, calming, inspiring, emotional, de - stress, unwind with music, feel better !

Enjoy !

Love, julie