Many times in life I have known others who have been neglected, raped, abused, poisoned by illicit drug abuse, very upsetting ! It occurs to many people, in our lives, such as family / friends, co -- workers !!! When these terrible upsets occur there is nothing we can do about it happening to us, and those we know / love !!! Oh, how I have cried and been very depressed over these upsets happening to those near me !!!
I know for at least twenty or more years I have seen those I know / love + care for self abuse / harm themselves, due to the rape, abuse, neglect, poisoning, drug abuse, severe depression / upset !!!
Self harm I understand to be brought onto another by these upsetting events happening to them, so they injure / hurt themselves to feel they say, because they often feel as if their soul has been stolen because of these upsetting events occurring to them ! Very depressing to me, to know of this happening to other, even if I do not know them right now, I cry for everyone who has been hurt as this !!! Very terrible, upsetting !!!
I know that often people can be hurt as these ways by those they love / cared for and trusted, such as family, it makes me very sad !!! I have never been hurt as these ways, ever I have been fortunate to be kept safe, but I know how painful, upsetting, soul stealing it must feel to be raped, neglected, abused by others ! Just as plenty of animals have been, oh, I cry !!! It upsets me to NO END !!! Injustice for this to be allowed to go on to any person, any animal !!!
Often this sadness / evil ways that occur to people can cause suicide, drug overdose, threats to others and one's self......very sad.
Depression all on it's own may cause self harm / self abuse. Please seek treatment for any of these upsets counseling, psychiatrist, these all may help you......do not stop trying to be much better, you count on this earth !!!
Self harm ways ideas that I have heard of and seen go on with others I have known or heard of locally is these upsetting self abuse / self harm :
---smoking things to injure lungs
--- excessive alcohol, to black out / pass out
--- taking, over consumption of drugs to die
--- hanging themselves
--- twisting their body parts to cause pain
--- rip flesh with tools
--- burning oneself with torches, butane lighters
--- pulling teeth with instruments
--- puncturing body with instruments
--- cutting body all over, slicing to feel pain
--- puncturing veins with drug needles
--- carving into the skin, face, body with knives
--- puncturing nether regions of body with tools
--- disgusting sex / promiscuity
--- grotesque ideas about one's body parts
These can and MUST be STOPPED !!! NO ! NO ! NO !
DO NOT let these past terrible upsets continue to haunt you, upset you, control you ! You deserve better than this, do not ever continue on to self harm / self abuse !!! Fight back ! Go on with your life, change your life, even if it's moving to a new location, changing your friendships, avoiding family, avoiding precursors to self abuse !!!
Often I have been told by others who have self harmed themselves that they enjoy admiring their scars from the abuse. I have cried at this sadness !!! I think it best to tattoo over those scars something inspirational to make us think about NEVER self harming ourselves ever again !!! Why not ??? Tattoo inspirational message that you adore, a saying, spiritual, a survival tattoo to show you survived the abuse and self harm and NEVER take part in it again !!! Maybe a tattoo of a beloved / loved one, or a pet !!! That would be cute over a scar of sadness + bad memories !!! Make it pretty now ! :)
Sharing how you feel with those who have battled similar occurrences, this can help ! Find those at support groups for abuse, look online for friends to meet who feel the same, work on finding the better things in life, go on, you deserve better ! Support groups can change lives, who knows you may find your true love also ! ;)
NEVER self harm yourself because some stupid idiot trash loser hurt you, no matter who it was, outta your life !!! Go on ! Fight back, persecute legally if you can, never stop trying to better your life ! Do not let others spit on you, kick you down, tell you that you are ugly, fat, less than ! Laugh and watch them go outta your life pronto !!! :p
Start your life all over New ! Change your name, change your address, change your life totally, bring goodness, true friends / family, those you meet new in your life !!!
Know there is help out there for your vices, self harm should NEVER be an option to comfort pain !!! I cry over everyone's abuse, neglect, rape, emotional turmoil....
Know you are NOT alone in your sadness, defeated feeling, many others searching for others with similar distress, support groups are best for everyone, being paired to be friends, spouses, best similar upsets, know one another's feelings of loss, pain, regret, self abuse.
Help available.
Love, Julie !
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