found flowers.....

I bought a few flowers today...I think that's all I'm going to buy maybe..i may buy a few more to fill in my flower beds because I want it to be really colorful and full of pretty flowers...BUT I definitely won't be buying any roses to plant until I can plant them with my Dad and friends...that's my promise!!! absolutely NO ROSES PLANTED or BLUE FLOWERS until them...

the flowers I bought today were:

Gerbera Daisy--Pink and orange

Marigolds--Yellow and orange

Petunias--Purple

I looked out the window on the way to town and saw a lot of rainy clouds and it made the sky look so pretty...I wish there were always pretty clouds in the sky like that.....hope it thunderstorms...just no tornados.

love ya.

things to do.....

It's thundering...I really hope it rains...

Still haven't bought me any flowers yet...I need to finish cleaning out the rest of my old flower beds.

I've made a list of things we can do in the future that will be fun...

go to concerts

go to cow sales and horse sales

go to chicken sales

go to the mall

sing karaoke

go to church

work with cows and horses

eat healthier and work out in the gym

paint

go to rodeos

take vacations anywhere we wanna go

Can't wait to see you.....Love you DadChad

fish.....

Tonight I'm going to be eating some crappie fish a friend of the family gave us...I know people will look at that and say:"Haha crappy fish!!!"...but it sounds like crop-eee...haha...That's how you say it in Oklahoma...

catfish and crappie are my favorite fish to catch and eat for dinner...really good.

I like to go fishing and I'd like to buy all new fishing gear and all that...I like looking at the lures and I think Oklahoma has lots of good lakes to go fishing in!!!...I wish I was out there today fishing or something on the water...good day for going to a lake...

I really wanna water ski or ride a wave runner at the lake...been a loooong time...miss that.

pretty sunny warm day today...still wish it would rain.

love ya.

saving someone's life....

There are many people in the world and this country who save lives everyday...Without them around a lot of people would be hurt or sick or lost...

Doctors, nurses, firefighters, soldiers, policemen...put their lives on the line everyday to keep us all safe...Those can be very dangerous and spooky jobs...not to mention stressful and tough to work in...I can't even begin to imagine what it must be like to have that much of a responsibility for soooooo many people at one time...

Putting their lives on the line to keep that many people safe must be stressful...I'm happy that we have all these people working these jobs.....the more honest and hardworking they are the better and also dependable because so many lives can be at stake at one time...

There are lots of people who work these jobs all the time and I think we don't really think about how much we need to be telling them "thank you" for keeping us all safe...I know they have saved my life from time to time I'm sure....so I appreciate them too!!!

thanks for always looking after me people!!!

love j.

it will be ok.....

I love people who love me and care about me....And that's why I want to always thank my Dad for taking care of me and standing up for me when things have gotten dangerous and spooky...I have stood up for him for years and defended him because he has always loved me and cared about me...

The saddest thing for me would be for my Dad to EVER be angry with me or mad at me about something stupid I do or say..I would never want to hurt his feelings or anything...He couldn't hurt my feelings about anything....

I love my DadChad so much for everything he's ever tried to do for me and for keeping me safe...Because there have been so many things that could have happened to me and he has saved my life over and over...because he loves me.

I miss him so much and I can't see him for awhile...and that makes me sooooo sad...I cry a lot about it because I miss him...and I just want him to know that I love him a lot.

I worry about him a lot because I can't ever see him and I just wanna know that he's ok...But I believe he's alright...

really I just wanna tell him how much I love him and that every time he has defended me and took care of me I will always do the same for him.


love J.