don't follow the leader..ever.

Man...i'm tired.....this week has been busy...the sale was really packed lots of buyers & sellers...pretty much equal on both.....windy & dusty this week..really dusty..


IF one more cowboy/cowgirl/rancher/rodeo person asks me:"Hey,have you seen your Dad?..tell him i need a couple horses broke in a few weeks!"...i will scream...Bwahaha!....all day yesterday they would walk up and ask me...i just have to tell them:"Well...he's off, gone working...don't know when he'll be back..but yeah...i'll let him know."...given the circumstances of what all is going on...i don't know what to tell them..


i obviously can't tell them what all is actually going on..could you imagine?.."he's gone and all this dangerous stuff is going on..blah..blah"...they'd be scared--LOL!--"He's what!?..they did what?!..Holy sh*t!!!"...haha....


eh...it'll all blow over someday..just like a storm..like everything does eventually--it solves itself....but that's just considered normal for our family..danger/violence/craziness/...always something going on....we're used to it anymore....


my family is FULL of individuals..we don't follow the leader...each person is who they are..they do their own thing..by their own terms and don't give a crap what anyone thinks or says about them....that's how we all roll...


see,snobby/boring/stuck-up people don't like that individual/unique streak in anyone....they want to control/conform people and have them play by their rules and do what they say/do....and when they don't?..they get labeled by them as weird or out of control...you know any snide remark they can toss out there.....


i think it probably really angers those stuck-up people that they can't be in control of everyone...LOL!!!.....There should be more individuals in this world like us!..too many people are boring/the same old-same old.....those uppity snobs are the weird ones!..it's pretty "weird" to me how they all dress/talk/walk/look alike and have the same attitude....but anyway you get my point... 


while working this week,i got home to realize that my computer was in need of attention(nothing new there)...it's just a total mess..everything...it's old and all this new internet software doesn't match up to it..i have a laptop too and i don't even have the time or patience to deal w/adding it to the router....supposed to be easy..but not with this internet hook-up!!!.i tried late last night to set it up and grew angry and frustrated.....so i went to bed..


when i get tired, i do not need to be trying to deal with the tech world (or crazy people either..lol)....if i'm not online anytime soon..you'll know i messed up my computer trying to fix it...got mad..threw it out the window and ran away...haha


I tried messing with this blog template stuff this morning...i got bored so it's still a work in progress..i'll change it up as i go along as usual...i just have to find a day when i'm not tired and annoyed to figure it out.


take it easy today.


love j.