Tuesday, September 25, 2018

Letter, thank you !...

I just wanted to tell you ALL thank you for telling these boys down here to tell me they are getting rid of all my troubles, upsets, they tell me they are going to get rid of bshaw house tonight and tomorrow come by and talk to me about this whole mess Finally ! IF so this is the best thing to ever happen so far ! No more being upset, worried, scared ! Thanks to WF for EVERYTHING with mom, me, pets, grandparents, others I adore ! Aww...I love you too Mr C !!!

That's all I been asking for is help !!! I been scared of all these people, weird, creepy, scared me about that satanic rape stuff, animals, kids, people I knew VERY scarey !!! NO I am NOT depressed about family or anything, just cancer, scares me, my mom's health isn't well I know, but it is scarey trying to take care of her alone relying on hearsay from stevie on drugs !!! HELP. Thank you for telling me thank you and the boyfriend ! Lol.....

When I'm well I will be able to meet everyone you wish, just right now exhausted, stressed, nervous about health of my loved ones and myself, they been harassing my mind about my grandparents and mom pets dying since I was 5 years old and screaming about cancer in my mind since that age also !!! Very scarey for me almost my entire life, growling sounds at my window....creepy. teeth cut out of a head chasing me in my mind bloody, Tom Davis I know now, he flipped his fake teeth out at me at 4 years old scared me, I cried !!! Bloody skulls, blood dripping on my head in a sleep state, could feel it, burning my girl parts, hurting me, and my behind region too !!! Sending me digging into the ground, non stop seeing fire demons, then spinning me in my mind in outer space thru stars !!! Made me sick, they said you asked........non stop Greene's, crtl trash family I know Philip and mccracks involved and Sandy and Linda screaming at my waves EVERY birthday party I had !!! You fat little bitch f you !!! I was 4 when that started........mom and Mimi heard screaming in their heads , Philip talking loud in her head 12 years ago ! She was exhausted ! Didnt know what it was !!! and I know now grandpa Mel did hear it too ! Upsets me ! I didn't tell them I heard all this in my head, my head felt cloudy, static !!! 5 years ago it was much worse, billions of people, static controlling my waves, talking loudly flipping in center of my brain !!! I was dying they kept screaming it goes off when it rains fat lady sing a song bitch !!! ????? Upsets me, nervous anxiety it will happen again ! 

But thank you ALL for helping me, hope to see everyone soon !

My mom kidneys darker urine today, scared her, then lighter this evening, still nauseated this morning, but just dry heaves, then she ate some rice, toast, not much, BRAT diet I know of !!! I try to take care of her best I can, but she can't walk much at all, hip still throws out, tight she says, and chest tight swelling on her ankles......thank you for all help med tech health angels ! Love ya ! Hope it's over soon, I'm tired, exhausted, scared for my mom she's thinking she's dying, cancer or organ failure !!! I cry ! G. Still hateful, bossy, screaming Go to hospital now ! See specialists ! Trying to call doctor make appointment ! HELP !

Screaming today about over east, about mums, stock market, crtl Japanese, money off crapola ???? Screams over estate items, north Marlow, f you bitch ! Driving down our hwy 81 I was on this morning.....??? Theirs ??? Screams about OkCity, dea, fbi, cia creepy weird talk satanic voices ???? Ugh ! Upsetting ! Screaming about sterling, rush springs, money off Jared house, land, estate,  Chris Z money, the same and Stan money ????? Whatever ?

Hey Theresa and Megan !!! I miss ya Theresa ! Megan how many ???!!! Lol....

Love, j ! THANK YOU . Mimi says hello to everyone !

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