Monday, September 24, 2018

Letter today....

Cute tiger stripe kitty with white chest in the barn ! So sweet, friendly, purr purrs !!! Aww.....I found him today after I parked my pickup ! I hope he doesn't climb up underneath my pickup, or any of them parked under there ! I fed him one can fancy feast chicken roasted .......lol.....he was more interested in rubbing his tail, side on my legs and I petted him, he's very sweet ! Aww ! They told me he is smiley kitty ! We love ya smiley !!! Your kitty is a sweetie !!! Purr purrs ! Aww........I just cried today because my dog had something up the tree barking at it near his house !!! NOT complaining at all ! I just don't want him to be hurt !!!

 I cried, I guess depressed over everything, mom's complaining, G hollering she needs to see a specialist ! She is some better, NOT vomiting, eats some, still squinting left eye when she looks up, her neck ? She has been very lethargic, tired easily, dizzy spells neck also ??? Swelling in mid lumbar region right side, near kidney swelled pulled looking, swelling along right vertebrae, still excruciating, cries, throws her left hip out when walking if she can walk, lol....swelling near butt cheek, near bowel area, swelling in right shoulder blade, tight, pulls, shoulders very much in pain today, both atop.....chest pains feel pulling there, something wrong near her left breast at side, some itching, is this the healing ???? Still nauseated by some things, but is eating more so, just NOT ENOUGH ! Lol..........she can stand, walk a few steps is all, excruciating to walk, props feet up, stays in bed to rest mostly or in recliner not lying back, setting back too excruciating pulls vertebrae, coccyx area.....burns some she says.....my satellite internet must be pulling on her performing surgery, she says it hurts bad ! And cries whenever I turn on my internet  it seems.......late evening.....drinks only water ! Very lethargic. Makes her depressed I think to be NOT active, I know I feel the same. G. Still hateful hollering, needs turned down, calmed down or created to be nice !!! Sedate mom, G, my pets, Mimi and me if possible, all need to calm down  to fall to sleep......Help ! We appreciate everybody helping, the doctors, ALL health techs out there ! TRUTH. Love you ALL ! Hope to see you soon in person !  We are sorry you have to help us ! I could health tech us all here I'm sure ! Love my R family also !!!   :)

Anyways, hectic around here, stress daily this that everything, then the screaming about money from those idiot Japanese and stevie, JR house, New Mexico ??? Z Japanese going today ??? Josh nick, from sterling, Luz money, MZ is mad at us bitch fat ass ! Screams about rush grocery, m town grocery N family, some Winslow kid ??? Whoever that is ? Crow family all here ! ????? Who's that ??? Screaming at me and saying Julie, you are a cry baby spoiled brat lazy fat ass bitch !!! You and Megan f you fat asses !!! Spoiled J family brats f you bitch !!! You get everything ! Hmm, yeah well I'd like to know how the hell that is ????! I'm spoiled brat ? Wow, New to me, I never have a damn thing, ever to my name, I haven't been shopping and bought anything unless it's from the Dollar store dumb asses ! Then screaming probably been high ending for 25 years using that damn estate money ! I've never even been to Dallas ever, NOT rich enough they are ! So sick of hearing this b.s. ! Eye roll. Nobody cares cry babies ! You're the brats from hell !

Then screaming about Chad brad money, land, houses estate, using masks they made all that mess with stevie I guess ????? Non stop about that some stupid shit masks they had over east of grandpa Mel face for 20 years been selling dope as my grandpa over east ????? Sorry as hell trash !!! Probably one of me too ! They said one mask of each of us out there ????? Better not be ! Trash !

Screaming about the trafficking n family thomps / Cwfd family those kids on hwy 81 hwy 7 houses f her f them man !!! Something about monkeys chajachaja ???? Couldn't understand them ???? Screaming about my cats tigger Rocky pumpkin who is here at home dead dying bitch put to sleep then hollering about goofball, buddy dog, rowdy dog ! Aww ! We miss them terribly and the grandparents ! I LOVE you guys all for saving our lives !!! Words cannot express how much we appreciate you ALL saving our lives, when we knew nothing about all this damn mess these idiots created, tried to pull ! Bratty Jared and his b.s. mess I'm happy to see gone and over ! Thanks for taking care of his smart ass, cry baby for years, dope head, party man !!! How damn embarrassing !!! All of em !

Kenz, I love you too ! I know being a full time PA caretaker is harsh on the mind, body, soul, I have to raise everybody in my family daily STILL ! Fights, addiction, cry babies, danger, unhealthy, stress, just years years of it too much ! When this is over you deserve to go with us, chill dude ! I know you are tired ! They have all made me exhausted and neurotic ! Hahaha ! Oh well....I know you understand completely !!! love ya babe !  ;)

Love, j.


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